incomprehensible

Chapter 126 Fish Tears

After the two of them messed around in bed, Lan Qi really felt a lot warmer, and finally felt tired after tidying up.

Now that he was comfortable, he didn't bother to think about it, and leaned on Ye Xuehuan's arm, half asleep and half awake in the soothing incense in the room.

Ye Xuehuan only smelled the sweet fragrance of his body in his nostrils, but felt refreshed, and chatted with him about irrelevant matters, slowly coaxing him to sleep.

Now no one can tell what is going on with Lan Qi's body, apart from the loss of qi and blood, even the imperial physician can't see any other abnormalities.In the past two months, he has recovered better, and he is no longer groggy all day long, but for some reason he has a lot of desires, and he can't stand the teasing, so he reacts easily, sticky and wants to ask for love.Fortunately, it is not always the last time, hugging and touching him makes him comfortable, his body temperature warms up, and his spirit improves a lot.

He was not fully recovered from his injury, Ye Xuehuan did not dare to be too indulgent, but seeing that he was not depleted by it, he felt relieved, and even speculated viciously that Qi Gu really had a certain lust, Lan Qi's half Gu Hua's body might have to be nourished by the spirit of the beneficiary.

Since the beginning of spring, the Gu fragrance on Lan Qi's body seems to have faded a little, especially when the body temperature warms up, the incense on the clothes is enough to cover it; but once the body temperature drops, the fragrance will become more obvious.

Ye Xuehuan found out some patterns, the deed Gu had indeed turned into blood, but the degree of Gu transformation was not enough to make Lan Qi lose his sanity.It's hard to say whether it's the effect of Snake Sleep or the Deed Gu itself will only make the host become Gu to such an extent. After all, even Xingzu himself has never really tried the effect of Deed Gu, and everything they know is just theory The possibility; what will happen in the future, they have to observe and explore slowly by themselves.

Lan Qi in his arms was breathing slowly, Ye Xuehuan tucked up the quilt for him, and touched his neck habitually to make sure that his body temperature did not drop, and then he was relieved.Lan Qi's body temperature will definitely not return to the level of normal people. In the future, he can only try to avoid blood loss, keep warm, and take care of him carefully.As for spying and training with Xuanfeng, at least for the past few years, there is no need to think about it.

Right now, he can only hope that Yutian can settle down in Yuejia smoothly, relying on the few drops of primitive blood brought out from the imperial mausoleum to research some results, maybe it can help Lan Qi.

In this way, it returned to the issue of re-establishing diplomatic relations with Yuejia.

Although Ye Xuequan acquiesced in Ye Xueyuan's departure, Yuejia probably had a more powerful intelligence organization than Skylark, and he would not let it go. It was probably his order to let him and his wife go to Yuejia. Nangong Xiuren provided a way, just to be a link.

If he had this kind of idea, then his treatment of Ye Xueyuan would be similar to that of Nan Xun, and it is very likely that he will change his name and surname in the future, and it would be better to let him stay overseas than to bring him with him. With his wife and daughter displaced.

——As long as Ye Xueyuan and Yu Tian are willing.

Ye Xuehuan sighed, he still couldn't tell whether Ye Xuequan was putting on a show or was showing mercy, and he couldn't guess how Ye Xueyuan and his wife viewed these entanglements.

There shouldn't be any talk of brotherhood among the royal family, and no one is surprised if anyone schemes; but when betrayal happens, no one can take it calmly.

After all, it is the affection brought out of the blood, how can it be so easy to give up.

He couldn't help but wonder how Lan Qi must have felt when Qi Yanqing pointed at his nose and said that he would not be a brother when he was so young; when he faced this brother again many years later, he really became a hostile position. What mood should Lan Qi be in?

Of course, Lan Qi didn't have any expectations of Qi Yanqing since he was a child, so he can easily cut off his robes and judge righteousness; but deep in his heart, has he longed for those so-called family affection?

I thought about it for a while, and when I came back to my senses, the night was already deep.Lan Qi was woken up by his sigh, rubbed against his neck in a daze, and muttered like complaining: "You are not asleep yet..."

"It's time to sleep."

Ye Xuehuan kissed him on the top of his hair, and was about to call someone to come in and turn off the lights, when there was a knock on the door outside.

The servants went to answer the door, and came back after a while: "My lord, the son is here."

Ye Xuehuan was a little surprised, not knowing what happened to Jinlin in the middle of the night, but still nodded to let him in.

Jin Lin was wearing an inner garment, holding her own pillow in her hands, and didn't dare to approach her when she came in. She stared at her toes coyly, and asked in a low voice, "Tonight... can I talk to my father?" Is Daddy sleeping...?"

The children of princes and marquises have been served by servants since they were young, and when they are older, they will have housemaids. How can they sleep with their parents? On the contrary, it is the folks who want their parents to sleep with their children.

Ye Xuehuan himself had never had such a ridiculous experience, and Lan Qi had only slept with Lu Luo when he was young; when Jin Lin brought it up, both of them were stunned.

Seeing the two people's reaction, Jin Lin couldn't help but pick at the embroidered lace on the pillow awkwardly, and stammered, "Just, just for one night... I just, just can't sleep, I want to see my father and daddy ..."

This child has always been calm and sensible, and it is rare for him to show weakness like this. He never thought that he would really act coquettishly, and he just asked for such a cute request. Those eager and timid little eyes really made people feel unbearable.

"You little brat."

Ye Xuehuan cursed with a smile, but moved out with Lan Qi in his hands, leaving a space on the side of the bed, "I'm not going to be an example."

Jinlin's face showed joy, although it was a bit different from what he had expected, but he really didn't dare to go further and ask to sleep between the two of them, he crawled to the innermost side, put down the pillow and lay down obediently.

Ye Xuehuan asked his servants to give him another quilt, and said kindly, "Sleep calmly at night, your father is not in good health, you need to rest more, don't disturb him."

Jin Lin nodded hastily, and wrapped herself tightly under the quilt, leaving only a pair of eyes outside, to show that she would not move around.

The servants extinguished the candle, and only the faint light of a night pearl remained in the bed curtain. They couldn't see each other's faces clearly, only three pairs of equally bright eyes looked at each other tenderly.

Lan Qi turned over, leaning his back against Ye Xuehuan's chest, facing Jin Lin, reached out and touched his cheek, and said softly, "I'm sorry...for letting you bear so much alone."

He may never be able to say it, but at the moment of life and death on the suspension bridge, when Mo Ran used Jin Lin to persuade him, he still chose to die for love without hesitation.

Their little son lived so hard and tenaciously, and he tried his best to defend the dignity of Rongfu, but he dismissed his conscience lightly with the sentence "Jinlin will understand me", and put such a young and sensible person Jinlin was thrown back into the helpless and besieged situation.

They fished Jin Lin out of the darkness, gave him the sunshine and rain to thrive, and left him selfishly in order to fulfill their steadfast infatuation, and proudly believed that he could grow into a towering sky overnight Dashu, take on everything that should not be borne by him.

And Jin Lin not only has no complaints, but actually shoulders the Rong Mansion on his immature shoulders, and even still has such strong admiration and attachment to them, treating them as real relatives beyond blood.

Ye Xuehuan tightened his arms, Jin Lin might not know why Lan Qi apologized suddenly, but he understood how guilty Lan Qi was to the child.

"Daddy..." Jin Lin held Lan Qi's hand back and sniffed lightly, "I know... I know everything."

"Father and daddy have many things to do, they will encounter many dangers, and they will have to make many painful decisions. They can't...can't always think about me."

"I will catch up with my father and father by myself, and I won't always make you look back at me. Even if, even if you don't come back this time, I will definitely be fine, and live like what my father said Come, never let anyone bully you..."

"So no matter what you want to do, you don't have to worry about me, I can do it alone...I really, really can..."

There was a crying tone in his voice, although he tried his best to maintain a steady tone, the ending sound had changed, and he covered his face with a quilt, stubbornly refusing to cry out.

Both Ye Xuehuan and Lan Qi were speechless, with endless sorrow and pain choked in their throats, their heartache was unbearable, and they felt a sense of pride spontaneously.

——Such a strong and gentle Jinlin is their common son.

"Good boy." Lan Qi reached into his bed with both hands, and pulled his small body into his arms, "Will Daddy hug you?"

The thin underclothes can't keep out the body temperature, and the unusual coolness made Jinlin cry even harder, and she also put her arms around Lan Qi's neck, and said intermittently in the pit of his neck: "I know you will leave me sooner or later. I'm ready at any time, any time... But, but can it not be so early... I will grow up soon, so, stay with me more, teach me more... okay..."

"...Little brat."

Ye Xuehuan slapped him on the forehead, but his voice was also hoarse, "What kind of nonsense are you talking about. I only gave you a few words of truth during the day, but you really want to curse me and your father to death?"

"I didn't, I didn't mean that..."

Jinlin panicked, the usual mature and prudent little adult appearance disappeared, and the iron teeth and copper teeth that scolded the Taixue Academy for being invincible also seemed to be rusted, stammering and defending: "I am, I am... ..."

Lan Qi patted Ye Xuehuan's hand away unceremoniously, stroked Jinlin's slapped head, and comforted him in a low voice: "Don't be afraid. Your father and I will naturally accompany you to grow up and educate you to be a good man. Watch our little fish transform into a dragon and soar."

Since becoming the heir of the Rong Mansion, no one has ever called this baby name except Xiaomi; at this time, when it came out of Lan Qi's mouth unexpectedly, there was a sense of pampering and tolerance.

He used to have no real sense of the identity of "Daddy". Jinlin was too sensible. He taught students rather than raising a son; Realizing that the child really treated him like a father, he finally came to his senses.

——He also doesn't know how to be a good father, but they can explore and learn together.

"I just... don't want to leave you." Jin Lin murmured, "...I love you."

This is really a very touching confession.

What the entire royal family failed to give to Ye Xuehuan, and what the Qi family couldn't give to Lan Qi back then, Jin Lin is now supplying them.

Not blood relatives, but better than blood relatives.

"...Good little fish." Ye Xuehuan couldn't help herself, "Come here, let the father hug you too."

Lan Qi turned back in time, and Ye Xuehuan's arm stretched out at this moment.The next moment Jinlin fell into a wider, firmer and warmer embrace, but she was completely silent instead.

He also seemed to be shocked by the word he blurted out, his heart thumped violently, he was both ashamed and afraid, wondering if Ye Xuehuan would call him weak and hypocritical, and desperately looking forward to the same eager response.

Lan Qi stuck up from behind, sandwiching Jinlin between their chests, and together they created a peaceful and gentle haven for their little fish.

Ye Xuehuan simply stretched out his arms, embraced the big and the small together, and whispered in Jinlin's ear, "Father also loves you and your father."

Lan Qi couldn't help being amused, as if not to be outdone, he also whispered in Jin Lin's ear: "Daddy also loves you and your father."

Then they looked at each other and smiled, and through the golden scales in the middle, they exchanged a long and silent kiss, each quietly wiped the wet corners of their eyes on the pillows, and sighed in unison, people are really easy to be weak and hypocritical in the dark, no matter what Adult or child.

Many years later, Prince Rong's son, who had long been proficient in all kinds of insinuations and scolding, recalled the only night when he slept with his two fathers, and felt that he was completely used as a fig leaf for mutual confession. It's a shame that I didn't realize that the key points of those two people's words were actually in the second half. Every time I think about it, I feel awkward and embarrassing.

But he also had to admit that the dark experience in the Skylark side courtyard gave him a strong and unyielding mind, and after that, it was the relationship between his two fathers that really made him feel the warmth and tenderness of this world. Those small details that are as plain as sugar water, trivial and sweet.

——His fathers taught him to love and protect by their own actions.

But at this time, he was too young and joyful, full of love and enthusiasm, and fell asleep in the arms of his two fathers.

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Crying is a very exhausting thing, so I always sleep well after crying; the three of them hugged each other and slept soundly all night, and they didn't even know how much the world was when someone knocked on the door.

Ye Xuehuan's conjecture is correct, Ye Xuequan intentionally let the whole city know that he was "recovering" in Baiyong Garden, in order to attract people from all walks of life to listen to his statement; however, the first person who came to the door was actually the old lady Fu.

It was not even bright at this time, let alone Lan Qi, who was in low spirits due to the morning cold, even Ye Xuehuan couldn't open his eyes.Although he knew that the old master wanted to avoid people as soon as possible, but to disturb people's dreams at this time, he really thought of himself as the old father-in-law.

Ye Xuehuan turned over, habitually wanted to hold Lan Qi tenderly for a while, but when she stretched out her hand, she remembered that there was Jin Lin in the middle, so she shamelessly sent him out of bed and asked him to entertain Yin Jianzhi first.

Jin Lin got up to wash and change clothes without complaint, and took a look inside before going out, and saw Ye Xuehuan sitting on the edge of the bed coaxing Lan Qi to get up, Lan Qi closed his eyes and moaned and yelled cold, Ye Xuehuan was even dragged into bed Wrapped in his arms, he was still yawning sleepily.Their heads were next to each other, as if they could fall back asleep together at any time.

Jin Lin's expression at that moment was very indescribable, but thinking of his gaffe last night, he still felt awkward before they woke up, so he solemnly put on the dignity and dignity of the son of the Rong family, and went out to greet the old lady with a smile on his face Fu.

It took Ye Xuehuan two cups of tea to finally coax Lan Qi up. After sorting it out, he found a sapphire bead string and wrapped it around his left wrist four times to hide the most obvious cut wound. .

Lan Qi's body temperature was a little low, Ye Xuehuan hung incense balls for him again, and put on a long smock, which barely covered the Gu incense on his body.

It wasn't until dawn that Lan Qi finally fully woke up, and the two went to the Xiaohua Hall to meet Yin Jianzhi.

Yin Jianzhi felt that it was not too early to come. If there was an imperial meeting, he would have been waiting at the gate of the palace by this time. Even the students of the Taixue Academy would have woken up to prepare for morning reading. Unexpectedly, these two people were still in bed and asked Jin Jin Lin came to entertain him, and really didn't treat him as an outsider.

But facing the obedient Jin Lin, the old master couldn't get angry.

The fact that Jinlin stole back to Danlu is still unknown, and Yin Jianzhi was really shocked when he saw him.He left Taixue Institute after the New Year's Eve, and Ye Xuejing was taken back to the palace by Ye Xuequan to teach him personally; although Taixue Institute had a new grand tutor and started classes again, the huge rattan courtyard was empty.Yin Jian told Lao Qian to take a look, and felt desolate and lonely.

And Jinlin was able to pour tea and salute first, and then ask him questions about his puzzles in class, as in the past, with a calm expression and demeanor, as if all the turbulent waves had never happened during this period of time. Yin Jianzhi is still the grand tutor with a ruler in his hand and a serious expression on his face, and he is also a student in the Imperial Academy who is taught every day.

The old matriarch was stunned for a while, as if he saw Ye Xuehuan's calmness and courage and Lan Qi's perseverance through that immature face, and finally understood why he had the courage to go to the Xuanzheng Palace alone to ask for the same rank as the noble, and then Resisting the decree and not obeying it, and now sneaking back to Danlu without summons, he can still treat guests on behalf of his parents in such a glorious manner.

——Ye Xuehuan and Lan Qi brought him up very well, he survived two catastrophes, and he will become a great weapon in the future.

So when Ye Xuehuan came over with Lan Qi, he saw the old lady Fu was holding a teacup, telling Jin Lin the homework that had been interrupted for several months; Jin Lin was listening carefully, thinking and asking questions, as if yesterday The wayward child who cried and asked his parents to accompany him in the evening was suddenly possessed by Mo Xiaomi, and now this calm and precocious little adult is his real son of Rongfu.

Ye Xuehuan was inexplicably amused, but he really had a lot of influence, and even Lan Qi learned a little bit about the way of saving face.

"The Tai Tuo came early in the morning, so he must have not had breakfast yet."

He sat down beside the two of them, reached out and rubbed the top of Jinlin's head, and then looked at Yin Jianzhi, "It just happened that I ordered to make sashimi porridge yesterday. I remember it was made in Jinliang County. Lan'er likes it the most." This, Tai Tuo, don’t you want to try it together?”

Yin Jian knew that his ancestral home was in Jinliang County, and when he suddenly heard this characteristic of his hometown, he felt a little greedy, coughed fakely, and didn't refuse, and said to him, "I'm no longer a master now."

Ye Xuehuan laughed: "Then you are also Lan'er and I's teacher."

Lan Qi also smiled and said, "Teacher, good morning."

Yin Jianzhi looked deeply at his pale and sickly appearance, couldn't help the redness of his eyes, and murmured after a long time: "You child...why is your life so miserable..."

Since childhood, his family has been destroyed and displaced, and he has finally found a place to stay and someone who loves him, but he still cannot avoid being used and hurt.Apart from being jealous of talents, the old lady Fu Shi couldn't find any other reason to explain why fate made Lan Qi suffer so much.

——Even if the sky is really jealous of talents, it should be enough to suffer so much.

"I'm not bitter." Lan Qi smiled calmly, "I'm fine, not bitter."

Yin Jianzhi let out a long sigh and was speechless for a moment.

Ye Xuehuan's eyes drooped slightly, holding Lan Qi's hand, and said softly: "I didn't protect him well."

He could show weakness to Lin Xize, but he couldn't find any excuses in front of the old master.

"Of course it's your fault!" Yin Jianzhi glared at him angrily, "What use are you for, bastard?"

If Lan Qi had really been taught by him, he wouldn't be so honest with Ye Xuehuan; but because he felt guilty about Lan Qi, it was unprincipled to protect the calf at this time.

Ye Xuehuan bowed his head and said repeatedly that he himself had never admitted his mistakes so honestly when he was in the Taixue Academy, but the attitude towards the "teacher" and the "old father-in-law" are naturally different.

It is true that he did not dare to gag and call "father-in-law" at such a time, but fortunately, the breakfast delivered in time relieved the subtle embarrassment during the scene.

The fresh mullet slices are rolled crystal clear in the hot porridge, and the tender green scallions are dotted in the milky white thick rice soup. The fresh fragrance alone is enough to make your index finger move.The three generations, old and young, sat together to eat breakfast quietly, and the atmosphere was unspeakably warm.

After eating a bowl of hot porridge, Yin Jianzhi finally calmed down a bit, and asked a little irritably, "What do you plan to do in the future?"

Ye Xuehuan replied in a low voice: "What it was in the past, it will still be the same in the future."

Yin Jianzhi was not surprised by this answer.

He was the emperor of the three dynasties, the closest to the court, and the farthest from the dispute. Naturally, Ye Xuehuan had no intention of fighting for the throne, and it was impossible for him to trap himself in the imperial court because of impulsiveness and anger at Ye Xuequan. city.

But for some reason, this result made him feel very disappointed.

"It is said that three years old is old, my old man has been in the Imperial Academy all his life, and he has seen countless people." The old lady Fu smiled bitterly, "When I am old, I only look down on Ye Xuezhenming."

But Ye Xuehuan asked back: "In the eyes of the teacher, what is he like?"

The old matriarch was rarely at a loss.

There are five of them, except for the youngest Ye Xuejing, the other four are about the same age, and the years they spent together at the Taixue Academy were like flying dogs.Ye Xueyuan and Ye Xuehuan would pinch each other when they met, either with their mouths or hands; although Nan Xun spent most of his time in the northern border, almost all the teachers who followed him came back crying.In the same period, there was such a big thorny head as Mo Ran, Yin Jianzhi was so angry that he had a headache and his liver trembled twice in three days, only Ye Xuequan was worry-free and smart, and was contrasted by a group of little devil kings into a Zhuo Shiqing lotus.

In Yin Jianzhi's eyes, Ye Xuequan has always been an elegant gentleman, proud and gentle, born in the royal family, he can remain independent from the world and not be affected by power; And definitely not for fame and fortune.

However, it was Ye Xuequan who did such cruel and unreasonable things as seizing power, usurping the throne, and killing his brothers.

When Yin Jianzhi entered the palace to question him, he asked back lightly: "Compared to the emperor's brother, compared to his appearance, isn't it true that I am more suitable for the throne?"

Yin Jianzhi reprimanded him as "ridiculous" without thinking, but when he was about to refute, he ran out of words.

In terms of means, he took down the Chu family and Nangong family without any effort, which Ye Xueyuan would never do; However, the new local laws, tax laws, and official systems that have not yet been implemented can bring new prosperity and vitality to the center, which is beyond Ye Xueyuan's reach.In terms of sense of responsibility and mission, he also has more awareness of being an emperor than Ye Xuehuan, who has let go of his temper.

——For this throne, he is indeed more suitable than both Ye Xueyuan and Ye Xuehuan.

Hearing the old matriarch's hesitation, Ye Xuequan asked again: "The same surname is Ye Xue, and the emperor's brother can sit on the throne, so can I not sit?"

Yin Jianzhi became angry from embarrassment: "Of course you can sit, but you can't sit in this way!"

Ye Xuequan smiled leisurely: "Then what method should I use?"

Yin Jianzhi concluded again.

Ye Xuequan has never been shy about showing off his talents, nor has he ever concealed his political ambitions. It is only because of his physical disability and the powerlessness of his mother's family that everyone thinks that he has no capital to compete for.Many dignitaries were happy to make friends with him, acquiescing that he was not involved in party disputes, and even Ye Xuehuan, who was closest to him, never thought that he had ambitions to be emperor.

Although this has become an excellent cover for him to hide his strength and bide his time, it is not a humiliation to his full of talent and ambition.

His name was taken from Tianquan Wenqu, which was personally given by the concubine Wen back then, and he was undoubtedly worthy of this name. He has read through the classics since he was a child, learned from ancient and modern times, and is well versed in the way of governing the country and the people, but at the same time he has learned it quietly. The art of kings.

If there had been no change in the court situation, he might have been able to be his auxiliary prince, brothers and friends respectful, and not overstepping the threshold; but when Ye Xuehuan "died suddenly", the northwest was empty, the powerful officials were restless, and Ye Xueyuan was too busy to take care of himself, such an opportunity was at hand. In front of him, why can't he fight or grab?

Possessing the qualifications of an emperor and holding the weapon of an emperor in his heart, no one has ever recognized the possibility of him becoming an emperor; without fighting for it in this way, how else can he sit on the throne?

Winner and loser, what's wrong with him?

Even though he is blind and powerless, he can still secure the throne by himself and bring endless prosperity to this country.

——But if he doesn't usurp the throne, how can he get this chance to prove it?

He has never been really gentle and indisputable, but everyone thinks that he is indisputable; that layer of gentle appearance is not put on by himself, but the established concepts attached to "blindness" and "weakness".

Until later when he left the palace, Yin Jianzhi was in a daze, and even felt that it wasn't Ye Xuequan who had been showing weakness all these years, but that everyone had despised him, including the old matriarch himself.

Seeing him wearing the imperial crown and dragon robe, sitting on the highest position in the Xuanzheng Hall, the old matriarch felt that he was far away and strange, but he was completely natural, as if that was what he should have looked like.

"He wants to be the emperor, and I am willing to help him. I also know that he can indeed do better than the eldest brother."

Ye Xuehuan's voice was neither happy nor angry, "I don't even intend to ask about the grievances between him and the eldest brother, and the grievances between him and Nuan Wen. That's a problem they have to solve themselves."

"The only thing I can't forgive him is that he used and coerced Lan'er." He paused every word, "He must give me an explanation for this matter, otherwise there will be only the righteousness between me and him from now on."

Lan Qi bowed his head in silence, and held his hand tightly.

Yin Jianzhi looked between the two of them, and sighed: "It's okay, Xiaolan can't stand this trouble anymore. You have to treat him well in the future, so I can go back to Jinliang County with peace of mind."

The old father-in-law's tone of instructing his son-in-law almost made Ye Xuehuan laugh, and seemingly casually said: "Teacher has no relatives in Jinliang, if you don't mind, why not follow me back to Qianming City."

Yin Jianzhi was taken aback for a moment, and then heard him say: "I don't want to leave Jinlin in Danlu, if the teacher is willing... please continue to teach him."

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