light lemongrass

Chapter 125 It's not bad to be sick

Chu Mu wanted to go in several times.But they all stopped in front of the bedroom door.It was because he didn't have enough courage to face the situation inside. He tried to imagine countless pictures and imagined countless possibilities. Although Ziyang lost his memory about Yunxi, those fragments were gradually being stitched together in his mind.I tried so hard to replace, make up for, subvert, and even imitate, but it didn't help.For coffee, Ziyang only remembers the taste of that cup of coffee. If there is no coffee, I am afraid that there is no possibility of sitting under the same roof as now. ...This is the last time, Chu Mu decided to walk into that door, and his outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, refusing to drop it for a long time.Until the door opens by itself.The people inside appeared in front of them, their eyes met,

"Chu Mu?" Ziyang was taken aback by Chu Mu standing outside the door.

Chu Mu was also very frightened by the sudden appearance of Ziyang, and hurriedly stepped back, a little embarrassed, but concealed it very cleanly, and the corners of his mouth twitched, "Well, oh, I wanted to take a closer look. Well, he ..."

"Oh, that's it." Ziyang didn't have any extra time to look up those far-fetched, those thoughts, and those complicated ones, spared Chu Mu to sit down on the sofa, rubbed the bridge of his nose, "I still have a low-grade fever, and now I'm asleep .”

"Fever?" Chu Mu felt surprised, except that he felt that Yunxi's skin was just a little paler, a little haggard, and a little thinner.Didn't expect to have a fever? "Why do you have a fever?"

"Maybe it was raining the day before yesterday."

"Drenched in the rain?" Chu Mu was puzzled, what happened to Ziyang's "drenched in the rain".the day before yesterday?Ziyang was in the hotel where he was staying before, but he went back later.So... That day, Zi Yang actually knew that Yun Xi was waiting for him, so he went back?Thinking of this, the sourness in Chu Mu's heart quickly surged out of his mouth.Looking at Ziyang, "Why is it raining? Didn't he go back early?"

After a pause for a while, Ziyang sat on the sofa with one arm and dragged his cheeks, recalling the scene at that time - the rain was so heavy, but the car was very slow, his clothes were so white, his skin was so white, even his fingers were white Transparent, as the car accelerates, the white becomes clearer, the clearer it is, the harder it is to move your eyes, finally.The whiteness stopped, the car stopped, the rain fell, and everything froze... Ziyang stopped thinking, rubbed his nose and smiled,

"He's a fool, what can a fool do?"

is that so?Every time Ziyang called him a fool, Chu Mu always felt extra sour.That's the petting and intimacy that doesn't belong to him.Neither the previous nor the current Ziyang would call himself a fool.But he always called Yun Xi easily.Calling him a fool, a fool, but he didn't expect such a title to make him envious.Ziyang couldn't see the far-fetched smile on his face.

"Perhaps. I really envy the fool."

"Ah?" Ziyang thought he heard it wrong, so he asked again.

"I said, I want to get sick too, let's see who will take care of me."

"Nervous, it's okay to curse yourself."

After that, both of them were silent at the same time.There was a subtle smell in the air.Chu Mu wanted to ask Ziyang, if he was the one who got sick, would he still be like this?Seeing Ziyang lost in thought, he retracted the words when he reached the edge of his mouth.Forget it, if you really ask, you will really be a bit like that fool Yun Xi.

Chu Mu went back without eating.Ziyang didn't have anything extra to keep him.In his opinion, Chu Mu should have his reasons for leaving or staying, and he can't control so much, just let him.Sitting on the sofa and lighting a cigarette, this is another long-awaited smoking.It seems that every smoking has a reason that has to be explained.There are too many reasons, but too few memories, and only a moment of thought. Ziyang impatiently pressed the remote control in his hand and turned the TV over and over again, and finally stopped on the entertainment program that was broadcasting his own news. .Looking at himself on the screen, the brilliance is dazzling and everyone is looking forward to it, and there is a bright and charming smile on the cheeks with makeup.Smiling wildly at everyone.No one could see through the large hole in that smile.That was a loophole that took time to fill, and no one knew or cared.They just want HERO to still be in front of the screen, as long as he can sing and put on a show is enough.The entertainment industry still needs him.

Ziyang looked at himself on TV, and confidently answered the reporter's question about the big sale of the album, those official rhetoric, those thank you for no reason, those insignificant solemnity, but they didn't make him feel really relieved at all.What is official is official after all, even the car accident turned into a small accident in his mouth, nothing has changed.This is the sentence he uttered the most. ... The corner of his mouth curled up, without laughing at his hypocrisy, has everything not changed? ... At this moment, the heavy thoughts stopped, and a slightly hoarse but still childish voice made his heart skip a beat,

"Ziyang." She wasn't angry, but rather acted like a spoiled child.

"Are you awake?" Without looking at him, Ziyang just stared at the TV and didn't know where to look.

"En." Yun Xi rubbed her jerky eyes, and sat down not far from Ion Yang.This time, Ziyang noticed that he came out wearing slippers.However, the unmanaged black hair was messed up like a pile of straw, making him look like a scarecrow, and his cheeks were also extraordinarily fair.She moved to sit next to him, touched his forehead, made sure it was the same temperature as her own, and exhaled with relief.Ziyang suddenly realized that most of his heaviness seemed to be due to his illness.This unexpected discovery caused Ziyang to stop reacting for a while, and kept the ambiguous posture just now.The cigarette in his left hand continued to burn until the smell of smoke made Yunxi cough.

"Cough! Cough!~~cough~!"

Hearing Yunxi's cough, Ziyang came back to his senses.Realizing that the cigarette in his hand was still burning, he withdrew his hand and quickly extinguished the cigarette, then looked back at Yun Xi who was frowning and choked to the point of tears.Reproaching himself and caring at the same time, stroking his back to help him adjust his breath,

"Is it better?"

'kindness. "Nodding her head. Yun Xi swallowed the big mouthful of second-hand smoke that she inhaled just now. She blushed and her neck was thick. She finally calmed down and said, "I'm fine. "

"Oh." Ziyang withdrew his hand, turned his face away and tried to avoid meeting those black eyes, "Well, your fever has subsided."

"Oh, is that so?" Yun Xi touched her forehead, a slight ripple appeared on her face.There is a little trance and a little loss on the pale cheeks.In this way, will Ziyang go back to the past, will they start to miss each other endlessly and be silent... Yun Xi put down her hands, trying to find some topics to continue the relationship between the two, thinking about it Thinking, it was Chu Mu who was mentioned.

"Has Chu Mu left?"

"Well, you left when you fell asleep."

"Oh." For a moment, Yun Xi tried hard to think about what to say next.The more I think about it, the more blank it becomes, and I can't say anything.But this time, Ziyang spoke up,

"After sleeping for so long, won't you be hungry?"

"Hey?" Yun Xi was asked by Zi Yang, and then remembered that she hadn't eaten anything since morning, and had been in a drowsy sleep until now. She rubbed her flat belly and smiled embarrassedly, "Hehe, really I'm a little hungry."

Stupid, Ziyang curled his lips and muttered.Of course Yun Xi didn't hear it.Seeing him muttering and rubbing his stomach and giving me food when I was hungry, I felt much better.Pointing to the kitchen, "There is porridge there, you can eat it hot."

"Oh, good." Hearing that there was something to eat, Yun Xi didn't even think about it, she didn't even have time to think about why there was porridge at home, so she happily prepared to eat his dinner.For some reason, after walking a few steps, Ziyang behind him grabbed her and dragged her back to the sofa.

"Huh?" Yun Xi was surprised.Ziyang opened his mouth and said,

"I'll do it anyway. You sit here."

"..." From the beginning to the end, Yunxi stared at Ziyang's actions with puzzled eyes. Sitting on the sofa, she listened to the sound of opening and closing the refrigerator from the kitchen. The warm current caught my heart.

After a while, Ziyang came out with hot porridge in his left hand and a plate of kimchi in his right.Put it on the coffee table, facing Yun Xi who was still dazed on the sofa,

"Eat."

Yun Xi didn't seem to have come back to her senses, she was fascinated by the steaming porridge on the coffee table and the kimchi next to it, seeing this, Zi Yang asked him, "What's wrong? Are you hungry?"

"Is there any kimchi at home?" Yun Xi spit out a sentence, staring at the things on the table without blinking.

"Of course not, I bought it at the supermarket."

"What about this porridge? You can't buy it too."

Ziyang was almost dumbfounded by the idiot in front of him. How could there be such a little idiot in the world who would ask some idiot questions when he was hungry, and asked him, "When did you see porridge sold in the supermarket?"

"No." Shaking his head.

"That's not right."

"Eh?...So, you did it?"

It was really a complete defeat to him. Could it be that Chu Mu failed because of what he did.Ziyang frowned slightly, "What? I'm afraid I'll poison you."

"No, no, it's not like this." Yun Xi hurriedly explained, took a spoon and scooped up a large spoonful of clear porridge and sent it to her mouth, it wasn't too hot and the temperature just closed to her mouth.The faint fragrance spreads in the mouth.Never knew that Ziyang could cook porridge, of course Yun Xi would be surprised, not to mention that Ziyang can cook porridge for him now, which makes him both happy and moved.

"Is it delicious?" Seeing him taking a full mouthful, Ziyang showed a satisfied smile.ask him.

"En, en." Yun Xi just nodded vigorously without thinking about talking.He waited until the big mouthful had been completely swallowed before speaking, and gave a thumbs up, "It's delicious!"

Seeing Yunxi eating happily, Ziyang also rarely has such a sense of superiority, he hasn't been in the kitchen to cook for a long time.Not to mention supermarkets.Normally, these things are always handled by Yun Xi, but today he did it all at once.I also went to the supermarket and dressed like Sherlock Holmes wearing sunglasses.Thinking of eating plain porridge without taste, so I made a special trip to buy kimchi, I was surprised that I was so careful.The whole job of nanny has been changed to myself.But, fortunately, seeing how he is eating with gusto now, I don't think it's a big deal.

"Haven't I done any of this before?" asked him.

"Yes, yes..." Yun Xi thought for a while, "Very rarely, I usually do it. Otherwise, I would go out to eat." As she spoke, Yun Xi scooped another spoonful of porridge into her mouth.The cheeks are bulging like a cute kitten.

It seems that he didn't treat him very well before he lost his memory.Looking at his eating, Ziyang suddenly thought that yesterday he scolded him because of his hair, so he pursed his lips,

"Well, why did you dye your hair all of a sudden?"

"Huh?" Yun Xi raised her head in surprise, unexpectedly Zi Yang would mention this matter suddenly, then she lowered her head and said, "If you want to dye it, you can dye it."

Criticism.What kind of reason is this.Of course Ziyang didn't believe him, it would be strange if he believed him.Don't give up and continue to ask,

"Then why is it black? Aren't other colors better?" What's more, no one can dye their hair black.Freaks do.After all, he is a freak.

... After a pause, Yunxi didn't look at Ziyang, stared at the porridge in the bowl, licked the wet corner of her mouth, and said,

"Because black is...the color from before..." Yun Xi almost walked over, vaguely, just not wanting Zi Yang to hear it.Black is the color of Ziyang before.That kind of Ziyang is indifferent and arrogant, so cold that people can't get close.However, it was Ziyang like that that deeply attracted him.Now he wants to use the same black color to make himself look stronger, perhaps, maybe he will really become stronger in this way.

"What did you say?" Zi Yang didn't hear Yun Xi's words clearly, but only vaguely heard him talking about the previous color, who he said was the previous color, is it himself?

"It's nothing. I said, does it look good?" Yun Xi smiled to cover up everything just now.Looking at Ziyang, he smiled innocently again.

"Er... well." Zi Yang looked at Yun Xi very seriously. In fact, when he appeared in front of him with dyed hair for the first time, he paid attention to it. Compared with the previous brown color, he looked a little transparent. , a little weak, and the black seems to have inlaid a protective shield on him, exuding a stubbornness and strength that cannot be ignored.And a little bit of a trance that makes people wonder.Exquisite facial features, soft lines, and black fill him with a bit of charm and laziness. Such an extreme vision converges on such an individual, and it is shockingly beautiful and natural.Therefore, Ziyang was shocked for a moment, and at the same time, such an almost ostentatious beauty made him suddenly and inexplicably restless. ... Paused, "It's not too bad. It's passable."

"Really? But, I really think it looks good. Even the owner of the barber shop said it looks good. Hehe." Of course, Yunxi couldn't understand Ziyang's mind, and admired it on her own, a little bit was messy enough. The hair is happy.

"Of course he said it looks good, otherwise he wouldn't do your business. You idiot." Ziyang curled his lips.

"No way, the boss looks very good."

"If you look good, you must be a good person? Others will deceive you with a few sweet words, and maybe you will help others to book money if you lose money."

"I'm not stupid, how can I be so stupid."

"You're not smart either, okay?"

"you……"

...In this way, the room returned to the way it was a month ago. Although it was short-lived, laughter, noise, and disputes were fermenting in the air. They were subtle, but left a light trace in this night.No one can guess its duration, nor can it predict its end.No one can predict whether tomorrow will be a good day, but as long as you can talk at this moment, it is enough.