Reborn and returned to kindergarten as the boss

Chapter 83

Under Tang Qianhuan's efforts, the child was kept.

She took a leave of absence from school and returned home to raise her baby with peace of mind.

Tang Qianhuan made such a decision, and the people in the school didn't seem surprised.

Because in the eyes of outsiders, she has always been a deviant girl.

If you don't study hard at ordinary times, you are cramming, and you pass the exam, long live...

I like to deal with all kinds of people, and get along with anyone, no matter if the other party is a hooligan or a brick at a construction site...

In the age when the mind was not yet open, she fell in love with someone and became pregnant...

Even now, in order to have a child, she has to suspend her studies, wasting her youthful years.

My mother repeatedly asked her why she made such a decision, but she never gave a positive answer.

Although the family structure is special, she still grew up in a very traditional Chinese education.

Chinese people are ashamed to show love.

Especially for parents.

So Tang Qianhuan never expressed that the person she most admired was her mother.

She has never been aware of herself, or even realized that she has such a mind.

After her father passed away, her mother raised her alone, tough and independent, gentle and brave.

Tang Qianhuan longs to have a complete family of her own, but more than this, she longs to be a person whom she admires like her mother.

She wants to have children of her own.

She wants to be a mother like her mother.

Many people did not understand her decision, and neighbors and relatives talked about it——

Some said that she was dazzled by love and wanted to be a scumbag, and some said that she was limited by a woman's thinking and could not become a master...

Some said that there is nothing wrong with her being a woman and she should go home to have children, and some said that it is understandable for her to return to the family because she cannot read well.

Some of these remarks deny her, and some seem to support her...

But no one understood her.

Even her mother, who temporarily supported her, did not understand her.

At this time, Tang Qianhuan would touch the unformed child in his belly and whisper to it:

"Baby, it doesn't matter. Mom is already the person who understands grandma the most in the world, but she still can't understand her 100%. So grandma doesn't understand mom, and mom accepts it."

"Mom also learned to understand grandma from scratch. When you are born, mom will also teach you to understand mom from scratch.

"This feeling is amazing, right? I will teach my baby to know the world bit by bit, and then it will become the only person in this world who understands me."

Things don't go as planned.

Perhaps it was the poor family situation that caused the lack of nutrition, or maybe it was the criticism from the outside world that made her stress surge...

During the three-month check-up, the doctor informed her that her health was getting worse and she was not advised to give birth.

Three months is almost the last chance for a miscarriage.

After this period, the child grows faster, and if you want to remove it, it will do too much harm to the mother.

This time, Tang Qianhuan had a big fight with his mother.

The mother's position is very simple: she has given birth to a child herself, and knows that for a woman, giving birth is like going to hell.

And the daughter's body is not suitable for childbirth, so as a mother, she is unwilling to take this risk anyway.

Compared to betting on a child who doesn't know if he can survive...

The mother only hoped that Tang Qianhuan, who was with her through thick and thin and accompanied him day and night, could survive smoothly.

"But this is almost my only chance, the only chance to have my own child." Tang Qianhuan argued so.

"Is blood relationship that important?" Mother said sharply, "Qianhuan, if you really want a child, wait until this one is lost and the body is healthy, mother will accompany you to adopt one, okay?"

"Drain?" Tang Qianhuan's eyes were sour, "Why, as a mother, can you say such things so easily?"

Maybe it was the daughter's question that stimulated the mother's nerves, she cried out with red eyes, "That's because as a mother, I want to protect my own child!"

"I want to protect my own children too!"

"It's just an embryo! It's not a baby yet! You've been with me for so many years! How can you not understand mom?!"

When the mother said this, she was hoarse and sat in a corner, covering her face and weeping.

Seeing his always resolute mother in such a distressed state, Tang Qianhuan felt distressed, blamed himself, but was very contradictory.

She whispered to her mother, "Three months."

It's been three months.

It's been three months!

She said, "It's not that this child has no feelings for me..."

Tang Qianhuan was suffocated by the atmosphere at home.

She walked out of the house to take a walk and collect her thoughts.

The doctor's words, the mother's words...

Criticism from the outside world, and another self in my heart...

These voices are influencing Tang Qianhuan's decision.

She began to wonder if her choices were reckless and not wise enough.

Maybe it's time to listen to the mother and kill the child.

In case, there is a chance to get pregnant in the future?

What if, in the future, a very cute child can be adopted?

Yes, as long as I am still alive, there are always infinite possibilities in the future, right?

maybe...maybe...

Tang Qianhuan was shaken.

She started thinking about having an abortion.

When she was upset, a distant ringing sound came into her ears.

Tang Qianhuan followed the prestige and found an old man sitting on the side of the street, wearing sunglasses, with a fortune-telling booth in front of him.

Maybe because he noticed her expression, the old man took the initiative to say: "Would you like to listen to God's will, maybe I can help you make a decision now."

At the most tangled moment, someone said that she could make a decision for her. Tang Qianhuan seemed to have grasped the last straw, and immediately sat on the stool in front of the booth.

"Master, how do you know that I am struggling with how to make a decision?"

The master's sunglasses hide his eyes, making him look mysterious and with a deep expression, "God's will, God's will."

"I, I really need Master to help me do the math!"

"What do you want?"

"It counts as the child in my stomach, shouldn't it be aborted?" Tang Qianhuan said eagerly, clutching his unobvious lower abdomen.

The master said leisurely: "God's will can't tell you the result directly, God's will can only provide you with information. What information do you need?"

"What information?" Tang Qianhuan looked at the dazzling compass characters on the booth, his mind was dizzy, "I don't know what information to count..."

"How about it." The master gave a suggestion, "Why don't you calculate the gender of the child?"

"Why count gender?"

"This world is patriarchal. If you know the gender of the child, maybe you will know what decision to make."

Tang Qianhuan had never thought about this question.Whether it is a boy or a girl, in her eyes, they are all the same.

But the words of the master reminded her: the world is still different for boys and girls after all.

Even if it is the same family conditions, even if it is the same era background.

Just because of the gender difference, this child is doomed to take a more difficult path or an easier path from the beginning.

Although the master kept saying that he couldn't give the result directly, he actually hinted at the inside and outside of the words.

Tang Qianhuan didn't say it clearly, but she also understood the master's hint. At that moment, she acquiesced in such an arrangement in her heart.

"Okay, master. I will calculate the gender of the child."

The master was allowed to face Tang Qianhuan for a long time.

Through the sunglasses, Tang Qianhuan couldn't tell what the master was doing.

Maybe the master is really communicating with the so-called heaven and earth, maybe he just secretly looked at her behind the dark glasses.

Maybe the master was watching her struggling expression, maybe her thin figure, maybe she was looking at her uneasy twisted hands.

After a long time, the master finally said, "Girl."

it's a girl...

It's a girl.

For some reason, Tang Qianhuan breathed a sigh of relief.

It seemed that the moment she got this information, she was finally able to make up her mind and knew how to make a decision.

After giving some merit money, Tang Qianhuan left the master's stall.

She lowered her head and slumped her shoulders, walking slowly step by step, as if she was thinking or feeling something.

On the back that the master couldn't see, Tang Qianhuan touched his lower abdomen, his heart was soft——

daughter.

is the daughter.

Even though she was a girl, she still dared to rush into her stomach, bravely wanting to come to this world that is not fair to girls.

Tang Qianhuan thought to herself, there is a very, very brave daughter in her belly.

"I want to give birth to her." Tang Qianhuan said firmly, "No matter what."

In the same place, Master Ben was humming a song leisurely, and seemed to be in a good mood.

But suddenly, the woman who had just told her fortune rushed back to the booth.

"Master!" The woman supported the stall with her hands, leaned towards him, and asked, "Is there any magic weapon that can guard the children?"

"Guard, guard?" Maybe the woman's excitement surprised the master, he looked astonished, and asked after a while, "Are you going to give birth to this child?"

"Yes." The woman did not hesitate.

"..." The master almost lost control of his expression because of this unexpected result.But he quickly adjusted back, pretending to be profound, took out a piece of smooth white jade, and pressed it on the stall, "This is a piece of heart-protecting jade, which can keep children safe and healthy."

The woman picked up the piece of jade and looked at the sky carefully. Seeing that it was full of fat and the body of the jade was smooth, she paid all over to buy it.

Suddenly, she asked the master again: "Can words be engraved on this jade?"

"Yes." The master nodded, and took out the lettering knife set.

The woman smiled gently at the jade, as if the piece of jade had turned into her daughter's smiling face, making her smile and almost shed tears.

Gently putting the jade back on the stall, she said, "I want to carve the word 'Na'."

Donna.

This is the name that will be given to my daughter who will surely be born.

……

The last paragraph of the letter is Tang Qianhuan's confession to Donna.

It can even be said that it is a last word——

"Nana, maybe to this world, you are an unexpected child. Doctors don't expect it, grandma doesn't expect it, and even fortune-telling masters don't expect it. However, if someone must have expected your arrival, that person definitely It's mom."

"Nana, mom is sure that you will come to this world. What is not sure is whether mom can see you with her own eyes. If not, please don't blame yourself. Mom is an adult, and after knowing all the risks, she is still firm. I chose you."

"Nana. Mom is what others call a lunatic, a fool. Mom may not be able to grow up with you, so I don't know what kind of child you can become. But at least, don't be a lunatic or a fool. Because like your mother It’s tiring to live the same way.”

"...No. Mom shouldn't have said that. Mom apologizes to you. It doesn't matter if Nana is crazy or a fool. Although Mom wishes you weren't, it's okay if you are. Because Mom loves you no matter what."

"Nana can make any decision. There will always be a mother in this world who loves you unconditionally."