The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

Chapter 81

When there was only one minute left in this year's time, the cheers in the crowd began to cheer, and people took out their cameras to take pictures.

"1 minutes left!"

"30 seconds!"

"Ten seconds!"

"Five seconds!"

"three!"

"two!"

"one!"

"Happy New Year--"

At the moment when the new year came, there were a few dark noises in the air.They looked up at the sky, and shouted each other's names to the intermittent fireworks.

"Xu Jingheng! Happy New Year——"

"Tang Geyu! Happy New Year—"

Fireworks rise and explode in mid-air.Brilliant fireworks began to appear in the snowy night sky, adding a lot of color to the night sky and leaving a lasting memory in people's hearts.

happy New Year.

The joyful and excited laughter in the crowd exploded along with the fireworks, and the blessings continued, and the joy in the heart could not be subsided for a long time.

Tang Geyu and Xu Jingheng seemed much calmer than the emotionally active people in front of them.

They just stood side by side behind the crowd, in the corner of the square, in front of the sweet potato stand, looking up at the night sky with snow and fireworks.

The snow has been floating, gently falling on their shoulders and hair.

The night was dark, the sky was thick with clouds, and the moon could not be seen.Some thin snowflakes fell on Tang Geyu's hair, Xu Jingheng carefully took his hands out of his pockets, and pasted Tang Geyu's short hair.

Gently slide your fingers over the ends of your hair to drive away a snowflake.

His eyes were full of smiles, "Tang Geyu, do you have any wishes for the New Year?"

Tang Geyu took Xu Jingheng's hands and brought them to his lips, and he breathed out for him, "Yes. But... the wish I want to make, only you can help me realize it."

"Only I can help you achieve it?"

"Ah."

Tang Geyu lowered his chin slightly, and lightly touched Xu Jingheng's fingertips with the tip of his nose, "OK, OK, you said you would teach me how to sing, do you remember?"

"Remember." Xu Jingheng's expression was innocent, "As long as I can sing, I will teach you how to sing."

"you said?"

"I said."

"Okay..." Tang Geyu's eyes became more serious, "I want you to ask me to sing...We depend on each other for life."

Depend on each other for fate.

Xu Jingheng has heard this song and can sing it.So there seemed to be a feather scraping across his heart, leaving behind a soft sense of comfort.

Tang Geyu's eyes became sincere and longing, "I want you to teach me how to sing Dependence, do you know why I treat you well now?"

Xu Jingheng was stunned, and his heart began to beat up and down.The cold wind couldn't blow away the hotness in his heart. He wanted to respond to Tang Geyu, but he couldn't speak for a while because he was too surprised.

Tang Geyu used some force in his hand to hold Xu Jingheng's hand tightly.He said: "I am not as good to you as you are to me."

Xu Jingheng was a little confused when he said this, and he also blamed himself.

Xu Jingheng never felt that he was very kind to Tang Geyu, but he could feel that Tang Geyu was really kind to him.

He shook his head, "I...I'm not good to you."

Tang Geyu turned around, and shook Xu Jingheng's hand with the other hand, "All right, you are good to me, you are the best to me."

He cupped Xu Jingheng's hand to his mouth with both hands, "You saved my life."

Xu Jingheng was even more confused, "I saved your life?"

"Yes..." Tang Geyu lowered his head, his lips were about to touch Xu Jingheng's fingertips, "If you hadn't passed by that day, I would have jumped off."

Xu Jingheng's eyebrows were slightly lowered, he was confused and didn't know what Tang Geyu was talking about.

Tang Geyu thought his expression was a little cute, "Master Xingxing, thank you for saving me that day on the bridge across the river."

Bridge across the river?

He saved Tang Geyu?

Still a little confused.

The memories in my mind began to play back slowly, going backwards from today to November...October...September...

He came to Yicheng High School in September...

August... In August, I returned to City H and passed the bridge across the river.

Yes, the cross-river bridge, on the cross-river bridge sits a boy with a bloody face and a dirty body. That boy is looking for death...

The cross-river bridge... is it Tang Geyu? !

Xu Jingheng's breathing stopped instantly, his scalp began to shrink, his eyes gradually expanded from pupils to extremely round, and his lips opened slightly uncontrollably because he was too surprised.

No wonder... no wonder he saw that T-shirt in the cabinet of Tang Geyu's house, it turned out... Tang Geyu was the boy who was going to jump into the river.

Tang Geyu...

Xu Jingheng's legs were a little weak and he couldn't stand up anymore.The cold wind in the winter night was obviously so cold, but he felt that his eye sockets were very hot, and his back was even sweating.

A certain organ in his body was throbbing, and when it hurt, his eye sockets became moist.

He wanted to see Tang Geyu, but Tang Geyu kept his head down.

I wanted to call him Tang Geyu, but I couldn't move my mouth or make a sound from my throat.

Tang Geyu's lips touched Xu Jingheng's fingertips, and said in a low voice: "OK... If you don't come back that day, I will jump off."

The surroundings were very noisy, but Xu Jingheng felt his head buzzing, and the world became silent.

His scalp began to tingle, his fingers began to tremble, his lips began to tremble, his eyebrows became tighter and tighter, and the tip of his nose was also sour.

"don't want……"

His voice was already crying.

"don't want……"

His eyes were red and watery.

Tang Geyu looked at him with raised eyebrows, "What's the matter?"

Xu Jingheng clenched his fists with both hands and exerted great force, as if venting something, with a slightly angry expression on his face, "You can't do that..."

Tang Geyu knew what he was talking about, stroked his hand comfortingly, and said flatly, "Okay."

"You can't do that..."

The mist in Xu Jingheng's eyes became thicker and thicker, and Tang Geyu's face became more and more blurred in front of his eyes.

He felt extremely uncomfortable, gritted his teeth and said, "You...you can't do that in the future!"

Tang Geyu said softly, "Okay, I won't do that again."

"never……"

"Okay, never again."

Xu Jingheng fanned his eyelashes lightly, the mist in his eyes suddenly disappeared, and his eyes became clear again, but his face was a little crystal clear.

Tang Geyu raised his hand to caress the side of his face, and slid his thumb over the wet place, "Don't cry...why are you crying? My heart aches when you cry."

Tang Geyu suddenly smiled softly, and said softly: "After all... I like you so much."

Xu Jingheng felt his head explode and couldn't move.His eyes were dizzy, and he couldn't see anything except Tang Geyu's face.

"All right." Tang Geyu said, "The two of us have met many times."

"I have fallen in love with you many times."

"Including our first meeting."

Xu Jingheng's eyes were moist again, the cold wind was blowing, it was extremely cold, but his heart was warmer than ever.

The expression on Tang Geyu's face became a little more relaxed, and his tone of voice became more casual, "OK, I like you, just like the heroine loves the heroine in TV dramas. I..."

Xu Jingheng's breathing became slow and heavy due to tension and joy, and he was expecting Tang Geyu's next words.

Tang Geyu's eyes were covered with a soft color, and he said: "I want to be with you every day, look at you every day, kiss you and hug you every day, I want to follow you, I will go wherever you go, and I will go when you are happy." Happy, if you are not happy, I will make you happy, I want to buy candy for you every day, stick to you every day..."

"Would you... teach me to sing Dependence?"

The joy in Xu Jingheng's heart was about to burst out of his chest, but because he was too surprised to express his emotions on his expression, he looked a little dazed.

Tang Geyu moved closer to Xu Jingheng's eyes, staring at Xu Jingheng's eyes, his eyes bursting with anticipation, "Okay, do you want to?"

The tip of Xu Jingheng's nose was a little red, maybe it was blown by the wind.His eye sockets were also a little wet, and the water on his eyelashes was still wet.

While Tang Geyu was nervous and flustered, Xu Jingheng gently sucked his nose.He looked down at the thin snow on his shoes, and added his own voice in the noisy night: "Even if the world around me makes no sense...I will always be with you...you will not let me go, I will not let you go, I will I want to make sure I hold the same arm every day..."

After he sang these few lines, he closed his eyes and remained silent.

Tang Geyu was startled, and a storm suddenly rose in his heart.

His deep eyes stared at Xu Jingheng's forehead, but Xu Jingheng raised his head and smiled, and said to Tang Geyu, "I can sing, I'll teach you."

Tang Geyu's eyes widened.He thought about Xu Jingheng's many responses, either calmly saying that he didn't like him, or asking him why he thought of him in such a way, but he didn't expect Xu Jingheng to agree.

Maybe it was because the cold wind was too rampant, which made Tang Geyu's teeth chatter, and he couldn't speak very quickly, "You...you said...you said you taught me to sing?"

Under the luminous tree, Xu Jingheng's piercing eyes looked extremely bright, "Yes, I like you, so I want to teach you to sing "Depending on You."

After Tang Geyu's brief shock, his heart felt like a spring breeze.He really couldn't believe that Xu Jingheng actually liked him too.

Xu Jingheng's eyes were red, he held Tang Geyu's hand, and squeezed it lightly, "Thank you for showing up, thank you for being kind to me."

Tang Geyu still couldn't believe it, he was so shocked that he forgot to shake Xu Jingheng's hand, and just stared blankly at Xu Jingheng's big clear eyes.

The New Year has already started for a long time, and the surrounding crowd slowly dissipated. The uncle at the sweet potato stall had already started to pack up his things and was ready to leave. The two flower sellers had already gone to nowhere.

Seeing Tang Geyu's face, Xu Jingheng felt a strong sadness in his heart. He kept replaying the picture of Tang Geyu sitting on the bridge guardrail and Tang Geyu's bloody face in his mind.

His brows trembled slightly, "Ge Yu..."

Tang Geyu responded softly, "Well..."

The water vapor in Xu Jingheng's eyes was about to overflow from his sockets, and his voice trembled uncontrollably, "Geyu...everything will be fine."

Tang Geyu also had a sad look in his eyes. He held Xu Jingheng in his arms, stroked Xu Jingheng's back with his hands in a comforting manner, moved his mouth to Xu Jingheng's ear, and said softly, "Okay."

Xu Jingheng rested his forehead on Tang Geyu's shoulder, closed his eyes in extreme pain, and two wet marks appeared on his face.

Tang Geyu hugged Xu Jingheng tightly, lowered his eyelashes and said, "Your father is right. God is fair. Whatever it makes a person lose, it will definitely make a person gain something precious."

He lost his beautiful childhood, happy family and many years of happy time, but he got the most precious, favorite and most pleasing person.

It's Xu Jingheng.

Tang Geyu didn't know that Xu Jingheng was crying, he lowered his head slightly, his lips searched for Xu Jingheng's earlobe, and kissed Xu Jingheng's ear that was red from the cold.

All right... Thank you for coming to my side, let me see you, like you, let me have at least one thing that I can be happy and look forward to in my boring and aggrieved life.