depicting time

Chapter 107 Lover

Song Ting stood on the edge of the stage, watched the people on the stage pluck the strings, closed his eyes and finished playing the prelude, and then looked at him.

Keeping his eyes on him, he sang,

"Will there be a day when I forget the past

forget meeting you

I can't remember your probing eyes

I can't remember the surprise you once brought me

I can't find the memory we left together

completely forget your existence

cut off all thoughts of you

The real answer I don't need to tell

because i know

i can't forget you

I have put you in the deepest part of my heart

even if the memory cannot be retained

You'll still be in my soul

if you say that you still can't understand

i would like to tell you again

If the human heart can be divided according to emotion

part of you that cannot be forgotten

……

Xu Yan's singing didn't disappoint the audience, let alone Song Ting, the most serious listener.

Song Ting heard his lover's singing for the first time, singing so tenderly, every line of the lyrics was telling him the most tender and affectionate.

There was only one beam of light left on the stage, which shone on Xu Yan's body, drawing his figure more clearly and making his gaze brighter.

After the song ended, Song Ting walked up to the stage and brought his lover back.

After Xu Yan sang the song, he was very tired and dizzy, so he let Song Ting lead him and lead him out of the lively bar.

After getting into the car and Song Ting sent him the seat belt, Xu Yan asked in a daze,

"Where are we going? I still have to chat with Gu Lin..."

Xu Yan, who was not completely drunk, still remembered the plan before coming to the bar.

He remembered himself, and he wanted to tell Gu Lin what Yang Tian was thinking...

But Song Ting stopped him, "Let's talk tomorrow, Gu Lin is also tired from singing today."

"Oh……"

He closed his eyes and fell asleep in the car.

When he woke up, he was lying in the familiar bedroom, the madness of drunkenness had disappeared, Xu Yan woke up and got out of bed.

The moonlight fell on the floor, and when he broke into the light, all the moonlight was occupied by him and fell on him one after another.

When Song Ting opened the door and came in, he happened to see the picture of him bathing in the moonlight.

It's so beautiful.

Xu Yan turned around, eyes brighter than moonlight, looking at Song Ting who was walking towards him.When Song Ting came to him, he hid in Song Ting's arms without hesitation.

Song Ting rubbed his hair gently, wrapped his arms around his waist, and did not speak.

After the incident with Xu Hengyuan ended, Song Ting clearly noticed that Xu Yan had become more clingy.

I can't wait to be by his side every second.

Song Ting knew that he was upset, but he never said anything, but silently gave Xu Yan everything he wanted.

Song Ting hugged the person in his arms even tighter. Xu Yan was quiet for a long time, making people think that he fell asleep standing up again.

And Song Ting waited patiently, and when he came, he took the initiative to ask, "Song Ting, why do they all avoid feelings..."

"Having the courage to love, but not the courage to accept being loved. Do they prefer unrequited love?"

Xu Yan is very much like a child now, too willful to think about the puzzles he can solve.

Song Ting encouraged him like a parent, "Xu Yan, I believe you can come up with the answer."

Xu Yan was silent for a while, and said something incoherent, "Yang Tian must like Gu Lin."

Song Ting responded, "Yes."

Xu Yan continued to speak, his words were a little confused. In front of Song Ting, he was used to saying what he thought, "If I didn't like him, how could I call him every day...I don't believe that Gu Lin never doubted that Yang Tian was right. His feelings... Gu Lin didn't want to hear the truth at all, I shouldn't have told him..."

"I still don't understand why, he can openly admit that he loves Yang Tian, ​​but carefully hides Yang Tian's true feelings..."

"His behavior is really annoying!"

Song Ting listened to his thoughts, waited for him to calm down, and asked, "Do you feel sorry for them?"

Xu Yan buried his head in his arms, and replied in a muffled voice, "Yes... I think they are actually very similar to us, but... we are luckier."

His mind was confused for a long time, and finally he was willing to admit Song Ting's words, "You are right, I can come up with an answer."

Song Ting coaxed him and asked, "Can you tell me what the answer is?"

Xu Yan spoke clearly, and replied, "Gu Lin couldn't believe it before, but after Yang Tian disappeared, he couldn't accept that it was his cowardice that caused them to miss their lives."

"Never got it and almost had it, he is more afraid of the pain caused by the latter. He is afraid that he will live in the yearning for Yang Tian all his life, and he will never be able to get out of it, and he will never be able to calmly complete his space-time mission. .”

Therefore, Gu Lin's self-deception is actually a kind of sacrifice as a space-time restorer.

Xu Yan was even more sure, "We shouldn't have told him."

Song Ting responded, "Yes."

Although he didn't analyze Gu Lin as thoroughly as Xu Yan did, he knew from the very beginning that some things should not be explained clearly.

But between him and Xu Yan, he hoped to confess everything so that Xu Yan could see his sincerity at a glance.

Song Ting said, "Xu Yan, if I were faced with the same choice as Yang Tian, ​​I would also risk my life and send myself into time, and use my disappearance in exchange for your safety."

The meaning hidden in the words is that between responsibility and love, he will choose responsibility.

But Xu Yan pretended not to understand, "But Song Ting, I am your team member, if you want to disappear, you will also disappear with me."

Song Ting was satisfied when he conveyed his thoughts. Following Xu Yan's wishes, he eased the topic and said, "So, this is another level of perseverance."

Xu Yan's heart was like a mirror, but he replied with a smile, "Yes."

When Yu Yang came to visit, Xu Yan and Song Ting were nestling in the kitchen making fruit salad.

The weather is starting to heat up in early May and calls for something refreshing to start your appetite.

Seeing the endless fruit in the refrigerator, Xu Yan immediately thought of making a fruit salad, and Song Ting came over to help him cut the fruit.

Xu Yan put a lot of salad dressing, and after mixing it, he took a sip.

He thought it was good, so he took a sip and brought it to Song Ting's mouth. Song Ting tasted it and thought it was good, "You go out and eat first, I'll clean up the kitchen."

It was a coincidence that Yu Yang came to the kitchen when their fruit salad was finished.

Seeing him coming, Xu Yan asked with a smile, "Want to have fruit salad together?"

The fruit salad was divided into three portions. Yu Yang sat at the dinner table with them. Seeing Song Ting's very relaxed state, he asked, "Mr. Song, why didn't you go to work today?"

Xu Yan couldn't help laughing when he heard this question, and Song Ting explained helplessly, "I went too hard a few days ago, and the employees of the company almost mistaken me for a president who loves work."

Yu Yang immediately understood what Xu Yan was laughing at, "Maintaining Mr. Song's personality is not easy for you, Team Leader Song, who likes to work."

Song Ting could stand the 'taunt', and replied calmly, "It's okay."

Song Ting finished his salad and stopped staying in the restaurant, saying, "You guys continue to talk, I will talk to Fu Xuan about something."

When Song Ting walked up to the second floor, Xu Yan began to inquire about Yu Yang's situation, and asked, "Why didn't you come to Gu Lin's concert last night? You should have returned to Area A with Zhao Kai'an and the others."

Yu Yang replied, "I'm doing psychological counseling for the rescue team."

The space-time restorers in all areas and the rescue team only have a psychiatrist like Yu Yang, and one can imagine how busy he is.

Xu Yan suddenly felt that it was very rare for the two of them to have the time to sit here and chat.

He remembered one thing and asked for confirmation, "Song Ting said that you took acting classes in order to give me psychological counseling?"

Yu Yang nodded and said, "It's not been a few sessions."

Seeing the smile on Xu Yan's face, he seemed to be making fun of him for being too serious. Yu Yang couldn't help guessing, "Song Ting hasn't told you yet, what am I hiding for him?"

Xu Yan replied, "I don't want to know."

Yu Yang could understand Xu Yan's thoughts and said, "There is no problem with this choice. Without that memory, it won't affect you too much."

One more person told Xu Yan that this memory was dispensable, and Xu Yan felt more at ease.

Song Ting's phone call took a long time, even though he was idle at home, he was not as leisurely as he appeared on the surface.

A few days ago, Song Ting, as the general manager, sent a message to all the space-time restorers, announcing that the missing companion had been found.

The message disappeared automatically 3 minutes after it was sent. Yu Yang still remembered the content, and clearly remembered that Song Ting did not mention the word 'crisis resolved'.

He inquired from Xu Yan, "Your current state doesn't seem like the matter has come to an end."

Xu Yan nodded as he expected, "Our counterattack had an effect, brought Gu Lin back, and allowed those space-time fragments to escape Gao Shengcheng's imprisonment, but failed to capture Gao Shengcheng."

When Yu Yang heard the fragments of time and space, he felt uneasy, "Is there any hope of saving those fragments of time and space?"

He couldn't help but care about the safety of space-time fragments.

Xu Yan knew exactly what Yu Yang was worried about, and replied, "Some of them haven't entered yet. We've been busy on and off for the past few days, and we've rescued all the people we could save. As for the fragments of time and space opened by Gao Shengcheng, we can't do anything about them." .”

The powerlessness of the space-time restorer means that the hopes of some people who are waiting in the real world will be completely defeated.

Yu Yang is afraid that he is also one of them.

He knew that Gao Shengcheng collected a lot of space-time fragments, and no one could judge the law of his collection of space-time fragments, and no one could predict who would be imprisoned by him.

Seeing the worry in his eyes gradually deepening, Xu Yan comforted him, "Don't worry, I believe that the person you are waiting for will not be in these fragments of time and space."

He has no ability to verify the identity of the victims in those fragments, but he has the confidence to say this.

Xu Yan is an absolute idealist, he firmly told Yu Yang, "I believe that God is fair, you have been running around for the sake of other victims, and you have not asked for a little special care for your lover for so many years. Giving up will definitely bring him peace."

Yu Yang is not an idealist, so he didn't feel much relief, but felt a little guilty.He couldn't help asking, "Xu Yan, am I a selfish person?"

"I clearly know where he is... As long as I am willing to beg you, pay more attention to the origin of his location, you may be able to rescue him as soon as possible..."

But in order to maintain the so-called fairness, he voluntarily gave up such an opportunity...

The more he thought about it, the more afraid he became.

Afraid Xiaoye would blame him...

Xu Yan replied, "Yu Yang, you are maintaining the justice in your heart, it's not selfish."

"Although you have never entered the fragments of time and space, you still shoulder the mission of saving the victims. This responsibility makes you unable to favor yourself."

Yu Yang is just like Song Ting, between responsibility and love, he chose responsibility without hesitation.

But Song Ting was never confused, no need to say much, Song Ting would still stick to his choice.

And Yu Yang needs someone to help him.

Xu Yan said sincerely, "As your lover, he must be willing to see you choose the side of great love. Because in your great love, there is also a love for him."

In your sense of responsibility, always keep our share.

Continuing the popularity of "Who Is He", the second original song of Playball was released in time.

The new song is called "Unforgettable", the composer and singer are both Gu Lin, only the lyricist wrote Xu Yan's name.

In the introduction, Gu Lin introduced Xu Yan's identity as a very important friend of his, and explained that the inspiration for this song came from the love story provided by his friend Xu Yan.

Xu Yan didn't expect this song to become popular so quickly. It didn't take long for him to hear "Unforgettable" in a coffee shop near the company.

After buying coffee and returning to the car, he asked Song Ting, "Why didn't you find a way to stop Gu Lin's popularity from rising? The public's attention is focused on them, which may affect their performance of tasks."

In the coffee shop just now, Xu Yan was both happy and scared when he saw so many people immersed in Gu Lin's singing.

Song Ting took a sip of coffee, handed it back to Xu Yan, started the car and said, "They are just a band that sings seriously, and there won't be too many irrational fans."

When the car drove smoothly into the driveway, he continued, "And I don't want you to sacrifice so much. Assuming that some of us are destined to sacrifice, then when we are still in this world, we should Live as brightly as possible, don't you?"

Xu Yan almost forgot that Song Ting was also an out-and-out idealist.

He smiled and replied, "Yes."

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It was updated at 21:[-] today!Moved!I don't know why, I'm writing lyrics for the pits on both sides? ?

All the lyrics are written by me, don't look carefully