Chapter 81 81.
Chapter 81 81.
"By the way, there is something I want to show you." After a while, Yan Beiqi suddenly said.
"What?" Qin Yizhen turned around hastily and asked.
"Wait." After Yan Beiqi finished speaking, he stood up sideways, put on his pajamas and went over to pick up his mobile phone.
"What..." Qin Yichun also put on his clothes, sat up straight, stroked his hair and looked at her.
"A plan that was ruined. I thought about it, and I think it is necessary to show you." Yan Beiqi said, then turned on the phone, entered the mailbox, opened an email, clicked on a video, and uploaded it to Qin To pour in front of.
If it is irresistible, then she will not give herself any chance to leave regrets.
What's more, since some things have been done, she will not allow them to collapse in the middle.
If it is really unavoidable, she will do everything possible to save it.
"What is this, mysterious..." However, before Qin Yizhen could finish his sentence, he was shocked by the "Happy Birthday" shouted by the band and the waiter in the restaurant in unison in the video.
Immediately afterwards, the band returned to its original position and began to play Qin Yichun's favorite song.
"23:05, it's okay, we caught up." Yan Beiqi glanced at the time at the top of the screen, and looked sideways at her.
Qin Yichun couldn't react.
Afterwards, Yan Beiqi listened to the music coming from the phone, and continued to speak: "I have prepared three gifts for you, and I thought to myself, there is always one you will like. The first one is that necklace, how about giving it away?" , doesn’t have any profound meaning. It’s just that the necklace necklace is love and love. Then, the pendant is made up of the initials of our names. Coincidentally, it looks like a key. I also have one.”
This... still has no profound meaning?
Qin Yichun instantly felt that the value of that necklace had multiplied several times, okay?
Don't tell me, if she doesn't talk, she really won't notice.
"QY, love, love. So, Mr. Qin, you see, we are really a good match." Yan Beiqi said with a smile, "I will protect you."
"I..." Qin Yichun rolled his eyes, and then couldn't help turning over and getting out of bed to find the necklace.
Sure enough, Q is on the top and Y is on the bottom. When put together and modified with some other things, it looks like a key.
Since she had been terrified all day from last night to today, Qin Yichun didn't even look closely.
Holding the necklace and looking at it for a while, Qin Yichun was still in a daze.
"key……"
"Don't worry, I'm not going to lock you up, I'm not a pervert. Besides, only incompetent people would think of locking it up." Yan Beiqi sighed, "We don't need a lock, we only need a key."
"I know." Qin Yizhen turned to look at her, "The road ahead may..."
"Smart. Because we may encounter many shackles ahead. You know, life is like this. Sometimes even if you don't want it, someone will force you to put it on your shoulders." Yan Beiqi slightly pulled his lips.
This kind of feeling that you know me, I know you and I know it, is so wonderful that it is indescribable.
"So, we have to work together to open them to reach the end. So you see, how destined are we? We are destined to be together." Yan Beiqi's smile is full of confidence.
After hearing these words, Qin Yizhen almost couldn't even keep his mouth shut.
Here comes the problem.This, this Nima is also called meaningless? !Damn, she felt like she had to give up this necklace, okay? !
Not only do you have to confess, but you also have to read a sutra to it.
"Don't think I'm just talking. I, in some respects, may be mixed with what you said is fake. If it's not fake, you can't live. But if it's fake with you, what else is there in this relationship? The meaning." After Yan Beiqi finished speaking, he smiled confidently again.
"I will say what I will say and promise. I am sure to do it. Don't say 100%, [-]% to [-]% is still there, just like I am bound to take down you, who is difficult to deal with, and then take It's the same." To put it bluntly, Yan Beiqi's goal is very clear in many cases.
"It turns out that I haven't given you the manuscript until now..." Qin Yichun teased.
"Then, if you are willing, will you agree to my draft request?" Yan Beiqi asked.
Isn't this nonsense, what else can Qin Yichun do?I can only nod.
"So, did I take you down?" Yan Beiqi asked.
Qin Yizhen turned his head to look at her pretty face, recalled everything that happened in the past, smiled and shook his head: "However, you brought yourself in."
"Thanks to me bringing myself in." After Yan Beiqi finished speaking, he let out a long sigh of relief.
"what……"
"Fortunately, I got into you. Otherwise, this fate, huh..." Yan Beiqi stared at her, "It would have been under Huangquan long ago."
Every time he heard her say such words, Qin Yichun felt inexplicably distressed.
Even though I knew it was over, I was still scared.If she was a little late that day, the consequences would be unimaginable.
"However, I'm not that me anymore, Teacher Qin, don't worry." Seeing that Qin Yichun seemed a little worried, Yan Beiqi smiled lightly to comfort her.
"I believe in you." Finally, Qin Yizhen said these words softly.
"Ms. Qin, I'm very smart. Otherwise, how can I, as a small editor, have such confidence when I eat lunch in the hospital, saying that you can't afford me? I will too, work hard It's all about reassuring Auntie." Yan Beiqi laughed.
After hearing those words, Qin Yizhen couldn't recover for a while, and then hurriedly asked: "Speaking of which, what exactly did you tell my mother?"
"I didn't say anything. I just gave her a booster shot. Let her know how good your vision is." Yan Beiqi reached out and stroked the hair on her forehead.
"Bragging..." Qin Yichun muttered.
"I have the capital to boast." Yan Beiqi smiled, "But these are not important, the important thing is, do you think it looks good?"
"It's not important...it looks good." Qin Yizhen rubbed the pendant with a gentle smile and a gentle voice.
After that, Yan Beiqi went on to say: "As for the second gift, it is to ask you to have dinner at the place where we met for the first time officially. There is no other meaning, just to say... Our fate started here, no matter what, we will It's amazing. I hope we can always have a permanent attraction to each other like we did when we met for the first time."
Qin Yichun was taken aback for a moment, and was speechless for a moment. Then, she held the phone and continued to look down.
That was the Meet restaurant, the place where they met for the first time formally, and it was very beautifully decorated at this time.
"How do you know that I was attracted to you the first time we officially met?" Qin Yizhen asked.
"I didn't know at that time. But now I can deduce it. If you hate me, according to your personality, you will just leave." Yan Beiqi tilted his head, "After all, at that time, in your heart, I was a cannon king."
Qin Yichun was taken aback by what she said.Yan Beiqi is a person who always surprises her.
When she thought Yan Beiqi was extremely strong, Biansheng saw her fragile side.
God knows how distressed she was when she rushed into Yan Beiqi's bedroom and saw her helpless appearance.She almost thought that this man was going to give up everything and leave.
However, in the end, she unexpectedly stood up quickly.Thinking about it now, what a terrifying willpower it must be to be able to be so...
Attraction gone?It seems that it does not exist.That kind of thing, can be recreated.
The reason why it is easy to disappear is because the vast majority of people are tired of managing it and are too lazy to inject fresh blood into it.
Just when Qin Yizhen was thinking about this, the band sang Qin Yizhen's favorite song.
Listening to the melody of that song, Qin Yizhen suddenly burst out laughing.
"After all, everything has been arranged. Although you can't eat, you can't just let it go. After all, if you can't see it, it's a waste of hard work, money and time. These things are only meaningful if they are spent on you." , otherwise it is stupid. So when I was eating, I thought about it for a long time, and came up with this method, and asked Huamei to find someone to record it." Yan Beiqi said, smiling again.
"Anyway, I feel that even if you can't go, I must let you see it." After Yan Beiqi finished speaking, he looked at the phone screen quietly and seriously, "I, don't just use my body to say false love words Gunner."
Compared with the surprise itself, Qin Yizhen was more surprised that she didn't seem to fully understand Yan Beiqi.
She only knew that Yan Beiqi was one of the few people who could interpret her works so thoroughly, that she was a person with deep thoughts, that she loved herself, and that she was a great editor, but...
It has to be said that it is really beyond the reach of ordinary people to be able to become a top/force editor in the industry and handle so many writers in a short period of time.
This was the first time in Qin Yichun's history that he felt the gap between those who had a plan and those who had no plan.
Ordinary people may do two things, either stop the loss in time, or allow it to be extravagant and wasteful.
But Yan Beiqi didn't, she chose another way to solve it, and Qin Yizhen was deeply impressed by her ability to adapt to the situation.
Although Qin Yichun used to always tell herself that she was fearless, in fact she was still a little panicked.
Therefore, she didn't even think about how to solve the matter of coming out of the closet before.
After all, she is an emotional person who thinks a lot and worries a lot about the future, but lacks rational judgment.It doesn't matter if you say she is indecisive or moaning, but that is the real her.
Although I never thought of compromising, I still lack confidence.
However, at this moment, Yan Beiqi's peaceful and thoughtful demeanor in doing things seemed like an invisible force that instantly dispelled the haze in her heart.
It was a real, dependable feeling.
Yan Beiqi observed her expression and smiled.
Qin Yichun is a simple person.It's actually not difficult to take her down, just dig out your heart and put it in front of her.
As a writer, she is sensitive, sensitive, and possesses the skills of analytical reasoning.The ability to feel is far beyond that of ordinary people.
The reason why Qin Yizhen hated Qianyu magazine was not because of the other party's criticism.She can accept criticism, but let alone those that conflict with each other's values.
What she hates is always the attitude of the editor-in-chief of Qianyu back then.
hypocritical attitude.
This hypocrisy refers to the hypocritical attitude of refusing to admit that she is self-righteous, even though she is attacking her with subjective factors, without looking at her from an objective point of view.
Therefore, Yan Beiqi understands that if he wants to get close to her, he cannot be seduced by money and benefits. He can only do it through works, otherwise it will be half the effort.
As for Yan Beiqi, he already knew about Qin Yichun through his works.So she has that confidence.
At this time, a projector appeared on the phone screen.It's a pity that the words cast on it were not recorded very clearly.
Just when Qin Yizhen was trying to recognize every word clearly, Yan Beiqi read it out.
"To Teacher Qin. I have written this letter for many years, but it is difficult to accurately describe it in a thousand words, so I overturned and rewritten it again and again. Even if I don't know how to write ink occasionally, even if my writing is poor, I still haven't written it. gave up.
"When I first met, I was amazed by your writing and sighed for your thoughts. I often think about what kind of person you are, which fascinates me so much. It is probably because you have no inner fortress no matter how much you go through. The temperament that will be destroyed is too irritating. It is said that the flowers are blinding the eyes, no one can be alone, but you can still keep your eyes on the ground and move forward unswervingly. It is extraordinary and charming. However, you really do it Arrived, and I didn't, so I admire."
"When we meet again, I am convinced for you. No matter how many misunderstandings there are, we can't be separated by them. The appearance can whitewash the peace, but the breath from the inside can never be falsely concealed. Perhaps, this is fate. The real fate, from It will not be hindered by anything, because it has crossed the barriers and came between you and me."
"When my eyes were blinded and I saw only darkness and thorns, hatred and destruction, knives and blood, you came with kindness and tenderness, injected me with strength, and helped me regain my life. How beautiful you are to me I will never forget your kindness. Only those who have experienced it will understand that these words are so powerless that they cannot even express one ten-thousandth of what they think, let alone sweet words."
"'I have righteousness/dharma/eye treasury, Nirvana wonderful mind, no reality, no form, subtle method, entrusted to Moke Kasyapa' This sentence is just a smile, it cannot be expressed in words, it can only be understood. No need to say much , I know, you know."
"Don't be embarrassed, these are not sweet words, but my true thoughts."
"If you drive away the haze for me, I will surely shine. If you wipe away the pain for me, I will be reborn perfectly. If you take off my defenses for me, I will become your armor. What I have learned from you is enough to make me feel better." I will become stronger, and I will escort you all the way. Teacher Qin, I love you, you don’t have to worry about anything, you just need to lean on my shoulder. April 2016, 4, Bei Qi.”
As the projector on the screen was turned off and the progress bar reached the last second, Yan Beiqi finished reading what she had written.
She had already memorized this letter by heart.Therefore, anytime, anywhere, you can read it in front of Qin Yichun.She just wants to build a stability for her state of mind.
She has come out, she has transformed, she will not do anything to hurt herself, and she is thinking about the future.Everything she said came from the heart.
"Bei Qi, I..." After Qin Yichun finished reading, his emotions changed from curiosity to shock, then from shock to happiness, and finally, he was happy and stable.
She smiled, but her eyes were wet.Finally, she covered her lips with her hand, frowned, and said nothing for a long time.
Yan Beiqi was using all his strength to support himself.
"Thank you." There were very few words of thanks between them, but this time, Qin Yizhen wanted to say it.
"As for the third gift..." Yan Beiqi said here, the words circled in his mouth, and then he spit out slowly, "I just gave it to you, Teacher Qin. Let me say something vulgar here. From now on Hope to be able to teach each other all the time.”
Yan Beiqi sat cross-legged on the bed, stretched out his slender and clean hands, and bowed forward.
The black hair was like flowing water, lingering and falling down the white pajamas, beauty, as if it was not enough to describe her.
Qin Yichun sniffled and coughed twice, then stretched out his arms and took Yan Beiqi into his arms.
"So, let us go crazy for the sake of light and heat." After Qin Yichun finished speaking, he breathed a sigh of relief, put his cheek on her shoulder, and acted like a baby with a trembling tone, "Bastard, I like you so much Ah, what to do!"
She is a writer, but to her, Yanbeiqi is like a bookstore, which contains many treasures, and she is not even sure whether she can explore it all in her life.
"Ha, then don't resist and fall here." Yan Beiqi tilted his head and kissed her hair.
How does that feel?
Lying on the bed and embracing each other, Qin Yichun hugged her tightly and tried his best.
Probably, the feeling of needing each other.
The next day.
Yan Beiqi received another call from Yancheng in the afternoon.
His tone was as harsh as ever, like a superior officer.It's become a habit, and a habit is a habit because it's hard to switch to change.
Staring at his father's name on the phone, Yan Beiqi closed a book and put it aside, then answered.
"Dad." Yan Beiqi stared at the computer screen.
"Don't forget what happened in the afternoon." Yancheng said.
"Okay, I'll go." Yan Beiqi said calmly.Then, her gaze shifted to the vegetation next to her, "You can go too."
After that, the phone became quiet.
"We have never done anything well together." Yan Beiqi stood up, put his hands behind his back, walked to the window, and looked at the city buildings, "Let's go together today."
Yancheng still didn't speak, but she could hear her father's breathing on the phone.
"You want to see me? But didn't you say that you don't even want to answer our phone calls? Why don't you go together? Do you think you really want to see me?" Yancheng asked after a long time.
I can't tell what kind of voice it is, it seems to be forcibly suppressing some emotions.
After hearing this, Yan Beiqi was shocked.
That time, when she was suffering from depression and anxiety, Yancheng asked her why she didn't answer the phone, and she said a word: "Because I don't want to answer your calls."
However, Yan Beiqi did not expect that Yan Cheng would remember it until now.
That's right, her memory was passed down from her father.
"I'm sorry. Dad, but now I want you to accompany me." After Yan Beiqi finished speaking, he closed his eyes slightly.
How sad.This sentence will be said by her, half of it is from the heart, and half of it is because of the plan.
How good and easy would it be if there were no plans, no calculations?
Because she has a goal and is eager to fully grasp freedom, she wants to get close to him, find his weakness, and then formulate a more detailed plan of persuasion.To get close, there must be no mistakes in attitude, that is, the plan.
In the end, she heard Yancheng answer with a "hmm".
After hanging up the phone and tidying up, Yan Beiqi left the company and drove to the address given by Yancheng.
Along the way, Yan Beiqi didn't know what he was thinking.
Parking the car beside the zebra crossing, she stared at the light halo of the traffic lights, her mind was blank.
Why do some people feel like a good match when they meet for the first time, and why do people want to avoid some people when they meet for the first time?
Aura is really a mysterious and mysterious word. People who are not in harmony with each other, even those who have different views, will suffer every minute of being together.
Because the way of expressing each other, the angle of looking at the problem, the direction of thinking, etc. are all inconsistent.
The direct result of such problems is that it is difficult to communicate at all, let alone communicate.
After arriving at the destination, Yan Beiqi got out of the car, glanced over, and saw her father's car among many cars.
I don't know if it's because of the good eyesight, or the intuition of the family, in short, I saw it right away.
After arriving by elevator, she pushed the door open and saw her father.
Yancheng sat on a chair in a black suit, chatting with a middle-aged woman.
Even if he stood far away, the powerful sense of majesty exuded from Yancheng was still extremely compelling.
Yan Beiqi seems to have heard what his father said: "In short, I want to eat something that will make my mood better."
I don't know if she heard it wrong, although she is very confident in her hearing.
"Hello." Walking forward, Yan Beiqi politely said hello to the middle-aged nutritionist, and then sat down next to Yan Cheng.
"dad."
"Ah."
After that, there was no communication between the two of them.
After learning about their various situations, nutritionists began to customize recipes for them.
"How are you doing recently?" When the nutritionist was busy, Yan Beiqi thought for a while, then asked.
"Very good." Yancheng nodded.
Sure enough, no matter who he faces outside, he can talk freely, but once he faces his father, Yan Beiqi seems to have a communication barrier.
Silence, endless silence.
"You seem to have gained a little weight recently." After a long time, Yancheng took the initiative to speak.
"En." Yan Beiqi nodded.
Yancheng looked at her sideways, hesitated to speak, and finally fell silent again.
The look on his face when he was silent was terrifying.
After finishing everything, the father and daughter pushed the door and walked out one after the other, still relatively silent to each other.
"Is there something you are hiding from me?" After thinking for a long time, Yancheng asked.
Every time Yan Beiqi heard such a question, he felt as if a mountain was pressing down and he couldn't breathe.
Because, after asking such words, there are nine out of ten times that something bad will happen next.
Could it be that he already knew about himself and Qin Yichun?
He went to check?He followed himself?Or had someone follow you?
Yan Beiqi put his hands behind his back, clenched and loosened his fists, but he was watching him from the corner of his eyes.
She never knew what her father could do.
Because he is stubborn and violent.
"What do you mean?" After a few seconds, Yan Beiqi asked back.It looked extremely relaxed, but in fact, there was a cold sweat in the palm of his hand.
She couldn't ask back too quickly. To him, asking back too quickly showed that he had a ghost in his heart, so it was a conditioned reflex.
Hesitating for too long may also make him feel like something is wrong with him.Because in his eyes, hesitation is tantamount to tacitly thinking and covering up.
"That's the same sentence, do you have anything to hide from me?"
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