I can't beat her

Chapter 122 Fan Xiaozhu Extra Episode 2

The midsummer has come, the surface of the earth emits white smoke under the scorching sun, Tianhai City is full of people who are sweating and complaining, but Fan Xiaozhu is not worried at all.

The boxing field is built underground, and the sun is out of sight all year round. Whenever you walk in, you can feel the rust-like cold air wrapping around your body.

"It's really great here." Su Ge curled up on the dilapidated sofa, closed his eyes, and said lazily, the slender suspenders on his shoulders slipped slightly, hanging by the white and tender arms, buried with the black hair .

When the weather got hot, Su Ge used Fan Xiaozhu's place as a summer resort, knocking on the door of the boxing gym as soon as the sun came out, and she could sleep until two or three o'clock in the afternoon.

Fan Xiaozhu could only sleep on the camp bed that had just been set up, and she yawned too. She had been asleep for a long time, but she was woken up by the noise. Ripe Suge.

Su Ge, who has removed her makeup, looks more like a child at this time, younger than her real age, and she looks thinner. She doesn't look like a 16-year-old girl at all, but she is more of an outsider. Said her.

The pretend girl didn't wake up until three o'clock in the afternoon.

Fan Xiaozhu is already scrubbing the equipment she usually uses in training. This is the work her uncle taught her, and it is also one of the conditions for teaching her boxing.

"There is a new set of toothbrush in the bathroom, you can just brush your teeth here." Seeing Su Ge rubbing his eyes in a daze and still not recovering, Fan Xiaozhu laughed, grabbed her shoulders and pushed her to the corner. Toilet.

There was a new mug on the sink, and a new toothbrush on the mug.

Su Ge held the toothbrush full of toothpaste and looked at it for a while, then turned his head to look at Fan Xiaozhu: "You squeezed it for me?"

"Otherwise?" Fan Xiaozhu touched his head in embarrassment.

Su Ge smiled and didn't say anything, just took the toothbrush and brushed it in front of the mirror for a long time.

That day Su Ge asked Fan Xiaozhu: "Why don't you have any other friends?"

"Because everyone thinks I'm not a good boy." Fan Xiaozhu smiled indifferently, and then took out the jar hidden under the sofa, which contained the desserts of the two of them, and every time Su Ge came to fill it up fully.

Su Ge likes to eat fruit candies. She held Fan Xiaozhu's face with fructose in her arms, looked left and right for a while and said, "But I think you are very good, you are a better little girl than me."

Every time she opened her mouth to speak, the air around her sweetened.

Later, Fan Xiaozhu kept saying to Su Ge: "You are obviously younger than me."

How old are you?

The sugar bowl slowly emptied again, and when Su reappeared, he didn't bring sugar, but a man.

This was the first time Fan Xiaozhu saw Su Ge with a man.Su Ge walked towards the ring with a middle-aged man with a big belly on his arm. The boxers on the ring were warming up, and the betting crowd kept shouting and screaming.

When Su Ge saw the sullen Fan Xiaozhu, the smile on her face changed instantly, but it was only a moment before she looked away from Fan Xiaozhu.They all swarmed into the crowd, buried in the shadow of madness.

Fan Xiaozhu has always known that Su Ge is often with different men at night, but when she actually faced this scene, she suddenly felt very angry, and her face couldn't help but tense, especially when Su Ge saw her. Her expression made her even angrier.

Her anger was like a fire, which lasted until the next morning, but Su Ge still ran to the boxing ring early as usual, and consciously found the nearly empty canning bag in the crack of the sofa. All the candy in the container was poured in.

"I found a peach-flavored candy today. Look, I picked it out." Su Ge spread out her palms and even shrank her neck when she laughed. She said, "Look, sister treats you well." .”

She always likes to pretend to be bigger than Fan Xiaozhu, calling herself her elder sister, and every time Fan Xiaozhu will stand in front of her to compare her height.

Not this time, Fan Xiaozhu lowered his head and stared at the candy lying quietly in Su Ge's palm, pursing his lips tightly.

"Huh?" Su Ge tilted his body and looked down at Fan Xiaozhu: "What's wrong with the good girl today? Who bullied you?"

Before she could speak, Fan Xiaozhu felt full of anger, but when she saw Su Ge's immature face and the dark circles under her eyes, her anger and anger suddenly turned into grievances and embankments. tears.

The crystal clear tears condensed into big ones around her eyelids, and then fell down with a clatter, rubbing Su Ge's forehead and falling down.

Dad said that tattoos will give people strength, but at this time Fan Xiaozhu felt that the paint all over her body was useless at all, she just felt very sad, the only thing she could do was turn her face away to avoid tears falling on Su Ge's face again The forehead goes up.

Su Ge was obviously taken aback too.

She sat up somewhat at a loss, and looked at Fan Xiaozhu who was crying from a different angle with his bare head hanging down.

"Little Zhu, what's wrong with you?"

"Xiao Zhu, good boy, don't cry."

"Hey, if you're not happy, let's eat candy, shall we?"

Su Ge became more like a child when she panicked. She took apart the only peach-flavored fructose in her hand and squeezed it between her fingertips: "Ah, open your mouth."

Fan Xiaozhu was still crying and shaking her head desperately. She suddenly felt that she was a disappointment. Su Ge was obviously happy just now, but now she became flustered. Holding back her tears, she mumbled, "I don't want it, you eat it."

"No, I reserved it for you." Su Ge helped Fan Xiaozhu wipe away the tears on his face: "What's the matter with you?"

Fan Xiaozhu didn't want to say it, and she couldn't explain it clearly, so she opened her mouth to take the candy from Su Ge's fingertip and put it in her mouth. With tears in her eyes, she looked at Su Ge steadily, and slowly calmed down, and stopped crying.

Su Ge's eye circles were also a little red at this time, and she asked Fan Xiaozhu cautiously: "Are you angry that I ignored you yesterday?"

Fan Xiaozhu didn't answer.

But when the tears she had stopped falling down again, Su Ge understood. The red circles around her eyes suddenly spread out and became more and more red, but she didn't cry after all. She looked left and right, and she was so thin His clavicle rises and falls with somewhat complicated breathing.

All the tears were swallowed back by her.

"I'm sorry." Su Ge lowered his head and gently cushioned the white tissue in his hand: "At that time, I only had one thought."

"I don't want you to see me like that." Su Ge said, "I'm just a little dirty."

"I want to be a good girl in Xiao Zhu's eyes, not a bad girl." After finishing speaking, Su Ge raised his head and smiled, looking at the dazed Xiao Zhu: "What should I do, I also want to eat peach-flavored candies."

But only one.

Su Ge leaned forward with red eye circles, his eyes were very close to Fan Xiaozhu: "Can you give me something to eat?"

Fan Xiaozhu was a little slow to react, but she still subconsciously spit out some candy, and only then did she remember whether to give it to Su Ge with her hands.

Su Ge seemed to be different from what she thought.

Su Ge got close to her lips, turned his side slightly, and took away the half-melted candy from Fan Xiaozhu's mouth, then put it back into his mouth with a smile: "I especially like peach-flavored candies."

Su Ge said, "Let me tell you, I was very stupid when I was young."

"When I was eight years old, my mother was not at home, and my father suddenly said: Girl, let's go to the street to buy delicious food."

Su Ge's eyes became very blurred, and the tears inside were like stacked crystals.

Fan Xiaozhu moved forward in a strange way, and then her lips were slightly warm, and the hard fructose was pushed into her mouth by the tip of Su Ge's tongue.

Su Ge was a little embarrassed, but his smile deepened, and he even showed a little bewildered look: "Heh."

"My dad bought me a lot of peach-flavored candies, new clothes, new shoes, and a lot of toys for my younger brother." Su Ge laughed so hard that he couldn't even speak clearly, but his voice was full Choked up: "My dad, my dad said, dad is gone, and he won't be back until some time later."

"Then he left, and I kept eating candy, and he didn't come back when it got dark."

What does it mean he didn't come back?

Fan Xiaozhu held the candy in her mouth but didn't dare to suck it, she pushed the candy to her lips again and handed it to Su Ge.

Su Ge didn't take the candy this time, but pushed the candy back into Fan Xiaozhu's mouth. The tip of her tongue lightly brushed against Fan Xiaozhu's delicate and soft lips, her crystal-colored eyes fixedly looked at Fan Xiaozhu, and then She just kissed it.

The sweetness permeated between their lips and teeth until it disappeared and did not separate them, so they kissed repeatedly until they fell asleep drowsily.

When Fan Xiaozhu woke up, the room was already dark, with a small body wrapped around her arms.

It's Suge.

Su Ge kissed her on the chest: "Xiao Zhu, do you like me?"

Fan Xiaozhu tightened his arms a little: "I like you."

"En." Su Ge responded in the dark, and then kissed Fan Xiaozhu's face, the corners of his mouth curled up.

Fan Xiaozhu wasn't sure what this smile in the dark meant, was it happy, didn't she care?

She followed Su Ge's brows and eyes, along her cheeks, lowered her head again as before, gently touching and probing the soft tip of her tongue, and they challenged each other to breathe slowly and quickly.

I really like it very much, so I feel distressed, sad, and angry.

So Fan Xiaozhu said something that she never knew was right or wrong, she said, "Don't sleep with other people, okay?"

"I will take care of you, I will find a house, you live with me, and I will buy you lots and lots of peach-flavored candies."

Su Ge still smiled: "Say you like me."

"I like you."

"I like you."

"Xiao Zhu likes Su Ge."

"I like it, I like it very much."

Su Ge laughed louder and louder, nestled in Fan Xiaozhu's arms for a long time before she recovered, after a while of rest, the air became lonely again, and she said: "Xiao Zhu, I can no longer distinguish between what I really like and what I don't like. "

"I don't seem to like anyone anymore."

"Little Zhu, be a good girl."

That evening, Fan Xiaozhu followed a Mercedes-Benz car against the wind for a long, long time, and even fell several times. It was only when she saw the black car completely sunk on the edge of the confused city that she realized, It turned out that peach-flavored candy, for Su Ge, represented farewell.

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"Xiao Zhu, be a good girl, be a really good girl."

"Little Zhu, do you know that someone is going to go to hell. Who can guarantee that it's not me?"

"Xiao Zhu, some people can't be saved just because you want to."

"Xiao Zhu, many people have said that they like me, I don't believe it, but I believe you because you are a good girl."

"Xiao Zhu, it's not that I don't like others anymore, I just feel that my life is no longer worthy of that kind of beauty."

"Xiao Zhu, goodbye, I'm Su Ge."

The author has something to say: I walked through the thorns, but in fact, these dark, clawed souls also have irreparable sadness.

About 11 years ago, I met a group of girls who worked in a hotel. They loved smoking, putting on makeup, eating barbecue and supper. They often got drunk and vomited pale. But look at her, she is happier than others every day. look like.

A little sister said that the memory of her father will always stay at the moment of separation. Dad bought her beautiful clothes and a lot of food, and then said, I am leaving.

She thought Dad was simply walking away.

It took a long, long time before she realized that the sentence "I'm leaving" was a farewell. After a long time, she didn't know that the man who turned and left easily buried the word "father" under the blue sky.

Many years later, she still remembers the situation of being at a loss on the street with her brother.

Years later, she met a man who she said was the best person for her, because when she got up that day, he prepared mouthwash and squeezed toothpaste for her.

She said she was moved to tears.