Chapter 61
Chapter 61
In the middle of the night, Holland woke up suddenly.
For the first time in his sleep he saw something else.
He doesn't know that this is called a dream, he just knows that these memories don't belong to him.
It belongs to that person named Wu Yue.
It feels weird.
It was as if another person's mind lived in his body, trying to inject emotion and consciousness, and then control everything about him.
Holland gently pushed away Gu Jingye's holding hand, got up from the bed, and when his eyes swept over Gu Jingye, he stretched out his fingers uncontrollably.
Carefully touching his face, from forehead to brow bone to nose tip, feeling the temperature of his skin and warm breath, Holland's eyes turned out to be deeply satisfied and fascinated.
Then when he turned around and walked to the living room, his face changed back to his usual indifferent look, and he quickly called Yi Yeqing.
Yi Yeqing was quite happy when he received the call. Listening to his cheerful and dynamic music, he didn't know which bar he was in: "Hi, good evening, cutie!"
"It's so noisy over there."
"Then you wait." Yi Yeqing covered the phone receiver, went to a quiet place, and said again: "Okay, cutie, why haven't you replied to my text messages in the past two days?"
"There's been a lot going on recently."
Hearing the still deserted voice on the other end, Yi Yeqing was already used to it, so he posted it cheekily and continued to flatter him: "Have you finished your blood bag? How about my special vitamin blood bag?"
"A bit sour, but not bad, and some blood bags."
"That's good, let me tell you, if you don't have a blood bag, you have to bite Gu Jingye more and suck him dry, that bastard is so fucking cruel, he doesn't miss any old love! He actually found someone Come to check my certificate, say that I am operating illegally, selling fake medicines, my clinic is closed, and the fine is hundreds of thousands. Now I am in city C, and I dare not go back, evil capitalism!" Yi Ye Qing gritted his teeth when he thought about it: "I really want to kill him!"
Speaking of Gu Jingye, the strange feeling in Holland's heart came again, he hesitated for a while, and asked, "Mr. Doctor, have you ever bitten a human being to death?"
Yi Yeqing thought for a while, and answered honestly: "Yes, several, but they were all a long time ago, I don't remember, the most recent one was during the Qing Dynasty, when I was walking in the mountains at night, I met a group of robbers , I accidentally killed one of them."
"And then? Have you been influenced by him?"
"Yes, I have been the King of the Mountain for more than ten years..." Yi Yeqing's mouth twitched when he mentioned this.
Obviously, it was also a past event that could not be recalled.
"so long?"
"Actually, I was really influenced by him for less than a year. Later, I thought it was good to be a bandit. Anyway, they all rob at night. Generally, they only rob money and don't kill people. And they only rob rich people. I have done a lot. It's a great thing to rob the poor and help the rich... It's just that in that year, I accidentally robbed more than ten Mrs. Yazhai..."
That's right, the past that Yi Yeqing can't bear to look back on is the dozen or so wives of Yazhai, from the eldest lady to the eighteenth concubine.
Many of them threw themselves into their arms when they saw his face.
More than 200 years ago, he was also a heterosexual, but as time changed, he didn't know when he was completely bent, the kind who couldn't be hard on women physically.
So the whole cottage was rumored that Yi Da was not good at being the head of the family.
This rumor has been circulating for more than ten years!
Yi Yeqing also wants to save face!
Apparently Holland didn't get this point, but felt that Yi Yeqing's tone was subtle, so he said a few words of comfort out of politeness.
"Little cutie, why did you suddenly ask this?"
"I killed a man," Holland said frankly.
"You..." Yi Yeqing was taken aback for a moment, then suddenly thought of something, and exclaimed: "Damn, you really killed Gu Jingye, right?!"
That's a big deal!In just a few seconds, he had already thought of a hundred ways to run, so as not to be accidentally injured.
"No, it's not him, it's someone who likes him." Holland told the story again.
"That's good." Yi Yeqing heaved a sigh of relief, and continued to ask: "How did you dispose of his corpse?"
"Buried it, and cleaned up the blood stains around it."
"Damn." Yi Yeqing exclaimed: "Go dig him out and get some sulfuric acid to melt him completely!"
"?"
"You don't know, although there are no exorcists in our country, but there is a special event handling agency that does similar things to your exorcists. It's okay if you don't commit crimes. If you do, they will probably find you .”
"Is there really such an institution? How did they find out?" Holland recalled Mrs. Andrea's previous horror stories, and became a little nervous.
"I heard that there are, although I have never seen it. But you should know that modern human technology is basically monitoring and recording everywhere. They only need to lock the approximate area where you are, check the information, and find a Students who don’t go out during the day will be fine...everyone in your school has a record.” Speaking of this, Yi Yeqing suddenly felt a little puzzled: “By the way, how do you usually go to class? Do you use the eyes of the blood race? Are you fooling the teacher?"
Holland blinked and followed his guess: "Yes."
"Then you really have energy... But there are so many students around you, it's still too easy for them to find out, have you ever bit someone at school? If not, don't worry too much, they probably won't think of you At school, anyway, go and dispose of the corpse quickly, or just run away." Yi Yeqing kindly suggested.
Holland was a little nervous at first, but he understood when he mentioned the investigation method. No wonder Lilian told him yesterday, don't be too scared, just follow the normal time for activities.
It turned out to be the case.
Who would have thought that there is a vampire in this world who is not afraid of the sun and haunts the daytime every day?
Although his files are all forged, but there are so many foreign students in S University, they won't notice him.
After Holland thanked him, he began to talk about the thing that troubled him the most: "I am also affected by Wu Yue's consciousness now."
"This... No, wait, cutie, you just said that he likes Gu Jingye? Could it be that you also now?!"
At this moment, Yi Yeqing's mind was filled with [-] grass-mud horses running past, accompanied by countless crap!
His little cutie is about to fall in love with someone else? !How about not talking about love? !Recently, he has been guarding his body and waiting eagerly!
"No, I don't like him." Holland still said without hesitation.
"That……"
"But I can't help... liking him."
"What do you mean?"
"...that's it." Holland didn't know how to express it, so he thought for a long time and explained, "I don't want to hug and kiss him, but there is another emotion in my body that drives me to do it. He likes Gu Jing night."
If he didn't know that Wu Yue liked Gu Jingye, Holland might not have understood that this feeling is called liking.
"You mean, you still don't like him in your heart, but you can't control your body and act like him?"
"That's right." Hearing that Yi Yeqing understood, Holland was slightly relieved: "It's completely normal when I don't see him, just like now, but as long as I see him, that feeling will appear , I want to stay away from him, but I can't."
"...Little cutie, this is the first time I've heard of your situation." Yi Yeqing seriously recalled: "When I was a bandit, I was really a bandit from the inside out..."
It was the same with Lilian back then. During that period of time, she was also a "pervert" from the inside out.
"It seems that there are really individual differences." Holland sighed slightly, sitting on the sofa, stroking the little curly hair, hugging his knees tightly, and pursing his lips helplessly: "What should I do?"
"Try to control yourself and resist the influence of that person?" Yi Yeqing didn't know what to do in this situation, and comforted him: "It is said that every vampire's situation is different, cutie, you may Is it something special?"
In fact, he felt that for a vampire like Holland, who was completely weird, this situation was not unusual, so it was abnormal.
But for Hollander, being "special" is not a good thing. Hollander is a little sad, but that's the only way to think about it.
He wanted to try to control himself and resist Wu Yue's feelings.
"Little cutie, if you're bored, would you like to come to my place to play? I'll give you psychological counseling!"
"No, thank you for your kindness." Holland immediately hung up the phone.
Yi Yeqing on the other end of the phone hummed for a while, but it really didn't change at all, heartless!The little white-eyed wolf who throws away after use!
Not long after he hung up the phone, Duane called again, with the same domineering tone as before, and the first sentence he spoke was to question: "You don't sleep in the middle of the night, who are you calling?"
"Friend, what's the matter?"
"I can not sleep."
"You... try counting sheep?" Holland suggested sincerely.
"When will you answer my second question?" After that day, Duane not only failed to solve the mystery, but became even more puzzled. He tossed and turned, and the more he thought about it, the more strange he felt.
In other words, he became more curious about Hollander.
Holland really didn't think about this question, looked at the ceiling, and replied: "If one day you help me a second time, I will answer your second question."
"That's what you said!" Duane was a little excited: "Listen, if you have any difficulties in the future, you must call me. There is nothing that I, Duane, can't do in City S, understand?"
"Okay." After Holland answered, he hung up the phone and sent a text message to Lilian. After waiting for a while, he didn't get a reply. He felt a little sleepy and went back to his room to sleep.
He took the initiative to get into Gu Jingye's arms, held his face, and kissed his lips lightly, looked at him affectionately, and said in his heart.
--Good night.
The next day, Holland woke up very early. He sat by the bed for a while, staring blankly at Gu Jingye, almost obsessed. white thoughts.
Handsome, so handsome, even in sleep.
He took out his phone to take a few pictures of Gu Jingye's sleeping face, and then wanted to kiss him. When he got closer, he suddenly woke up again, remembering what Yi Yeqing said.
He has to resist Wu Yue's feelings, he has to control himself!
So he used all his strength to pull himself up from the bed. Just as he walked into the living room, another memory suddenly flashed in his mind. Gu Jingye made breakfast.
For a long time, Wu Yue would cook breakfast for Gu Jingye every morning.
But will Holland do it?Obviously not, after three failed attempts, he dumped the pile of rubbish into the trash can and gave up.
Gu Jingye seemed to have been woken up, and was surprised to see his little sheep sitting in the kitchen in a daze with his face covered in oil.
"what happened?"
"Jing Ye, I want to make you breakfast, but I can't do it well." The blue eyes rushed over and threw themselves into his arms, a little aggrieved.
Gu Jingye picked him up dumbfounded, kissed his forehead, and comforted him: "What's wrong with you today? Why did you suddenly think of cooking for me?"
"I... afraid that you will be hungry when you wake up." The blue eyes were even more aggrieved.
Gu Jingye hated him the most. He dragged Hollander back to the room, washed his face and changed him into clean clothes, then put him on the sofa, handed him a lollipop and a game console and said, "Play for a while." It's a game, I'll do it."
"Hey, can you cook?"
"Of course, I'm just too lazy to do it."
How could it be possible that Gu Jingye didn't know how to cook, which is a necessary skill to flirt with men and women?And his culinary skills are still learned from the five-star chef in the previous family.
Holland showed adoring eyes, and followed behind Gu Jingye, doing nothing but looking at him contentedly.
At this moment, Gu Jingye was stunned, wondering if Hollander had taken the wrong medicine today, and usually ignored him, why was he so enthusiastic all of a sudden?
But he naturally enjoyed this feeling very much. He showed his cooking skills in front of the little sheep, watched his eyes light up with bright little stars, and even took out his mobile phone to take a short video.
Within 10 minutes, a plate of shrimp pasta was served, and Gu Jingye handed it to Hollander.
Holland was surprised, and took two pictures. Gu Jingye noticed that the screen of his mobile phone had been replaced with his own picture, which seemed to be taken while he was sleeping.
Holland picked up the fork, took a few mouthfuls with a difficult expression, and then smiled and said it was delicious.
Although the scene was a bit weird, Gu Jingye still felt that as long as he laughed, he would be willing to do anything.
"By the way, little sheep, how did you leave the dormitory yesterday? Why didn't I find you after I checked the elevator monitoring?" Gu Jingye rubbed the sauce on his mouth with his fingers and put it in his own mouth, sipped it, The taste is not bad.
Why does he have such a weird expression?
"Because... I went down the stairs."
"That's it."
"Well, I was too anxious at the time. I felt that it would take a long time to get up the elevator, so I just ran down. Did it make you worried?" Holland lowered his head slightly, blinked his eyelashes, and asked cautiously.
"Pfft, didn't the sun rise from the west today? You actually care about my mood?" Gu Jingye was a little surprised, and smiled and pushed the hair on his forehead: "Your hair is reaching your eyes." , Are you uncomfortable, go cut it?"
"Okay." Holland nodded obediently.
From Gu Jingye's point of view, his little sheep has become unexpectedly well-behaved since last night, even the way he looks at him has changed a lot.
Gu Jingye is no stranger to this kind of look, he has seen it many times, but it is only shown in Hollander's eyes, he still can't believe it.
But in fact, Holland was not happy at all. He felt bitter. He didn't want to cut his hair at all, because vampires grow very slowly, both nails and hair.
If it is accidentally cut, it will take a long time to recover.
That's why most vampires take great care of their hair and nails, and Holland, who grew up under the aristocratic education of Mrs. Andrea, is the same.
However, he just couldn't refuse Gu Jingye's request.
According to Lilian's reply to his text message today, she speculates that his behavior is probably less affected. Although he can't control himself, his heart is still completely normal and has himself, so the duration It shouldn't be too long either.
On the way, Hollander could feel that Wu Yue had a lot to say to Gu Jingye, he kept his mouth tightly shut, just like before, tried hard to hold back all these strange words, but still couldn't help but secretly looked at him.
Sitting down in the barber shop, Holland gestured to the barber very seriously: "A little bit, just a little bit."
The barber thought it was funny and asked him how much a pip was.
Then Holland compared her with the tip of her little finger.
Gu Jingye laughed and trembled all over.
Why are you so cute?
He leaned up to ask and stuck it to his ear, poked his face with his fingers, and asked softly, "Do you want milk tea?"
"I want to drink~" Hollander himself was taken aback by his cheerful tone, and Gu Jingye was also taken aback for a moment, then smiled and kissed him on the face: "You are cuter than usual today."
A warmth exploded in my heart.
Holland pondered this feeling for a while, and found it strange. When he looked in the mirror, he found that his gaze was even weirder.
If you want to describe it, it is like the brightest sapphire, and every light spot is shining with a sweet breath.
Do you like this look?
He has seen similar eyes like this in Gu Jingye's body, but his eyes are somewhat different compared with his. Hollander can't say this kind of difference, he has to describe it.
Probably Gu Jingye's eyes are more charming.
The love he showed for Gu Jingye at this time came from Wu Yue, an ordinary person. He did not have the confidence and aura of Gu Jingye. His love for Gu Jingye came from the bottom of his heart, but he was obsessed and humble. This is also shown physically, but Hollander's own appearance is too high, so just a little bit, it will shine.
Of course, Hollander couldn't think of this, and to this day, he still thinks that Gu Jingye just regards him as a friend.
Because he has never confessed his love, nor has he ever said that they are lovers.
In the past, Holland rarely had contact with people, so most of his understanding of human emotions remained at the most basic stage of joy, anger, sorrow, and joy. Even his understanding of love came from the theories in books. When I arrived, I suddenly developed a huge interest in human feelings.
Only then did he realize that Gu Jingye's eyes also had feelings.
So does Gu Jingye's eyes represent his feelings for his friends?A show of friendliness?
As soon as this idea came to him, he tried to recall Gu Jingye, and then imitated the way Gu Jingye usually looked at him.
With the same eyes, Holland showed a different taste.
If Gu Jingye is pure gentleness and a love that can melt and embrace everything, then Hollander is gentle with a bit of jerky shyness, and a little innocent. With the blink of his eyes, the long eyelashes are fluttering, which makes people want to be tempted. Been petrified.
With this smile, there was a "bang".
"..."
The barber behind him lost his grip on the scissors and fell to the ground. The little girl was dumbfounded for a long time and stared at him for a long time.
She was thinking just now that the little boy's face poking was simply a textbook-level flirt, but this... ahhhhhh, this little brother is really too seductive, right? !So cute! !
Obviously he didn't do it on purpose, but with just a change in his eyes, she felt that she was in love! ! !
Hollander felt a little uncomfortable, stopped his smile, and returned to his usual indifferent look. While Gu Jingye was out to buy milk tea for him, he sent a text message to ask Lilian.
Lilian didn't sleep during the day, she signed some documents in the company, and cared about her lovely brother in her spare time.
"Actually, Holland, you don't have to go against it, just take it as a special experience, and you can also use it to understand the feelings of ordinary human beings, isn't it?
In fact, the human world is far more complicated than you imagined. You are only in school now, and the people around you are relatively innocent, because there is no conflict of interest.It doesn't matter if you don't know how to pretend, they will think you are strange, but they won't reject you, and even take good care of you, but if one day you enter human society, you have to learn to pretend. "
"camouflage?"
"That's right." Lilian thought for a while and continued to type: "Sometimes disguising is also a way to protect yourself..."
At this point, she suddenly wondered, if Holland had rich feelings, even if it was just an appearance, what would he look like?
Holland is good-looking, and just standing in the crowd is enough to attract attention. There is no doubt about it, but he usually doesn't have any particularly big emotional fluctuations, and he rarely even shows expressions.
Lilian felt that since she was a child, he was like a beautiful doll, impeccable, the only flaw was that he didn't have rich feelings, and he was deserted most of the time, which always made people feel that something was missing. He was not like an ordinary doll. A vampire, much less a human.
But if this defect is gone, her brother might be even more charming than he is now.
Thinking of this, she typed another paragraph.
"What's more, resisting is useless, it will only make you more entangled. This feeling should be similar to split personality? Instead of resisting it like this, it's better to let nature take its course. Anyway, it will disappear sooner or later. You can treat it as a taste of human feelings. Now, whether it's Wu Yue's or Gu Jingye's, it's a good thing if you can understand, remember them, and you can turn them into part of your disguise in the future."
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