Inferior dominance

Chapter 8 I still have to separate from the servant

This incident has a huge impact on both me and Ji Xiao.

I only found out later that the fourth child walked in front of his father that night, and after finishing his accusation against Ji Xiao, he passed out.

The diagnosis was a minor concussion due to a severe blow to the head.

Things probably developed like this - Ji Xiao and his elder brother quarreled at the seaside, and the fourth brother held a grudge. After the elder brother left, the fourth brother deliberately pulled off the necklace on Ji Xiao's neck, and then threw it into the sea. Ji Xiao was furious and punched Beat the fourth child to the ground, then hurriedly searched for the necklace that was thrown into the sea in the dark.

Ji Xiao's punch was quite powerful. The fourth child was a lifeless guy. It was almost hard to imagine how much malice and anger he had at that time, so he endured the pain, climbed up desperately, and smashed Ji Xiao into it. nautical mile.

That's why my father came to me. He wanted to know everything about it.

But when I was called into the house by him, I made a complaint on my own first.

The old man's face was very ugly at that time, he might also be worrying about the injury of the fourth child at that time.

When I was punished by my father to kneel inside the basement of Yu's house, I faintly realized that my wish might have come true now, and Ji Xiao would definitely not be assigned to me again, and my rescue might be in vain, I don't believe it This matter, the father can still tolerate him.

I knelt in the basement of Yu's house all night, and it wasn't until the next day that the person who punished me formally walked in front of me.

It seemed that my father was going to save my life, and the first time I was whipped, I realized it.

I should be thankful that my body is not strong, and I passed out without taking too many blows.

When I woke up, I was in the hospital with a burning pain in my back.

Although the injury was not serious, but because my health has never been good, this punishment made me stay in the hospital for a long time. During this period, no one came to the hospital to see me except my elder brother.

Of course Ji Xiao didn't either.

When I heard that he was not dead, I sneered in my heart, Xin Dao, it seemed that saving people was a waste of time, a wolf-hearted thing.

But thinking about it, he shouldn't live long.

At that time, for some reason, I was suddenly very sad. Recalling what happened that day, I was both annoyed and angry.

Thinking that maybe no one will accompany me when I go back to the mansion, I even considered getting a dog as a companion, and even asked the housekeeper to buy dog ​​food, the most expensive one.

The housekeeper is responsible for arranging my daily life in the hospital, and is the only person who can accompany me for entertainment except for my elder brother who occasionally visits.

I was looking forward to having a pet.

But not long after, the housekeeper told me that my father had completed the formalities for me and wanted me to study abroad.

The eldest brother obviously knew the news earlier than me. When he came again, he said that this was indeed what the old man meant. He tried to tell me how good life abroad is. He said that I have been bored in the mansion all this time, and it is time to go I went out to have a look, and he said that there will be everything I like, movies, dramas, music, dances... Dad doesn't control me there, and I can arrange my own time freely.

He also said that, in fact, that night, it wasn't that Dad didn't care, but just handed everything over to him.

"Little lamp, blame me if you want to." The eldest brother held my hand without much explanation, he just looked at me tenderly, and I looked into his gentle eyes, I could only nod my head, He wanted so much to mold his father into a loving father, if he wanted me to believe that, then at least on the surface, I was willing to do it.

The fourth child was also severely punished for this incident. Originally, I thought he would become a victim in the eyes of my father and act as a completely innocent image, but the facts often exceeded my expectations.

Later, I thought more than once, why did my father want to send me abroad?It's a pity that I didn't see him again or talk to him until I left, so I couldn't analyze his thoughts.

Ji Xiao, he didn't contact me, and I never contacted him. The only thing I know is that he is not dead, but was actually arranged by his father to be under his command to make a living.

I have always been unable to understand Dad's decision. Sitting on the plane, looking at the city A that is gradually going away, I felt an indescribable sadness in my heart at that time. I found that after I left this land, Except for my eldest brother, there will be no one who can contact me on a daily basis. Maybe occasionally I can greet my third brother, but my father... think about it and forget it.

Later I asked myself more than once, is it worth it?

I can't tell whether it's worth it or not, because I can't figure out what I did wrong. In my opinion, saving people is justified. I dare say that even if the person who drowned in the water at that time was not Ji Xiao, but me The fourth most hated Yu Jingsheng, I will make the same choice without hesitation.

However, the facts told me that indeed, I did something wrong.

So will all this coming abroad be counted as punishment?

Brother is right, life abroad is unfettered and unregulated.

There is no need to attend the Yu family's family gatherings every week, no need to attend the so-called "necessary" social occasions, and even no need to obey the orders of the old man to complete a certain task.

I got to see a lot of things I hadn't seen and met a lot of people I would never have met.

fall in love?If I have to say it, during the time I was studying abroad, I did have a few relationships. There were men and women, and they were all beautiful and elegant without exception.

I find that I have a strong preference for elegant people, especially people who, like me, have a certain appreciation for art.

Under their guidance, I participated in several drama performances as I wished. No matter what the role is, as long as I can perform on the stage, I am always very happy. I like the atmosphere where everyone discusses the "plot content". makes me feel good.

Enjoy like never before.

I have never had a romantic and intense confession. I found that the boundaries of love are blurred. Sometimes when I walk alone on the street with someone, I will know in my heart that this is a relationship.

I enjoy the romantic atmosphere, and I am willing to learn how to make the other person happy, but because I know deep down in my heart that I am different from others, so many times I have no further plans.

Obviously, my date would be disappointed by this idea, but most of them ultimately chose to accept the end of the relationship sincerely, and I often left the choice to maintain the relationship as a friendship. in their hands.

I never intend to take the initiative to provoke anyone, but if someone who makes me happy is willing to approach me, I will not refuse, oh, it is worth explaining that I am the kind of dedicated type, and I never intend to multi-line operate.

Of course, I also had trouble abroad.

It's probably because people like me are naturally let off by other types of people. Occasionally, I get troubled by some punks.

They probably thought that weak scholars like me would be particularly easy to bully, especially when I was walking alone on the road, some of them would push my shoulders and say some uncivilized words, similar to "sissy" ""Bitch" and the like, they always remind me of Ji Xiao, but for some reason, deep down, I know that these people are different from Ji Xiao.

For example, I will look down on these bullying bastards from the bottom of my heart, but I think Ji Xiao will definitely do something in the future.

Oh yes, some of them, say, fuckin' me?

I almost couldn't help laughing. I just sat there with my legs crossed and said, "Your sausage? Come on."

That was the first time I took the initiative to attack someone and saw blood.

Of course, in the end, my elder brother's people came forward to clean up the mess for me, and I would report to school as usual the next day, and that was the first time I experienced the benefits that the Yu family could bring.

At that time, Ji Xiao was already dead.

Or, in my opinion, Ji Xiao is already dead.

The news of his death was brought to me by my third brother, who said that it was a mission sent by my father, he turned against the water halfway, and was finally abandoned by the army in the other party's park, and then disappeared since then, most likely dead up.

When I heard the news, my heart was numb. I didn't cry or laugh. I just felt that the result was still the same. I thought things would be different in the past few years, but I didn't expect it to be the same.

This ending is unreasonable, but it is reasonable. I never expected Ji Xiao to become a hero who changed his life against the sky, but I was a little shocked by his unexpected death.

It seemed to have some supernatural ability, but in the end it was no different from ordinary people. I thought in my heart, but I asked my third brother, "Is there a funeral?"

The third brother on the other end of the phone was slightly stunned, as if he didn't understand what I was talking about, so I knew that this person died without a sound, and the body was not even buried in a coffin.

"Oh, what's more, my elder brother probably doesn't have time to call you during this period. Dad took him on a long trip. It seems that there is something important. We don't know the details...Brother Ran, if you want to If you're on the phone, just give me a call."

I laughed to myself that this kid has become quite sensible after not seeing him for a few years, but after hanging up the phone, he fell into a short period of sluggishness.

After that, to my own incomprehension, I was depressed for quite a while.

It's hard to say why, in fact, I don't think Ji Xiao has any affectionate connection with me, but I just occasionally recall some small things in the mansion, it's funny, but I still feel sad.

You might even regret why you didn't treat him well in the first place.

I have to say, people are pretty ridiculous, I mean myself.

Because I am absolutely sure that even if he comes back to life and appears in front of me again, it will still be difficult for me to be "friendly" to him. The root cause is probably because I have a natural incompatibility with him. Every word he said, he Every behavior of , can make me feel uncomfortable instinctively.

Afterwards, a long period of time passed, and the days abroad were very leisurely, and it seemed that there was nothing to talk about on a special trip.

Oh, suddenly thought of one.

When Yue Mo was about to graduate, a guy who looked exactly like Ji Xiao suddenly appeared beside me and pursued me.

His name is Dong Siyuan, and he is of Asian descent like me. I have to say that I was shocked the first time I saw him.

Not to mention this guy told me he liked me the second day we met.

As usual, I usually don't have too many negotiations with this kind of people, but I don't know if it's because of the death of that guy Ji Xiao or It affected me more or less, and I promised him that I could be friends.

They are just friends. After all, I have always defined myself clearly. In terms of love, I am only interested in beautiful, elegant and expensive types.

Of course, I told that person exactly what I said, but Dong Siyuan didn't seem to mind, and without blinking, he replied: "It's okay! I don't mind! Friends are friends!"

I have to say that making friends with this kind of person is a different kind of feeling. He always has unlimited vitality, and you don’t need to be careful when talking to him. Because of his interests, I usually don’t know where to go. I would also find it disappointing if I choose to go to the usual art exhibitions or theaters, because I don’t want someone next to me to be asleep while I’m watching a good movie.

So I can only think of traveling, and going out with him is a good choice. This guy is a good athlete, and he is also a "young man" who likes to try new things.

The most memorable thing for me is probably the experience when he taught me how to dive.

This person is very suitable to be a friend, but in fact, after getting along for a long time, you can find that even if the initial impression is similar, Dong Siyuan is not Ji Xiao's after all. spanking mouth.

At that time, I couldn't help laughing secretly. Is this a way to commemorate an old friend?It's really hypocritical.

But if, I mean if.

If my father hadn't told me to treat Ji Xiao so harshly, would my relationship with him be as friendly as this person's?

Not long after getting along with Dong Siyuan, I found that he seemed to like women. Of course, it was because when I visited his house, I saw the pornographic magazines he hid under the bed. It was a normal straight male aesthetic, and I knew it right away. He lied to me when he said he liked me, and he quickly admitted it, but he didn't tell me the reason.

I don't mind.

After that, I often invited him to watch my plays. He was very recognizable. After the audience left the stage, he must be the last one left sleeping soundly on the chair.

He is really different from Ji Xiao. At that moment, I thought, maybe he is just the appearance of Ji Xiao in my ideal.

pretty good.

As a friend, I thought that Dong Siyuan would be able to accompany me for a longer period of time. At that time, I realized that I might be quite afraid of being alone.

But about a week before graduation, he suddenly told me: "I have to leave, sorry for lying to you."

Not face to face, it was a phone call.

I never saw him again after that, he appeared on the stage of my life like a hasty passer-by, turned a few times exaggeratedly from left to right, then stepped off the stage, never to be seen again.

I didn't have time to be sad about it, because a week later, I suddenly received a notice from my father, saying that it was time for me to return to China.

At the same time, it was the third brother who took the initiative to call. His tone was extremely tense, as if he was wary that anyone would hear him.

"Big Brother pissed off Father," he told me.