Chi Guang

Chapter 121 Tan Qiyue, Forget About Me

On New Year's Eve, it is advisable to reunite and avoid travel.

In the cold winter night, the sound of fireworks and firecrackers outside the house was bright, and the house was deadly silent. Han Yu was kneeling at the door, wearing only a single shirt and a pair of jeans. The two blood marks on the back intertwined into a big fork. The cold tiles Reflecting the pale face, cold sweat rolled down and splashed all over the ground.

"I'll ask again." Father Han rolled up his cuffs, his bulging veins showed the anger in the man's heart, and panted heavily, "Do you want to change?"

Han Yu struggled to get up, and straightened his waist: "Yes, we need to change it."

Xu Youying cried out of breath: "Are you trying to force mom to death!!"

"Good! Very good!" The man clutched his chest, angry and sad: "I have raised you for more than 20 years, but I didn't expect to raise a lunatic!"

Seeing that the man raised his hand again, and the feather duster was about to fall on Han Yu again, Xu Chichuan struggled to break free from Shen Sijing's obstruction, and rushed forward: "Stop beating!"

Shen Sijing and Xu Youhua stood up instantly, pale with shock: "Xiao Chuan!!"

Xu Chichuan snorted and took the blow for Han Yu. Father Han's expression changed instantly. Seeing this, Xu Shao and Xu Rui rushed out and snatched the feather duster: "Uncle, stop beating!"

Xu Chichuan grinned in pain, Shen Sijing hurriedly helped his son up, angry and distressed: "Who told you to rush out?!"

"Forget it, brother-in-law," Xu Youquan couldn't bear it: "Xiao Chuan has already taken a stick for his brother. Don't be angry when it's Chinese New Year. The child is still young, so teach him everything slowly. Xiaoyu, come on, give your father a confession." a mistake."

Han Yu staggered to the wall and stood up, the blood stains left at the corner of his mouth had dried up, and two red five-fingerprints were printed on his swollen left cheek—Father Han was a practicing family boy when he was young, and he couldn't stand up if he slapped him twice. Regardless of the burning pain on his back, Xu Chichuan quickly reached out to help him, his voice trembling: "Brother..."

Han Yu rejected the extended hand, wiped off the blood, and shook his head under everyone's expectant eyes: "I'm not wrong."

"Bastard!!" The scene got out of control again, Father Han smashed the wine bottle in a rage, and the shards flew all over the place: "Get out! Get out now!!!!"

Except for Xu Chichuan, everyone showed varying degrees of disappointment on their faces. Xu Youying stumbled to Han Yu, hugged him and cried bitterly: "Why! Why are you so stubborn!"

"How do you want your mother to live!"

Han Yu patted her on the back and said bitterly, "Mom."

"I like men, so I'm not your son?"

Before Xu Youying could speak, a rough male voice preempted her: "No!!"

"I, Han Ting, don't have a son like you!" His heartbroken eyes seemed like Han Yu had committed some heinous crime: "Like men? I think you've lost your head with reading! You've even forgotten the most basic etiquette and shame!"

Xu Chichuan shuddered, and Shen Sijing thought he was in pain: "Take off your clothes, mom and have a look."

"No, no, it's fine."

Han Ting was still cursing: "I think you don't need to read this book anymore. Humans don't know how to do it. You just learned some animal things!"

"Today, in front of everyone in the family, I will speak clearly, and immediately break off your nonsensical relations, and be a normal person honestly."

"Otherwise, get lost now! I, Han Ting, will pretend that I never gave birth to your son!"

On the TV, the bell to welcome the new year was ringing, and the light in Han Yu's eyes, along with his father's expression, became colder by the minute.

The man turned around in disappointment, his tall figure suddenly aged by decades.

"You go."

"From today onwards, I will not have your son."

"Except for funerals and condolences, no one is allowed to step into this house."

With a plop, Han Yu fell to his knees, kowtowed three times to Xu Youying and Han Ting, then turned and disappeared into the night.

Xu Youying completely collapsed, kicking and hitting her husband, piercing her heart: "Han Ting! You bastard!! Who told you to drive him away!! That's my son!!"

"He's not!" Han Ting yelled, "He's a pervert who likes men!"

Xu Chichuan grabbed his coat and chased him out regardless of Shen Sijing's yelling behind him. The night was cold and the wind blew on his face like a knife. After chasing to the gate of the community, he finally found someone. Han Yu's lips were purple from the cold, Xu Chichuan hurried Put the coat on him: "Your mobile phone, charger, and ID card are all inside. I didn't get the wallet. I will secretly mail it to you in two days."

"Brother," he choked up a little, "is it worth it?"

Han Yu smiled faintly, and the heat in his mouth dissipated into smoke in the night: "It's worth it."

It's Tan Qiyue, everything is worth it.

"I know you didn't plan to say it today," he wiped away his tears, "it was my aunt who urged the marriage first, so you..."

"It's not important anymore," Han Yu's eyes flashed a trace of sadness: "Man is not as good as God, you... don't learn from me."

Xu Chichuan had a sore nose: "Tell me before you leave."

"it is good."

"By the way, this is for you," a red envelope slipped into the coat pocket: "Given it by my aunt and uncle, you take it for emergency."

"Brother," he said, "don't look back."

The road ahead.

When something like this happened, Xu Youhua took his wife and son back home early the next morning. The atmosphere in the car was obviously much heavier than before. Shen Sijing sat in the passenger seat and suddenly turned to him and asked him: "The lucky money that aunt and uncle gave you Woolen cloth?"

"I gave it to Brother Yu."

Shen Sijing was taken aback for a moment, didn't say anything, and sighed lightly: "That child...it's a pity."

"I don't think there's anything wrong with Brother Yu." At this moment Xu Chichuan finally couldn't help it: "What does it mean to forget etiquette and shame, and learn some animal things. Is liking someone more serious than murder and arson?"

Shen Sijing tried to correct him: "But he likes men."

"So what?" He asked back, "Is anyone in the way?"

"This is a social and ethical issue," Shen Sijing said sternly, "Think about your aunt and uncle, if their colleagues and friends know that their son likes men, what would they think and say?"

"Why do you care what other people say?"

"Do you need your mother to tell you the terrible truth?"

"So for the sake of face, you have to sacrifice your own son?" There was a cold sarcasm on his lips: "The father is really kind and the son is filial."

"Xu Chichuan!" Xu Youhua scolded him: "Why are you talking to your mother!"

Xu Chichuan closed his mouth, turned his head and looked expressionlessly at the receding trees outside the window, Shen Sijing paused: "Maybe go to the hospital to see if the doctor can cure it."

"..." Endured and endured but still couldn't hold back: "Homosexuality is not a disease."

"What's the matter with you today?" The woman looked at him strangely: "Speak so aggressively?"

Xu Chichuan bit his lip and said in a low voice, "I just feel sorry for Brother Yu."

Shen Sijing snorted: "It's also your aunt and uncle who are pitiful. They talk to their parents with that attitude. It's been a waste of raising him for so many years. In the future, you should stay away from him and have less contact with him. Do you hear me?"

"Can……"

"Don't be so," Xu Youhua said impatiently, "Hurry up and agree to your mother's words."

"……understood."

Seeing that her son was still a little unhappy, Shen Sijing said: "Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, I will let you go on vacation, do you want to go and play with Lu Miao?"

"He went skiing with Sister Lin Yue and Uncle Lu, I'll go find Mu Shihai."

"He didn't go back to his hometown?"

"No."

"Okay," Shen Sijing nodded, "Go."

"Then can I come back at noon tomorrow?" The tone was a bit expectant: "Let's buy some food, rent a DVD and watch a movie at home."

"Okay, don't go to bed too late, call mom when you get to his house."

"Okay, thank you mom."

Seeing his son's excited look, Shen Sijing also smiled, to have such a close and bosom friend...

close?

Shen Sijing frowned, it seemed that what happened to Han Yu had affected her too.

Outside the villa, Xu Chichuan rang the doorbell excitedly. The person who opened the door was neither Mu Shihai nor the nanny, but a rare hostess. He was taken aback: "Auntie..."

"Are you Xiaohai's classmate?" Yin Zhimei smiled pleasantly, still with that gentle and exquisite appearance, and even brought him slippers thoughtfully: "Xiaohai is upstairs, let me call him for you."

"No, thank you, auntie," he said quickly, "I'll just do it myself."

He lowered his head and hurried upstairs after changing his shoes, missing the coldness and viciousness that flashed across the woman's face.

Mu Shihai was a little surprised by his arrival. He thought he might not be able to see him this winter vacation, so he locked the door and pressed him against the wall and kissed him again and again: "Aren't you in Wanchuan?"

"Something happened."

Then he told about Han Yu, Mu Shihai said silently after listening, "The Tan family is in chaos now, and Commander Tan sent people to look for Tan Qiyue everywhere."

"I hope I won't be found," Xu Chichuan still had lingering fears when he thought of last night, "You don't know, last night was the first time my uncle hit Brother Yu, and I saw his hands were shaking all the time."

"I just went upstairs and met your stepmother. Will it cause you trouble?"

"It's okay." Mu Shihai's voice was hoarse, and his hand had already reached into his inner coat to caress his back inch by inch. The smooth touch made people want to put it down: "She and my dad had a fight, and it may last for two days."

"Hmm..." Xu Chichuan was kissed to the point of being filthy: "Why, why?"

"My dad's company is about to go public, and she wants shares, but Mu Xingyong won't give them, plus..." Mu Shihai sneered: "She caught Mu Xingyong and cheated."

"Get out, cheat?"

"It's normal. With Mu Xingyong's face and his money, there are so many women who want to jump up. Isn't she also a mistress?"

With his hands already unzipping his trousers, revealing his black underwear, Xu Chichuan blushed: "Will you..."

"Absolutely not," Mu Shihai threw him down, his hands resting on top of his head and he couldn't move, his eyes sparked like a prairie fire: "I'm only loyal to you."

This night lasted until the second half of the night. Mu Shihai was like a tireless young man. His inexhaustible energy and curiosity drove him to explore every possible inch of development. He talked endlessly, coaxing Xu Chichuan Cooperate with him like this.

"Cub, good boy."

"Let my brother kiss you."

"Be obedient baby."

"Zai Zai is great."

At the end, Xu Chichuan looked like he was being bullied and was about to cry: "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much of you!”

"It's okay." Mu Shihai hugged him tightly, "I love you."

When he returned home the next day, Xu Chichuan seemed very guilty, because he not only forgot to call Shen Sijing, but also had a few unknown marks on his collarbone and chest—it was accidentally done when Mu Shihai lost control last night.

Shen Sijing sat on the sofa, his face was not very good-looking, following the principle of reaching out and not hitting people with smiling faces, Xu Chichuan had a smile on his face, and ran to the sofa and squatted to beat the Queen Mother Lafayette's legs: "I watched too much movie yesterday. Fascinated, I accidentally forgot, Ms. Shen is so beautiful, don't be angry with us brats."

Chen Sijing didn't hold back, she burst out laughing, stretched out her hand and pinched his face: "Don't be so playful, go and change your clothes."

"okay."

Halfway through taking off his clothes, Shen Sijing suddenly opened the door and came in, so frightened that he quickly grabbed his pajamas and put them on indiscriminately: "Mom, what are you doing!"

"Why are you reacting so badly? I washed your little seal yesterday and brought it in for you."

"I," he stammered, "I'm sorry."

Shen Sijing smiled: "I'm still embarrassed with my mother, eh, are you allergic? Why is your collarbone so red?"

While talking, he stretched out his hand to look, Xu Chichuan dodged and stepped back: "No, there were mosquitoes last night, and they kept buzzing."

"There are still mosquitoes in the villa?"

"The mosquitoes don't know if it's a villa." A cold sweat broke out on his back: "Mom, I want to eat an apple."

Shen Sijing finally let him go, turned around and left the bedroom: "Mom will cut it for you."

A few days before the Lantern Festival, Xu Chichuan finally found an opportunity to contact Han Yu secretly without telling his family: "At noon the day after tomorrow, don't let your uncle and aunt find out about the tea room I took you to last time."

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Chichuan couldn't help frowning. Han Yu's voice on the phone looked haggard, and there was a touch of despair in his words.

This is not right.

Until he saw the two extra people in the tea room, everything was answered.

There is no way not to recognize it. The man sitting on the sandalwood chair has the majesty of a high-ranking person, and his whole body is full of toughness left by military life. What's more, his facial features are all good-looking, just like Tan Qiyue 30 years later; the woman beside him is wearing a cheongsam It's not very gorgeous, but it reveals elegance and dignity everywhere, reflecting the fact that Han Yu on the opposite side is becoming weaker and weaker.

Before the man frowned, Xu Chichuan said first, "Hello, Uncle Tan, and hello, Auntie."

Tan Shen's eyebrows moved slightly: "Do you recognize me?"

"Ye Jing and I are friends."

"Xiao Jing?" This time it was Mother Tan's turn to be surprised: "Are you classmates?"

"That's right," he sat next to Han Yu: "Brother Yue took us to shoot together."

Tan's mother smiled lightly: "That's really a fate."

"Since your brother and my nephew are classmates," Tan Shen interrupted the exchange of greetings between the two, staring at Han Yu with eagle eyes, "Then I'll make a long story short."

"How much does it cost to leave Tan Qiyue, just ask."

"Uncle Tan," Xu Chichuan stood up awkwardly, "my brother and brother Yue are not together for money."

"It's not important." The man glanced at him lightly, "I'm not interested in how or why they got together."

"I only care about how he will leave my son."

Han Yu clenched his hands sorely. For the first time, he felt humiliated.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Tan Shen continued: "This tea room was brought by Tan Qiyue, right?"

"A pot of wild Qihong three thousand and eight, do you think it's just tea?"

"Like Tan Qiyue's marriage, do you think it's just a marriage to carry on the family?"

"Han Yu, he has his responsibilities, and you have become the biggest obstacle in his life."

"Since you think that something between you is called love, don't tell me that the way you love him is to ruin his life and become his hindrance?"

These words were so harsh that Xu Chichuan couldn't help but stood up again, but Han Yu grabbed the hem of his clothes tightly.

"Besides,"

"How do you know that he only loved you?"

"Don't you think I really don't know anything about what Tan Qiyue has been doing outside for so many years?"

"I admit that you are the one with the highest quality, the best person, and the one who has stayed the longest among the people who have appeared around him."

"But just like this pot of tea, no matter how delicious it is when brewing, it will be tasteless and rejected by people in the end."

"You're a smart man." He caught a glimpse of Han Yu's pale face, "You should know what it means to stop losses in time, and stop at the end."

Han Yu finally raised his head and met the man's haughty gaze: "Then what do you think I should do?"

There was a hint of satisfaction on Tan Shen's face: "Leave him, let him do what he should do."

"What should be done?" Han Yu asked back: "Is it what he should do, or what do you want him to do?"

The man's face suddenly changed.

Xu Chichuan was very happy, watching his brother change back to the rational and restrained Han Yu: "Please forgive me, what you just said just wanted to tell me, first, I am the culprit who made Tan Qiyue disobedient ;Second, you tried to plant a seed of suspicion in my heart, making me believe that Tan Qiyue is not loyal and generate self-doubt, so as to achieve the purpose of letting me leave him."

"From the look on your face, I should have hit the mark. I'm sorry, Commander Tan, I've let you down. I didn't take the bait."

After Han Yu finished speaking, Xu Chichuan stared nervously at the other side. If Tan Shen became angry, he would not win the fight, so he could only rush out to call the police immediately.

But the man just smiled, and there was even a trace of appreciation and approval in his eyes: "You are very smart and calm. If you are my subordinate, I will definitely value you very much."

"But it's a pity." There was a faint threat in the words: "You chose the wrong one."

"You never thought that Tan Qiyue was beaten up by me and locked up in the confinement room for seven days, but he still drove out to find you. He has not been caught for so many days. It's really because my subordinates are too useless. Can’t find the apartment he hid in Jiang Gong, and I don’t know that you have bought the train from Jiang Gong to Hejing at [-] o’clock tomorrow morning?”

This time it was his wish to see Han Yu's face change.

The self-confidence and rationality that I swore just now turned into powder in an instant, and the chill crazily entangled and spread from under my feet, and the pale coolness soaked into every pore. Han Yu sat firmly on the chair, but his mind was spinning. His ignorance at the beginning of chaos.

"To tell you the truth, I knew him as soon as he came out of the confinement room. Tan Qiyue hid you very well. If he hadn't lost his head this time, I would have done my best. I probably wouldn't have been able to find you so easily." The man poured a cup of tea slowly Swallowing: "Of course, it is largely due to the so-called unswerving love between you."

Xu Chichuan was angry.

Is really angry.

Compared to Luo Mu's fierceness, this kind of calculation feels more like an unequal siege: "You use your own son! You are treacherous!"

"It's a trick," he was not angry at Tan Shen, a child with no teeth, "Tan Qiyue can't protect you, not before, now, or in the future."

"If you still refuse to recognize the fact—"

"Han Yu," Mother Tan took his words, with pity in her eyes: "You just had a falling out with your parents, didn't you?"

"Don't look at Auntie in such shock, his father said just now that Ayue can't protect you."

"Honestly speaking, Auntie is really touched. You can do this for us, Ayue. If you are a girl, Auntie will definitely agree with you to be together."

"Your parents are ordinary employees of state-owned enterprises. You have three cousins, two of whom are twins, and the other is him." Mother Tan's eyes fell on Xu Chichuan: "Jiangbei No. It's going to be a third year in high school;"

"You two brothers are on the same path."

"That kid from the Mu family—"

"That's enough!" Xu Chichuan stood up, and the shame of being exposed turned into anger, and he slapped the table heavily: "What the hell are you trying to do!"

"It depends on how your brother chooses."

Mother Tan took out a ticket from her bag and pushed it in front of Han Yu: "Tomorrow at seven o'clock in the morning, Jiang Gong will fly to Lanzhou."

"Auntie knows that your grades are very good. You like astrophysics so much. Don't you want to go outside to see better equipment, broaden your horizons, and make some achievements. Why should you be limited to a man?"

"If you want, you can stay in Lan Province for a few days after you go there, and fly to country M directly after the visa procedures are completed. The Department of Astronomy and Physics at MIT will not treat you badly."

Han Yu stared at the ticket, swallowed the sweet blood mist in his throat with difficulty, and said hoarsely, "What if I say no?"

"Poor parents all over the world, you have to know that a mother will do anything for her children," Mother Tan sighed, "Then don't blame Auntie for doing everything."

"Brother," Xu Chichuan held his hand, begging, "You can't go."

"What are you going to do, Brother Yue?"

Han Yu looked out of his body, staring at the table in a daze. If he doesn't go, what will his parents do?What about Xu Shao and Xu Rui?What about Xiao Chuan and Mu Shihai...?Tan Shen had obviously blocked all other roads, making it impossible for him to even fight against trapped beasts.

"Aren't you afraid that I'll take the plane ticket to Lan Province, and then go back on my word?"

The woman smiled: "As long as you promise, I promise, you won't have a chance to go back on your word."

Under the close watch of the three, Han Yu slowly stretched out his hand, his fingertips were trembling and cold, and touched the boarding pass, which was fragile and heavy.

"it is good."

"I'm going."

He raised his head, his eyes were bloodshot, and he collapsed suddenly: "Don't embarrass my family."

"It's a deal," Mother Tan took out a piece of paper and a pen from her bag: "The last thing."

"In order to completely cut off your thoughts, you leave a word, and we bring it to him, and it will be considered a break."

Han Yu tremblingly took the paper, one stroke at a time, breaking the last link between the two with his own hands. After writing, the pen slipped from his fingers, fell to the ground, and rolled away.

Mother Tan glanced at it, nodded in satisfaction, put it in the bag, and stretched out her hand to him: "Thank you for your understanding, and I wish you all the best in your days in country M in advance."

Han Yu turned his head and didn't shake hands with her, and the woman didn't care about it: "We have sent someone to pack your luggage in Ayue's apartment. It's in the car at the door. The driver will take you to the hotel at the airport. In addition, a friendly Reminder, both of you don't think about contacting Tan Qiyue, firstly, it's not beneficial to do so, and secondly, you won't be able to get in touch either."

Really, nothing leaked, Han Yu suddenly smiled: "Arrangement for me to go abroad is also because of Tan Qiyue's special status, so I can't go out easily."

"Yes," Tan Shen did not hide it: "You are really smart, but unfortunately, you met my son."

Is it a pity?

Han Yu fell back to his seat and covered his face, his eyes were sour and moist, slowly crawling between his fingers.

It's a pity.

It's a pity that there is no more Tan Qiyue.

He remembered the piece of paper that almost cost him half his life just now.

Life is long, find a place with strong wind and forget about me.

Tan Qiyue, forget me.