Anecdotes of Tianyuan: The Long Night is Young

Chapter 183 The Dagger Under the Pillow

Zhao Xiyan couldn't have imagined that a woman like Qiu Ruyu who grew up in a poor family would always abide by women's morals, and now she has learned to dedicate herself actively.The previous seduction was still shameful, but now it is shameless.Qiu Ruyu's warm and smooth body pressed against Zhao Xiyan tightly, circling around Zhao Xiyan's body, and Zhao Xiyan pushed her away from the bed that she almost jumped off.Qiu Ruyu was ashamed and angry, and quickly grabbed her clothes to cover her.This was the second time she was rejected at Zhao Xiyan's place, and she no longer had any face to live on.Seeing Qiu Ruyu was about to hit the wall, Zhao Xiyan quickly ran back to the bed and knocked her down.Qiu Ruyu fell heavily on the quilt, her hands were still covering her clothes to hide the spring.Zhao Xiyan held her down, very angry.

"You are crazy!"

Qiu Ruyu didn't speak, but shed tears silently, turning her face away from Zhao Xiyan who was right in front of her eyes.

"You just want to die?"

"I brought you to the palace in the past to let you live well!"

"Your life already belongs to me, if you want to die, you have to ask me first!"

Qiu Ruyu still didn't answer and didn't look at Zhao Xiyan, but shed tears silently.Zhao Xiyan couldn't bear to see her like this, pinched her chin with his hand, and forcibly turned her gaze back to meet his own.Qiu Ruyu's eyes were red, dodging Zhao Xiyan's sharp eyes.A shameless woman like her is no longer worthy of anyone, nor worthy of living.

"Answer me."

"Answer me!"

Zhao Xiyan lifted Qiu Ruyu's chin and exerted some strength, which caused Qiu Ruyu a little pain.Seeing that she was in pain, Zhao Xiyan quickly relaxed a little.Qiu Ruyu simply cried out, but if she didn't answer, Zhao Xiyan would be so mad at her.

"I have no face to live in this world."

"I didn't ask you just because you offered to sacrifice yourself?"

Zhao Xiyan's words hit Qiu Ruyu's heart like a hammer, stripping away her shame for public display.Qiu Ruyu lowered her head, she devoted all her humility to Zhao Xiyan, but Zhao Xiyan couldn't accept her.Even if she doesn't have anything to offer herself, she can't compare to those talented, beautiful, and family-born women who can lure him away with just a flick of a finger.Except for Qi Chen, she didn't have anything that Zhao Xiyan needed, nor could she attract him, and the only thing left was her body.But he doesn't even want this body, Qiu Ruyu doesn't know what to do to win a favor.All favors and glory are illusions and charity.

She also wanted to be like before, only pretending to be a dead Zhao Xiyan in her heart, and wholeheartedly keeping chastity for him.But she didn't know why, Zhao Xiyan inexplicably settled in her heart, completely replacing the original shadow of Zhao Xiyan.She hated her infidelity and her infidelity, but she couldn't hate Zhao Xiyan.She tried to forget Zhao Xiyan and drive him out of her heart, but she just couldn't do it.As long as she sees him again, she can't help leaning towards him, and her heartbeat can't help speeding up.When he likes her, he likes her, and when he feels sad, she also feels sad.Every time I saw the scene of Qichen and Zhao Xiyan's loving father and filial piety, I heard Qichen calling his father over and over again.She wished so much that she met Zhao Xiyan instead of Zhao Xiyan on Qixi Festival. How good would it be if Qichen was Zhao Xiyan's own?But there is no restart in life, and everything is done.She even wanted to use Zhao Xiyan's daughter to convince herself to forget about him, but she couldn't do it.Seeing that he treats those women well, she can't help but want it too.After struggling for a long time, I realized that I have been deeply rooted in love, unable to extricate myself, and deeply trapped.These years, in order to be worthy of Zhao Xiyan, she studied hard, practiced calligraphy, musical instruments, and dance, trying to make herself look like a daughter of a family to please him.But Zhao Xiyan never once gave her a chance to show off, and never asked himself how he got here all these years, he always asked Qi Chen.

Qiu Ruyu was crying, her teary eyes were hazy, and she was very close to begging Zhao Xiyan.

"Can you let me go? You don't love me at all."

"Qi Chen is so old, I'm worthless to you, can you let me die?"

"I no longer want to live in this world."

"I don't want to love you, but I can't control myself at all. And no one can teach me not to love you, teach me to forget you."

"I have tried my best to please you, but I am useless, I will only annoy you. I tried my best..."

Zhao Xiyan's heart was full of emotions all of a sudden, how do you want him to treat her?He really didn't love Qiu Ruyu, so there was no need to be tempted, even if he was attracted to her.He has also experienced the pain of not being loved, and he knows what kind of pain it is, like a tarsal bone piercing the heart.He had enough women, and he didn't want any more.Everyone said that the emperor, the eternal sage, enjoys the blessings of everyone, but he didn't want it in the first place.For various reasons, he took in one woman after another, let them bear children for him, and let them serve him.It is said that he sits and enjoys the blessings of everyone, but who ever asked him if he wanted it?Why did he still have so many involuntary things when he became the emperor?Zhao Xiyan's hands that were holding down Qiu Ruyu had already relaxed, his eyes were empty and his face was expressionless.Qiu Ruyu couldn't bear to see his painful expression, she would be sad when Zhao Xiyan was sad, she closed her eyes, and tears fell down her cheeks.Zhao Xiyan fell down on the bed, his mind was empty, he didn't know what to do with Wu Qingyao, and there was another Qiu Ruyu.Did he owe them in his previous life?In this life, Tongtong came to him to pay off the debt.

Zhao Xiyan couldn't cry even if he wanted to, the king of a country would not shed tears.Zhao Xiyan sat down on the left and thought for a long time, while Qiu Ruyu kept looking at him.Until Zhao Xiyan was completely immersed in his own world, Qiu Ruyu smiled at him, darkened his eyelids, and took out a dagger from under the pillow and was about to pull it out.But Zhao Xiyan suddenly reacted, knocked off the dagger without mercy, and slapped Qiu Ruyu in the face without mercy.Qiu Ruyu couldn't believe that Zhao Xiyan hit her with his hands. She covered her face and saw Zhao Xiyan's face was full of anger, and her eyes were red with anger.

"Did I say that you are allowed to die?"

"I stayed in Yaohua Palace, you dare to hide a dagger under your pillow, do you know how big a crime this is?"

"Even if you are not afraid of death, you should think about your parents and clan members in the outskirts of the city. Regardless of whether this dagger is for killing you or me, your nine clans will not be able to protect it."

At this time, Zhao Xiyan turned into an aggressive look, completely lost his usual gentleness, and moved closer to Qiu Ruyu bit by bit.Qiu Ruyu had been in the royal family for ten years, so she naturally knew how big a crime it was to assassinate a king.Not only the nine clans, but the ten clans will all be killed.

"You are so naive. If you want to use your body, you want to tie the king's heart. Do you know that as long as I think about it, all the women in this world will rush to sacrifice themselves."

"You! What do you count?"

"You don't even cherish your life, what do I expect you to cherish? Why should I keep a woman like you?"

"Ruyu, but I want to die."

Qiu Ruyu begged to die with a determined face.Zhao Xiyan thought that this slap would wake her up, but who knew that she was still so obsessed and stubborn.If she wasn't Qichen's biological mother, if she hadn't been by his side for ten years, he would have pulled out the sword hanging on the wall and killed her.How can there be such a woman who doesn't listen in this world?Zhao Xiyan's self-cultivation was completely destroyed by her, and he became a stranger to himself.

"Now that I hit you, do you still want to like me?"

Qiu Ruyu didn't speak, just stared at Zhao Xiyan's eyes.

"What if I say I want to kill you with my own hands?"

"I can't ask for it."

When Zhao Xiyan got these four words, he felt the anger in his lungs rising to his head. He had the urge to slap Qiu Ruyu until she regained consciousness, but he controlled it.He closed his eyes, creaked his fists, got out of bed and ran out, Qiu Ruyu fell into the quilt and wept uncontrollably.Zhao Xiyan ran under the bed and rummaged through his robes, found the porcelain bottle, poured two pills and quickly swallowed them.Zhao Xiyan violently threw back the curtain, lifted Qiu Ruyu from the bed and put him under him.

"Aren't you begging for favor? I will help you."

As soon as Zhao Xiyan's words fell to the ground, he roughly tore away the clothes she was covering her body, threw her off the bed, buried her in Qiu Ruyu's neck, and began to tear and gnaw.Qiu Ruyu couldn't believe it, and didn't dare to move, allowing Zhao Xiyan to demand from her.The red plums fell bit by bit, spreading across Qiu Ruyu's entire chest.She didn't dare to make a sound even though it hurt, she just kept moaning.Zhao Xiyan kissed her red lips again, mercilessly pried open her white teeth, and plundered her.At this moment, Zhao Xiyan was like a wild beast venting his desire, and his movements were not gentle at all.Qiu Ruyu hadn't been seen for ten years, and her knuckles turning white while holding the quilt were so painful.But she didn't regret it, as long as he wanted her.It was always Zhao Xiyan who gave her things, and finally one day she was able to give Zhao Xiyan something.The night seemed endless, Qiu Ruyu had no strength left, but Zhao Xiyan continued.But she wanted to satisfy him, and tried her best to support her body to cooperate with him.At some point, Zhao Xiyan stopped and fell asleep.Qiu Ruyu looked at Zhao Xiyan's sleeping face, her eyes were dim with tears, and she fell asleep after an unknown amount of time.

The next day Zhao Xiyan woke up and sat up with a face ashen. He was still a beast.Zhao Xiyan didn't care about his messy clothes, he was just laughing at himself.Qiu Ruyu was too tired, Zhao Xiyan woke up and she was still asleep.Zhao Xiyan put on his clothes and returned to Feishuang Palace without even caring about washing up. He decreed that he would not go to court early today and locked himself in Feishuang Palace.Zhao Xiyan nestled in the corner of the bedroom of Feishuang Palace, drinking wine, the redness in his eyes couldn't tell whether it was from drinking or there were tears in his eyes.He hugged his left knee, covered his eyes, and lost his mind.

"Beasts are better!"

"monster!"

He smashed the jug against the wall, and the sound of the jug breaking was very crisp and harsh.Xiangyun didn't know why the emperor went to Concubine Xian's place, and he didn't want to see anyone when he came back.He was already anxious like ants on a hot pot, but he became even more anxious when he heard the sound of Zhao Xiyan throwing the flagon.Xiangyun hurriedly found someone to inform the imperial concubine, he knew that only the imperial concubine could appease the emperor's sadness at this time.Xia Shuning didn't know what happened, but she heard that Zhao Xiyan locked herself up, arranged the child and rushed to Feishuang Palace without stopping.Backed by the imperial concubine, Xiangyun boldly put Xia Shuning into the Feishuang Palace bedroom.When Xia Shuning entered the bedroom and saw Zhao Xiyan like this, her heart almost broke.The last time Zhao Xiyan was so sad was because of the death of the late emperor.Xia Shuning walked slowly to his side, hugged his head, and stroked it gently.Knowing that Xia Shuning was here, Zhao Xiyan seemed to have found support, threw herself into her arms and cried loudly, saying that he was a monster, a beast.

"I'm a monster, I'm not as good as a beast!"

"No, you are not. You are my husband."

Zhao Xiyan couldn't say a word, but hugged Xia Shuning tightly, asking her to forgive over and over again.Xia Shuning hugged him, her heart was drawn by him, her pain was no less than Zhao Xiyan's.I don't know how long it took, but Zhao Xiyan fell asleep in Xia Shuning's arms, embracing her tightly, unwilling to let go.Xia Shuning took a lot of effort to put him down, wiped off his tears, and put a hot towel on his eyes, lest he would lose face if he went out with his eyes swollen from crying.In Xia Shuning's heart, Zhao Xiyan was not a king of a country, but a child, arrogant and face-saving.In order to shoulder the future and happiness of so many people, Zhao Xiyan sacrificed too much.He has perfected everyone, except himself.She still remembered that Zhao Xiyan told her husband when she was in the capital of the academy that when she grew up, she wanted to be a free and unrestrained knight, traveling thousands of rivers and mountains, and escaping the world.Enjoy flowers in spring, lotus in summer, fallen leaves in autumn and snow in winter.It is best to meet a person with similar temperament, a couple from generation to generation.Today's Zhao Xiyan is rich all over the world, with many wives and concubines, and children around his knees, but he is no longer what he used to be.

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Got another beauty

有 什么 不 好

But the possession of Qiu Ruyu

For Xiao Zhao it is □□

It's a more sinful thing than murder and arson

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