Inferior dominance

Chapter 100 Some memories are about big brother

It's a pity that Ji Xiao didn't come that night.

That's right, he's not some strange man with superpowers. It's impossible to expect him to surprise you like a Santa Claus who suddenly appears every night.

The prince arrived the next day before I woke up.

It is hard to describe what kind of feeling it was when I slowly opened my eyes and found that the person sitting in front of me against the morning light was him.

Visually, it was obviously shocking. I just felt that the light yellow clothes were just right for his fair and moist cheeks. His light brown eyes were obviously so gentle, but they also gave people an unfathomable feeling.

But deep down, when I saw him, I was a little "shocked".

The fear of powerful things made me at a loss. Maybe this time I had decided in advance that I would stand on Ji Xiao's side, so unconsciously, I classified my elder brother as an "enemy".

"Seeing that you have been sleeping, I can't bear to wake you up." I lay on the bed and stared at him, his eyelashes drooping slightly, "It's so strange, I've never seen you, but I always dream about you .”

I thought that according to the etiquette, I should sit up and salute the prince, but this time I didn't do so, I just slightly tightened the quilt in my hand, and asked softly: "What kind of dream is it?"

"I dreamed... as if I knew you since I was very young. That dream was too real. When I woke up, I felt like I had entered a dream of becoming an emperor soon." The elder brother gently Smiling, maybe he also felt that his speech was a bit ridiculous, so he changed the subject: "Is it the bird sent by the third brother?"

He was asking about the "Love Owl Parrot" that I hung in the birdcage. I can only be thankful that it can no longer speak, otherwise... I really can't imagine how my eldest brother would react when he heard it's fanatical confession to Ji Xiao.

"Yes, I said it was to celebrate my coming to the palace, but I'm going to trouble him, I like it very much." Afraid that the elder brother would take it away, I hurriedly emphasized that I "like it very much".

Fortunately, in the end, the eldest brother didn't become suspicious. He just looked away lightly, and asked me when I got up: "You don't seem to have a good rest, do you want to sleep for a while?"

I said, "No, it's too embarrassing for me to do this."

While I was washing and washing, the prince had no intention of leaving. In order to avoid embarrassment, I asked him: "Could the prince tell you about your dream again?"

"Haha, so you are also interested?" Obviously the prince himself wanted to say something, but I felt a little helpless in my heart, but I didn't refute it.

Maybe it's because I've been with Ji Xiao for too long, he likes to say bad things about my elder brother so much, and he shows his existence so much with his teeth and claws, so I haven't recalled anything related to my elder brother for a long time .

As the eldest brother said, we met much earlier in Dreamland. I remember that the first time I saw him, I had a particularly good impression of him. When other brothers and sisters were afraid to come forward , I was the first to rush forward and hug him. I think this is the first reason why my elder brother treated me so well later on.

Although I later found out that he is not as perfect as I imagined, just as my father and Ji Xiao said, he is a hypocritical, cunning, vicious and even unscrupulous person, but I still can't hate him.

This is because I know that he is not completely duplicity. He once said that he likes the feeling of guarding something, which makes him feel that he is not so dirty, which allows him to persuade I am the one who is worthy of being trusted.

Yes, when I think about it now, I realize that my eldest brother is actually terribly precocious. When I didn’t know anything, he had a very clear understanding of himself. He knew what he should do, and he even knew what was going on in his heart. Some scary thoughts... Occasionally, he'd even tell me those thoughts literally.

But at that time, I was really dull enough, there was no reason, I just simply liked such a gentle big brother, so no matter what he said to me, I thought: "Oh, so it is like this ?"

He said that the little lamp can give my brother a very reassuring feeling.Then I would say: I also feel at ease with my brother.

In fact, a boy is a boy. I believe that the eldest brother at that time also had the feeling similar to "the first time someone trusts me so much".

And until Ji Xiao appeared, my relationship with my elder brother was very good. I am not a person with a strong sense of morality. Many times, many things happened, and I only felt at most: So it was like that.

Therefore, when Ji Xiao said that my elder brother was hypocritical and artificial, I actually didn't feel superfluous in my heart, and I wouldn't have: "Elder brother is too bad!"He did it!thought, because I know—

That's the way he is, it's logical, there's no need to be shocked.

I remember one time, when I went out to play with him in the park, a child fell into the water not far from my eyes, my first reaction was to save him, but my elder brother stopped me and told me not to Without moving, he just dialed the police with a calm expression, and stood there calmly, locking me firmly in his hands.

That child was struggling from madness to dying, that was the first time I experienced the fragility and heaviness of life. I once pleaded to everyone around me because of too much sympathy: "Save him... who will save him?" If It's not that my elder brother is pulling me, I will definitely jump down without hesitation, even though I can't swim at that time.

What is different from me is that my eldest brother was very calm and even indifferent throughout the whole process. He carried me to a bench in the park and told me that if the rescuers did not come in time, the child might really die. He touched me face, he said: "This is reality."

Fortunately, rescuers arrived at the last minute.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and laughed and cried on the way back to the mansion, but my eldest brother just asked me: "Just now, did Xiaodeng think that my brother was a little too indifferent?"

I shook my head and said to him: "But my brother called, you did the right thing." Yes, the right thing, in my opinion, as long as you do the right thing, there is no problem.

That's my elder brother, I know, in his mind, everything he does is to achieve the goal he wants, without feelings and standards of right and wrong, maybe even solving Aunt Lan in his previous life An assassination of the emperor is just a necessary process for survival.

But at this moment, what the elder brother said slowly was one after another of the little things that happened to me and him outside the dream, some of which I didn’t remember at all, but he remembered it so clearly, so clear that even I felt a little shocked up.

After finishing speaking, he sighed: "It's great that I have a younger brother like you in my dream. In the palace, even biological brothers and sisters have to consider etiquette. Sometimes others treat you better, and you have to think about it a little bit more." points... as time goes by, no matter how strong the relationship is, it will change."

I think this may also be the reason why my eldest brother treats me so kindly.

He knew that there was no "mother" factor behind me, a clean and lonely person, so similar to him, so it was inevitable...

After speaking, the prince laughed softly: "It's strange, I seem to have never chatted with anyone so happily, Xiaodeng, you are the first." He stood up and walked in front of me, Help me straighten my hair crown, "If it's really boring to stay in this palace, you might as well go out and have a look, take the bird you just adopted, the father's funeral is going to the end, and the enthronement ceremony is coming soon It's almost here, so I'm bound to be busy, and I don't have time to come and see you, so don't blame me."

Listening to what he said, I shook my head. At this moment, I actually started to feel guilty for wanting to betray my elder brother.

As the eldest brother said, after he left, I released the love owl parrot, it was flying in front of me, and I followed its trajectory, just as Ji Xiao said, it seemed to be leading the way...

I kept walking, but the thoughts in my mind were chaotic. I think it was because I felt guilty towards my elder brother. It hadn’t appeared in my mind for a long time. The plot in the fifth sister’s book actually visited again. That’s right. Because of being the traitor of the crown prince Ji Xiao, every time he faced the prince, the young man would inevitably feel that kind of "guilt".

Especially when the prince used the fourth prince to imprison the prince, he knew that if he hadn't been secretly leaking information to Ji Xiao, the prince would not have suffered such a disaster.

At that time, the young man had become the adopted son of the emperor. Taking advantage of his status, he often went to see the fallen prince in prison.

Even in prison, the prince still treats him gently. In fact, no matter whether he is in the prince's mansion or later in the palace, the prince has never treated him harshly. He... Maybe because of the sense of justice in his heart, Xiao Guan would not be so eager to surrender to the prince.

It's a pity, if there is no if, since he took the first step towards the crown prince, he has inevitably become the crown prince's accomplice and stood on the opposite side of the crown prince.

It was only later that Xiao Guan found out that the prince had already known his identity as a traitor, and every time he accepted the kindness brought by him when he talked about prison, it was just to use his sympathy to drive him better.

When he learned the truth, Xiao Guan was having an argument with Shi Zi for the first time, Shi Zi thought it was ridiculous, it was fine if Xiao Guan couldn't do it by himself, but he was trying to stop him?He obviously had made all the plans, but he didn't expect that such a screw would become disobedient.

The crown prince was so angry that he threw him away for a while, and the young man was lost for a long time because of this, and the news that the crown prince was released from prison followed one after another that night. He sent a note, only a short sentence-"I am actually all know."

Xiao Guan once thought that he was going to die, but the crown prince soon visited his bedroom, there was no difficulty or trial, he just told him very calmly that he was leaving, leaving the capital, to a place where no one could go, he He also said: "You don't have to worry about whether I will embarrass you, after all, you are not my enemy."

Xiao Guan was stunned and asked why.

The prince said: "Why should I kill the only one who cooks for me when I am in trouble?"