single team

Chapter 80

After being confessed, Shao Fei walked around the office several times, muttering in his mouth, even he didn't know what he was talking about.

To say that there is no psychological preparation at all, this is not entirely true.He can feel how well the captain treats him, the change in the captain's attitude, and the intentions hidden in the details.But when I really heard that sentence, my heart still clenched uncontrollably, as if an invisible hand wanted to grab it away from my body.

At that moment, his thinking was chaotic, with a mess of emotions running rampant in his head, until he gradually came out of the panic a few minutes later, and realized that the gentle gaze on his body came from Xiao Muting, and the ecstasy that made people cry began. Loose leaves.

But he didn't let the tears fall, he looked at Xiao Muting with his red eyes open, and didn't even dare to blink his eyelids.

In the past, for various reasons, I cried many times in front of the captain, and I can no longer cry in the future.He thought, the captain has already acknowledged your boyfriend status.As a boyfriend, you must be strong, you must protect and protect the captain, how can you shed tears casually?

But the eyelashes were wet, and the water mist was dense, and some couldn't see the captain's face clearly.

He raised his head, trying to hold back the tears.The ceiling was trembling, with ripples in layers.Throat is so tight, as if being strangled.The eyelids are about to be overwhelmed, unable to bear the tears of happiness.

Suddenly, the chin was gently hooked, and the fingers were long and slender, with calluses he was familiar with.

"team……"

"Shh, don't talk." Xiao Muting's deep voice was close to his ears, Shao Fei's mind was shaken, numbness reached his fingertips.

Guided by that finger, he gradually changed from a supine posture to a head-up posture.He panicked, afraid that the tears would slip out, but when the first tears dripped from the end of his eyes, Xiao Muting suddenly approached, kissed lightly, and took away the tiny crystals.Then he raised his thumb and wiped the other side of his eye with his rough fingertips.Finally, she hugged him and put her palms on the back of his head.

Buried on Xiao Muting's shoulder, Shao Fei slowly calmed down, his scorching eye sockets gradually cooled down, and his vision changed from blurry to clear.The noise outside the window was no longer as noisy as before. The fighters who had played enough returned to the dormitory in twos and twos, and the remaining few who hadn't made enough noise were chasing and beating while cleaning up the scene.

Only when he was sure that he would not cry again because of joy, Shao Fei stood up, looked at Xiao Muting with burning eyes, and grabbed the corner of the other's clothes tightly with both hands, "Captain, I want to live with you for the rest of my life, I'm serious."

Xiao Muting lowered his eyelids slightly, pinched the tip of his nose with a smile, "I know."

how about you?Shao Fei's Adam's apple twitched, wanting to ask this question very much.

He is still young and has no emotional experience in the past. The person he likes for the first time and the person he loves to the core is a man.He can't think too much like Xiao Muting, but he also knows that liking a man is not so easy to accept - especially in the army.He no longer has relatives, no one will restrain him, but behind his beloved there is a huge family...

Occasionally he would think about these things, and when he thought about them, he would feel restless and unable to think about them further.But he cared, and subconsciously he was also worried.

But he couldn’t ask, the question was tiresome, like the 12 o’clock bell in a fairy tale—everything was still in a dream before the ringing, and the dream faded into a gray reality after the ringing.

He pursed his lips and frowned, not to let himself appear preoccupied.

But he didn't know that when Xiao Muting stared into his eyes, he had already read his hidden thoughts.

It turns out that the child has already considered so much.Small waves rolled up in Xiao Muting's heart, and there was a sound of lapping on the shore.He supported the back of Shao Fei's neck, and solemnly looked into those clear eyes, "It's not just today that I fell in love with you, you know."

Shao Fei was taken aback for a moment, a blushing look of joy burst into his eyes, he lowered his head and said, "En."

I know, of course I know.

"But today, I've confirmed my intention to go on with you." Xiao Muting held his face in his hands, "I'm as serious as you."

Shao Fei stood where he was, without even moving his eyeballs.

Xiao Muting sighed, and whispered in his ear: "Don't be afraid, there is nothing to worry about, just leave everything to me."

Shao Fei's breath broke through the stiff joints as if the curse had been lifted, and he didn't know where the strength came from, and he just raised his hand and pushed.

He pushed Xiao Muting back on the armchair, and kissed him eagerly.

Compared with the kiss that Xiao Muting dominated before, this kiss was too youthful and rude, with no rules at all, the teeth hit the teeth, the tip of the tongue and the corners of the lips were bitten, and the mouth was filled with the smell of blood.

Not romantic at all, not beautiful at all.

But Xiao Muting was only slightly taken aback when he pounced on him, and then gently condoned his invasion, even allowing him to bite the tip of his tongue and taste the taste of blood.

Shao Fei didn't understand why he went crazy, like an uneducated wild dog. After the kiss, he stood up in a daze, only to realize that he had caused trouble. He not only kissed the captain forcibly, but also ripped off the captain. a button.

He knelt down to pick up the button, took a peek at Xiao Muting, saw that the other person was leaning on the back of the chair, looking at him calmly, felt guilty and a little bit unconvinced.

He didn't stand up immediately, because the place at eye level happened to be...

Through the camouflage pants, he saw the captain's bulge.And he himself had quite a reaction.

Xiao Muting stood up, bent down to take the button from his hand, touched his head along the way, and said lightly: "It's getting late."

He jumped up immediately, and took over the conversation: "It's getting late, Captain, I'll go back to rest first! Do you want to visit the sacrificed peacekeeper tomorrow morning?"

Xiao Muting nodded and said with a smile, "Well, rest earlier."

Shao Fei blushed and ran out of the office, clutching his crotch tightly in the empty corridor.

The footsteps gradually faded away, Xiao Muting picked up the cold tea and drank it in one gulp.

Thought the fire of lust would be quenched, but in fact it didn't.

Shao Fei didn't go back to the dormitory immediately, he rushed into the nearest toilet and locked the door, panting heavily, his fingers trembling for once due to excessive excitement.

He saw that the captain was also hard, and the captain had a physical reaction because of him, because of his kiss!

So many times in the past, he thought about the captain's self-blasphemy, and the sum of them was not as intense as this time. The impact of that glance on him was far greater than the pleasure itself.

He leaned against the door, his heart beating like a war drum, and his actions were rough and almost masochistic, as if otherwise, he couldn't extinguish the fire that was burning all over his body.

At the climax, he panted and called "Captain", imagining that he was leaning against Xiao Muting's arms, stroking Xiao Muting's fingers...

After resting for a long time, he came out of the toilet. Shao Fei stood in the night wind, his passion was finally blown away a little, but his cheeks were still hot, and his palms were as red as blood.

After crumpling up the tissue and throwing it into the trash can, Xiao Muting washed his hands clean, with a wry smile on his lips.

A normal adult would have that kind of desire, and this is not the first time he has been impulsive towards Shao Fei.

But in the past, he would restrain himself and let the impulse subside by itself.

This time it failed.

Whenever he thinks that Shao Fei is Shao Yu's younger brother, the 13-year-old boy who used to long for him, his desire and impulse will be tainted with a sense of guilt.

This is unreasonable, he knows it.

Shao Fei has grown up, he is 21 years old, he is no longer an underage boy; and whether Shao Fei is Shao Yu's younger brother should not be an obstacle to his relationship.He understands all this, but even so, there is still a hurdle in his heart, which is even stronger than the pressure that his family may put on him in the future.

Just like what Shao Fei heard, he confessed his heart after a long time of deliberation, and he will be responsible for his words and deeds.Those things that Shao Fei was worried about - army discipline, family obstacles, he could properly solve them, and he could also protect Shao Fei from harm, but this hurdle was inexplicably blocked there, which was helpless.

If Shao Yuquan found out, what would his reaction be?

He pinched the center of his eyebrows, unable to think of an answer.

When Shao Fei returned to the dormitory, his teammates were all asleep, and there were people lying all over the bunk, and his place had already been taken.There was no other way, so I had to hang on the side to make do—anyway, I would definitely suffer from insomnia.

There was a gust of wind blowing outside just now, and when I woke up, I suddenly regretted it, and felt that I shouldn't just leave like this.

It's already like that, why don't you be thick-skinned and ask the captain to help, or solve each other with the captain?

I can't think about it, I get restless when I think about it.But he couldn't help it, opening and closing his eyes were all camouflage propped up by Xiao Muting.

He wanted to do it for Xiao Muting, he could use his hands or even his mouth.The only worry is that I have no experience and I am afraid that I will not do well.

He also knows how to make love between two men, and he doesn't mind lying under Xiao Muting and tasting the pain Xiao Muting gives.

That probably cannot be described as pain, but clearly satisfaction.

My body became hot again, and I had to go to the toilet again.

This time it was faster and calmer than before, but I was a little more confused inside.When I lay down on the bunk again, I thought about the captain’s confession for a while, and it felt like a dream; What should I call it, Mu Ting, Ting Ting?

"Hmm!" Covering her head with the quilt, she was so numb and terrified.

Forget about the nickname for now, Shao Fei lifted the quilt, stared at the light outside the window in a daze for a while, and suddenly thought of Shao Yu.

The corners of his lips curled up, and he shouted silently: "Brother."

Brother, I got the most favorite person.

Before dawn, Shao Fei still fell asleep and saw Shao Yu in his dream, but he couldn't remember if he had said anything about Xiao Muting.

In the early morning, the team members who were not on duty gathered in the morning fog and headed to the hillside 10 kilometers away from the camp.There are the tombs of the Chinese peacekeepers who died in Tomanka, and 9 military dogs were buried there.

The worship ceremony was very simple, without burning paper or setting off firecrackers. Ye Chao sprinkled the wine brought from China on the tombstone, and some team members placed ugly flowers in front of the tomb.

The atmosphere is solemn and solemn, tragic but not sad.

Afterwards, members of the reconnaissance battalion, medical unit, and engineering unit returned to the camp first, while the Falcon soldiers stayed behind with Ye Chao and Ling Yan.

No one spoke, even Shao Fei and Ai Xin, who were usually the most noisy, just bent down and laid stones silently.

Every year on Lunar New Year's Day, the Falcon honors fallen soldiers.They are not like peacekeepers, and the whole country knows when they die.Because of their special status, some of them no longer even have the names given by their parents when they leave.

But the Falcons will always remember them.

The wind blew past the stones, and the soldiers raised their arms to respect their predecessors who had worn the same armbands as them.

It was still early, and everyone didn't go back immediately. Some people rested on the spot, and some squatted in front of the tombstone of the military dog, reading the deeds recorded on it.Xiao Muting saw Shao Fei walking away alone, he seemed to be holding something in his hand.

After quietly following, seeing him pile up a few more stones, he called out "Brother".

It is to commemorate Shao Yu.

Xiao Muting's eyes tightened, and he stopped and stared.