Chapter 82
Chapter 82
To be honest, even now, I still feel that the eldest brother standing above Yingying looking over is as beautiful as if he is in a painting.
However, the reality does not allow me to simply immerse myself in the beautiful atmosphere of the so-called "brother reunion".
The death of the third brother and his fiancée seems to be yesterday, and the subordinates of the Yu family, those who I know or even know, may also lose their lives one after another because of Ji Xiao's fight with the man in front of him.
Not to mention more direct, how will Ji Xiao react when he finds out that I am reunited with my elder brother?
How should I tell him how I feel?At that moment, a hundred kinds of feelings flashed through my heart, but on the face, when I looked at that man, I still instinctively raised the corners of my lips towards him, smiling from the bottom of my heart.
I admit, I was delighted to see him again.
I walked up to him, said long time no see to him, then opened the door of my house and invited him to see my new home.
Big brother has that kind of ability, no matter where others go, in just a moment, that place will become as elegant, warm and advanced as he is.
He sat across from me, looking at me for a moment with his smiling eyes. We first talked about some ordinary topics, such as Fifth Sister's recent situation, my work in the theater, etc. Neither of us was the first to bring up topics that would make our vibe delicate, knowing that some things, once spoken, can undo even the hard-won goodness.
"Speaking of which, Fifth Sister has a very interesting book. At first she said it was miraculous, but I didn't believe it. Then I read it and found that what she said was right." When I spoke, I just wanted to express this The incident was shared as a commonplace amusing trifle.
"Oh? What book?"
"Hahahaha, it's actually the kind of romance novels that girls like to read."
"Oh, indeed, my mother, at such an age, likes to watch them occasionally."
In fact, I enjoy the feeling of chatting with my elder brother.
"Yes, it's just a very vulgar love story. When you love him, he doesn't love you, and when he loves you, you don't love him. What's interesting is the story behind it."
"Tell me?"
"Most of its content coincides with the things that happened in our family, starting from the things that started when Ji Xiao gained the trust of his father..." As I said that, I carefully observed the face of my elder brother, thinking that mentioning these things would make him His complexion changed a little, but he just laughed out as if hearing a joke, "Then the protagonist of this book must be a poor child living outside."
"Well, he is one of the protagonists, how does the eldest brother know?"
"Books must be written like this to be interesting." As he said, he picked up the tea I poured for him, and took a sip. The small tea leaves downstairs, which weighed two, forced him to drink tea. , "It's a pity that reality is not a book... If I were in a book, I must be a villain, or a supporting role destined to be defeated. The endings of those characters are all to serve as a foil for the protagonist."
That's right, but what the elder brother said is also right, reality is not a book.
Then my elder brother asked about the script I had created and asked me to show it to him.
It's not a polite word, I can see that the eldest brother is really curious.
Carefully hand over the manuscript paper to the eldest brother, the real reader of the revised edition, the eldest brother is the first.
Occasionally there was the sound of paper flipping in the air, and I heard my elder brother chuckle: "Is this protagonist Ji Xiao?"
I was a little nervous for a while, but under the eyes of my elder brother, I could only nod in agreement.
It was silent again, I started to look at the script of my next job, and my elder brother occasionally sent comments, "It seems that he doesn't treat you well, but he still needs you."
I don't know how my elder brother can see this from my words. Although my script is a spectator No.1 narrative, the sense of "I" as the narrator is not strong. Even in the plot, "I "The relationship with the protagonist is just a friend.
"I'm not included in Xiaodeng's book." The elder brother's voice teased slightly, I scratched my head, and said flatteringly: "Elder brother is very special, I'm afraid it won't be well shaped."
"Do you want him to change?" Yue Mo turned to the part near the end, and the eldest brother turned his head and asked me.
"what?"
"No, I just think...you seem to really want Ji Xiao to change. The protagonist finally wakes up and realizes that it's not too late. It's still too late. He's going to make up for the mistakes he made..." As he said, big brother Laughed, "I thought this was what you expected from Ji Xiao."
I was stunned, in fact, I have never tried to explore what I really want in my heart, do I have any expectations for Ji Xiao?How stupid it sounds, I didn't expect my brother to see this from my script, so I finally laughed out: "No, the character change of the round character is just needed by the plot."
Later, the eldest brother took some time to see the end.
"A very good story," he said, "very gentle, implying the author's expectations. Seeing that you wrote that the protagonist inevitably made mistakes even though he tried his best to save it, I thought you would give him a sad ending...but no. To think it will eventually turn around, he's lucky to have the opportunity to do it all over again, which is beautiful."
Yeah?In fact, I also think this ending is too good, but both the instructor and the old man think it is very good, and at this moment, I have been affirmed by my elder brother...
"It would be great if you would give me such a chance." Turning his head, the eldest brother looked at me, "Xiaodeng, do you blame me for the third brother's matter?"
For a while I didn't know how to answer, blame him?Where am I to blame anyone?The elder brother knows how to resist and get back what he should have. Even if he uses some tricks, he is still much more bloody than me; Ji Xiao has lived a life of licking blood with the tip of a knife since he was a child. The end he ushered in must be death. He was smart and seized the time and opportunity, which allowed him to get everything he deserved. He is worthy of respect, and I can understand every step he made.
I don't blame them.
"If I say it's not strange, it might seem too fake. Brother Qingshu, I want to ask you, if you could do it all over again, would you do it again?"
The elder brother froze for a moment, then shook his head and said no, "I will think of a better and more complete method that won't hurt my family."
"Then I don't blame you." I heard myself say that with slightly raised lips.
"Ji Xiao said that it's almost the end, is that true?" I asked.
The eldest brother said yes, he said that before that there would be a false transaction as the trigger of "it was logical", and his people would secretly ambush there in advance, I don't know if Ji Xiao will fall into the trick or follow the trick.
I didn't expect my elder brother to tell me this, he seemed very confident, and he wasn't afraid that I would tell Ji Xiao about all this, or maybe he felt that no matter what I said, Ji Xiao would not change his actions.
I smiled at him and asked him, "Aren't you afraid I'll tell him?"
"Ji Xiao won't believe you, and he won't believe what I tell you." Fingers crossed, the elder brother smiled helplessly, "You can try to tell him."
At this moment, I felt breathless. The elder brother knew me and Ji Xiao so well, as if he already knew what would happen next.
"I want to tell you one more thing," said the elder brother.
I was stunned, I didn't even have time to answer.
"Xiaodeng, he and I can only live together in the end." When the eldest brother said this, I looked at his helpless smiling face and felt my body keep falling and falling, as if I didn't understand what he was saying something like that.
Then the eldest brother asked me: "At the last moment, if Ji Xiao and I stand in front of you, can I ask you to come to me?"
I was stunned, and for a while I couldn't answer.
He took my hand and gently kissed it, "Don't be burdened, you have to believe that no matter what you choose in the end, I won't blame you."
Vaguely, I seem to have a vague guess about the future that my elder brother said.
That conjecture gave me chills, and I couldn't even speak to him to make sure it was true.
Sure enough, the bloody battle was another endless battle. This time they even used their own lives as a bargaining chip, just to win those meaningless gambles.
I don't understand, can't so many times of bloodshed make them wake up?Can't even the imprisonment of the fourth brother and the death of the third brother make them turn back?
"Brother Qingshu...stop." His lips trembled a little, and he buried his face deeply in his hands, "Don't go on like this, stop, doesn't the third brother's death prove everything to you? You want to fight for it?" The Yu family is no longer what it used to be. Shouldn’t our family members be the most cherished thing? Look at the fourth and third brothers...what are we left now? In the end, you are no longer even for profit And fight, but just hate, endless hate..."
Stop it, I don't want anything to happen to any of you.
If this continues, in the end, no matter Ji Xiao or the elder brother, I will not be able to face it.
When I was gently embraced by my elder brother, I smelled his own, faint floral fragrance.
"It's okay, little lamp." His voice was so gentle, "You just need to believe that no matter what, we won't hurt you, and that's enough."
No, not enough... I hope everyone can live well, no more bloodshed, no more injuries, no more endless fights.
Tightly, I hugged my elder brother back, I wanted to tell him that this was not enough, but I couldn't open my mouth, I was afraid that even in the eyes of my elder brother, I would not get the approval I expected.
I no longer expect Ji Xiao to wake up, but brother...
In the end he left anyway.
Looking at the empty living room, I had the illusion that what happened just now was just an illusion, but when I turned my eyes to the paper cup on the coffee table, which was still covered with mist, it told me that my elder brother had indeed been here, and it was not in my mind. phantom.
Thinking of what elder brother Cai said to me just now, almost instinctively, I dialed Ji Xiao's number.
According to what my elder brother told me before, if my guess is correct, it should refer to the action that Dong Siyuan said earlier, and think of the ending in Wumei's book. Even if it is very absurd, I still hope to change it. something.
I want everything that happens next to be different from the ending I saw.
Never have I wanted to change this so much.
But the beeping sound echoed for a long time, and Ji Xiao's call was not answered.
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