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Chapter 105 Who Likes Who

i hope you always remember me

no matter what

i hope you never turn your back on me

no matter where

I'll live in your world as you know it

Time seems to be a bad thing, but she can weave beautiful memories

——February 2009, 2, Yaqi

The sky was getting dark, Chu Mu looked at Ziyang who was sitting in the courtyard, the spring weather in Beicheng was still bitingly cold, and the howling wind irritated his skin.Subconsciously, she hugged herself a little tighter and approached him.

"You come here every year."

"Well, my uncles and aunts moved here after Yaqi left, and I come to see them every year." Yaqi walked away in such a hurry that the surrounding air seemed to be taken away with her. That night, Muzi Yang Qing saw Uncle Zhuang's temples suddenly turning gray, and couldn't hide the helplessness and oldness in his eyes.At that moment, he severely blamed Yaqi.

"They seem to be having a good time." Chu Mu's eyes were soft at the moment, looking at Mu Ziyang's faintly pale cheeks.

"Well, I can see their happy life, I think this is the only thing I can do for Yaqi." Mu Ziyang looked up at the end of the distant sky.

Chu Mu sat down beside him, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, not the usual indifference, but a pure smile, "I think Yaqi will be very pleased to see it." Yaqi has always been a The princess who is held in the palm of thousands of people, beautiful and kind, aloof from the world, loves Mu Ziyang, is loved by Mu Ziyang, lives in a world without disputes and crimes, even if she leaves, she leaves an unforgettable mark , she is an unfortunate girl.Life ends briefly in a fifth.But she is a happy woman.Someone who loved him so much cherished the memory of her, proof that she had existed.

"En." Responding, Mu Ziyang's eyes were filled with white clouds. He remembered that someone told him that there lived a pure soul in every white cloud in the sky, and they would hide in the clouds and watch relatives on the ground. "Yaki will definitely see it, because she lives in those clouds."

"Yun Duo?" Looking at Mu Ziyang in surprise, Chu Mu continued to listen to him.

"Well... He said that every dead person will go to heaven and live in the clouds watching the people in the world day and night, and bless them until we meet them a hundred years later." Chu Mu looked at Mu Ziyang at this time, this time For a moment, the person in front of him is so familiar and yet so strange.Looking at the sky, talking about ethereal fairy tales.

"Do you believe it?" Ziyang said, turning his head to look at Chu Mu.

"..." It wasn't that he didn't answer, but that he suddenly didn't know how to speak, and Chu Mu stared blankly at the person in front of him.

"I didn't believe in angels or souls at first, but..." Looking away, Mu Ziyang stood up, put his hands in his trouser pockets, turned his back to Chu Mu, and looked up at the dark sky again, "he said It’s so serious and sincere, it makes me want to try to believe it.”

After a moment of silence, Chu Mu's voice became cold again when he spoke again, "Does the "he" you mentioned refer to Han Yunxi? It's because he said it, so you believe it."

"I don't completely believe it, I'm also working hard."

"Ziyang." Chu Mu remembered the impressive sign on the desk calendar he saw in the morning, "I want to ask you, what would you do if Yaqi came back?"

"If...if there is such a thing, how can there be so many tears in this world." If, if Yaqi came back and stood in front of him alive, he would desperately hug her and kiss her affectionately, intending to be happy with her Live the rest of your life.However, such a thought does not make him happy, he cannot ignore the intense pain deep in his soul, there is already someone more in his life, his name is Han Yunxi.I used to watch myself from afar, even if I was hurt and abandoned, I followed him persistently. Such a fresh life existed in Mu Ziyang's life, and it had already been deeply rooted.If Yaqi really came back... what should I do?Ziyang never thinks about this question, because he knows that no matter how hard he thinks, he will not get an answer.

"So, if I told you that the person I've always liked is not Yaqi, how would you react?"

"En?" Mu Ziyang stared at Chu Mu in shock this time, and had already told Chu Mu his reaction.

"If, let me tell you, the person I like is not Yaqi but..." After a pause, Chu Mu pursed her lips and met Mu Ziyang's eyes, "It's you, what would you do?"

The darkness swallowed up the last ray of light, the courtyard was dotted with lights from the house, the wind at night seemed to be more piercing than the daytime, Mu Ziyang's brown hair was flying in the air, his bangs blocked his eyes and he couldn't see clearly The people who are so beautiful...the momentary condensation, as if time is frozen at this moment...so long and so long...

Suddenly Chu Mu laughed, smiling very nicely like a child, "Look at you, I am teasing you, how is that possible."

There is no doubt that when Chu Mu said this, Ziyang's heart was out of tune. Seeing that he was laughing like a joke, he couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, curled his lips, "You're crazy, it's okay to make a joke."

"What? Otherwise you think I'm telling the truth." Chu Mu still smiled, such a heartless smile Mu Ziyang felt very much like Yun Xi.

"I don't think so."

"Of course not, you and I are recognized rivals in love. Besides, I don't like men." With a thud, Chu Mu heard the sound of heartbreak.Rival?No, how could it be a rival in love?He doesn't like Yaqi at all, he has always, always envied this girl.I was so envious that I wished she would die.In the end, she really died, and Ziyang also collapsed, but he fled here cowardly.Everyone thought he chose to go abroad for Yaqi.What a ridiculous and sad illusion.

"It's true." However, Mu Ziyang still couldn't forget the firmness in Chu Mu's eyes just now, those indescribable emotions flooded those eyes, and he had to face them squarely.Such emotions...could they be made up?

Not wanting to stay here anymore, Chu Mu got up and prepared to go back to the room, "It's cold outside, I'll go in first." It was the best reason.

"Oh. Good." Mu Ziyang also felt the coolness spread from his back to his palms, and nodded, "I'll just make a phone call and go in."

"kindness."

Chu Mu left without looking back, leaving Mu Ziyang alone in the dark courtyard.

Mu Ziyang took out his mobile phone which had been turned off all the time. Every year on this day, his mobile phone was turned off in order to be able to spend this day quietly with Yaqi, February 2th.Mu Ziyang's fair face was stained with a strange paleness when the light of the switch was turned on—huh?Got a newsletter?The voice rang a few times, Ziyang pressed accept, held the phone to his ear——

"You have five messages..."

Settle down, listen to the first

"Ziyang, I called you and your phone was turned off, I, I just wanted to ask you, will you come back?..."

clicked the next one

"Ziyang..." The still familiar voice echoed softly in my ears, "Are you coming back? I made a lot of delicious food, and it would be a waste if one person couldn't finish it. So... you must return."

next

"Ziyang, why don't you stay with Yaqi in Beicheng now. I read the weather forecast and said that it will rain tonight. Remember to bring an umbrella so you don't catch a cold or get sick. By the way, I'm making a cake today. It's the first First time, hehe, you must also want to try my handicraft. It looks a little ugly but tastes good. Really, I have tried it....Ziyang, when will you hear my text message? Ningdu and Beicheng should not be very far away, but I feel as if there is a Pacific Ocean separated, Ziyang, during this day, will you occasionally think of me?...Forget it, I am talking nonsense again, That's it."

Pressing the same cold keys with icy fingers, Mu Ziyang's body was almost frozen, probably because of the hole in his chest, the soft voice in his ear filled the hole in his chest,

Article [-]...

"Well...it's me again, Ziyang....I seem to talk a lot today. It's strange, I can see you every day, but I always have endless things to tell you, Ziyang, I miss you so much..." There was a long silence after that, but he still didn't hang up. Mu Ziyang's heart constricted and throbbed, imagining what would happen on the other end of the dead phone...

The wind at night blew his hair into a mess, a pair of deep pupils under his bangs swayed with soft light, and the hand holding the phone was already cold. For a second, Mu Ziyang didn't dare to listen to the next message, are you afraid? ?Afraid to die of heartache... on the day of Yaqi's memorial day.

"Di" - finally pressed the button, and the crisp sound was transmitted into the body immediately like an electric current,

"...Ziyang... Tonight, I know you won't be back. Actually, I'm also prepared, but I can't let it go. I feel very unwilling. I can see you standing in front of me..." After that, there was a large silence, he could even see Yun Xi curled up on the sofa holding the phone, what was he doing in this suffocating silence?Could it be... silently shedding tears? "...Ziyang" the soft voice sounded again, obviously hoarse and hurt the eardrums, "You said that God is on my side, you are coaxing me, hehe, I know you are coaxing me. Otherwise, God How did you give me a birthday that can never be blessed by anyone."

……Birthday?Ziyang's head suddenly went blank and buzzed continuously, and the voice in his ear continued, "Actually, today is my birthday, and it is also Yaqi's death day... Oh, what a coincidence. I think so too. What a coincidence, so coincidental that I want to die, maybe someone will celebrate my birthday with me."

Hearing this, Mu Ziyang took a deep breath and suppressed his heart that was about to burst out. The wind was getting stronger and stronger, making the corners of his eyes wet and dry. Those cold words and those frightening words were whipping fiercely like a whip with venom. body and mind.After closing the phone, he didn't want to listen to the last message anymore. He turned around against the wind and walked in another direction, but under the light in front of him, a shadow was stretched slender. It was Chu Mu. He stood there staring blankly at some time Mu Ziyang,

"Got to go?"

"En." Without stopping, Ziyang simply responded to him.

"It's late."

"No matter how late you have to go."

"why?"

"I should go back." When he said this, Mu Ziyang had already walked to Chu Mu's side, and Chu Mu's voice sounded as he brushed against him, "It's because of Yunxi."

"……Yes……"

"There are still three hours until February 2st, why don't you leave until tomorrow? Didn't you say that you would stay here until the next day every year?" Chu Mu felt that at this moment, he was so despicable that he used Yaqi to treat her The importance of Mu Ziyang to keep him is too humble to be so despicable and pitiful.In fact, he already knew that today was Yun Xi's birthday.

This time, Mu Ziyang stopped in his tracks, and Chu Mu was pleasantly surprised that he was moved by his words, and looked at his back in anticipation calmly.Until that voice sounded, "You knew that today is his birthday."

"..." Chu Mu was speechless.

"It's not impossible for me to go back to Ningdu from here in three hours." Such a situation was not the first time for Mu Ziyang.

No more talking, Chu Mu stood there quietly like a delicate statue, watching Mu Ziyang's back until he disappeared from sight...