Anecdotes of Tianyuan: The Long Night is Young

Chapter 98 Just Not To The Sad Place

Zhao Xiyan stood behind the screen for a long time, but he never had the courage to walk past the screen.He was silent, but he could feel Su Qingshu's fiery gaze looking at him through the screen.Zhao Xiyan looked at everything in front of him, it was so familiar yet unfamiliar, it seemed like a lifetime away from him again.Zhao Xiyan was in a daze behind the screen, and all he could think about was the little things between him and Su Qingshu.From getting married to being in love for a while, what was supposed to be a couple from one generation to the next has now become hatred.It was not what he wanted, but it had become a fact.

"My lord!"

Su Qingshu called out a sad lord, and Zhao Xiyan was pulled back from his thoughts.Today is to visit her, not to reminisce about the past.Zhao Xiyan sighed, and stepped out of the footsteps that had retreated for a long time.Zhao Xiyan became more mature and capable, his face was thinner than before, and his eyebrows and eyes were still the same as the boy's sword eyebrows and starry eyes.It was clearly only twenty steps, but Zhao Xiyan seemed to have walked a thousand miles.Su Qingshu leaned on the bed and looked straight at him, as if he was the first one to look at her when she woke up from a nap.It's just that at that time his eyes were full of tenderness and joy, but now there is no sorrow or joy.Su Qingshu was still full of anticipation, full of joy, waiting for Zhao Xiyan to walk towards her step by step.Yinger looked at the prince's appearance, although she was a little disappointed, but if the prince came, he could save the lady's life.Zhao Xiyan stood in front of Su Qingshu, keeping a certain distance.After a long time, he slowly opened his mouth.

"I heard that the princess is ill, so I came here to take a look. I wonder if the princess is better?"

"My lord!"

Su Qingshu stared at Zhao Xiyan sadly and lingeringly. Zhao Xiyan saw her pale face and lost a lot of weight.With a haggard face, black eyes, and weak voice, she knew that what Xia Shuning said was true.If it doesn't get better, it is estimated that it will disappear soon.Zhao Xiyan is a soft-hearted person than anyone else, how could he be willing to let the woman he loved so much die in front of his eyes like this.

"Does the concubine take good medicine? How could she be so sick? Doesn't the side concubine often come to take care of her?"

"My lord, hurry up and persuade the young lady. The young lady is sick and refuses to take medicine, and she eats very little food. She has been holding your cloak all the time. If this continues, young lady, young lady... the highness, please go and persuade the young lady."

"Come here, bring in the princess's medicine."

Su Qingshu has been looking at Zhao Xiyan affectionately, Zhao Xiyan couldn't bear to see her like this, and suppressed the turmoil in his heart.Soon the maid who decocted the medicine brought the medicine. After all, Zhao Xiyan had been married to Su Qingshu for so long, so he naturally knew her temperament.Without saying anything, he took the bowl of bitter medicine from the handmaid and sat beside Su Qingshu's bed.

"My lord!"

"Don't talk anymore, drink the medicine first, it will be cold later."

Su Qingshu completely disappeared from the fierce and vicious look that scolded Zhao Xiyan as a monster in the past, and he was as obedient as a kitten, allowing Zhao Xiyan to feed the medicine into her mouth spoonful after spoonful.Her eyes never left Zhao Xiyan's face, as if she wanted to see through him.Zhao Xiyan didn't say much, just fed her medicine.How long can a bowl of medicine be fed, and it will be finished in a short while.Zhao Xiyan is a very clean person, took the handkerchief from Ying Er, and wiped off the medicine stains for Su Qingshu.There was mist in Su Qingshu's eyes. It had been a long, long, long time since she had been treated so tenderly by the prince.She has been looking forward to it day and night all these years, and today is finally her wish.Originally, these were normal things that belonged to her, but now they are all extravagant expectations.Zhao Xiyan called the kitchen to get some light side dishes and porridge. Zhao Xiyan knew that Su Qingshu had a bad appetite, so what made him stew was soft lily yam porridge, which was very easy to digest.Zhao Xiyan still didn't say a word, and didn't look into Su Qingshu's eyes, he blew cold one spoonful after another and fed it into Su Qingshu's mouth.Su Qingshu also ate it obediently, the lily yam porridge was very mild, and Su Qingshu's stomach was warm after eating it.Zhao Xiyan fed her two small bowls of porridge, and remained silent all the time, but the bitterness in his heart was not less than Su Qingshu.After Zhao Xiyan finished feeding, he wiped Su Qingshu's porridge mouth clean.

"Stew more warm and tonic porridge in the future, isn't the princess eating well? Take good care of me in the future."

"Yes, my lord."

Zhao Xiyan trained the girls in Su Qing's study and gave them some advice.The maids went out, only Zhao Xiyan and Su Qingshu were left in the room, and Ying Er leaned aside to wait on them.Zhao Xiyan knew that she would eat it obediently only if she fed it with her own hands.Zhao Xiyan sighed inwardly, leaving a sentence

"The concubine eats more food and takes medicine on time, so that the illness will get better sooner."

"My lord, do you want me to get better soon?"

"nature."

"Will the prince come to see me again?"

Zhao Xiyan didn't know how to respond, he had already left the bed, turned around, and was about to leave.Su Qingshu didn't want him to leave her just like that, and desperately wanted to run up to keep him.It's a pity that her body is now withered.Before I could get out of bed, I fell down.Zhao Xiyan hadn't taken three steps, when he heard the sound, he turned his head quickly.I saw Su Qingshu fell to the ground, stretching out his arms to hold himself back, crying.

"My lord, don't go, you don't go!"

Zhao Xiyan took one stride, two steps out of three, picked her up and put her back on the bed.Su Qingshu hugged Zhao Xiyan tightly, crying for him not to leave.Zhao Xiyan couldn't explain the complicated mood in words, so she let Su Qingshu hold her and cry.Su Qingshu hugged her tighter and tighter, so Zhao Xiyan had no choice but to reach out and pat her back to comfort her.She is weak now, and her condition may worsen due to emotional agitation.After a long time, Su Qingshu stopped, Zhao Xiyan came out of her arms, Ying Er gave Zhao Xiyan a handkerchief, and Zhao Xiyan wiped her tears carefully.If someone who had nothing to do with her cried, she would cry, but why would she still feel distressed, heartbroken, and wipe away her tears even though she was already ashamed of her.Su Qingshu's face was pale, his eyes were red with tears, and he tightly held Zhao Xiyan's left hand.Even if Su Qingshu's appearance is sick, it's a good fit for a sickness.Chu Chu was pitiful and looked at Zhao Xiyan with red eyes. Even though Zhao Xiyan had a heart of stone, he couldn't help but say something sad at this moment.

"Hi Shengyao Dishan, I will come back tomorrow."

"My lord, don't go! Don't leave Qingshu alone."

"Qing Shu's room is so cold, it's really cold."

"Especially at night, when I'm alone in this room, it's really cold."

Seeing this, Yinger hurried out, leaving only Zhao Xiyan and Su Qingshu in the room.At this time, Zhao Xiyan was hugged tightly by Su Qingshu, Zhao Xiyan's face was neither sad nor happy, and his brows were tightly frowned.Hearing what Su Qingshu said, how could he not know that this is the princess asking for peace?Maybe when he returned to Beijing from Mobei two years ago, it would be great if she said such words.But after waiting too long for her to wake up, he didn't want it anymore.

"Okay, I won't go."

It took more than four years for Su Qingshu to throw himself into this embrace again, feeling Zhao Xiyan's strong heartbeat and warmth.She is so greedy, I'm afraid it won't belong to her once she lets go.Zhao Xiyan felt desolate in his heart. If it was a few years ago, he must have been very happy, and would have embraced her tightly.But everything is changed, how do you want him to go back to the past, why don't you care about everything?He, Zhao Xiyan, is not a sage, so treat everything as if it never happened.What's more, he already didn't owe her anything.Whether it's love, deceit, or promise, it has to be clean.Fate makes fun of people, and it is not in the slightest.

I don't know how long Su Qingshu hugged Zhao Xiyan before he was willing to come out of Zhao Xiyan's arms.With tears in his eyes, he asked Zhao Xiyan, "My lord, do you want me anymore?"

Zhao Xiyan didn't know how to answer, so he fell silent.Did you say that Zhao Xiyan didn't want her?No, obviously you didn't want him first.Back then, Zhao Xiyan even refused, and didn't even have a chance to explain.Later, they lived under the same roof, and it was difficult for Zhao Xiyan to meet each other face to face.Now how to get to the bottom of it, he didn't want her?

"Qing Shu knew he was wrong, can you please leave me?"

"I always dream about our child, and he says I don't want him anymore. I don't want him...I don't..."

Zhao Xiyan burst into tears when she heard her mention the unlucky child many years ago.It was supposed to be his first child, just over two months old.Before he had time to take a look in the human world, he called him father and king, and he didn't even know whether it was a man or a woman, so he was sent back to hell.Zhao Xiyan's heart was more painful than broken at that time, but now when he accidentally thinks of this child, his heart still hurts as always.He has always been lonely. He thought that it would be impossible to have a biological child in this life, but suddenly he learned that he had a biological child.No one can replace the expectation in his heart for the child.Before he had time to be happy for a moment, the child was gone.He still remembered that on the white cloth, the child was only about the size of a soybean.He cried all night in the room, and asked Xiangyun to buy the best coffin, and secretly buried it in the royal tomb.

Seeing that Zhao Xiyan heard the child, Su Qingshu burst into tears and panicked.She knew that she had aborted the child with her own hands, which broke the prince's heart.She was very afraid, afraid that the prince would never forgive her because of the child, and would never want to see her again.She had no choice but to ask Zhao Xiyan for forgiveness.

"My lord, I didn't want him, no...I didn't mean it, not..."

"He's not a monster, he's my child." Zhao Xiyan said this sentence slowly after a long time, and closed his eyes, telling himself not to think about it again.Su Qingshu threw himself into Zhao Xiyan's arms again, hurriedly explaining.

"He's not, no, he's our child... I know I'm wrong, we'll still have kids, we'll still have kids."

Zhao Xiyan didn't answer in pain, but just patted Su Qingshu on the back to help her feel better.After a long time, Su Qingshu was tired from crying, completely exhausted, and fell asleep in Zhao Xiyan's arms.With tears streaming down his face, Zhao Xiyan gently put her back on the bed and covered her with the quilt.He picked up a silk handkerchief and wiped away his tears, called Ying Er to come in to serve her, and walked out of Qingbo Garden quickly.He shouldn't have come today, but he came anyway.The princess said that they would have children, Zhao Xiyan laughed dryly in his heart.The child was only two months old, and he took the abortion pill without hesitation, without thinking about it, regardless of the relationship between the husband and wife, and regardless of whether the child lived or died.That day he knelt at her feet like that, begging her to keep the child.She didn't even look at him, taking advantage of her unpreparedness, she drank it all in one gulp.Zhao Xiyan changed his mind and thought of Su Qing's pale face just now, and his sincere words, almost begging.His heart is not a rock, how can he remain unmoved.

Zhao Xiyan turned around and walked into Changxia Garden, threw herself into Xia Shuning's arms, and burst into tears.He was still not as strong as a man, he held back his tears outside, and couldn't stop crying when he got home.Xia Shuning knew that the scar he had healed with great difficulty, once again endured the pain and tore it out, it was extremely uncomfortable.Don't ask him why he was crying, just hug him tightly and say "I'm by your side" to him over and over again.Zhao Xiyan didn't know that men would cry too. People usually say that men don't cry easily, and no one has ever said what the last sentence is.A man doesn't flick his tears lightly, but he doesn't reach the sad point.

The tears are all because of the sad place, who will tell whether he is a man or a woman?

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