Chapter 89
Chapter 89
He turned around and took the suitcase and hurried to the security check.Chen Ran looked bewilderedly at Ye Si waving goodbye to him for the last time behind the gate, feeling that the air around him suddenly became thinner, and his heart felt empty.
Ye Si, you promised me that you must come back.
Sure enough, Ye Si called him as soon as he got off the plane, but he was in a hurry to go to the hospital and quickly hung up.After two days of no news from Ye Si, Chen Ran finally couldn't help calling himself. Ye Si said that his father had just been sent to the operating room, and he was waiting outside the door.After chatting a little more this time, Chen Ran knew that his father had cancer.
They kept in touch for the next half month. Chen Ran knew that his father's surgery was a success. Ye Si even said with anticipation on the phone that they would wait for a while, and they would come back when his father could get out of bed and walk. .Chen Ran thought that this happiness could finally be firmly held in his hand and could not escape, so he rented the house and bought a new bed and bedding, only one male master came back and joined hands with him for the rest of his life.But it never occurred to him that he made all the preparations and then called to tell him that our home has been furnished and we are just waiting for you to come back, but no one answered the phone.
For two full months, he lost news of Ye Si again.The phone was always on, but no one answered.Chen Ran sent him many text messages, asking him if something happened and why he didn't contact him. He also told Ye Si that he had moved.But in the end, the text messages sent in the past all fell into the sea, and there was no reply.Chen Ran took pictures alone in the new house, took pictures of himself smiling happily, and then sorted out the photos and sent them to Ye Si along with the address of the new home.
"This is our new home, do you like it?"
"I rented a room with two rooms on purpose, and I left the one with the brightest light for your dad. Let's live in the smaller one, shall we?"
"If you don't want to, I can sleep on the sofa too."
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"Yesi, come back, I miss you very much."
After clicking send, Chen Ran sat down on the sofa weakly.It's almost the end of the year, and the weather is getting colder and colder. The night outside the window is dark, and the sound of the north wind whistling through the buildings can be heard.It was cold and desolate, just like his mood in the past few months.
You clearly promised that I would come back, where are you now?
On the other side of the ocean, it is the hottest summer in Australia.The business of the bar is as good as ever, the DJ is playing discs with the best tempo, the dazzling colorful lights are fascinating, the men and women hugging each other on the dance floor are dancing to their heart's content, and the cool beer barrels are brought to the table and then gulped down. He gulped down his stomach, and then burped alcohol-smelling, causing heartless laughter from the surroundings.This is heaven, everyone seems to be ignorant of the sufferings of the world, even if the world outside falls, it will not hinder them from having fun.But this place is also hell. In the invisible dark corner, no one knows that some people are letting themselves sink into the darkness.
The dirty aisle was full of sundries, hidden in a small space behind the high stacks of sundries, there was a heavy breathing sound.
"It's great, make it deeper!" The woman's voice changed because of lust, and the long nails scratched the skin on his back.Ye Si frowned in disgust, and quickly twitched a few times, and the other party screamed and fell into his arms.
He withdrew from the woman's warm body, grabbed a piece of tablecloth, wiped it clean, pulled up his pants, took out two banknotes from his pocket, threw them to the woman, and finally walked away.
His cell phone rang.
Ye Si walked quickly to the bathroom, kicked the door of one of them, and took out his cell phone tremblingly.
"Yesi, come back, I miss you very much."
Chen Ran's text message popped out, and Ye Si's heart suddenly throbbed.
The idiot!But he watched it over and over again with nostalgia, and finally squatted down holding the phone, tears falling all over the ground like a thunderstorm that came suddenly on a summer evening.
How can I go back, how can a person like me who is a burden to live go back to you.Even my father is afraid that I will drag him down and leave first, so how can I drag you down.
Chen Ran, Chen Ran!
Ye Si stroked Chen Ran's smiling face on the phone over and over again with his fingers, and finally broke down crying with his arms folded.
Although he underwent surgery, Ye Huaimin finally left.It was the day after Chen Ran called Ye Si for the last time.During the day, Ye Si came to the hospital to see him, and the doctor said that he was recovering well, but in the middle of the night, he suddenly received a call from the hospital saying that Ye Huaimin was dying.When Ye Si rushed to the hospital in a panic, Ye Huaimin couldn't wait to take one last look at him and closed his eyes.The doctor said it was a sudden myocardial infarction, but no one expected it.
Ye Si didn't cry, after spending the night with the already cold corpse in the cold morgue, he calmly sent Ye Huaimin to be burned.After that, his life was like falling into hell completely, living like a walking dead.The only time he can wake up is when he sees the text message from Chen Ran.He didn't dare to answer Chen Ran's call, for he was afraid that when he heard his voice, he wouldn't be able to hold on for even a minute and would collapse on the spot.
He said that he moved to a new house and the room was so big that he could bring his father to live with him.He also said that there were still some things missing in the room, and they would go buy them together when he went back.He also took a lot of photos of the new house to show him, saying do you like it, come back soon.
He wanted to go back, he really wanted to go back, but just half a month ago, when he was taking a shower, he suddenly found that his calf was swollen.He didn't care at first, and he didn't go to the hospital until the leg swelling persisted for several days.However, it was another bolt from the blue.He was so fat when he was a child, not because he really ate fat, but because he had NS, and he ate too much hormones to make his body swell like a ball.The disease tormented him for several years, and he had to take a lot of medicine every day.
But wasn't the disease completely cured at that time? Why did it recur after more than ten years?Is spending so much money thrown into the water, how can old diseases be caused by scrambled egg reasons such as excessive sadness and fatigue?
The doctor prescribed a lot of medicine for him, and told him to take medicine on time, pay attention to rest and emotional problems.Of course, to be on the safe side, it is best to stay in hospital for observation.Ye Si ran out of the hospital before he finished speaking.
His only relative had just passed away not long ago in the hospital, and now he is being admitted again?What the hell kind of shit is this life? Why is it that other people are born with a golden spoon in their mouths, but he is the only one who has to suffer all kinds of bitterness in this world.
He hasn't been home for three days, no, to be precise, he hasn't been back to that small apartment for three days.Home?Where is his home, he has not had a home for many years.Hanging around bars all night, like a piece of carrion being targeted by flies, rotten and alive.Drink wantonly, have crazy sex/love, and fall severely in the paralysis of alcohol and the joy of sex/love.
He was drunk again tonight, and on the road late at night, he could hear someone throwing up while holding the light box.Because of his alcoholism, his edema had gradually spread to his arms.Vigorously wiping the dirty vomit from the corner of his mouth, Ye Si looked at his obviously thickened wrist, and suddenly sat on the ground and cried loudly.
"Chen Ran, Chen Ran take me home, I want to go home."
"Ahhh—"
"Have you caught a cold? There's been a cold wave recently, and the weather forecast says that the temperature will drop below [-] degrees. When you go out on duty, please remember to wear extra clothes." Xiao Zhou was holding a cup of hot water to drink, when Chen Ran suddenly called The big sneeze made him quickly cover the lid of the cup and move away in a hurry.
"You just caught a cold, Crow's Mouth. I'm off work first."
As the end of the year approaches, Chen Ran gets busier.He has been on the night shift for a week, and it will finally be his turn to rest tomorrow.However, he may not be able to rest tomorrow, because he wants to find someone.
Sheng Guangxi!
([-]) He came out!
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Chen Ran hadn't heard from Ye Si for more than three months. Although he was very reluctant, he had to come to Guangxi.
It's not that he didn't think about it, maybe Ye Si really lied to him, he didn't plan to come back at all, maybe his father's illness or something was just a lie.But after all, he was unwilling to guess without authorization like this. After all, he still didn't want to believe that Ye Si would lie to him, and that everything that happened between them was just his own wishful thinking.
That's why he thought of coming to Guangxi.Because Ye Si once said that Sheng Guangxi was special, maybe he never loved himself, but he must have loved Sheng Guangxi.
In fact, Chen Ran didn't know exactly where Guangxi's house was, only the approximate location.However, there is someone in the court who is easy to handle. He had already greeted the police in that area, and they told him the address within two days.
Standing at the door of Guangxi's house, he was a little apprehensive, raised his hand a few times to knock on the door but hesitated.Until Guangxi was about to go out to buy something, when he opened the door, he was shocked to see such a big door god standing in front of his house.
"Excuse me, who are you looking for?" Guangxi has met Chen Ran twice, the first time was under the dim street lights, and the second time was in the chaotic hospital, and after such a long time, he really didn't see Chen Ran at first sight. recognize.
"I'm Chen Ran."
Chen Ran?Oh, Chen Ran!He remembered Ye Si's friend who was a traffic policeman.It was thanks to his help that Xia Tian had an accident.
"I'm sorry, I didn't recognize him at the moment. Come in and sit down, Officer Chen." Guangxi hurriedly stepped forward to invite him in.
"You can just call me Chen Ran. I think you seem to be going out, so it won't delay your business, right?"
"Will not
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