The right way to pretend to be inscrutable

Chapter 66 Confession

Bai Duan nestled in Chu Yao's arms, and obediently let him pinch and round him. Even when the other party's hand touched his butt along the tail, and traced ambiguously at the groin, he only trembled nervously and nervously. Eyelashes, but did not make any symbolic resistance.

In the next second, his buttocks were tapped three times, with a hint of intimacy and ridicule.Bai Duan blinked inexplicably, looked up at Chu Yao, and met the playful eyes of the other party: "What? You just want to stay out of bed for three days and three nights?"

Immediately, Bai Duan's face turned red with a bang: "No!"

"Really?" Chu Yao raised his eyebrows, "Then why do you look so impatient?"

Bai Duan was wronged and embarrassed, but she didn't know how to explain it, so she could only retort palely: "I really didn't..."

"Okay, okay, you didn't." Chu Yao had an expression of "You don't need to say, I understand", "It's just not the time yet, your injury is not healed, and it is not suitable for such 'intense' exercise, even if you do it , You have to wait for your injury to fully recover."

Bai Duan couldn't argue, stared at Chu Yao and gritted his teeth, wishing he could pounce on him and bite him.

Seeing that Bai Duan really blew his hair, Chu Yao put it away when he saw it was good, and patted his head: "Okay, let's not talk about this. Now that you have recovered your human form and can communicate with me, there must be many Want to ask something?"

As soon as these words came out, Bai Duan's attention was immediately diverted.The embarrassment on his face faded away suddenly, and he was anxious and worried. He grabbed the clothes on Chu Yao's chest and leaned on his chest to observe his complexion carefully—although Chu Yao's complexion had returned to its original state, and he seemed to be in good spirits , but when you look closely, you can still see a bit pale and haggard.

"What's the matter with your body? Is there any hindrance?" Bai Duan stared at Chu Yao and asked softly.

Chu Yao rubbed the center of Bai Duan's brows, and signaled him to relax: "It's nothing serious, Daoist Qingsong has prescribed medicine for me, just drink a few doses of medicine and take care of me."

It's a pity that Bai Duan wasn't so easy to fool this time. In other words, his understanding of Chu Yao was much deeper than before, and he knew that the other party's relaxed appearance was definitely hiding something.

Seeing Bai Duan staring at him persistently, obviously not accepting his answer, Chu Yao was silent for a moment, then sighed helplessly: "It's really not a big deal, it's just... just lost some life essence."

Immediately, Bai Duan's eye circles turned red.

"It's my fault, isn't it?" Bai Duan's eyes were red, but she tried her best to suppress the urge to cry, "If I hadn't pounced on you and pushed you away, you would have been able to deal with Fatty, even more easily, yes wrong?"

Sighing secretly that this little thing is always so sensitive at the most critical moments, Chu Yao nodded, although he couldn't bear it: "Yes, I have many ways to deal with it, but it hurts you, I got angry on the spur of the moment, That's why I lost my sense of proportion, used means that shouldn't be used, and was punished."

"Then... the lost lifespan, is there any way to make up for it?" Bai Duan looked at Chu Yao eagerly, hoping to hear an affirmative answer from him.

It's a pity, but Chu Yao just smiled wryly: "If it can be made up, is it still called punishment?"

Bai Duan opened his mouth, and the tears that had been trying so hard to suppress finally came out of his eyes.He threw himself into Chu Yao's arms, full of self-blame, annoyance and remorse: "It's all my fault...it's all me...if I'm not so stupid, so impulsive, think more...it'll be fine... "

Chu Yao hugged Bai Duan and patted his violently trembling back: "Hey, the situation was urgent at that time, so how could you have time to think too much? You instinctively protected me and were willing to lay down your life for me. I'm too happy to be happy." , how could I blame you?" After a pause, he rested his chin on the top of Bai Duan's head and rubbed it lightly, "Don't be sad, it's actually not that bad. It's just a little longevity, it doesn't mean anything, already It's a very light punishment. Even without this life essence, I can stay with you for a long time—longer than you imagined."

It's a pity that Bai Duan didn't understand Chu Yao's suggestive words, and still cried so hard that he couldn't help himself.Even, when Chu Yao talked about Shouyuan, he became more and more sad.

No matter how powerful Chu Yao is and how unpredictable his methods are, his body is still just a mortal, no matter how healthy he is, his life expectancy is only a hundred years old, and Bai Duan is a monster in the transformation stage, even if his cultivation level cannot be improved , and at least 500 years of life, far longer than Chu Yao.

Now, Chu Yao's short lifespan has been reduced because of him, which not only reminded Bai Duan of this problem that he hadn't noticed before, but also made him panic - he couldn't imagine that once he was not accompanied by Chu Yao , How to spend the next days, such anxiety and hesitation, even when he left Zhenjun Guxiao, he never had it.

After leaving Zhenjun Guxiao, Bai Duan was still able to cheer up and tried to live alone, but after leaving Chu Yao, Bai Duan felt that there was darkness in front of him, and he couldn't take a step out.

Feeling the hot and humid tears on his chest, and savoring the self-blame and confusion of the lover in his arms, Chu Yao's expression became more and more helpless.He wanted to persuade Bai Duan, let him know that this longevity would not cause them any trouble, but due to the restrictions of the rules, he couldn't appeal to it at all.

——When Fei Tang was killed, he had already violated the rules and was warned and punished. Now he must not violate the rules a second time.Otherwise, even he would not be able to get any good fruit to eat, and even Bai Duan would be involved.

Chu Yao, who couldn't say anything, felt extremely tight in his chest, and looked at the crying Bai Duan even more distressed.But the matter has come to this point, any consolation has no effect, but will make Bai Duan even more sad, Chu Yao can only hug him silently, waiting for him to calm down.

After a long time, Bai Duan finally vented most of her annoyance and remorse, snuggling against Chu Yao, sobbing.Chu Yao breathed a sigh of relief, and quickly brought up another topic, trying to divert Bai Duan's attention: "Actually, I already knew about the fact that you are not human."

Bai Duan was silent for a moment, recalling Chu Yao's abnormal reaction when he followed him to Chu Yao's house for the first time in the body of a beast, and couldn't help sniffling: "You knew it when I went to your house for the first time?"

"It's still early." Chu Yao blinked, "I knew it before I approached you on the street."

Bai Duan: "..."

Raising her red eyes that were still full of tears, Bai Duan curled her lips: "You're not Chu Yao, are you?"

"Well, yes." Chu Yao nodded, "This body belongs to Chu Yao, but I am from another dimension just like you."

"Another space?" Bai Duan finally lifted his spirits, "What kind of place is it?"

"This is a secret, you can't say it." Chu Yao raised his hand to his lips, and blinked his eyes lightly.

Bai Duan pursed his lips in dissatisfaction, but he didn't ask further, because he could see that Chu Yao's words were not perfunctory - anyway, he didn't care much about Chu Yao's origin, as long as the other party Just being by his side is enough.

"So, this is Duoshe, right?" Bai Duan tilted her head, "Mama Li once showed me a photo of you, and I thought it was strange that you were so different before and after the car accident, Mama Li Said it was because you wanted to open it, but I don't think it's right."

"Well, I came here after the car accident." Chu Yao nodded, "It's not wrong to say that the house is seized, but it's not an evil thing that hurts nature, it's just an exchange. I use his body to help him complete his wish."

"'Chu Yao''s wish? What is that?" Bai Duan was curious.

"The first is to recapture what belongs to me, and to avenge and retaliate against grudges; the second is to cherish those who have been kind to me, and to die for Li Mama; the third is to live my life freely and unrestrainedly, without being bound by anything." Chu Yao Shrugging his shoulders, his expression was subtle, "Fourth, it is...to become the most popular author on Diandian.com and let everyone know about his novels."

Bai Duan was silent for a moment: "...So, those novels were all written by 'Chu Yao'?"

"He just designed and planned the outline and the direction of the plot." Chu Yao shrugged his shoulders, "but I have to do the description of the details, check and make up for omissions. Chu Yao has never experienced any warmth since he was a child. Died of illness, although Li Ma took care of him diligently, she was not a blood relative after all, but also a servant. He didn't take it to heart, and still longed for his father's love and family affection in his heart. Mama Li treated him well. Because of his autistic and gloomy personality, he has no friends, let alone a lover, but his inner world is extremely rich, and he imagines all kinds of magnificent and fantasy worlds—it’s a pity, because he has never experienced it feelings, so the protagonist in his conception does not have any feelings, and is alone like him." After a pause, Chu Yao added an explanation, "The updated Feng Shui has nothing to do with 'Chu Yao', that's what I think to write."

Bai Duan looked up at Chu Yao, seeing that he dumped all the blame for the novel's lack of emotional line to "Chu Yao", but he didn't quite agree in his heart: "Actually, you are the same, right?"

"What?" Chu Yao raised his eyebrows.

"If you didn't empathize with 'Chu Yao' and understand his loneliness, I'm afraid you wouldn't be able to match the outline of 'Chu Yao' and write such a suitable story?" Bai Duan frowned, feeling a little distressed.

"Well, you're right." Chu Yao kissed Bai Duan's forehead, "But I'm much luckier than him. I used to have relatives and friends, and I experienced family and friendship, but it's a pity that it's been too long, almost Don't forget. Now, I also have love, and my life is complete."

Bai Duan got into Chu Yao's arms, hugged his waist, and nodded slightly: "Well, I love you too."

In a corner that Chu Yao couldn't see, Bai Duan slightly pursed her lips, her eyes determined.

——He doesn't care how long he can live, and he doesn't have any ambitions. The only meaning of life to him is to stay with the one he loves.If Chu Yao loses his lifespan and leaves him early, then he will follow and stay with Chu Yao whether it is life or death.

——So, as Chu Yao said, the amount of lifespan is actually not that important.As long as you cherish the present, even if your life is shorter than others, you will have no regrets.