Chi Guang

Chapter 124 I am not sick, I just like him

On the 21st of the new year, the test papers issued by teachers of various subjects piled up on the table. Xu Chichuan shook his dizzy head. Thinking about it, he and Huang Jing complained about too much homework. Someone by the window suddenly shouted: "Wow, it seems to be snowing."

A group of people flocked to the window, and after looking at it for a while, they found that it was just rain that looked like snow. Qiu Ming was a little disappointed, and Xu Chichuan laughed at him: "It doesn't snow in Jiang Gong, the latitude is not enough."

Mu Shihai said it for the first time in Nanlu Mountain.

Xu Chichuan let out a sigh of relief. In the last semester, after the exam, he can go out to play with him!Go climbing and diving!Towards a wonderful college life!

Only the third year of high school was left in the empty campus, and when the get out of class bell sounded, thousands of people ran wildly. Mu Shihai walked to the station with two suitcases. Xu Chichuan was a little surprised: "Aren't you going to take a taxi today?"

"No," Mu Shihai shook his head, "Take the bus."

Can stay with you a little longer.

The music from the earphones covered up the noise in the car. Under the school uniform, they held hands tacitly. After getting off the bus at the terminal, Mu Shihai grabbed his arm: "Hug me."

"Okay," Xu Chichuan hugged him with a smile, and the familiar smell of lime penetrated his nose: "Is this bottle used up? Buy a new bottle after the exam."

"it is good."

After hugging Mu Shihai for a long time, he let him go: "Let's go."

"You go first," he said, "Every time you look at my back, today I will see you off."

Mu Shihai nodded, and reached out to stop a taxi. Xu Chichuan opened the door for him with a smile: "See you at the beginning of school."

"See you at the beginning of school."

The car drove all the way until it disappeared.

He thought it was just an ordinary farewell.

Until the moment he stepped into the house, everything in the past was completely separated from him.

The living room didn't turn on the light, and it was terribly gray and quiet. Xu Youhua sat on the sofa with his back facing him without saying a word, Shen Sijing's expression couldn't be seen clearly in the backlight, so he called out tentatively: "Mom?"

"Your Majesty!"

With a bang, before he could feel the pain in his knees, a pile of things hit him head-on, covering his face, and with just one glance, his whole body was like an ice cellar.

Dozens of photos from different angles and scenes, ranging from stalking and candid shots to video clips, are all scattered all over the place, including the back of him going to open a room at the front desk of the hotel, the front of him coming out of the room holding hands with Mu Shihai when he left, and the one in the classroom. The kiss that was smashed by Jiang Huiyu, even, even... There are also photos of him in Mu Shihai's room in the villa...

Xu Chichuan opened his mouth and tried to defend himself, but found that he couldn't utter a single syllable. Shen Sijing looked at him coldly, the undisguised disappointment and anger in his eyes swept away like a hurricane, destroying his self-esteem: "Xu Chichuan Chi Chuan."

"You have let me down too much."

The stern look looked cold and unfamiliar, Shen Sijing stood up, and approached him step by step, with a snap, his nails cut his face, Xu Chichuan tilted his head, swallowing the fishy sweetness in his mouth.

In 17 years, I was slapped by my parents for the first time.

"The cell phone hidden in the school."

"You stole your ID card to get a hotel room."

"And the three days when the summer vacation ended early at his house."

The heart completely fell to the bottom.

Shen Sijing knew everything.

"For Mu Shihai, how many times have you lied to your mother? How many lies have you told?" Shen Sijing was trembling with anger, raised his hand and slapped him again: "In your eyes, have you been fooling me like a fool all the time!"

"No, no, that's not the case."

The guilt and guilty conscience that had been silent for a long time finally collapsed during the questioning, making him unable to lift his head: "I..."

"To shut up!!"

Shen Sijing was extremely excited, and her voice was trembling with extreme anger: "From now on, I will ask you whatever you answer, and if you lie again, I will not be your son!"

"You, you and Mu Shihai, when did it start?"

Xu Chichuan didn't dare to lie anymore: "The third day of junior high..."

Snapped!

The red, swollen and clear five-fingerprints on her face showed the woman's uncontrollable anger, Shen Sijing laughed back angrily: "Unexpectedly, I, Shen Sijing, would raise a rebellious thing one day!"

"Are you out of your wits or have you been blinded by lard! I sent you to study and teach you how to be a man, but you actually fell in love with a man!"

Xu Chichuan lowered his head, unable to meet his mother's gaze—that expression was exactly the same as Han Ting's look at Han Yu, and Luo's mother's look at Li Yibai, with disbelief and bewilderment, as well as some nausea and disgust, More is the desperation revealed after suffering a major blow.

"Is it because you have no sense of shame in the first place, or he led you to ruin!"

"No!" Xu Chichuan wanted to defend himself: "It has nothing to do with him, it's me..."

"Enough!" Shen Sijing grabbed the feather duster on the table and whipped it on his back. With a dull sound, Xu Chichuan bent over in pain. He had never seen his mother speak so harshly: "I ask you, did he seduce you!"

"No."

The pain spread from his back to every nerve, he struggled to straighten his waist, and looked at Shen Sijing's face resolutely: "I liked him first."

The embarrassing and real first meeting in the alley was his temptation at first sight. Using the banner of his deskmate, he cautiously approached the boy who made him fall in love.

Shen Sijing was so angry that she trembled all over, with a heartbroken expression on her face: "Xu Chichuan!" He raised his hand a few more times: "He's a man! How can you like a man!"

"Homosexuals are sick! They're all crazy!"

"Do you want to be treated as a pervert!"

Every word turned into a sharp arrow and pierced Xu Chichuan's heart fiercely. He silently endured the woman's venting stick, gritted his teeth and did not cry out until Shen Sijing was tired from beating and sat on the sofa panting, With tears in his eyes, he looked at his pale-faced son kneeling on the ground, with a heartbroken expression on his face.The children she had exhausted her painstaking efforts to educate were destroyed overnight and became so unreasonable. The boy on the ground in tears suddenly overlapped with his childhood appearance, and the five-year-old child was carved in powder and jade. He was fined to kneel down, stretched out his hand timidly, and admitted his mistake in a milky voice: "Xiao Chuan likes mother the most!"

"Don't make mom angry anymore!"

My heart softened at once.

"Xiao Chuan," she stretched out her hand, softened her tone, and took his arm: "Listen to my mother, separate from him immediately, and completely cut off contact."

"You are still young, you haven't met many outstanding girls, and you don't know what true liking is. You mistakenly took your dependence on Mu Shihai as liking. You are the son of me and your father. What about my child? Will you like men?"

"Or, it doesn't matter even if you have such abnormal feelings for him." Shen Sijing showed pleading eyes: "It doesn't matter, mom will take you to the hospital to see a doctor."

"Mom will help you and help you become a normal person."

Xu Chichuan slowly raised his head, his face was as pale as paper, completely losing all color.

Thousands of excuses to explain, 1 reasons to justify, just refused to face, believe, and admit that his son fell in love with a man. Such persuasion under the banner of understanding is worse than a beating and a few slaps. Hurting pain.

Under the expectant eyes of the woman, he finally spoke.

"I'm not sick."

"I just like him."

"Bastard!!!" Before Shen Sijing said anything, the man who had been silent all this time was irritated first, Xu Youhua rolled up his sleeves and picked up the feather duster, his face was extremely ugly, he went down with the duster and beat him to the ground, it took him a long time to get up: " How did I raise such a bastard like you!"

"I don't have such a disgusting son as you!"

When talking about this period with Wang Xu, Xu Chichuan couldn't remember many details, the piercing and sharp curses, the spinning pain, and the drowsy and oppressive chaos, everything made him breathless, and there were raindrops. The pain that fell on the body ranged from sharp to numb. He didn't hide or evade or beg for mercy. He bit his lips tightly and kept silent. His eyes were blurred with cold sweat and his lips were dripping with blood. Halfway through, he finally couldn't take it anymore. He fell heavily on the ground and huddled in pain. He raised his head and panted heavily. The fine and continuous pain spread from the nerve endings in his back to every corner of his body. With no other consciousness left, he lay on the ground dying, his back was soaked with clothes, and he didn't know whether it was blood or sweat.

Xu Youhua threw away the remaining half of the feather duster, his breath was still a little unsteady, and he looked at him with dark eyes: "Break that boy immediately, otherwise I will beat you to death today, and I won't see you liking men."

"May I ask you again?"

"Separate or not?"

In a trance, he heard himself speak.

"Do not……"

then.

Then he doesn't remember.

When the third feather duster broke, Shen Sijing screamed and rushed over to stop the man, hugged him who was paralyzed on the ground and cried hysterically, the tears wet his face drop by drop like rain with a broken string, The last scene before fainting was the tear dripping from the lips, which was salty and astringent when it flowed into the mouth.

For two days and one night, with a high fever, Shen Si stood quietly by the hospital bed, suffering like ten thousand flesh-eating and blood-sucking worms, eroding her mind and emotions. Her child was on the hospital bed, and no one was more heartbroken than her, but the child did When something went wrong, she couldn't just stand by and watch him fall into the abyss.

What the man said when he met Mu Xingyong a few days ago flashed through his mind.

"I don't know how much you know about your child, but Mu Shihai—"

"I know better than anyone."

"It's useless for someone like him who is sure to get revenge and only accepts death."

"Just like his mother, he was born rebellious, determined that one infidelity is useless a hundred times, refused to be taught, and refused to compromise."

"Only by stabbing them hard at the place they care about most, and giving up their minds, can we prevent future troubles."

In the quiet ward in the middle of the night, Shen Sijing hid in the toilet and took out two recording pens and a business card from her bag, which were left for her by Mu Xingyong before he left.

"Just one game, a very simple game."

"The only question is whether you can be ruthless."

Can you be cruel?

She thought of those unsightly photos, and the despair that almost collapsed after secretly looking at the USB flash drive behind Xu Youhua's back. She clenched her pen tightly and silently said sorry to Xu Chichuan countless times in her heart.

"Don't blame mom for being cruel."