Actor of the Buddhist family raises his elders online [Rebirth]

Chapter 30

"Is it Chen Shushu? It's me, it's that, Yi Lianhe's childhood friend."

Qing He never imagined that the first time he talked to idols would be in such a situation.I was nervous and worried, and stuttered badly.

The moment he heard Yi Lianhe's name, Chen Shu subconsciously squeezed the iron can in his hand.

There was a click, and the coconut milk in the tank splashed out.Seeing his face change, Gu Nanzhu put away his unrestrained expression and sat up straight.

"I'm."

Chen Shu said in a deep voice, "Don't panic, tell me what happened."

His voice came out along the phone, calm and calm, with the power to comfort people's hearts.

Qing He tried her best to organize her words, "Last night, he sent me a document and said something... like a summary of life."

"I decompressed the file just now and found that it contains audio that can be played. It's all the inspiration he recorded on his phone. It's... something very important to him."

Hundreds of audio files, all named after time and date.Some of them have only one or two humming lines, while others are already a complete melody.

The quantity is large.Judging by Yi Lianhe's creative frequency, this file package containing hundreds of demos is almost all his gifts.

Seeing this "luxurious gift", Qing He felt that her heart stopped beating.

Boss, what is he trying to do?

"I know that Yi Lianhe lives with you, and I also know that Shi...Gu Nanzhu is filming with you," Qing He said faster and faster, "Yi Lianhe lives alone in the At home? I couldn't reach him. So I called you to ask."

Tonight's live broadcast time has passed, and he has not appeared for a long time.It's really heart-wrenching.

"Don't worry about it yet." Chen Shu comforted him, and at the same time took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Lao Tang asking for the car keys. "I'll go back to see her now. I'll let you know when she settles down."

"All right!!"

The next moment, Chen Shu hung up the phone without hesitation, and threw the phone back to Gu Nanzhu, "I can't finish eating today, so I'll go first. I'll treat you next time."

"It's okay." Gu Nanzhu said decisively, "What happened?"

"I don't know yet," he said. "I'm going home."

"Now?" Gu Nanzhu frowned, "At this point you..."

Chen Shu's cell phone vibrated, Lao Tang's message came back quickly.

"I'm going back to the hotel now, got the keys and drove back."

He stood up and took two steps forward, then turned back, "Say sorry to the director for me, I have to ask for a few days off, but I may not be free to explain to him tonight. I will call him tomorrow."

"no problem."

**

The highway is still congested late at night.Chen Shu stared at the road ahead, eyes full of hostility.

He sat stiffly and tensely, gripping the steering wheel with both hands, trying to ease the trembling.However, he uncontrollably rehearses various possible situations in his mind, like a revolving lantern.

The worst kind is the one that occurs most often.

His heart was so tense that he couldn't help it, and punched the steering wheel hard, but was surprised to find that he couldn't feel pain.

Chen Shu looked at the motionless rear of the car ahead, trying to convince himself to calm down.

When you calm down, you can do something.

Yi Lianhe had a very special meaning to him.

She appeared at that special moment, and later gave him company and comfort when he was at a loss.

Just like how he felt when he saw her for the first time, like a bond entwined like fate.

In fact, Chen Shu has always known that his mentality is not very healthy.In a sense, he and Yi Lianhe might be of the same kind.

So seeing her, there will be a feeling of "sympathy".Treating her well seems to be making up for her past self.

But now, he just felt that he had found his way.Is she leaving?

If Yi Lianhe still couldn't escape the dead end, what about him?Is it also doomed not to be able to get rid of the trajectory of the previous life, is it doomed to repeat the same mistakes again?

If so, why did God want him to regain this life?

Chen Shu's mind was in a mess.Only in my heart, a clear voice kept repeating.

do not die.

If she died like this, he might also collapse.

He will.

**

It was early morning when I got home.The sky was still gray, Chen Shu didn't have time to drive the car into the garage, he stopped at the door and quickly opened the door to enter the house.

"Yi Lianhe?"

The villa has been empty for more than ten years.His voice circled around the ceiling, and finally only got into his own ears.

Chen Shu strode to the door of Yi Lianhe's bedroom and knocked on the door.

"...Yi Lianhe?" He slowed down his voice and asked, "Are you in there?"

After waiting for a while without any movement, he slammed on the door a few times and called her name loudly.

Still no response.

Chen Shu took out his mobile phone to check the message he had sent to Yi Lianhe, but he did not receive a reply.He strode upstairs and walked around the piano room.

The door was also locked.No one was anywhere.

She is at home, and only stays in her room except for meal time.

Chen Shu went back downstairs, stood in front of Yi Lianhe's room, was silent for a moment, and began to unbutton his shirt.

In the next second, he took two steps back to gather strength, and slammed forward into the door.

Once, again.

The lock groove on the door frame was damaged and deformed by the huge impact force, the bolt fell out of the lock groove, and the door opened with a sound.

He didn't bother to adjust his breathing, and strode into the room.In the pitch-black environment, Chen Shu forcefully opened the curtains.

The sky was gloomy, but there was light coming in, which still provided enough visibility.

He took two sharp breaths.Standing at the table, looking at the big quilt on the opposite bed.

The room was silent.

Chen Shu suddenly began to regret.

He didn't want to...go through this scene himself.

"Yi Lianhe...?"

He asked cautiously, dreamily.

"Are you in there?"

The quilt that had been as quiet as a chicken suddenly moved.

Yi Lianhe struggled in a half-dream and half-awake state, freed himself from being wrapped up in a ball, and revealed a head trapped like a panda.Fluffy and messy.

The moment he saw Chen Shu, he sat up reflexively and suddenly woke up.

"..."

Fuck?This is Chen Shu?What are you doing in my room?Why is he back now? ?

Chen Shu was like a sculpture, poking aside and watching him go from being sleepy like a panda to being sober in shock and then stunned, feeling suffocated for a while.

So...exciting.

Yi Lianhe couldn't tell if he had any doubts, so he had to pluck his hair twice, and groped around on the bed to find the tablet.

Seeing Yi Lianhe alive and well, Chen Shu's heart had been relieved for the most part.In a blink of an eye, he noticed the water cup and medicine bottle on his bedside cabinet.He went over to pick it up, and found that it was just a sleep aid.

That's not a big deal.But when he put down the medicine bottle, he saw that the bottom drawer of the cabinet was not closed properly, and a small gap was exposed.

Chen Shu's face darkened, and he vigorously opened the drawer.He pulled out the entire drawer, and all kinds of medicine bottles that were piled up were scattered all over the floor.

It was the medicine that Yi Lianhe had been saving for a long time to send him on the road.

"..."

His eyes swept over.Yi Lianhe shrank his neck back, looking at the medicine bottles scattered all over the floor, he didn't know how to explain it.

"How do you answer me every time I remind you to take your medicine?"

Chen Shu sneered, knelt down, picked up the medicine bottles and threw them back into the drawer one by one.There was a rattling sound during the collision.

"Yi Miaomiao has grown up. Lied to me?"

"You can't take much food, but you can take so much medicine?"

After being punctured so mercilessly by him, Yi Lianhe lost his temper for the first time amidst guilt and embarrassment.

He half-kneeled on the bed, picked up a medicine bottle not far from him, and threw it at Chen Shu's feet.Pick up the tablet and write word by word.

"I'd love to. You care about me?"

Why do you care about me?Just because of your preference for little girls, your kindness and enthusiasm?

Yi Lianhe looked at him coldly, and confronted him across the bed.There was tearing pain in my heart, and endless sorrow.

You have no idea how good you are.

You can't even imagine what it means to me to be so good.

Either don't give it, or keep giving it for a lifetime.

A lifetime - can you afford it?

Since we know that it will be painful in the future, it is better to end now.Everyone can take it easy, what's wrong?

Chen Shu laughed angrily at her.

"Are you happy? I'm not happy!"

"Do you know how I felt when I received the phone call?" He didn't dare to step forward, even dared to speak loudly, for fear of shocking her.I had to forcefully hold back my anger, inexplicably mixed with a trace of sadness.

The feeling of blood freezing at that moment, even thinking about it now, his scalp still tingles.

"I lost my job and drove all night from the hotel because of a phone call. Am I fucking insane?"

"I don't care about you? Yi Miaomiao, do you have a conscience!"

"Then I beg you, leave me alone."

Yi Lianhe said, "It's good for us."

"I'm not important to you."

"...I don't care about your discomfort, okay?"

Chen Shu gritted his teeth and said, "You are not important to me?"

"I accompany an 'unimportant' person every day to eat, chat, cook hot pot, drink milk and talk about creation. I try my best to make you happy. Why do you think you are unimportant? Are you looking down on yourself or me?"

By the end, his eyes were red.The red blood from driving all night is densely covered in the eyes, which looks pitiful and permeating.

"Are you bullying me repeatedly because of your illness?"

Yi Lianhe could hear the sense of grievance in his last sentence, and his finger that wanted to swipe down paused on the screen, not knowing what to say.

He looked down and out.The clothes were crumpled and the buttons were missing.Want to get angry but can't, very aggrieved, a bit funny.

...for myself.

After a long stalemate, Yi Lianhe sighed.

"Sorry. I'm just too tired."

I'm so tired, so I want to sleep well.

"I know my situation, and I don't want to struggle alone anymore." He wrote stroke by stroke. For the first time, he opened up his mind without any cover, and showed it nakedly in front of a person.

Perhaps in the past, he was used to living alone, and he could barely survive.At least he lived until Yi Lianxi came back, his family was taken care of, and he left without any scruples.

But Chen Shu suddenly appeared.He is bright and warm, like the "salvation" sung in the ballad.

So he becomes greedy, he wants more.

Once tasted the sweetness, who would let himself suffer again?

But Yi Lianhe understood that he was a burden to Chen Shu, and might even become a harm.

There are so many cute "girls", this one is not bad.

He let go of the tablet, looked into Chen Shu's eyes, and said silently with his mouth.

I am afraid.

I am afraid of being alone.

I don't want to be alone anymore.

Please let me go?Good for us.

"You don't believe you're getting better, do you?"

"Then you can trust me."

"Don't be afraid."

Chen Shu read what she wanted to say.He looked at Yi Lianhe, and said word by word, "You can, trust me."

"Loneliness cannot be 'cured,'" he said.

"But if you don't want it, you can share it with me."

Loneliness is not a disease.It's part of being human, it's a signal—

It reminds us: you want more, you want more.

The act of suicide itself is a cry for help.

"How about we make a bet?" Chen Shu was inexplicably determined in his heart.He blinked his sore eyes and smiled slowly.Like the light of the dawn, it is deeply imprinted on the hearts of those who watch it.

"I'll be with you until everything gets better."

You will no longer be alone.

Yi Lianhe had an innate sense of loneliness.But Chen Shu knew that she was actually a gentle child in her heart.

lonely and warm.

There was a fire in her heart, burning brightly.Every time I look at the piano and press the keys, it shines out from my eyes.

How could he bear to watch it go out like this.

Yi Lianhe looked at him quietly for a long time.When Chen Shu felt that his face was about to go stiff, he slowly opened his mouth to speak.

"......hug."

Chen Shu took a big step forward without thinking, knelt on the bed with his knees half bent, picked her into his arms, and rubbed her head hard.

Storing the real touch in the palm of his hand, he finally let go of his heart that had been hanging all night.

Chen Shu patted her on the back and whispered, "Be obedient."

The east is white, and the rays of the sun break out at dawn.Projected on the two through the glass window.

With the golden morning glow reflected in Yi Lianhe's eyes, he slowly tightened the arms around Chen Shu's waist.

It was you who refused to give up on me and said that you would always be with me.

I've already let go once, and you came back by yourself.

— Then never leave again.