Chapter 67 Did I Run Away Successfully?
Chapter 67 Did I Run Away Successfully?
For a while, in the narrow bathroom, only Ji Xiao's slightly heavy panting could be heard.
All movements were prohibited, even the strength with which he ravaged my cheek gradually diminished.
However, he still didn't let me go.
Five seconds later, he changed his position, and his strong arms wrapped around my waist, hooking my whole body forward.
My cheek was so quietly attached to his chest, and my whole body could be said to be attached to his body.
I felt a slight tremor, and he smiled, his voice was very low, even a little exaggerated.
"But on the real estate certificate are our two names, me, you and me. It was originally a contract between my father and your mother as a promise of love. It is also the wedding room that Mr. Yu prepared for us. It cannot be Yours, Ran Deng, it's impossible." Ji Xiao's voice came from above, and my wet palm tried to push him away, but it always ended in failure.
I wanted him to go, I told him I was leaving, but he started to imprison me with brute force without saying a word, and even stretched out his hand to tease my desire. When I had to choose to give in because of desire, he and whispered in my ear:
"Is this kind of talk addictive? Or do you just want to irritate me?" He bit my earlobe, I was a little afraid that he would tear it off, so I kept dodging, then he looked at me and smiled, and even more He pressed me against the wall tightly, as if enjoying the process of bullying me.
I really want to scold him to death, but a man whose life is in someone else's hands doesn't have any autonomy at all. When he reached the peak, he told me to hold back, and even blocked it with his hands, but I was completely screwed by him. I completely disarmed and surrendered. I really hated myself, and I really hated the despicable nature of human beings. They are willing to say anything for the pleasure of that moment, and I am naturally no exception.
I hate the smell on Ji Xiao's body, the gaudy scent that obviously doesn't belong to him, but someone else's, makes me feel sick.
I hate that he touches me with the hand that has touched others. It can be said that I used up all my strength to try to stay away from his hand, but this stimulated him even more. Knowing what to do would make me lose my mind, so he did it.
He seemed to prefer me to be overwhelmed by him than to relieve himself.
This shower is a waste of time, I know.
The unilateral suppression by force is really quite hopeless. I can't escape his confinement, nor can I run in his footsteps. When I was wrapped in a bath towel and hugged by him, I was in the soreness that had just been exhausted. Among them, he didn't even have the strength to resist, so he was wrapped up like that and carried out.
My old room, the room I used to share with him, doesn't seem to be much different from when I left, and I haven't been back here since I moved into the servant's room, and now...
Being thrown on the bed, watching Ji Xiao's clothes intact, but almost completely soaked, his undulating breathing and obvious places symbolize that he is not calm at the moment.
I think I regret it, maybe I shouldn't just say my thoughts in front of him like this, I managed to pull up a little strength, I climbed up, covered my eyes with my arms and wiped them hard before the tears fell. He got down, and then tried to run in the direction of the door without making a sound, not even caring that the only towel covering his body fell to the ground.
I hate to be confronted with the room that is now completely occupied by him that used to be mine, and his smell, and his utterly unforgiving attitude, I hate him.
However, Ji Xiao still grabbed me. He was surprisingly strong. When he grabbed me, it was like pulling a rag doll. I felt that my arm was hurt by him, so I was forced to face it by him. His moment, I told him to roll again.
The weak volume caused the voices in the room to reverberate, Ji Xiao looked at me, for a moment, I might have caught the hurt emotion in his eyes, "Don't touch me with your dirty hands!" My voice was simply It was gnashing of teeth, and I dare say I've never used such a hateful tone to anyone.
I softened for a moment, but my aching arm didn't allow me to do so, "You don't think I'd want to sleep with you after you touched those people, do you?"
Ji Xiao's body swayed slightly, and after a while, "You're jealous." He raised the corners of his lips, as if he was succeeding in his tricks, like a naughty child, enjoying my anger, he leaned close to me, and stuck the cloth on his clothes On my cheeks, "This taste, don't you like it?"
His clothes are wet, but his body is extremely hot. He is holding a gun to irritate me and try to rub me with his body. If I don’t know what he wants to do at this time, I will be an idiot. "You exploit me For pleasure?" My voice was so cold that I couldn't believe it, just thinking about his behavior of bringing these people home, I felt breathless, "Ji Xiao, do you know that the sofa is dirty? The mansion is also dirty gone."
"Tomorrow you can go buy a new one." Ji Xiao said, and went down again, grabbing my life gate, "Buy whatever you want."
He didn't seem to know the meaning of all this in my heart, his body gradually became hot, but his heart became colder and colder. I raised my face, and he leaned over, biting my earlobe deeply.
Anyway, I couldn't escape, and in the end I simply gave up the unnecessary struggle.
That's right, this night, Ji Xiao still did it with me, the second time.
Still not to the end, Ji Xiao cursed in my ear in a low voice, the breath on my cheek was so hot.
I think it's more torture than enjoyment.
Ji Xiao seems to have some hobbies, he likes my pleading, even if it's obviously not sincere.
I was so tortured that I had no choice but to succumb to my desires. In the end, I could only compromise. He told me to say everything in a daze, and when I woke up the next day, I only vaguely remembered a few.
He asked me to call him husband.
And let me promise not to run around in the future.
I have to admit that what I said and what I did tonight was all because of jealousy.
When Ji Xiao woke up the next day, I was actually a little conscious, but I was too tired. I only half-opened my eyes, looked at his radiant appearance, and tried to move my limp body, but finally gave up.
Realizing that I woke up too, Ji Xiao pinched my ears and told me to take a good rest.
He has to go to the Yu family compound.
So I really fell asleep like that.
When I woke up, it was already noon. If I hadn't heard Butler Zhang calling me at the door, I might have to go to sleep.
While eating breakfast, I forcibly ignored Butler Zhang's hesitation several times. I raised my head and asked him, "Will you tell Ji Xiao my whereabouts?"
Butler Zhang was stunned, and then told me: "No."
"Is anyone watching outside today?" I asked again, but my body was so weak that I couldn't lift the tableware with my hands.
Butler Zhang said no.
Okay, "Can you help me pack my bags?" My voice was so calm that I honestly wondered why I was so calm.
Steward Zhang froze for a moment, as if he didn't understand what I was saying, so I repeated it again.
After eating I got up and went upstairs to my servant's room.
This decision is not sudden, but it is indeed a huge breakthrough for me. In the past, I always thought that it would be good to wait for four months to pass and the mansion was in my hands, but when I realized that Ji Xiao might never let go, even Will hold this house tightly to hang me, and I know I have no reason to stay here anymore.
Furthermore, what happened last night, if there is the first time, the second time, there will be a third time or even countless times, I can imagine the consequences I have to face if I continue to live here, I will tell Ji Xiao went to bed, more than once or twice, he obviously tasted the marrow and even wanted to go further, but I couldn't tolerate this kind of thing happening again.
In fact, in terms of material things, Ji Xiao has never treated me badly. If the elder brother and other factors are removed and I don't mess with him, he can even be "good" to me. The life I live may be exactly I know what the person in his arms dreamed of last night.
But at the same time, I also understand that I can't live with him like a "wife" he yearns for. I need to think about my own value independently, instead of changing myself according to his needs for me.
So I chose that.
When I was packing my luggage, Butler Zhang obviously had something to say all the time, but I looked at my small suitcase and found that after living in the mansion for so many years, there were only so many things that needed to be taken away in the end.
When moving the suitcase downstairs, Butler Zhang asked me, "Is it a business trip? Master."
"Almost." I don't know how to tell him, I really want to take him away, but I don't even have the ability to get the mansion, so how can I have the capital to let someone like Steward Zhang stay for me? "If Ji Xiao asks, you can tell him that the mansion will be taken care of by you, haha."
After I finished speaking, I paused, looked at Steward Zhang, jokingly, and asked again: "Could it be that you called Ji Xiao right after I left?"
Steward Zhang just shook his head when he heard this, and finally told me:
"The Yu family has a big move today, and no one who should come to see you is here, so it's a good time."
That was really a coincidence, but what surprised me was that Steward Zhang knew more about what happened to the Yu family than I did. I really didn't know whether to feel ironic or to say something more.
I got on a long-distance bus that didn't require an ID card, and cut off all contact methods. I leaned my head against the car window and looked at the rickety scenery outside the window, and suddenly felt that the air had become much fresher.
I fell into such a deep sleep again. After all, I didn’t know where I should go. I was just attached to this freedom that was so strange to me. Recalling my life after returning to China, I found that I was almost trapped in the Inside the mansion, apart from my eldest brother, Ji Xiao is my world, and it seems that I don't have any time to pay attention to anything else.
Maybe it's time to let yourself relax.
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