gentle fairy tale

Chapter 91 91

This meeting was destined to be short-lived.

On the return flight, Pei Songxi leaned against the window and fell asleep lightly.

It's just that she didn't sleep for a long time before she started dreaming.Sometimes in Mingchuan, she stood at the airport to see Yu Mian off; sometimes in Qingning, she looked at the girl who grew up beside her, and finally returned to her family... Sometimes in Yongzhou, in the rainy night of Wutong Under the tree, she looked at the lamp.

She didn't wake up until the stewardess announced that there would be a turbulence ahead.

This time, she took enough time to come here, but Yu Mian received an urgent task temporarily. There was a problem with the renovation of old houses in the community, and many homeless people had to go to the site overnight. Undecided.

Pei Songxi felt that she was interfering with Yu Mian's study and work. After all, she didn't tell her before coming here this time, it shouldn't be like this, so she decided to leave first.

This is a very short separation, and she will wait for her return.

The moment she walked out of the airport, she looked at the familiar city under the sun, took a photo under the gentle light and shadow, and sent it to Yu Mian: "I'm home."

Yu Mian quickly returned a crying expression.

"I want to go home too."

"I'm going to get things done soon and be back."

"wait for me!"

Pei Songxi pursed her lips and smiled: "Good boy."

The secretary called and reported to her the latest work progress. There are no urgent matters waiting to be dealt with.

Pei Songxi told her a few words, hung up the phone, stood on the side of the road and thought for a while, then dialed a new number: "Qingyuan, are you still in the clinic now?"

She soon arrived at Zhou Qingyuan's psychological clinic.

Standing outside the door, Pei Songxi was in a trance for a moment.

She had a faint premonition in her heart that this was the last time she came here.

Zhou Qingyuan was watering the flowers with a watering can, when she heard the voice, she turned her head and smiled at her: "How are you doing, Songxi, long time no see."

Pei Songxi nodded: "Very good, very good."

Zhou Qingyuan put down the water bottle, carefully scrutinized her expression, and always felt that there was a little more vivid texture between her eyebrows and eyes: "You...do you have anything very happy recently?"

Pei Songxi lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes trembling slightly: "I'm going to see her."

Zhou Qingyuan was stunned for a moment, she still remembered the pain and depression that Pei Songxi came to find her a few years ago.Especially that time, Pei Songxi still had a fever, but his eyes were very bright, and he stubbornly said that he would never see her again.

She asked softly: "Then you... are you still confused?"

Pei Songxi nodded slightly: "I'm confused. But it's okay."

Zhou Qingyuan smiled with complicated emotions: "I am really a dereliction of duty psychiatrist. I am so frustrated when I meet you. No matter what time you are, you are a difficult person to persuade. Unless you make up your mind, I will Nothing seemed to be done."

Pei Songxi curled up his fingertips slightly, tapped the back of his finger on the table, and his voice became more difficult with a smile: "No, Qingyuan, you are a very good psychiatrist and a very good friend. Believe in you Myself, probably because I am special. However, I will not come here again in the future."

Zhou Qingyuan raised his head in surprise: "What about the medicine?"

Pei Songxi stood up and smiled at her: "You forgot, I didn't come to you for a long time. Of course I don't need it in the future. I'm leaving. If I come here next time, I will I invite you to dinner again."

Zhou Qingyuan laughed softly, happy for her state: "You are a stubborn ghost, don't come to my clinic in the future, and don't invite me to dinner."

She, looking at the friends she met when she was young, seemed to finally have peace of mind, and was happy for her from the bottom of her heart.

Come out of the clinic, it's still early.

Pei Songxi stood on the side of the road for a while and took a taxi.

She came to the mountain Buddhist temple that she hadn't been to for more than ten years.

The monk still knew her, and smiled at her gently: "Master Pei, you haven't been here for many years."

Pei Songxi also smiled and nodded at him: "Come and have a look. Is it convenient now?"

"Yes, there are not many people in the Buddhist hall now, come with me."

Pei Songxi hadn't been here for a long time, the air was warm and heavy with the scent of sandalwood, the light in the Buddhist hall was dim, and the worn-out futons were placed on the ground, which was filled with the unique piety of mortals when they prayed.

But she had nothing to ask for.

When the monk went out, she was the only one in the small Buddhist hall.

Over the years, she still thinks of the scene of her mother's death from time to time.She rushed into her room on a rainy night, only to see blood all over the floor.The man who would smile softly at her was cold, with an empty jar of pills and a sharp knife beside him.

That was the rainy night she would never forget in her life.

For a long time, she felt that she was wrong, just because of her words, her thoughts, and her small decisions, she caused her dearest relatives to pass away.

So she will also be afraid, afraid that because of a certain thought, a certain sentence, or a certain choice of hers, she will once again completely hurt the people around her.

But now, she finally felt relieved, maybe it was her mother's choice.

Like she's finally making a choice now.

She looked at the tablet on the mourning hall, and suddenly asked softly, "Do you think I'm wrong?"

Mianmian... is the child who grew up beside her. She watched her grow from such a small soft ball to such a bright and lovely girl.

She can't like hers.

In the past few years, she wanted to look for her more than once, but she was afraid of hurting her, just like back then, because of her decision, it caused some irreparable harm.

Pei Songxi stared into the air for a long time, but no one could give her an answer in the silence.

She lowered her head and turned the beads in her hand: "Maybe I was wrong. But I like Mianmian, and I won't let it go."

She... was her only precarious connection to the world.

She thought she would be lonely in this life, but she didn't expect to be confused for half her life, but at this age, she finally waited for her lover who was many years younger than her.

She won't let go again.

Pei Songxi stayed alone for a long time, and when she came out of the Buddhist hall, the sky was covered with dark clouds, and it looked as if the sky would change soon.

However, she felt that the haze in her heart gradually dissipated, and she felt an unspeakable freedom.

When Yu Mian is busy, she always thinks of Pei Songxi.

Thinking about what she was doing, thinking about what clothes she was wearing today, thinking... Is she also missing her.

Probably because he was afraid of disturbing her, but everything remained the same.Pei Songxi seldom sends her messages, but as soon as she sends them, she will definitely reply immediately, anytime.

Yu Mian has already explained the situation to her tutor, and proposed to return to China in June, and the return ticket has been booked, but she didn't tell Pei Songxi, she just lays on the bed every night and reads the calendar, counting down by herself.The first thing I do when I wake up in the morning is to cross off yesterday's number on the calendar, and then laugh at the days that are approaching on the calendar.

She still likes to share her life with Pei Songxi in the form of photos.Share the rainbow you saw on the way back, share the double-yolk eggs you accidentally ate, and share every morning and sunset.

Pei Songxi still sent back the corresponding photos.

In this relationship, each other is young, carefully record every moment of life, and let the other party know, it seems that this will feel like being by each other's side.

One day working late into the night, Yu Mian was drawing design drawings under the desk lamp, but when she thought of her, she couldn't help but stop, wrote a sentence on a piece of paper, took a picture of it, and sent it to her.

What she wrote was a line of Du Fu's poem, "I only wish to see each other often for nothing."

Pei Songxi replied quickly: "Haven't slept yet?"

"Didn't sleep, busy. Did you just wake up?"

"Well, I just woke up."

"I want to see you... Aunt Pei, take a picture of you and show me, okay?"

The other party didn't respond for a long time, Yu Mian put down the pencil, exhaled lightly, put her cheek on the cool table, and began to feel nervous for no reason... Can she ask her for a photo, it will look very wretched ?

... She really just wanted to see her, nothing else.

Yu Mian couldn't help thinking about it, luckily the phone screen was on, and there were a few unread messages.

"Miss me?"

"Is this one okay?"

The photo was sent at the latest, and it took a few seconds before it popped up.

Yu Mian froze for a moment, then lightly tapped the screen with her fingertips.

The moment she clicked on the photo, her breathing froze.

No cheeks were exposed in the photo, but she recognized it at a glance. Pei Songxi was wearing the smoky blue suspender nightdress. The thin shoulder straps fell on the shoulders as white as jade porcelain, and there was a large piece of white hair below. The skin is lined with delicate lines and moderately deep and delicate clavicle... Such a seductive radian is both beautiful and sensual.

"Why don't you speak?"

"!!!"

Yu Mian really didn't know what to reply, she just sent three exclamation marks, then threw herself on the bed, wrapped in the blanket and started screaming like a groundhog, it was so beautiful... Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,)she-she-going-mad-crazy!

She saved the photo and made it her own screensaver.

Pei Songxi's phone call came at this time, and Yu Mian pressed it through: "Aunt Pei?"

The other party smiled lowly: "Miss me?"

That was the question she had just had no answer for.

Her voice is so seductive, gentle and deep, Yu Mian originally wanted to speak, but she couldn't speak a word when she asked her, so she just rolled wildly on the bed, and it took a long time to suppress her crazily beating heart: "Then you Miss me?"

Pei Songxi smiled but didn't respond, as if he was deliberately trying to wear her patience, a little teasing her.

Yu Mian rarely had a serious thought, she hung up the phone, thought for a while, went to the bathroom to change clothes, and took a photo.

"I saw a poem today and liked it very much. I want to send it to you."

"Jiangnan has nothing, let's talk about a spring."

When Pei Songxi was about to call her back again, she happened to see her new message. It was obviously not spring now.She was a little curious about what photos she would send, so she didn't call at first, but just clicked on the photo, and was stunned for a moment.

The photo shows the young girl's white and slender neck, and further down is a slightly slender and small collarbone. In the large and delicate jade color, the fingertips slightly stained with pink lightly rest on the edge of the collarbone, and then go down... There are also faintly visible, looming slight ups and downs, like...the appearance of not wearing underwear, tempting people to look down a little, and then down a little.

Pei Songxi's cheeks blushed, and he didn't dare to look at it. He put down the phone, but after putting it down for two seconds, he picked it up again and looked at it. The corners of his lips were slowly pulled up, and he saved the photo.

It turned out that what she was talking about as a gift was this branch of spring.

Spring is a sultry spring.

She smiled and called back, Yu Mian answered, seeming very nervous.After all, it was the photo she asked Pei Songxi to send first, and she should have just woken up, so she was wearing pajamas.But she was obviously staying up late to do things, but she sent such a photo... and after sending it, she realized that she was not wearing underwear.

Pei Songxi smiled softly: "Mianmian, you are seducing me."

When Yu Mian heard her words, her nervous heart was strangely quiet for a moment, and then it started beating wildly again. She heard herself asking: "Then, have you arrived at the temptation?"

There was the man's mellow and gentle laughter on the phone.

After a few seconds, she finally gave the answer: "Well... I'm hooked."