summer fireworks

Chapter 14

Song Zhilin came back soon, carrying two plastic bags in her hands.

She put two plastic bags on the dining table, took out the food inside, and said, "Spicy wontons and soybean jelly, this is yours."

Yan Shu took the two plastic bowls, looked at her blankly, and asked, "What are those?"

She pointed to another plastic bag, and Song Zhilin took out two more bowls, put them on the dining table, and said, "Mine, I want to eat it too."

Song Zhilin's expression was very relaxed. He lifted the lid of the spicy wonton, tasted one, and said, "It still tastes the same. Let's eat this first, and I'll make others later."

Yan Shu was stunned, she didn't expect Song Zhilin to buy two servings, they used to buy one serving and eat together, she couldn't finish the spicy wonton and soybean jelly by herself.

Song Zhilin smiled at her while eating wontons, "Do you want some water? I bought a drink."

Yan Shu shook her head, she couldn't even eat a single wonton now.

She knew what Song Zhilin meant.

It's very simple. What Song Zhilin meant was, I want to eat, so I'll buy you a copy by the way, don't think too much about it.

Yan Shu lowered her head and ate a wonton with a spoon. The little wonton was too spicy and went straight to her forehead. Her tears came out immediately and fell into the bowl, causing ripples on the soup.

Song Zhilin didn't see it. After eating a few wontons, she put down the bowl and said, "I'm going to cook."

She did cook, and continued to choose the water spinach. She had already put the chicken and mushrooms into the pot, and they were bubbling and emitting a charming aroma.

Yan Shu didn't go to the kitchen, she didn't want to see Song Zhilin again.

While eating wontons, tears fell into the bowl. Gradually, the bowl of wontons became a bit bitter.

Song Zhilin obviously didn't like her anymore, why did she help her buy wontons?Then tell her, just to bring her a bowl, isn't that intentionally stabbing her?

Yan Shu was thinking wildly, his mind was in chaos.

Song Zhilin quickly prepared the dishes. She brought out all the dishes and placed them on the small dining table of Yan Shu's house. The stewed chicken and mushrooms were served in a white porcelain bowl. The egg yolk is green and white, and the water spinach is fresh and green, which makes people very appetizing.

Yan Shu was confused, but the moment Song Zhilin came out, he wiped away his tears, sat at the dining table, waited for Song Zhilin to serve the food, and shouted, "It looks so delicious!"

True or false, absent-minded at first glance.

Song Zhilin knew Yan Shu very well, she looked at the tears in the corner of Yan Shu's eyes, smiled softly, handed her a tissue, and asked, "Crying?"

Yan Shu took the tissue, nodded subconsciously, but immediately shook his head and said, "I don't have any."

She didn't want Song Zhilin to know that she was crying, it was too embarrassing.Yan Shu hopes that she is a strong and mature person in front of Song Zhilin, not a little sister who wants to be taught everything by her like many years ago.

Song Zhilin sighed, and suddenly reached out to touch her head.

Yan Shu was stunned, and Song Zhilin's movements were very gentle, as if it was a long time ago, comforting her gently, and said to her, "Why are you crying all of a sudden?"

Yan Shu cried even harder. Song Zhilin's words made her feel aggrieved.

It was impossible for her to tell Song Zhilin that it was because of a bowl of small ravioli. It doesn't matter if you hate it, after all, it's an ex-girlfriend, at least—at least there must be something different.

She hated Song Zhilin's gentleness that treated everyone equally.

Yan Shu didn't speak, neither did Song Zhilin.

She knew very well why Yan Shu was like this, she didn't want to belittle Yan Shu's feelings, she didn't even want to have feelings with Yan Shu.Song Zhilin felt very scared. It would be fine if she just fell in love with Yan Shu. There is still room for change in a person's love. What if Yan Shu also has feelings for her?

Then, they will return to that endless loop.

Back to Song Zhilin's nightmare, everyone said that she was not good enough for Yan Shu, and hoped that she would not pester Yan Shu, but she couldn't do the nightmare.

Love is a weapon that kills.The moment the check landed in front of her, Song Zhilin understood.

"No……"

Yan Shu raised his head, forced a smile, and said to her:

"It was delicious."

Song Zhilin served her a bowl of soup and said, "It's as good as it tastes."

She kept talking to the point, and didn't tell Yan Shu to eat together next time, or anything else.

To a certain extent, Yan Shu understood what she meant, that Song Zhilin and her would only have a close relationship, maybe it was just like what she said at the party before, a few acquaintances, nodding acquaintances.

She wanted to say something to Song Zhilin, but she didn't know what to say.She wanted to have a slightly different relationship with Song Zhilin, but she didn't know what kind of difference she wanted.

Yan Shu ate the scrambled eggs, and asked himself in his heart, do you want to fall in love with Song Zhilin?

Before she had time to think, two large characters immediately appeared in her mind, "Don't want to."

She reacted almost instinctively, she didn't want to fall in love with Song Zhilin, and she didn't want to be with her anymore.

Yan Shu no longer wants to experience the feeling of someone disappearing suddenly and she can't find it no matter how hard she looks.

During the years when Song Zhilin went abroad, she dreamed countless times at midnight that Song Zhilin was holding hands with her. She wanted to say something to Song Zhilin, but in the next second, Song Zhilin disappeared.

Countless times, she woke up from her dream, wanting to cry but unable to cry.

After the two finished the meal in silence, Song Zhilin cleaned up the dishes, put them in the sink, and asked her, "Can you wash it for me?"

Yan Shu grabbed the phone and glanced at the time quietly. It was still early, only six or seven o'clock, but if there was nothing else, it was normal for Song Zhilin to go back.

She hoped to stay with Song Zhilin for a while longer, regardless of what happened in the future, at least she could indulge herself for a while today.

In the years when Song Zhilin disappeared, every time Yan Shu thought of Song Zhilin, she would scold herself in her heart. In those days accompanied by a little bit of heartache, Yan Shu didn't want to let herself go, she tortured herself over and over again, Why did Song Zhilin leave?Why is she still in love with her when she is gone?

Over and over again, until now, whenever Yan Shu thought of Song Zhilin's name, she would feel a thin needle pierce her heart, followed by a drowning-like discomfort.

Now, Yan Shu looked at Song Zhilin, feeling pain while wishing to be together for one more minute.

She stood at the door of the kitchen and said to Song Zhilin, "You can wash it for me."

"Why do I come to your house for dinner, and I have to cook and wash up?"

Song Zhilin complained half-truthfully, turned on the faucet, and skillfully washed the dishes.

The sound of splashing water fell on the plate, causing a splash of water. Yan Shu stood a little far away, but she still saw a few drops of water jumping out of the pool and falling on Song Zhilin. splashed water."

"Ok?"

Song Zhilin was busy washing the dishes, so she just said, "Wipe it for me."

Yan Shu wiped off the few drops of water, and touched Song Zhilin's shirt with her fingers. The texture was soft, with the fragrance of laundry detergent mixed with the smell of Song Zhilin's pheromone, making her fingertips a little hot.

Yan Shu hurriedly turned around, threw those napkins into the trash can, and walked out of the kitchen.

Song Zhilin's surprised voice came from the kitchen: "What's wrong?"

Yan Shu shouted loudly, "Nothing!"

Her heart was beating extremely fast.

Yan Shu felt that something was wrong, she jumped up from the sofa, ran into the bathroom, looked at the person in the mirror, her cheeks were slightly red.

Yan Shu let out a long sigh, and fell on her hands again.

Why does Song Zhilin's pheromone smell so damn good? !

She is obviously an Alpha!There is no instinctive attraction between the two of them, and Song Zhilin's pheromone has nothing to do with Tianruan, it smells like rust with a hint of indifference, but why!It just happened to be such a pheromone!To fascinate her over and over again? !

Yan Shu still remembers the first time she saw Song Zhilin, Song Zhilin was giving a speech, her seaweed-like long hair hung over her shoulders, she didn't wear lipstick, her lips were a natural cherry pink, and she was wearing a white shirt similar to today.

When Song Zhilin passed by her, a faint, particularly pleasant smell hit her.

Yan Shu couldn't extricate himself from then on.

She washed her face with cold water to let the temperature drop a little, then walked out of the bathroom, sat on the sofa again, and pretended to be playing with her mobile phone.

Isn't it pheromone? !She has been swayed by pheromone once, and she will not be swayed by pheromone for the second time!

After Song Zhilin finished washing the dishes, she came out of the kitchen while wiping her hands. Seeing Yan Shu still sitting on the sofa playing with her mobile phone, she said, "I've already washed the dishes for you, and I tidied up the kitchen. If there's nothing else, I'll I'm leaving."

Yan Shu stood up and stood at the entrance to see her off.

Song Zhilin packed up her things, saw that she was hesitant to speak, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yan Shu looked at her, then looked down at the floor.

She wanted to ask Song Zhilin, would they meet again in the future?Did Song Zhilin really just treat her as a business interviewer?She didn't want Song Zhilin and Song Zhilin to just become nodding acquaintances, or even become symbols that didn't exist in each other's world.

She wanted her to always be in Song Zhilin's heart, either love her or hate her, in short, she must not be forgotten.

It's just that it would be too embarrassing to ask such a question.

Yan Shu raised her head, blinked at Song Zhilin, hoping she could say something, she felt that Song Zhilin should know what she was thinking, and it would be great if Song Zhilin could speak out for her.

However, Song Zhilin just stood at the door, looking at her leisurely, waiting for her to speak.

Yan Shu was heartbroken and said:

"Are we still friends in the future?"