The last time to say I love you

Chapter 20 None of you will let me go

Not only did Xu Zhisheng not stop, but tears fell more and more. Gao Lu's fingertips were full of Xu Zhisheng's tears, and he couldn't finish wiping them off.

Xu Zhisheng just looked at Gao Lv like this and said nothing. In the end, Gao Lv couldn't stand it anymore. He stood up and sat beside Xu Zhisheng's bed and hugged Xu Zhisheng, wanting him to stop his tears.

"I ordered you not to cry! Did you hear me! Xu Zhisheng."

Crying to the bottom of my heart, I really think you are a girl, crying so hard.

Aren't you very strong, aren't you very resistant to others?Why didn't the good ones show up in front of me, but the bad ones showed up in front of me?

Why did you just cry for me.

Xu Zhisheng's eyes were full of tears, and his wards were blurry, as if the road ahead was foggy and the road was dark and he couldn't see the future.

very confused.

I have seen the light, and I almost walked out of the darkness, and I almost lived in the sun.

Why can't I see him come out...

If you have to pull him back again, he is not a god, and he doesn't need to go through a catastrophe. He is just a humble person who wants to live a stable life.

I just want to live...

Ms Yang needs him so he wants to live...

"None of them would let me go...what can I do...".

Xu Zhisheng didn't push Gao Lv away but just muttered to the air.

Xu didn't want to show his embarrassment in front of Gao Lv. He covered his eyes with his hands, but he couldn't cover the tears that fell from his eyes. The tears still dripped down the white quilt between his fingers. A little dizzy.

"Who won't let you go? Xu Zhisheng, don't cry and tell me, tell me, I can help you, is it the beast that hurt you?"

Gao Lv patted Xu Zhisheng's back like coaxing a child, his movements a little bewildered.

Before Gao Lu could wait for Xu Zhisheng to answer him, the door of the ward was pushed open with a creak.

Gao Lv turned his head to the side, and when he saw the person coming, his expression of nervousness just now became serious.

He let go of Xu Zhisheng and quickly pushed the visitor out of the ward, closed the door, and questioned the visitor in a cold voice:

"What are you doing here?"

Gao Lv's tone towards the person in front of him was inexplicably hostile and angry.

Standing in front of her was a tall young woman in avant-garde with a large/wavy shawl.

The tails of the woman's eyes were raised slightly, and there was no trace of tenderness in her eyes, they were all cold, and her lips were darker in color, making her face even more difficult to get along with.

The woman looked at Gao Li's whole body and sneered, and the words she said were very cold:

"What am I here for? What did I think I could come for? Just to see if you're dead."

Gao Lv gritted his teeth and sneered: "Don't worry, I'm not dead if your coffin is moldy."

"Gao Lu, your father taught you to cross rivers and demolish bridges? Weren't you very good when you were beaten by the bodyguards at home? Why were you beaten half to death suddenly? It seems that you still don't have a long memory for talking to elders. Why didn't you be beaten to death?"

The servant who followed the door was stunned when she heard every word and every word of the woman. When the wife was at home, she was still worried that Gao Lv's appearance would change, and she was naturally at odds with these two.

"My dad didn't teach me to cross rivers and tear down bridges, but you taught me what it means to be sloppy."

The woman looked suspicious: "What do you mean?"

"Literally, Ms. Li, shouldn't you know very well? Now you are asking me the other way around? Even if I die outside, do I need you to collect the body? Do I need you to take care of it? Could it be that you are meddling in your own business?" Want me to thank you?"

When Gao Li spoke, his tone was full of malice without a trace of kindness.

"A white-eyed wolf like you deserves to die outside. Your father told you to have a meal and run away when you saw the bodyguards. If the bodyguards hadn't found you, you would have been flying into the sky long ago."

Li Jing was probably confused by Gao Lu's anger and said everything.

"Yes, there is a reason why your mother doesn't want you for someone like you."

There is a reason why your mother doesn't want you.

These words immediately hit Gao Lv's sore spot, and his eyes turned red all of a sudden.

"I let you go!!!"

When he was very young, his mother didn't want him. Others said that his mother didn't love his father, but he could always see his mother hiding in the room and crying while looking at the family photos.

Mom said she loved him and she didn't want to leave him.

Gao Li suppressed his anger and said word by word:

"Ms. Li Jingli, isn't it very proud to be part of someone else's family? Doesn't it give you a sense of accomplishment? Just like being a mistress so much?"

"I beg you not to come out and be disgusting, okay? Isn't it all your fault that I live like this! It's so disgusting."

After Gao Lv finished speaking, he entered the ward and quickly locked it behind him. Not long after leaning his back against the door, he squatted down weakly covering his eyes.

Your mother doesn't want you anymore, and your father doesn't want you anymore. Did you see Xiaoli, that's your new mother.

I didn't lie to you, if your mother really loves you, why didn't she come to see you once?

A long time ago, Gao Li kept telling himself that his mother loved him. Since he was nine years old, he made up a lie for himself, a lie that he could believe, but year after year, this lie was gradually disintegrated by reality.

His mother didn't look for him, and his father had a new wife, but he was the only one who kept thinking that the family could still live together.

Li Jing outside the door put away the arrogance just now, but now her eyes are full of disappointment.

It was as if things had been screwed up by her again.

Isn't it all your fault that I live like this?

These words pierced Li Jing's heart like a thorn, she didn't know what to do, Gao Lv couldn't accept her existence all the time.

Seeing that Li Jing was suddenly in a bad mood, the servant next to her quickly comforted her:

"Ma'am, don't be angry. The young master is just injured and his temper is weirder than usual. Madam doesn't need to care."

Whether it was because of her injury or not, Li Jing had a good idea in her heart, and if she didn't want to see her, she just didn't want to see her.

He waved his hand and walked out:

"Go back, and cook another pot of tonic soup for Aunt Jia Lin to deliver."

The soundproofing effect of the ward is good, Gao Li can't hear the voices outside, and Li Jing can't hear Gao Li's slight sobbing.