Chapter 503 Confession
Chapter 503 Confession
As the sun sets, the birds return to their nests.
After the parapet of the village was repaired, the gate at the entrance of the village was closed and the latch was dropped as soon as it got dark.After dinner at home, the four men went to watch the gate on the sentry tower, and they took turns in two or two shifts.
As soon as the sun goes down every day, every household in the small village closes their doors, and no one moves around outside.
Finally, when it was dark and the children were asleep, Cao Xiangnan went back to his room to catch the evening breeze and went out with a mysterious smile on his face.
Qi Wanfeng didn't know what Fulang was pulling him out for, it was dark outside, "It's getting dark outside, Fulang, what are you taking me out for?" He said so, but he still followed Fulang after being pulled by Fulang. Lang went out together.
"I won't tell you yet, I'll know when I come out." Cao Xiangnan half-pushed someone out the door. It was the first time for the two children to celebrate the Qiqiao Festival.Worrying about food, rice, oil and salt every day, people have no time to think about romance.
But sometimes the form represents your cherishment and love for a person. When you think about it later, it will leave a good memory in your mind, so people will value the form so much.
Qi Wanfeng rolled his eyes with a smile, and was pulled by Fu Lang to follow Fu Lang.
The two were in the yard and did not go out.
The two dogs came out after seeing the owner, and circled around the owner's feet. Cao Xiangnan touched the dog's head and told the two dogs to go to sleep aside, so as not to disturb their date. Two dogs ran over to act as light bulbs.
The two dogs whimpered and turned their heads to look for the corner. They were rejected by their owners, so sad!
"Come on, close your eyes, you can only open them when I tell you to open them." Cao Xiangnan pulled someone to stand in the middle and asked him to close his eyes.Qi Wanfeng didn't know what Fulang was doing, and upon hearing this, Fulang closed his eyes.
Seeing that Wanfeng had closed his eyes, Cao Xiangnan went to prepare.
"Okay, you can open your eyes."
Many fireworks formed a circle, surrounding them in the middle. Qi Wanfeng opened his eyes and saw Fu Lang lit all the fireworks. He admired from the bottom of his heart, "It's so beautiful." Cao Xiangnan stretched out his arms I hugged my daughter-in-law's waist, watched the fireworks with him, kissed him on the cheek, and asked, "Do you like the gift I prepared for you?"
In fact, you don't need to ask to know that the person in your arms will like it, but he still likes to hear him say he likes it.
"I like it!" Without a doubt, Qi Wanfeng said with a smile.
Turning her head and touching Fulang's lips, Qi Wanfeng likes intimate kisses with Fulang.
Surrounded by fireworks, the two hugged each other and kissed each other, as if they had forgotten that they were here to enjoy the fireworks.
Fireworks are perishable, but their true feelings will always remain in their hearts.
The sky is full of stars tonight, and the stars twinkle in the night sky. The two of them sit under the moon and look at the sky full of stars.After the beginning of autumn, the sun will shine again during the day, and the night will not be so hot. The mountain phoenix brings the coolness at night, which makes people feel very comfortable.
Cao Xiangnan hugged him in his arms, and Qi Wanfeng leaned against Fulang's arms. The two looked up at the stars in the sky. He said, "There are many stars tonight, and they are very beautiful." He and Fulang were the first This is the first time to sit together and watch the stars so comfortably. There are less lively children around me, but there is more peace and beauty.
"Well, yes." I don't know if it is the same with the stars in another world.
Cao Xiangnan turned his head to the south, touched the man in his arms with his warm lips, and hugged him even tighter. He made up his mind to confess to him. When he decided to tell him at this moment, he felt uneasy again, and he didn't know what to do. How to speak.
After thinking about it for a while, Cao Xiangnan said, "Wanfeng, let me tell you a story, will you listen to me?"
The time he came to this world is not long or short, time flies by in the blink of an eye, year after year.He has nothing else to wish for in this life, he only hopes that he and the person in his arms can live a few more decades and grow old together.
"Well, Fu Lang, tell me." Qi Wanfeng didn't know what Fu Lang wanted to say to him, his back was against Fu Lang's heart, he could feel the beating of Fu Lang's heart, and he knew the tension in Fu Lang's heart.
"Speak and I'll listen," he said.
"I had a dream. I dreamed that I went to a world that was completely different from here. There were tall buildings everywhere in that world. Looking down from the tall buildings, the pedestrians on the ground were as small as butterflies and ants. There There are planes flying in the sky, and sports cars running on the ground. It only takes one plane trip from one end of the world to the other. In one day, it only takes one trip to go from this place to any other place..." Cao Xiangnan said slowly Slowly talking about that world, everything there is still so clear in his mind, like a dream he had yesterday, in the blink of an eye he ran from a new era of human beings to this poor and backward era.
When he first came to this world, Cao Xiangnan didn't miss the original world.
The family here is a heart-wrenching person, he is lying on the bed half dead, his relatives all wish that he would die earlier, the only ones around him are Wanfeng and the child.But these two people became the reason and motivation for him to work hard to live.
"... There are two kinds of people in that world, one is men and the other is women. Men are the ones who can make women pregnant, they are husbands. Women are brothers. They are a kind of people who are good at studying and using methods to seduce A man." So his father was seduced by a woman, not even his own son.
And his mother, in pursuit of better sex, transported Gao Fei away, and didn't want him anymore.
"Stop talking!" Qi Wanfeng shouted suddenly.
He looked back at his husband, his lips were trembling, at such a moment, he seemed to understand what his husband was talking about.
That's not a dream, it's real.
"No, Wanfeng, listen to me." Cao Xiangnan pulled the hand of the man covering his ears, looked into his eyes and said, "Wanfeng, listen to me, I want to tell you, tell everything Can you?"
Maybe it was Fulang's gentleness that soothed his heart, Qi Wanfeng looked into his Fulang's eyes steadily.The eyes of the two people just looked straight into each other's eyes. Cao Xiangnan showed a faint smile and continued, "In which world, I also have parents. They divorced very early, and they didn't want me. Leave it to my aunt."
Now when talking about his parents, he can also talk about those two people in an indifferent tone, probably only a little more than strangers. They gave birth to him, but they didn't fulfill their responsibility of raising him.
"My grandma didn't like me, but she also brought me up. My dad would give me some money every month for my education. Later, my dad married a stepmother, and they had their children again. , that man listened to what his wife said, so he stopped giving me money for my studies, and I went to work by myself, relying on the part-time job and the scholarship given by the school, finished high school and went to college..."
After finally making it to university, he will be able to graduate and start working immediately. His parents discard him, and his grandmother hates him. He is full of ambitions and wants to prove to people all over the world that Cao Xiangnan is not bad at all. I will try my best to prove it to you. , It was wrong for you to abandon me at the beginning.
Then, by accident, he came into this world.
"There is no war there, everyone has food to eat, clothes to wear, houses to live in, and children there have books to read... It was a beautiful world, an era of peace, no wars, no hunger."
"But there is no you there, and no one will never leave me. Even if I have nothing, or even lie in bed as a waste all my life, there is such a person who will never leave me and is willing to stay by my side." This feeling moved him, and made him want to live even if he desperately wanted to live like a human being.
"At that time, I told myself that I, Cao Xiangnan, must not die. I wanted to live like a human being, like a man who stood up to the sky, able to give my favorite person and my children a home, and live a good life. "
So with this belief, even in the most difficult time, Cao Xiangnan gritted his teeth and walked on.Many things you encounter in life, you thought it was difficult at the time, but after you have gone through it, when you think about it later, it is actually not that difficult.
The most important thing is that no matter what he is going through, there is such a person by his side who will never leave him.
"I was thinking about this question afterwards. Why did I come here? I thought about this question many times and for a long time. Then I figured it out, Wanfeng. God told me to come here to meet you. Let me Come to love you and love our children." By the time he finished speaking, the people in front of him were already crying, and Cao Xiangnan reached out to wipe away the falling tears, and he smiled slightly, gently Said softly and reverently, "Wanfeng, I love you."
"Do you love me? Not the one who loves him, but me, the me now, the me who is by your side, the me who loves you." It's not the cowardly and filial Cao Xiangnan who is no longer there, but the current me He is Cao Xiangnan, the man who loves Qi Wanfeng.
Cao Xiangnan doesn't want to deceive the person he loves anymore, and he doesn't want the person he loves to treat him as another person all his life. He is him, not a substitute for anyone else.Every time he thinks that this person's love for him is not for him, but for that cowardly and long gone person, he can't help feeling jealous in his heart.
Yes, he was jealous of the person who was no longer there, even if he told him time and time again that he was Cao Xiangnan who was alive, and he was Cao Xiangnan who was with Qi Wanfeng.He didn't want to muddle along and live instead of someone else, and he didn't want Qi Wanfeng to misunderstand that he was his husband all his life. He wanted to tell his Qi Wanfeng, his wife, clearly.
"Wanfeng, do you love me?" Cao Xiangnan asked again when he saw that he didn't speak.
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