Chapter 69
Chapter 69
Su Fei was silent all the way, until the moment she was about to enter the house, Su Yinan couldn't help it. She grabbed Su Fei and said, "What do you think?"
So Fei raised her head and glanced at Su Yinan, then quickly turned her gaze to the street lamp on one side. She stared blankly at the street lamp and said, "I don't know, if she really wants me to go,"
"Then do you want to go with your father?" Su Yinan asked immediately.
"I..." Su Fei looked at Su Yinan complicatedly, and hesitated for a long time without saying anything.
Su Yinan seemed to understand what she meant, silently let go of Su Fei's hand, and stepped into the house first.
Until after dinner, Su Yinan didn't pay any attention to Su Fei's words. She didn't know what to ask, and felt a deep sense of powerlessness in her heart, which made her unable to breathe.
In the middle of dinner, Cui Yuan suddenly put down the chopsticks in her hand.
She looked at Su Fei with a slightly indifferent expression, and said, "Your father came out years ago. I met him once, and he said he wanted to see you very much. I don't think your father and daughter have met each other for so many years. Why don't you Go find your father!"
Su Fei kept her head down the whole time, pawing at the rice in the bowl.
It wasn't until Cui Yuan finished speaking that she raised her head, looked at Cui Yuan for a while, and said, "I met after school today."
When Cui Yuan heard this, a smile appeared on her face, and she said, "Since you and your father and daughter have met, he should have told you about it, pack up and go with him."
"Did you ask Su Fei from the beginning to the end, is she an idea? She is not a commodity, she is a living person with flesh and blood." Su Yinan stared at Cui Yuanfa and asked.
Cui Yuan let out a sigh, turned to look at Su Fei, and asked, "Do you have any ideas?"
Su Fei looked at Cui Yuan speechlessly.
Seeing Su Fei's silence, Cui Yuan looked at Su Yinan proudly, and said, "Look, she has no idea."
Su Yinan looked at Cui Yuan, sneered, and was about to speak when Su Fei stopped her with one hand.
Su Fei looked at Cui Yuan and called out, "Mom"
Hearing Su Fei's name, Cui Yuan was stunned for a moment, since the last time she threw a vase at her, she never heard Su Fei call the word mother again.
Although she didn't care much, she felt a little loose for some reason, but she quickly ignored it.
"I see." After Su Fei finished speaking, she bypassed Su Yinan and went upstairs.
Seeing this, Su Yinan immediately followed.
Cui Yuan stood there in a daze, seeing the back of So Fei, whom she had always regarded as a burden and hated.
The cumbersome daughter is leaving, so I don't have to see her dejected face every day, and I won't think of my failed youth when I see her.
She should be happy, the burdensome daughter she always wanted to get rid of is gone, what a relaxing and happy news this is.
But Cui Yuan didn't feel the slightest sense of joy in her heart. Thinking of Su Fei's last call of mother, she suddenly felt uncomfortable. Maybe it was her illness that had an attack.
She thought, if it wasn't for the sudden thought of her illness, she would definitely leave Su Fei happily, she would.
Su Yinan followed Su Fei into her room and sat on the other side of the bed.
So Fei quietly leaned her head on the head of the bed, staring at the desk lamp in front of her with red eyes, feeling stunned.
Su Yinan, with her back straight, was sitting in the middle of the bed on the other side. She heard a slight sobbing sound in her ears, and stared ahead with empty eyes.
The two sat back to back like this, ignoring each other, and the sobbing gradually stopped, and the eye sockets became red.
After the two of them did this for about half an hour, Su Yinan suddenly said, "Are you really going?"
After a long time, a voice came from behind Su Yinan, "Yes."
Su Yinan's lips were tightly pursed into a line. When she heard that Su Fei was leaving, she felt very uncomfortable, and she said angrily like a child, "If you leave, I won't care about you again." is you."
Su Yinan didn't know what she was expecting in her heart, her ears were almost pricked up, waiting for Su Fei's reply.
Sophie opened her mouth several times, but couldn't utter a word.
"Okay." Su Yinan bit her lip and kept nodding her head.
After speaking, Su Yinan got up and drove away.
Hearing the sound of the door knocking, Su Fei turned her head abruptly, but what she saw was the door gradually closing.
Su Fei at this time would never have thought that she would not meet Su Yinan until seven years later.
For countless days in seven years, all of Su Fei's memories of Su Yinan stayed at the closed door.
The next day, So Fei didn't see Su Yinan until she went to school.
In the end, she glanced at Su Yinan's room in disappointment, her lips touched slightly, and then closed the door.
In the past few days, the two seemed to be talking through each other. Su Yinan no longer went to look for Su Fei, and Su Fei no longer waited for Su Yinan.
When Su Yinan returned home, he looked around silently, but did not find Su Fei's shadow, knowing that she was in the bedroom.
But she was full of resentment in her heart, and she refused to take the initiative to find Su Fei.But as soon as she entered the bedroom, she opened the bedroom door wide and secretly observed the movement outside the door, but she never saw Su Fei.
Su Fei didn't dare to look at Su Yinan. She had been avoiding Su Yinan for the past few days. She was afraid that her eyes would turn red when she saw Su Yinan. She couldn't bear it, she couldn't bear to leave her.
She tried her best not to see Su Yinan, but the more she restrained, the more she wanted to see Su Yinan.
On Saturday afternoon, Liu Guoqing knocked on the door, but did not go in, and waited for Su Fei outside.
After Su Fei heard the sound, she went back to her room to get her schoolbag. When passing by Su Yinan's bedroom, she kept reminding herself not to turn her head, not to turn her head.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Su Yinan turned her gaze to the door. She thought that as long as Su Fei looked over and said goodbye to her, she would still play with her in the future.
She heard the footsteps getting closer and closer, until Su Fei appeared in Su Yinan's sight.
She watched Su Fei's figure flash past, and the sound of footsteps slowly walked away.
So Fei returned to the bedroom, picked up her schoolbag, and saw that Su Yinan's door was getting closer and closer, her footsteps suddenly became heavy, and she walked very slowly.
A few steps away, Su Fei kept struggling in her heart, and finally when she passed by Su Yinan's door, she couldn't help but look over, but she didn't see Su Yinan's figure.
Su Yinan waited for a while but still didn't hear Su Fei's footsteps. She just walked to the door to take a look at the situation, when she suddenly heard footsteps coming from the door, she hid behind the door in a panic.
When Su Fei came downstairs, Su Yinan breathed a sigh of relief.
She hurried out of the bedroom, hid behind the vase, and looked at Su Fei downstairs.
Su Fei felt someone's eyes fixed on her, and she couldn't help but looked up to the upstairs, but found that there was no one there, and a sense of loss suddenly came to her heart.
Cui Yuan is not at home today, there are only her and Su Yinan at home.
But the secret emotion in her heart prevented Su Fei from taking a step forward to say goodbye to Su Yinan properly.
She still couldn't do it after all.
When she was young at that time, she thought that her feelings for Su Yinan would fade with time until one day, she would hide them in the deepest part of her heart.
So Fei took one last look at the place where she had lived for more than ten years.His sight was uncontrollable, and he drifted to the second floor again.
Soon Su Fei looked away, looked at Liu Guoqing and said, "Let's go, Dad."
After speaking, Sophie closed the door.
Su Yinan hurriedly walked to her bedroom and stood by the side of the curtain.
After a while, Su Fei's figure slowly appeared in Su Yinan's sight.
Seeing Su Fei stop in her tracks, Su Yinan quickly closed the curtains and blocked herself behind them.
Through the gap in the curtains, Su Yinan saw Su Fei stop, looked up, then turned and left.
Although the two are in the same school, they are not on the same floor at all due to the different grades, and the two have never met head-on once.
Later, Su Fei was in the second class of high school, Su Yinan didn't deliberately inquire, but he still knew that Su Fei chose liberal arts, in class 26 of high school.
Su Yinan has been waiting for Su Fei to come to her, and after waiting for nearly half a year, there is no sign of Su Fei.
As Su Yinan's studies became more and more intense, and later he was even more busy with a series of things going abroad, so he had no time to take care of Su Fei.
Later, she successfully applied to a well-known foreign university, and before leaving, she wanted to go to Su Fei and say goodbye.
When Su Yinan went to look for her in Su Fei's classroom, she found that she was not there. She learned about Su Fei's leave from her classmates.
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