alternate performance

Chapter 99 I Want To Amnesia Immediately

Obediently eating meat's likes got a response.

After posting the single movie ticket of "Outside the Window" on Weibo for seven consecutive days and matching the words, Xiaoniao's first comment came to the account of Good Eat Meat: Do you like this movie too?

Gu Congran, who didn't receive the gift from Xu Chenhe, seemed to come to life. His fingers stayed on the keyboard for a while, and he grasped the key point of extending the topic: also?

Diving Bird: I plan to watch it tomorrow, the subject matter of this film means a lot to me.

Good to eat meat: I originally went to watch it purely for the actor, but his acting skills can really bring people into the plot.

The diving bird turned to the private message and asked cautiously: Are you referring to Jiang Hua?

Gu Congran paused, never expecting that Xu Chenhe would send this question.Since I understood the shadow that Xu Chenhe faced since childhood, I can better understand the lack of confidence when the other party typed these words.

Originally founded Xuanran for Jianghua, Gu Congran watched Jianghua's success in the show business circle, and sometimes he had the illusion that the wanton and cheerful boy in school uniform was getting farther and farther away from him.Probably later, his relationship with Jiang Hua was maintained by habit and tacit understanding, because after that person passed away, apart from the picture of the other party walking towards the sea, he often missed the scene when he was seventeen or eighteen years old.

The two years of experience in the entertainment industry shouldn't have existed in Xu Chenhe's life. Aside from the parts that overlap with Jiang Hua that he forced, Xu Chenhe himself has always been clear about the life he wants, free and easy, neat but gentle. Ever since Ran was lost in this feeling that he couldn't solve, he had long been drawn to the exit by Xu Chenhe's character.

Only after he lost it did he dare to repeat that ignorant answer to that person again and again——

Eat meat obediently: I like Xu Chenhe.

It is Xu Chenhe who is sober and rational, who undoes the shackles in time and lives for himself forever.

Lying on the bed and about to fall asleep, when he closed his eyes and saw the message that popped up on the private message interface, Xu Chenhe immediately drove away his drowsiness.The moment Xu Chenhe saw the other party's answer, Xu Chenhe seemed to be fed a sip of sugar water. The voices on the Internet were either exaggerated or one-sided. He was the first person to tell him that he liked him without knowing it was him.

Xu Chenhe felt ashamed of always ignoring obedient eating meat before, and he took the initiative to ask about the relationship life of the other party: Have you caught up with that boy?

Eat meat obediently: Not yet.

Diving bird: You are so affectionate.

Obediently eat meat: Because I like it so much, I hope that all the good things he can feel in the future are all given to him by me.

It took less than half a minute from waiting for the reply to receiving this sentence, Xu Chenhe could feel that he didn't hesitate to edit this sentence when he was a good eater.He was a little envious of someone in the world who could get such pure love. If Gu Congran had treated him like this from the beginning, he probably wouldn't have left so resolutely later.

It took too long to get a response, and this short conversation ended with the obedient eating meat first saying good night.Xu Chenhe thought that he could sleep soundly until the sun was up, but a rain at four o'clock in the morning woke him up.

The clothes washed in the morning were still hanging on the balcony, Xu Chenhe ran in the dark to collect the clothes and hung them on the hanger in the living room, when he caught a glimpse of the crack in the door from the corner of his eye, Xu Chenhe caught fire.

The corridors of public rental buildings do not turn off the lights at night, so people walking around outside the house can be seen most clearly in the room without the lights on.There are very few people renting the eighth floor, and several residents are young people who have come to work in this city from other places. It is impossible to still be active in the corridor at this time.

Excluding the thief who was stupid enough to run up to the eighth floor to steal, Xu Chenhe only had one answer in his mind.The shadow under the door was still shaking, Xu Chenhe stepped on his slippers and walked over barefoot, leaned on the door and looked towards the cat's eyes, almost not scared to death by the dilated pupils.

Opening the door at this time is just asking for death, Xu Chenhe was deeply afraid of Gu Congran who was chasing him so closely, he punched the door with fists: "You are really annoying, can you get out of here?"

Disordered footsteps sounded in the corridor, Xu Chenhe heaved a sigh of relief, grabbed the cup, poured cold water and went back to his room to resume sleep. When he woke up again, the sky was bright and the rain had stopped.

The refrigerator, which had been empty for a month, was in urgent need of additional ingredients. Taking advantage of the good weather, Xu Chenhe went out to buy groceries. When the door opened, he almost tripped over the potted cosmos on the ground outside.

The potted plant is the same size as the one received in the store, the petals and leaves are soaked in water, and the soil still looks wet.There was a card in the center of the flower branch, Xu Chenhe picked it up and saw that there was a sentence written on it in printed fonts - I want to hug you.

There was that incident in the early morning, and now Xu Chenhe feels that everything related to Gu Congran feels strange.He locked the door, moved the potted plant two feet away, and looked uneasily at both sides of the aisle.

He brought big bags and small bags home from the vegetable market, the pot of cosmos was still there, Xu Chenhe ignored it, took out the key to open the door, raised his head, and faced the extra blank paper on the door panel.The paper was pasted exactly where the cat's eyes were, and five bold and black characters were printed on it: Don't reject me.

If it was said that in the early hours of the morning, Gu Congran's behavior was just a fire, Xu Chenhe couldn't bear it now.He tore off the paper on the door, put down his things in the room, and dialed Gu Congran's number with his mobile phone. Before the other party could speak, he said solemnly: "Can you stay away from me? I didn't say it before because I thought your Your character is not bad enough to ruin my life, but thinking about it seriously today, that is the most disgusting side of you that I haven't discovered yet."

The opposite party didn't speak, Xu Chenhe could only hear Gu Congran's breathing. He threw the crumpled paper ball on the closed door, and threw all the kisses, touches, hugs and comforts that Gu Congran had given out of his tightly held hands. In the palm of my hand, I picked out every fragment that Gu Congran had hurt me and enlarged it in front of my eyes: "Didn't you ask me how much I hate you? I will answer you clearly now. I can't wait to lose my memory immediately, even if I can't remember everyone and everyone." I also want to forget you forever."

Last night, he was satisfied with the brief communication with Xu Chenhe on the Internet, but today Gu Congran was hit irrefutably by the other party's rebellious attitude.Xu Chenhe's hatred came so suddenly that when Gu Congran reflected on whether he did something wrong yesterday, his reaction was a little sluggish. Only a subconscious apology filled the gap in the conversation: "I'm sorry."

"I said a long time ago that I don't need your apology." Xu Chenhe only begged Gu Congran to "leave", "I have no position to ask you to disappear from this city, but at least you don't bother me anymore, okay?"

From Xu Chenhe's tone, Gu Congran heard a determination.No matter how much he desires, this feeling is hard to salvage. Xu Chenhe's love was evaporated by him. In the final analysis, he is still a lingering ghost in Xu Chenhe's heart.

The pain in his heart spread to the palm of his hand, Gu Congran held the phone with his right hand, the beating of his chest mixed with every sadness in his heart: "Okay."

"That's it," Xu Chenhe said without a trace of nostalgia, "I'm hanging up."

Throwing his mobile phone on the sofa, Xu Chenhe started to deal with the ingredients he had bought. He was busy in the kitchen until noon. It was hot and he lost his appetite, so he mixed some buckwheat noodles for himself, and added a bowl of Phoenix milk paste that he hadn't made for a long time.

Eating this dessert inevitably reminds him of the time when he and Gu Congran were not very familiar. Gu Congran has never forgotten it since he ate it once, but what he remembers is that Gu Congran wiped his mouth with his fingertips. The affection in the eyes is easily deceiving when the milk paste is applied.

I don't know if it was because he was too full from eating soba noodles or because he remembered his own fear in the early morning, Xu Chenhe felt unbearable vomiting after eating a few mouthfuls, and he simply poured out the remaining milk paste cruelly.

Before going out in the afternoon, Xu Chenhe took out a large garbage bag and shook it open. Before leaving, he put the potted plants outside the door into it, and threw them into the garbage room when he went downstairs.The street was too sunny, and the journey to the theater was not short. Xu Chenhe gave up the option of riding a bicycle, raised his hand to hail a taxi and reported the destination, and clutched his mobile phone to edit Tang Sui's message, talking about his plan to buy a small car idea.

There were many people in the theater on the rest day, so Xu Chenhe took off the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose when he sat down in the screening hall.Most of the people came to the arena, Xu Chenhe sat in the penultimate row, and the feeling of being watched climbed up the back of his neck coldly.

Being watched and being watched are completely different feelings. The former has cold eyes, while the latter has eager eyes. Even if he is secretly watched by a fan, Xu Chenhe knows that he will never be so bored.

It wasn't until there were people sitting on the left and right that Xu Chenhe felt a little bit more secure. He leaned on the seat with a bucket of popcorn in his arms, and all the lights above his head were turned off. .

As soon as "Outside the Window" started, Xu Chenhe was introduced into the plot.This film is the only work in which he has the same feelings both inside and outside the film. Whether the protagonist is named Xie Miao or Zhang Miao and Li Miao, there is his soul in him.

However, it felt painful during the performance, but now Xu Chenhe felt a lot relieved watching it.In the middle, there was a scene where Xie Miao was beaten by his parents when he was a child. Xu Chenhe didn't watch it anymore. He got up and went to the bathroom. When he closed the cubicle door, he heard the sound of water flowing from the sink.

But when he came in, there was obviously no one in the bathroom, and he didn't feel the sound of footsteps following behind him.

After walking out of the bathroom, Xu Chenhe felt being watched again. He walked quickly to the service counter to order a drink, and while waiting, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Gu Congran's number.

Even though he was rejected by Xu Chenhe in the morning, when the other party called, Gu Congran still quickly connected in a second: "Xu Chenhe."

"What exactly do you want?" Xu Chenhe leaned on the service desk and looked behind him sideways, "Do you understand that your behavior makes me very uncomfortable?"

"What do you mean?" Gu Congran put down the document he was about to read.

"Stalking." Xu Chenhe clenched his phone tightly, "From last night, to early morning, and now, I said that your tracking technology is really not very good, don't force me to call the police."

Gu Congran's expression was serious, and he suddenly remembered the black shadow he saw when the "diving tour" was over.

"Sir, do you need popcorn?" The girl behind the service desk pushed the prepared drink to Xu Chenhe and asked politely.

Xu Chenhe's refusal was transmitted to Gu Congran's ears through the radio, he got up suddenly, pressed down the computer, copied the car keys and ran out: "Xu Chenhe, you first—"

"Don't follow me anymore." Xu Chenhe hung up the phone after finishing speaking, and returned to the screening room with a drink in his hand.

The plot goes to Xie Miao's marriage. At his wife's birthday party, Xie Miao gave her a bouquet of plain cosmos.The florist said that the cosmos represented pity for the person in front of him, but Xie Miao preferred its flower language of "freedom".

In front of many guests, the wife lost her temper at her husband, she thought that Xie Miao would never understand her.Xie Miao was angry, and ran to the flower shop to buy another bouquet of roses in the rain after the banquet, but he also didn't understand what was wrong with the cosmos.

Xie Miao in the later stage of the plot was very aggrieved, and the audience sighed softly in the arena, but Xu Chenhe froze in his seat.

No matter how similar his and Xie Miao's encounters were, it was nothing more than an astonishing overlap of childhood experiences.But he is not Xie Miao after all, they also have too many differences, just the flowers they like are completely opposite - what he likes is hydrangea, and what Xie Miao likes is cosmos.

Gu Congran knew this, and the person who gave him the cosmos could only have liked Xie Miao in the movie, not Xu Chenhe outside the movie.

Xu Chenhe was terrified, and completely lost the intention to finish watching the movie.His legs were trembling, and he didn't know how he made it to the end of the movie. The lights in the auditorium were turned on, and he squeezed out the door with the flow of people. I can't even bother to pick it up.

The pace behind him hurried up, Xu Chenhe had just rushed out of the screening hall when someone grabbed his wrist: "Xie Miao——Xie Miao! Why are you avoiding me!"

Fear rushed to the top, Xu Chenhe swung the man's hand away vigorously, and saw the appearance of the man in a moment of rushing away: he was wearing a pure black hoodie on a hot day, his square face was small with white mostly in his eyes, and his facial features were released. Named Crazy Expression.

The people around obviously recognized that Xu Chenhe was Xie Miao in the movie, but no one dared to step forward - the person behind who looked like a bastard had a knife in his hand, and it flashed a cold light as he swung it : "Xie Miao! I like you so much! Send you your favorite cosmos every day!"

Thinking of the potted cosmos on the window sill of "Snorkeling", and the shadow shaking under the door in the early morning, Xu Chenhe felt a nausea.

Why on earth did he think that the one who did such a thing was Gu Congran who said he wanted to protect him?I have misunderstood Gu Congran over and over again, how is it different from Gu Congran who once misunderstood himself?

"Xie Miao, Xie Miao, please don't run away!" The man's voice was a bit sharp, he waved a knife, countless people avoided him along the way, and some even held up their mobile phones to watch the video, but his footsteps only followed Xu Chenhe who was running away , "I just want to hug you, if you don't let me hug me, I will kill you, you—"

Just as the distance between the two was gradually shrinking, a figure rushed into the theater gate at a speed so fast that no one expected it.

One second before the knife was swung at Xu Chenhe, Gu Congran took a big step, reached out to grab the person in front of him, and dangerously helped Xu Chenhe block the knife!

Shouts erupted from the crowd.

The sound of skin and flesh being ripped apart seemed close to my ears, but also seemed far away.Gu Congran's arms tightly embraced the person in his arms, and the movement of bowing while enduring the pain made him lower his head, and the angle of fit was just enough for him to place a light kiss on Xu Chenhe's brow.

Under Xu Chenhe's unbelievable and sorrowful gaze, Gu Congran trembled so much that his voice changed——

"I still want to protect you."