Glamorous Self-Help Plan

Chapter 148

However, what Lu Nanshi said next left him stunned.

"Don't worry, I liked you earlier than you knew." Lu Nanshi rested his chin on the top of Qi Qingxi's head, talking about the past in a calm tone.

"Remember, you designed a set of jewelry for an old woman? That's my grandmother." Lu Nanshi slowly narrated as if talking about someone else's family: "I contacted my grandmother When I was in college, I had been adopted for many years. After my mother passed away, I have been in an orphanage. My grandmother has been looking for me for so many years. Unfortunately, China is so big that she is alone and an old man can not find me, and even deserted In the fields of my hometown, life was very difficult for a while."

"Later I found her. In order not to let the Lu family know, I could only declare to the outside world that she was the grandmother who looked after the children in the orphanage. The Lu family had no doubts, and they even gave her more money so that she would not be in the orphanage. Talk nonsense outside."

"Because Lu Tianci hadn't been born at that time, I was raised as the heir of the Lu family, and they didn't allow any voices of ridicule or doubt. The identity of the orphanage's grandma made them even more taboo."

"Some time ago, she passed away."

"At the end of my life, I didn't experience pain, and when I left, I still had a smile on my face."

"She loves the jewelry set you designed for her. It looks and feels like the heirloom set her grandfather gave her... but that heirloom set was sold when she was alone looking for me. .”

"She said that she didn't use the money from the Lu family, and the money for custom-made jewelry was her only savings. She thought that no one would take this order, but unexpectedly, someone took it, and designed it for her with all her heart." custom made."

After the words fell, Lu Nanshi lowered his head and stared deeply at Qi Qingxi who had been stunned for a long time.

"I've seen you a long time ago, the time you gave your grandmother jewelry."

"I hid behind a big tree and saw you walking over and handing the jewelry box to my grandmother. And told her to be careful."

"Only that one glance is enough for me to give my whole life to you without complaint."

Qi Qingxi's mind was in a mess.

Sweetness, shock, melancholy and fear intertwine and converge into an incomprehensible emotion.

Gradually, under Lu Nanshi's gaze, this emotion became numb.

"...Okay." He said dryly with a hoarse voice, "I didn't expect you to have seen me so early."

"You look a little unhappy." Lu Nan picked up Qi Qingxi's chin and took a closer look, "It's not unhappy, but a little... worried?"

Qi Qingxi pursed her lips, remained silent for a long while, as if surrendering, and said, "Yes, I am a little worried. Because I think that even my best face can't attract you anymore, you just fell in love with my beautiful qualities... ..."

What I said not only sounded wrong, but even after careful consideration, I couldn't understand what Qi Qingxi wanted to express.

"Wait, I mean, you are a person who looks at inner beauty, so that's good!" Qi Qingxi remedied anxiously: "You don't like my face... No, I mean, you didn't see it at first glance. It's great to like me because of my face. Although my face is also beautiful, I still want you to see my inner beauty..."

The more he said, the more outrageous it became, until Lu Nanshi laughed out loud, Qi Qingxi stopped talking, and lowered his head in embarrassment.

In fact, what Qi Qingxi was worried about was not this, but the original intention that Lu Nanshi said that he fell in love with him.

That set of jewelry was not designed by Qi Qingxi, but by the original 'Qi Qingxi'.When he came here for repairs, he happened to be delivering jewelry to the old lady.If Lu Nan picked up because of that set of jewels, Qi Qingxi felt that she was not worthy of him.

But 'Qi Qingxi' is destined not to exist, if he exists, the world will collapse according to the original track.In that case, the meaning of the maintenance staff will be gone.

Under the entanglement, Qi Qingxi covered the sadness in his eyes, raised his head again, and there was a smile on his face.

"Anyway, I'm still very happy." He pretended to be relieved and said, "In the past, you only liked me unilaterally, and I couldn't feel your emotions. Anyway, now that we are together, I can feel you , you can feel me too... Lu Nanshi, you want to tell you that you like me, whether it's me before or me now."

Lu Nanshi answered this question with an affectionate kiss.

Almost unable to control the prostitution during the day, even Qi Qingxi stopped Lu Nanshi's next move.

Tomorrow is going to move, Qi Qingxi still seems to have a good night's rest today.What's more, what Lu Nanshi said just now made him not in the mood to continue.

When moving the next day, Lu Nanshi took leave of absence, Qi Qingxi didn't have to do anything at all, and the remaining big boxes were moved here.Qi Qingxi immediately devoted herself to tidying up the room, and she didn't even know when Lu Nanshi left the house.

In the evening, the sky was gray, and the sky was smudged with a golden-purple sunset glow, which was beautiful.

Qi Qingxi took a sip of water, reheated the leftover fried rice from lunch, and saw the post-it note Lu Nan picked up on the fruit plate in the kitchen.

It said he had gone to a meeting and might be home late.Tell Qi Qingxi not to wait for him, and go to bed early after rest.

Looking at the sticky note left by the other party, Qi Qingxi was silent and did not move for a long time.

【You are in a bad mood. 】

The system is very ignorant of current affairs.

Qi Qingxi pursed her lips, and it took a long time before she replied, "The one he likes... probably isn't me."

【You are Qi Qingxi. 】

"I'm not."

【then who are you? 】

His name has always been Qi Qingxi.

It wasn't because she came into this body that she was called Qi Qingxi.

But Lu Nanshi's words still couldn't calm his inner anxiety.

"I'm afraid he will know that I'm just a..."

Qi Qingxi couldn't say the word counterfeit.

For a moment, he didn't understand the meaning of his existence, as if no matter how he looked at it, he couldn't become an independent individual.

His mind and soul exist only for one world after another that needs to be saved.

"System, do you know me from before?"

"It was me before I became a maintenance worker."

"I don't believe it. In the beginning, I was just a maintenance man who kept walking in various worlds."

[...You still don't want to think so much. 】

The sound of the system was a little quieter, and even the rough mechanical sound became soft.

[This is just a maintenance world. If you are too entangled and troubled, why not go out and relax. 】

【Love is just something ethereal and nothingness. 】

[Go outside and take a look at the scenery you want to see. 】