Chapter 46 Liu Yan
Chapter 46 Liu Yan
Tonight is the field of flower moon.
Familiar faces are not there, only Lan Xiu and Ming Sha are fighting with each other as usual, sarcastically and secretly.
Liu Yan was leaning on the second floor, her face was still not well, and she hadn't seen any visitors these few days, so she just watched from afar and chatted in every possible way.Her leg still hurts, but the only thing that can make her feel relieved is that Liu Wan should hurt more than her.
When thinking of Liuwan, it is even more inevitable to think of a person with a deeper connection and bond.
At the beginning, she actually hated Fu Xiao very much. Compared with Liu Wan's confrontation with Fu Xiao in the past few days, she was even worse when she was 15 years old.That was also the first year I came here, the first year I got to know Fuxiao Wuxiang.
Why do you hate Fuxiao?Probably because when she came here, Fu Xiao was the first to give her cold eyes, turning a blind eye, and told herself clearly that she didn't care about her arrival at all, and she didn't even care about being polite.At that time, Fu Xiao's temperament was not completely settled, he looked at her provocatively a few times with cold eyes, and then couldn't bear it anymore, and then he couldn't bear it anymore, and since he grew up here, he heard a lot of things, Fu Xiao really quarreled with her , she naturally can't quarrel with Fu Xiao.
Then, as a matter of course, as a matter of course, they started fighting.
It was she who made the first move, and she was the first to provoke, but Fu Xiao said that her eyes were red, and she started to beat her with red eyes.
At that time, Fu Xiao was stunned for a moment, and she still remembers the stupefied youthful look, and she can laugh out loud when she thinks about it.
After Fu Xiao finished being stunned, she returned her hand mercilessly.Liu Yan pulls Fu Xiao's hair, Fu Xiao slaps Liu Yan across the face.At that time, Fu Xiao was pressed to the ground by her, but Fu Xiao still stubbornly tried to get up, tearing and beating.She was even more angry after being slapped by Fu Xiao, and she also slapped Fu Xiao back, when Fu Xiao was slapped, Fu Xiao's face was already swollen, and her body was bruised and purple, so miserable.
The corners of her mouth were bloodshot, but Fu Xiao just stared at her stubbornly, wanting to strike back.Those eyes are like those of a wounded little wolf, cold and bright, very beautiful.
So Liu Yan started even harder.
In the end, Wu Xiang desperately pulled her away, so Fu Xiao's face didn't become more swollen.But Liu Yan thought it was pretty good, she couldn't say it, she could beat it.Seeing that Fu Xiao's face was swollen, and her body and hands were also bruised, she felt much better looking at Fu Xiao, and felt much happier in her heart.
It's like the haze that has been suppressing in her heart, the wet traces on the pillow in her dream at midnight, the nightmare of countless familiar people turning into monsters and crushing her, the fear and uneasiness of being alone in this foreign land where the blood is buried every step of the way. The cold eyes of the first night I arrived, the backlog in my heart, was finally able to let out a little.
She was finally able to admit that it was actually because of fear.She has nothing left and she is low in the dust, but she is still looked down upon by the first person she sees here, ignoring all her panic and anxiety.
At that time, after getting off the carriage, someone led her and pushed her to the lobby that had not changed for several years. The girl sat silently by the window drinking tea, noticing her gaze, she just looked back coldly.
At that time, I felt extremely afraid and sad, but now I only smile, and even miss it faintly.
When you come here, you have to abandon your real name. Rather than abandoning it, it is better to say that you have completely cut off the past, and remember your current identity.When Liu Yan named herself, she inexplicably remembered when Fu Xiao was sitting by the window, the green weeping willows outside the window, and the breeze stirring up the smoke in her teacup.The willow color is also floating gently, and the smoke is scattered in the wind.So she changed her name from then on, Liu Yan.
The smoky color of the willow, one glance for ten thousand years.
However, it has nothing to do with Fengyue.
This fight was a great fight, and all the fun has a price.The bamboo sticks of Ling Jia and Guan Yue were dropped again and again, they refused to admit defeat and compared each other secretly, neither of them would cry out, even if they gritted their teeth, they had to endure it, and even exchanged eyes, they refused to admit death.
The fight was severe, and the beating was even more severe. After returning home, they lay down for several days, but seeing each other was also incompatible.
Liu Yan gradually learned how to use black hands, not to greet people on the face and hands, but to attack the hidden places that are not easy to see.And Fu Xiao has been in this place for many years, it is not impossible to do these things, and even has more means than Liu Yan, so the two often play tricks on each other, and secretly hate each other and gnash their teeth.
She had thought that she would be her lifelong enemy.
until that man shows up.
Sweet words, brazenly saying that he pities her, likes her, and is willing to marry her back home.It's ridiculous that she really believed it at the time, thinking that someone could lead her out of this pit of fire, and even make a private appointment for life, leaving a token.
Just these few things almost killed her.The man's main wife came to the door, and when she saw her, she tore her up and said that she was coquettish and dissolute, and that a person like her should be a good husband.It was winter at that time, and she felt that her whole heart was covered with frost, and the ice penetrated into the cracks in her bones, and her whole body was unstoppably cold, so cold that she couldn't explain anything.
It is also difficult to open your mouth, and you can let others insult you.
But Fu Xiao appeared again.Blocking her behind, a few words made the woman as angry as she was, unable to say anything.Pointing at Fu Xiao with a trembling body, you, you, you, for a long time, those dirty words were stuck in your throat, and you couldn't spit them out no matter what.
Afterwards, my mother still searched the room for the token of the pledge of eternal love. The sea was dry and the rocks were rotten, and the token fell on her face.
Fu Xiao's slaps back in the past didn't hurt so much.
Almost beating her half to death, she climbed out of the small dark wing room, lying in the snow, watching the snow, thinking that it would be better to go like this.
It was dark at that time, but the other two kneeling people in the snow did not look blurry at all.
When she climbed out, she only wanted to get farther away from here, and then farther away, until she was lying powerlessly in the snow, and she heard the calls of the two people, and finally the darkness was no longer in front of her eyes.
Later, when it was time to pinch, she was still pinching, but Fu Xiao's temper gradually sank, and she was no longer so childish.It's just that before that, because of this, she was often scolded and scolded a lot, and she would always remember that after the beating and scolding, she would pretend to be careless and pour Fu Xiao a cup of hot tea.
Because the hand that stretched out to her that day and pulled her out of the snow was very cold.
Suddenly he was poked lightly from behind.
Piao Yuan's dazed expression immediately dissipated, Liu Yan suddenly regained consciousness, and turned to look at that person.
"...That day, it was my sister who was wrong." Su Shuang said.
Liu Yan smiled, put her hands on Su Shuang's shoulder frivolously, and attached her head, and said: "Then how will my sister plan to compensate me?"
"Just now I called you a few times and ignored me, I thought it was even." Su Shuang smiled coquettishly, gently took Liu Yan's hand away, and she also started to back away.But was grabbed by Liu Yan suddenly, Liu Yan sighed: "Why don't you believe it, my heart is rather for you, so there is nothing to apologize for."
"Oh?" Su Shuang smiled but couldn't pull it back.
"But since my sister wants to make amends, then let me go." She said without looking at Su Shuang's stiff face, and dragged her away involuntarily.
This night, I think it will not be too boring.
After the leader of the family cleaned up the fifth person who made a mistake this month, he walked in the cold wind in the courtyard with a tired and cold face.
He went straight to a room where even the door was made of huanghuali wood, and he pushed the door hard without knocking with a dark face.Anyway, it's not her door, so she doesn't need to feel bad if it breaks.
The sudden opening of the door caused a biting cold wind to blow in. My mother shivered unconsciously, and fired at the person who came, "Your brain is muddy? What do you want me to do in the middle of the night? Just fart if you have nothing to do. If you have nothing to do, get out of here!" "
The leader couldn't help frowning, and said: "Have you eaten firecrackers?"
Mom sneered and said: "I didn't eat the firecrackers, but I ate a few mouthfuls of river water."
The leader sneered and said, "Why don't you drown people like you? It can be regarded as eliminating harm for the people."
"You?!" Mom was startled and angry, the leader seldom talked to her like this in these years.
The leader turned a blind eye and listened to the wind, and just continued to ask: "I asked you, but if you make a wrong move or play a wrong note, you will send people to me?"
Mom sneered even worse, and said: "What? Remember your daughter again? Distressed, don't you?"
The leader also sneered when he heard the words, and said: "I don't remember, and I don't feel bad, you just want to make me feel uneasy, don't you? You have to clean up the person and don't push it on my head. If that's the case, I don't care who you punish. I don't care what you do."
After speaking, he turned around and was about to leave, not wanting to spend more time with his mother at all.
"Shen Yan! Stop for me! Dare to walk out of this door and try?" Mom's voice was already extremely angry, and she wished she could swallow this person alive in the next moment.
The leader stopped and still didn't turn around, but asked: "So what are you angry about?"
There was no movement for a while.The leader's temper was much better than when she was young. She was not in a hurry, but she didn't want to wait too long either.
He took another step tentatively.
"Don't go!" I don't know if it was an illusion, but the leader felt that her mother's voice was very different from the past, but she couldn't tell what was wrong.
She seemed to be afraid.But, what is she afraid of, what will she be afraid of?
But she stopped and turned around.She owed her a lot, so even if it was an illusion, knowing that she would not be afraid, she would still not let that possibility happen.
"What's your name? I'm not deaf." The leader said.
"You!" Mother gritted her teeth, and then said: "Hurry up and get out of my eyes!" As soon as the words fell, the leader looked at her speechlessly, and finally sighed: "Don't let me go!" It was you, and it was you who made me go, what exactly do you want?"
As he spoke, he walked to the side of the couch, sat down and said, "Since it's so troublesome, I'll leave after you fall asleep."
"you……"
"What are you, you don't want me to sing to lull you to sleep." The leader said expressionlessly.
"Get out, who wants you to coax." Mom turned over and turned her back to the leader.
The leader said nothing, and blew out the candle.
"If you don't tell me to get out, don't try to squeeze next to my old lady." Someone said in the dark.
"Sleep with you, talk more."
"What did you say!"
The author has something to say:
Babies, don’t be scared, it’s actually just a sweet love story
really (sincere face)
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