Lose the lights and spend another night

Chapter 69

Since Yingsheng has entrusted his younger brother to me, I will naturally take care of him in every way.Gradually, Yuan Sheng became less afraid of me. Although he always sat there in a daze, when he saw me bringing the vegetarian food, he would stretch out his little hand and smile at me, and then came to pick up the food. Vegetarian food in a box.

Every time I see Yuan Sheng's smiling face, I can always see a little Ying Sheng's shadow. The more this is the case, the more friendly I feel Yuan Sheng, and the smiles on his face are more unconsciously.

There are always many strange small animals in the vegetable field, such as frogs, locusts, and spiders, which Yuan Sheng has never seen before in the mansion.At first he felt scared, but when he saw a lot, he dared to grab a frog and hold it in his palm for a closer look. Occasionally, he could make the frog puff up its cheeks and make two "croaks", so he smiled and put the frog back. Inside the ditch.

I was pouring water on the side and occasionally looked at Yuan Sheng. After leaving Shen's residence and staying here for a few days, his spirit really improved a lot.

Autumn passed quickly, and after a few nights of snow, I was worried that the quilt in the nunnery was too thin, and Yuan Sheng would be chilled, so I wrote a letter to Yingsheng, hoping she could send some thick clothes and thick quilts come over.In fact, I also have selfish intentions, I just haven't seen Ying Sheng for a long time, I kind of miss her.

Yingsheng soon missed the servant girl and brought quilts and clothes. I was a little lost, and I didn't see Yingsheng, so I couldn't help but write and ask the maid, how is Yingsheng in the past few days?

The maids sighed and said, "How can Missy be good? Aunt Cui is also a formidable master, and her stomach is also strong. No, she was pregnant with a child, so she started blowing pillows, and first took over the butler from Missy." Quan, let the adults marry the young lady quickly."

"Isn't it? Just think about it carefully, the eldest lady will soon be there, if you don't find a good husband's house, you will be in trouble in the future."

"That's not what I said. Back then, you and I knew how much the lord loved the eldest lady. By the way, you also know, Master Wangchen, right?"

I nodded.

"Look now, does your lord seem to have changed, only listening to Aunt Cui, and wanting to agree to anyone who comes to ask for marriage, who was it last time?"

"Ah, bah bah bah! It's that Wang Mazi! He was born so ugly and dared to come to propose marriage because of how much money he has! If the eldest lady really married, wouldn't she be ruined?"

"But if it wasn't for the young lady making such a fuss, I'm afraid that the lord will be obsessed and agree!"

"Ugh……"

"Master Wangchen, don't say it, we just treat you as an old man, thinking that you loved the eldest lady so much, so we can't help but tell you these things."

I nodded again, but I had already clenched my fists.

No wonder I haven't seen Yingsheng coming, and no wonder Yingsheng just needs someone to send clothes at this moment, I'm afraid that Aunt Cui is so tight that she can't come out at all.

It's no wonder that Yingsheng has no intention of taking Yuansheng back. I'm afraid it's probably because Aunt Cui didn't allow Yingsheng to take Yuansheng back?

After the two maidservants from the Shen family left, I looked at Yuan Sheng, picked up a pen and wrote it on the white paper for him to read——Be good, I'll go and see the eldest lady and I'll be back.

Yuan Sheng suddenly grabbed the corner of my clothes tightly and shook his head violently, "No..."

I continued writing - I'll be back soon, and you're worried about your eldest sister too, aren't you?

Yuan Sheng nodded, but still didn't dare to let go.

I touched his head tenderly, sighed and wrote - I don't want to go, I don't worry.

"Huan... Huanxi..." Yuan Sheng finally let go of his hand, he nodded, "Go, then come back and tell me, I miss my eldest sister too."

I smiled and nodded, put down the brush, put the fur coat brought by the servant girl on him, wrapped it up for him, then picked up the brush and wrote - don't catch a cold.

Yuan Sheng nodded heavily, obediently got under the quilt, and rubbed his little hands.

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and told the abbot that I was going to the market to help Yuan Sheng buy some paper and ink.The abbot knew that the young master lived here and had nothing to do but write and draw on weekdays, and the paper mill in the nunnery was indeed used up faster than usual, so he allowed me.

Stepping into Lin'an City, snowflakes began to float in the sky again.

I walked in a hurry today, and forgot to grab a monk hat to wear. The cold snowflakes fell on my head.

When the outline of Shen's residence appeared in my line of sight, in a daze, I suddenly remembered what I promised the eldest lady back then.

She wants me to take good care of Yingsheng for the rest of her life.

I didn't do it. Instead, I avoided Buddhism alone, and let Yingsheng bear so many grievances alone.

Maybe, I'm wrong.

I shouldn't have left the Shen family, maybe...

Perhaps, I will severely hurt Yingsheng and become the adult's concubine, but there will be no Xiaocui to enter the door, and there will be no such random marriages and marriages between adults like Yingsheng.

Or maybe, Yingsheng couldn't accept that I became a concubine of an adult at all, so she went crazy very early?

What was wrong and right back then was a mess, and I couldn't sort it out, but today, I can't see adults messing around, and I can't forget every word I promised the eldest lady back then.

"Huan...Huanxi?" The old butler passing by the door saw me, he recognized me, and said in great surprise, "Why do you want to come back and have a look?"

I clasped my hands together, knelt down suddenly, smoothed the snow on the ground, and wrote - please see your lord.

"Get up, get up, get up, it's cold here, come in with me." The old housekeeper nodded and led me to see the adults.

Walking in the corridors of the Shen Mansion, everything that is familiar comes into view, every building, every old person, all of them remind me that Yingsheng needs you, how can you make Yingsheng so isolated and helpless?

Yes, even though I am just a nun now, there is one more thing I can do for Yingsheng.

After I made up my mind, I had fearless courage. When I appeared in front of my lord wearing a Zen robe, my lord was still slightly startled, and a flash of shock flashed in my eyes.

"Why are you here?" The lord put down the official document in his hand, and signaled the old housekeeper and the maidservant to step back.

I suddenly knelt down, kowtowed three times in succession, straightened up suddenly, bit my finger, and wrote on the ground——I promised the eldest lady that I would protect the little lady for the rest of my life, and I can't see her marrying wrongly man of.

The adult quietly looked at the blood on the ground, and suddenly stood up, "Ms. Bai Sheng is dead." The voice was cold, how could it be the same adult as before?

I took a deep breath and continued to write—I will do whatever you want me to do, my lord, as long as you treat the young lady well.

"Oh, she is my daughter, why do you bother about her?" The adult came over and said coldly, "Don't forget, you are already 32 years old, and you are still a skinny old nun. What do you have that I should treasure?"

Please my lord!

After writing these three words, I kowtowed heavily.

The adult said impatiently: "Master, you are no longer a member of my Shen family. Today you came to my Shen family to paint amulets with blood and pollute my rich and noble place. I have tolerated you for a long time. If you don't see me again, you will be fine." Okay, I want to..." Before he could finish speaking, the lord lost all patience, and he shouted, "Come on, throw this crazy woman out! Whoever dares to let her in next time, give it to me as well." roll!"

"Yes, my lord!" The boy outside the door rolled up his sleeves, rushed in, and dragged me up.

Where am I the opponent of these boys?

But I couldn't speak, so I was thrown out of Shen's residence.

The old butler saw that I fell into the snow again, but he didn't dare to come forward to help him. He just shook his head in despair and said, "Huanxi, go back."

I was shivering in the snow, watching Shen Fu close the gate.

Yes, now that I have lost all my beauty, what else can I sacrifice?

Yingsheng, how can I help you?How can I help you?

Yingsheng saved me back then, but I couldn't save her. I was ashamed of the eldest lady, and I was ashamed of Yingsheng.

The wind and snow are vast, and the sky and the earth are white. My vision is instantly blurred, and my body and mind are cold.

People's hearts are changeable, but I don't want everything to become so unrecognizable.

"Miss Huanxi." A paper umbrella blocked the wind and snow for me. I raised my tearful eyes and looked at the handsome man holding the umbrella. It was Mr. Cao Feng Cao whom I was familiar with.

I knelt up and kowtowed repeatedly to Cao Feng.

Cao Feng quickly supported me, and said softly: "Miss Huanxi, don't be like this, I'm sad to see you, get up quickly." He supported me vigorously, and before I could write what I wanted, he He opened his mouth, "I have also heard about Miss Shen's matter. Logically, I can also be regarded as Miss Shen's master. I should help to persuade, but this is the Shen family's business after all, and persuasion will not have much effect. "

Cao Feng was right, I shook my head in despair, tears rolled down coldly.

"One more thing..." Cao Feng looked at me with strange eyes, "Your relationship with Miss Shen... doesn't seem to be master and servant..."

My body trembled, and I couldn't believe what I heard.

Cao Feng coughed twice, a little disappointed, he explained: "Bai Zisheng almost hurt you that day, I was worried that there were still Bai Zisheng's remnants, and you might be in danger when you go back, so I followed you secretly. ..."

Unexpectedly, Yingsheng and I thought there was no one around that day, so Cao Feng actually saw Yingsheng kissing me.

Since it is already clear, why should I cover it up?

I lowered my eyebrows and nodded, pointed to my heart, opened my palm, pinched the wound on my fingertips that had begun to scab, and wrote three words on my palm - my sweetheart.

The three shocking words are also the three words that are extremely poignant.

Cao Feng took a deep breath, a series of complex lights flashed in his eyes, he tremblingly said: "You...you...do you know that this is...something against human relations..."

I nodded, scooped up the blood, wiped the blood off my palm, and continued writing—but with a clear conscience.

The corners of Cao Feng's mouth were slightly pursed, and his disdain was forced to be concealed. He was silent for a long time, and suddenly said in a deep voice, "That's all..."

I looked up at him, waiting for the next insulting words he might say.

Cao Feng sighed: "With a clear conscience... how many people in this world really have a clear conscience? I have never admired anyone, but Huanxi, you always impress me. Back then, Baidi guessed lantern riddles like this. That's right." After a pause, he looked towards the gate of Shen's residence, "It's not impossible to help Miss Shen."

"I'm going to ask for marriage..." Cao Feng said lightly, then looked at me, "After getting married, I will write a divorce letter and let you go."

I know that there is no free lunch in the world, Cao Feng promised to help us, he must have a plan, and what the plan is, in fact, I have already guessed.

I wiped off the blood stains on my palm with snow again, and wrote two words—the price?Then pointed at me.

Cao Feng smiled and said, "You really surprised me. I really can't do you this favor in vain." As he spoke, he looked me up and down presumptuously, "I believe you already have the answer in your heart."

Yes, I knew a long time ago that he was thinking of me.

I nodded heavily.

Cao Feng laughed in satisfaction, "A perfect body is exchanged for a free body. I'm actually not a gentleman when it comes to feelings."

I remained silent and raised my hand to give him a high five.

Cao Feng said with a smile: "Once a man says something, it is hard to follow. I am a gentleman when it comes to keeping promises!" After speaking, he clapped my hands to make a promise.

It's just that he didn't know that I understood a sentence from the adults.

The so-called gentleman is nothing more than mediocrity.

My lord used to be such an affectionate person, but now he is still like this, Cao Feng can demand such a price from me, naturally he is not a gentleman.

I won't believe him, I just want to use him to end the harm that the adults have done to Ying Sheng.

What should I do next?

I already have an idea, as long as I can see Yingsheng again, once will be fine.

The author has something to say: the ancient chapter will end soon, and the truth will soon be revealed.