Beginning without end

Chapter 95

Under the influence of the hangover and the unmetabolized drugs, Ji Suiyun was dizzy and couldn't wake up. It took some time before the strong uneasiness in his subconscious made him regain some consciousness.

With his eyes closed, Ji Suiyun rubbed his forehead against the smooth neck of the person in his arms, and his movements and voice sounded a little coquettish: "What time is it?"

"Mr. Ji, it's only less than nine o'clock, please lie down for a while."

Ji Suiyun suddenly opened his eyes, and pushed Liu Sizhe out of his arms heavily: "Why are you here?!"

Liu Sizhe tremblingly said: "You brought me back last night..." Liu Sizhe suddenly closed his mouth, he felt that he couldn't say anything more now.Because he saw Ji Suiyun's bad face became paler, and Ji Suiyun seemed to be more frightened and flustered than himself.

After Ji Suiyun asked that unconscious question, he didn't even look at Liu Sizhe again. He almost fell off the bed and ran into the bathroom in a stagger.

The moment Ji Suiyun pushed open the bathroom door, his heart seemed to stop suddenly. Song Bai had completely lost consciousness. He still maintained a sitting posture with his head hanging down limply. On the tip of his chin, the blood on the pajamas formed strands of dark rust-colored small pieces on the material of the coral fleece.The boy nestled quietly in the corner, as if dead.

Ji Suiyun felt cold all over, he ran back with big strides, gently held Song Bai's face in his hands, his throat tightened: "Ah Bai...".Song Bai's skin was icy and cold, his cheeks were stained with tears or sweat, and there was a mouthful of dirty blood in his mouth.Song Bai's hand that was hung up was even more horrible, the fine white skin had been worn away, and the frightening bruises were all over the whole wrist.

Ji Suiyun hurriedly found the key, unlocked Song Bai, hugged Song Bai tightly and rushed out.

Liu Sizhe still couldn't tell the situation clearly, Ji Suiyun spat it out with a "Get out", he took his coat and shoes and ran out before he had time to put it on.

In the airless room, the obscene smell of lust last night hadn't dissipated, Ji Suiyun held back his annoyance and pulled out a blanket to wrap Song Bai tightly, and then drove to the hospital with him in his arms.

The doctor treated Song Bai's trauma and put water on it. Song Bai looked weak, but it was not a serious matter, and he needed to take care of it slowly.Song Bai's biggest problem is still psychological.His physical injuries were all subconscious self-harm.

"So you're saying that you locked a depressed patient in a confined space for more than fifteen hours, during which time he was restrained and listened to you make??love with someone else?" Liu Zhi stared at Ji Suiyun , There is a real condemnation in the eyes.

Ji Suiyun scratched his hair dejectedly: "I'm dizzy, and I suspect that Qiao Ming added something to the wine last night."

Liu Zhi flipped through the medical records prescribed to Song Bai by the doctor, and thought deeply: "I suspect that his depression has worsened. If it wasn't because the handcuffs restricted the movement area to be too small, he couldn't get sharper objects. There is reason to suspect that he would not injure himself with teeth and nails alone."

Liu Zhi frowned: "And it is very likely that his hidden claustrophobia and darkness stimulated the aggravation of his depression."

Ji Suiyun couldn't speak a single word.His face remained calm, but his right index finger was shaking uncontrollably.

"Suiyun, you can do such a thing to a patient, and it's based on the fact that you love him very much, so I can't rest assured of your mental health." Liu Zhi rarely revealed such straightforward blame in his words : "You went too far this time."

Song Bai felt that he was very cold. When he was in a coma, he kept shaking his hands, shaking so much that he even got needles on the back of his hand twice.The nurse found two thick blankets and pressed them on Song Bai's body, and Song Bai slowly stopped shivering.

In the boundless darkness, the mast of the sailboat was broken by the violent wind and rain. He stood alone on the empty deck, and the waves rushed by. Song Bai was wearing cold and thin clothes and looked at everything that seemed to be the end of the world. .Finally he sank with the ship, the sea was very clean, as if there had never been a ship.

Song Bai suddenly opened his eyes.

"Ah, sir, are you awake?" An aunt in her 40s with gentle eyebrows and eyes was very surprised: "Is there any discomfort?" There were more than a dozen used cotton swabs in the small porcelain jar by her hand, and Song Bai sipped it. She pursed her lips, not as dry as imagined, it should be that she used a cotton swab to moisturize her lips when she was sleeping.

"Thank you, I'm fine." Song Bai only said these few words, and his sore throat made him frown.

"I should do it, you talk less, drink some honey water, it's warm."

Song Bai was not very good at rejecting others, so he took a few sips from the cup.

"My surname is Fang, and I will take care of you first." Aunt Fang smiled and said to Song Bai: "After the needle is pulled out, I can eat something. A boy of eighteen or nineteen is so weak."

Song Bai's almost paralyzed shame burst out again, and he instinctively pulled up the quilt to try to cover the mottled bruises on his neck.

"Don't move, don't move, the needle will be injected again later, look at the back of your hand is blue." Aunt Fang and Nanny Zhang seemed to be really different people, she didn't underestimate Song Bai, but loved him more because of his young age.When Song Bai was still awake, Aunt Fang saw the handcuffed wound on Song Bai's wrist, and thought to herself how cruel such a transparent boy must be to torture him like this.

After Song Bai pulled out the needle, Aunt Fang brought out millet porridge and stewed snow-white fish soup from the incubator, as well as a small dish of choy sum.

"The doctor said that you have been hungry for a whole day, and if you can't eat, eat a little bit, or the injection in the afternoon will be more uncomfortable."

Song Bai is very obedient, the secretary specially told her that Song Bai must be passive and uncooperative if he has depression, and he might even do some violent behaviors of rejection to the people around him.But Aunt Fang didn't feel it at all. She felt that Song Bai was very relieved. Although he ate slowly because of the lack of strength in his right hand, he still managed to eat half a bowl of porridge.

Aunt Fang went out to wash some strawberries for Song Bai, when she opened the door, she saw a handsome man in a well-fitting suit standing at the door, it seemed that he had been standing there for a while.

"Mr. Ji?" Although she had never seen it before, the secretary had specifically told her to show her the photo.

"Well, has he eaten?" Ji Suiyun's eyes were tired, and he was very worried that Song Bai would make trouble and not eat.

"Mr. Xiao is very cooperative. After eating, he was quiet and didn't lose his temper, but he must have been hungry for a long time and didn't eat too much."

Ji Suiyun nodded, pushed the door away from her and walked in.

Song Bai was resting with his eyes closed. The temperature of the air conditioner in the room was too high. His arm was stretched out from the blanket and lay flat. There were several pinholes on the back of his hand, which was very swollen.

Ji Suiyun took out an ice pack from the refrigerator and gently applied it to Song Bai's arm.

Song Bai opened his eyes and looked at Ji Suiyun for a long time.

Ji Suiyun's heart beat like a drum, he was too nervous to look into Song Bai's eyes.

"I'm sorry, yesterday I..."

It's good that Ji Suiyun didn't speak, but when he opened his mouth, Song Bai seemed to be turned on by some kind of switch, and the scene that he didn't want to recall clearly emerged again.He violently broke away from Ji Suiyun's hand, lay down on the bedside and vomited cleanly.

The little food he ate was mixed with bile, until he couldn't vomit anything, Song Bai was still trembling and retching.

Ji Suiyun was stunned.