Chapter 42
Chapter 42
After a while Guan Ze thought again, no, this question is very serious now, why am I blushing?Guan Ze quickly pressed the center of his eyebrows, and said: "I understand, don't say these things. You know it's wrong, so don't do this in the future. No matter how angry you are, you can't use extreme methods to resolve conflicts."
"I see, brother Guan Ze, I can assure you that I will never do this again." Zhou Di blinked and said, "Then... you also promise that no matter what happens in the future, you will Don't ignore me, okay?"
Guan Ze's answer is of course yes, but he didn't answer Zhou Di immediately, but asked, "Aren't you going to class today? When will you go home?"
Zhou Di said: "I asked for leave, and I won't go back today. I'll just take care of you here, and I won't go home until you leave the hospital."
Guan Ze secretly thought, after so many years, why is Zhou Di's father still so indifferent to this child?
Guan Ze had been to Zhou Di's house a few years ago. At that time, he felt that Xiao Yuanzheng had a problem with Zhou Di's education method. It was too loose, but he was very strict with Xiao Xu.Guan Ze guessed that Xiao Yuanzheng did this not because he cared more about his younger son, but because he had high hopes for his elder son, and Zhou Di only needed to be a playboy for the rest of his life.
So now, when Zhou Di got into trouble, he didn't take it seriously. He just let the lawyer deal with it, and didn't even comment on Zhou Di. Zhou Di could still do whatever he wanted.
This is so irresponsible.
Guan Ze was a little angry, and couldn't help thinking, if Zhou Di was from his family, he would definitely discipline Zhou Di well.
"Brother Guan Ze..."
When Guan Ze was thinking about it, Zhou Di called him again. Guan Ze turned his head and saw Zhou Di looking at him eagerly, and forced the sentence "I will never ignore you" back.
Don't let him get into trouble without hesitation.
So Guan Ze said, "It depends on your performance in the future."
Zhou Di let out a dejected "Oh" and stopped talking, but started to "express"——Guan Ze actively served tea and water, bought porridge for Guan Ze, and wanted to feed it to Guan Ze, However, after being rejected by Guan Ze with a cold face, he stopped making trouble and sat quietly by the bed, staring at Guan Ze intently.
Guan Ze always felt that his gaze was more intense today than before, which made Guan Ze feel uncomfortable, so he finally drove him back to school to attend class despite Zhou Di's repeated pleas.
When Zhou Di left, Guan Ze's fever subsided, and it was not a serious problem. Guan Ze didn't like staying in the hospital very much, so he consulted with the doctor himself, and decided to leave the hospital tomorrow.It's just that he is really a little tired, and he doesn't plan to go back to school after being discharged from the hospital.
Then Guan Ze called Professor Lu, selectively told about Zhuang Yun, and asked for two days of sick leave.
In the afternoon, Guan Ze finally had time to take a good rest, but lying on the bed and closing his eyes, Guan Ze's mind suddenly flashed Zhou Di's face last night, Guan Ze was startled by the scene in his mind , hurriedly opened his eyes again, and then that face slowly faded away.
how so?Guan Ze thought, when he looked at Zhou Di, he thought he was very obedient, but when he was not looking at him, he couldn't help but think of that scene again.
Guan Ze was full of uneasiness and tossed and turned on the hospital bed, but in the end he was too tired from thinking about it, and finally fell into a drowsy sleep.
Guan Ze still had a nightmare that night, but it was not as specific as the day before. Guan Ze only felt uneasiness and fear in the abstract. When he woke up, Guan Ze could not remember anything.
Guan Ze was lying on the hospital bed in a daze for a while, and then his thoughts were pulled back by the ringing of the mobile phone. He glanced at the mobile phone, and it was all messages from Zhou Di.
【Brother Guan Ze, I went to class well today. 】
[Remember to have breakfast when you get up in the morning. 】
[If you need me, remember to call me. 】
……
Looking at the text message, Guan Ze remembered Zhou Di's cute side again. He was almost torn apart by his contradictory mood, and he rubbed his temples for a while before replying to Zhou Di, telling him that he was healed, and that he would leave today. To be discharged from the hospital, let him take classes seriously.
Then Guan Ze went through the discharge procedures alone in a daze.
Guan Ze hadn't showered for two days, and he felt uncomfortable all over now, but when he walked out of the hospital gate, looking at the blue sky, Guan Ze hesitated, instead of heading towards the rental house, he took out his mobile phone and broadcast a number.
The other party quickly picked up.
"Hello, Ze, hello."
Guan Ze pursed his lips and said softly, "Excuse me, Doctor Deng, do you have time today?"
Changhua Psychological Counseling Center has a good reputation in the industry. The chief physician, Deng Changhua, is a leader among the younger generation of psychological counselors. He has rich experience in psychological counseling and treatment. Correspondingly, his consultation fee is not low.
At the same time, Deng Changhua is also active in public welfare activities, mainly providing psychological support for criminal victims who suffer from post-traumatic reactions of psychological stress.
It can be said that Deng Changhua's time is not only valuable but also very meaningful. Usually, an appointment needs to be made at least two days in advance.
But Guan Ze made this phone call temporarily, and Deng Changhua immediately asked his assistant to arrange an hour and a half for Guan Ze.
When Guan Ze arrived at the consultation center, Deng Changhua was waiting for him in the consultation room.Deng Changhua, who has just turned 38, can be said to be a young talent in the field of psychology. He is not very handsome, but his refined temperament makes people very comfortable.
"I'm sorry, Dr. Deng, I'm really... very sorry to call you temporarily." Guan Ze apologized to Deng Changhua, but the other party didn't care, waved his hand and smiled warmly: "Sit down, orange juice or lemon tea? Don't worry. , It’s your original cup, I just washed it, it’s very clean.”
"Lemon tea." Guan Ze answered casually, but Deng Changhua was stunned for a moment, and then looked back at Guan Ze, a little unbelievable, Guan Ze didn't notice Deng Changhua's gaze, but sat on the fabric sofa obediently.
Deng Changhua quickly concealed his surprise, turned around, took out a water glass and poured two glasses of iced lemon tea.
The furniture in the consulting room is decorated in light warm colors, decorated with feather lamps, knitted tapestries, etc., making the whole consulting room look very warm.Guan Ze sat on the sofa, feeling his body sunken into the soft down core, the comfort of this sofa is beyond words.
Deng Changhua came over, handed the iced lemon tea to Guan Ze, then sat opposite Guan Ze, looking at Guan Ze with a smile.
Guan Ze thanked him, picked up a cup and drank lemon tea, Qing Lie's sweet and sour lemon tea relieved the dryness of his throat, Guan Ze relaxed a little, and heard Deng Changhua say: "During the last telephone consultation, you said that you will soon I went back to Beijing to study as a graduate student, I thought you would come to visit me when you came back, but I didn’t expect you to come after so long.”
Guan Ze said: "I'm sorry, Dr. Deng, I need to work as a teaching assistant while studying. I'm busy, so I didn't come right away."
Deng Changhua smiled and said: "Didn't I say that if you feel good, don't come to me. I wish you would never come again. This shows that you are doing well."
Guan Ze lowered his head and said again, "Sorry."
Deng Changhua leaned on the sofa, made a very relaxed posture, and asked: "How is the job of a teaching assistant? Is it difficult? Are the students obedient?"
Guan Ze frowned and said: "The work is not complicated, but my ability is limited, and it is very difficult to do it. The day before yesterday... I almost had a big problem."
Deng Changhua asked again: "Is that because you were troubled by the problem the day before yesterday, so you came to see me?"
"Strictly speaking, it's not." Guan Ze thought for a while and said, "Because I had a nightmare, and after waking up, I kept thinking about that nightmare. I always feel... the feeling in the dream is lingering."
"What kind of dream was that?" Deng Changhua looked at Guan Ze with a gentle tone like the spring breeze, "If you can, you can talk about it in detail, slowly."
Guan Ze took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and saw the faces of Zhou Di and Guan Ze's mother dangling back and forth in front of him. He gritted his teeth to drive them away, and said slowly: "I dreamed about what happened when I was a child. Not happy, almost strangled me. Four years ago, I often dreamed of that scene for a while, but then I rarely dreamed it again yesterday, but it was a little different from before. It is just... the previous dream would be Ended after my mother strangled me, but yesterday was different. Before my mother was about to strangle me, her face suddenly changed...into...uh...a friend of mine, and he smiled at me, Then tried to strangle me. I was scared, and I kept screaming, and then I woke up."
After saying this, Guan Ze immediately opened his eyes and panted quickly. Although the air conditioner in the consultation room was very strong, Guan Ze was sweating profusely. He picked up the water glass and took another sip before his face recovered. some.
Deng Changhua handed over a tissue and said in an encouraging tone: "It's good to say it."
Guan Ze nodded and wiped his sweat lightly. After Guan Ze calmed down for a while, Deng Changhua continued, "Ah Ze has made a new friend. What kind of friend is he?"
What kind of friend is it?
Guan Ze thought seriously.
He is a very good-looking boy, very obedient, very clingy, very naive, very pushy, has many, many excessive demands, but...not annoying at all.
Guan Ze didn't say anything, but Deng Changhua keenly caught the slight smile in his eyes.He was very surprised, watched Guan Ze quietly for a while, and then continued: "Since we are good friends, why did he appear in the dream as someone who hurt you?"
Guan Ze's imagination of Zhou Di's well-behaved appearance was instantly shattered, and that expressionless face appeared in front of Guan Ze again. Guan Ze took a breath, and then said, "It's because I saw him the day before yesterday... he was fighting with someone , It’s a bit heavy, I’m scared.”
"Then why fight?"
Guan Ze couldn't answer this question, he took a sip of lemon tea from his water glass, and stopped talking.
Deng Changhua did not continue to ask.
Guan Ze knew that he was stupid like this - he knew that he was sick and needed the help of a psychological counselor, but he couldn't completely hand over his inner world to Dr. Deng. There were many things he didn't tell Dr. Deng Of course, Dr. Deng will not force it.Every time, Dr. Deng helped him under limited conditions, so the effect was greatly reduced. It could only temporarily relieve his anxiety, and fundamentally treat the symptoms but not the root cause.
The author has something to say:
Psychology is a very professional subject. I just read some introductory books briefly. If there are any mistakes, please correct me and let me know.
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