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Chapter 88 The Heart Is Like A Mirror

When Feng Lichen woke up, he was still not very clear-sighted. Seeing the strange environment around him, the unbearable memories that had been deeply buried in his heart surfaced, and his eyes looked painful.

Slowly he got better, seeing Jun Huai who fell asleep on the chair mountain, he was slightly relieved, and called Jun Huai's name, Jun Huai woke up immediately.

A heavy rain last night took away all the haze. Today, the sky is clear and bright sunshine fills the lobby.Feng Lichen's whole body was bathed in the sunshine, and his complexion looked much better.

Jun Huai walked over to help him up, and asked for warmth.Feng Lichen kept shaking his head. Finally, he saw the bloodshot eyes in Jun Huai's eyes. Thinking of all that happened yesterday, he couldn't help asking: "Did you sleep all night last night?"

Jun Huai didn't want to hide anything, and he honestly explained everything he had done.In the end, he held Feng Lichen's finger, rubbed it in the palm of his hand, lowered his head, and said complainingly: "Those old men, say you, you won't survive this summer."

Feng Lichen pursed her lips lightly, looking at Jun Huai who seemed to be admitting that he had done something wrong, and suddenly felt that his appearance was very much like his cautious self before.

He moved his eyes away and glanced at the corner of the window. There were some maids walking around in the courtyard, as if they were very busy.He hooked his lips into a smile, "Maybe."

When Feng Lichen said these three words, his voice was very soft and thin, as if coming from a distant fog, so hazy that it was not very real.

The calm tone made Jun Huai feel very uncomfortable.He hoped that Feng Lichen could survive, but Feng Lichen didn't seem to have any desire to survive, it seemed that he was just worrying about things that he shouldn't be worrying about, doing useless work.

"There is nothing more important than living." Jun Huai stood up and sat beside him, looking at him with burning eyes.

Feng Lichen was stunned for a moment, then laughed, "I know, when Fenger is around, he always reminds me like this. But..." He paused as he spoke, "He warned me a long time ago that this body , If you don’t take good care of it, you won’t live long. I often hear these words in my ears, and I’m already bearish.”

"Didn't you say before that you can't bear to part with me, so you won't die?" Jun Huai was a little irritated by his indifferent tone, and there was a lingering pain in his heart. He remembered the past and asked with.

"But at that time, you hoped that I would die..." Feng Lichen raised his head, his purple eyes filled with a helpless smile, and after Qingming, he felt a little sad.

Jun Huai was speechless.

"Jun Huai, let's dig up the past and talk about it. For you, it may be effortless; but for me, it's all scars, and now you have to tear them up and put them in front of me. "

"I've told you what you want to know. I'm worthless now. If there's nothing else, you can let me go..." Feng Lichen said flatly, no matter what, he was I want to leave Jun Huai's side, but I can't see Jun Huai.

"How can it be so easy..." Jun Huai's face was a little gloomy, and although there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, he looked extremely cold, "You said you liked me, so you tied me by your side without saying a word; you said You don't have any feelings for me, and you say you want to leave me if you disagree with me, you seem to never care about my feelings..."

Feng Lichen was slightly distracted after listening, "You used to like my body, but now this body is ruined, what else do you like about me?"

"Can you stop thinking that I keep you by my side for a purpose!" Jun Huai seemed to be irritated to the point of pain, he almost yelled at Feng Lichen and said these words.

After finishing speaking, he immediately regretted it, but he couldn't pull his face to apologize, so he could only look at Feng Lichen nervously with a stiff expression.

Feng Lichen laughed a few times, her voice was hoarse.Looking at his appearance, Jun Huai felt a pain in his heart for no reason, and wanted to tell him not to laugh, but seeing people laughing became more and more crazy.

Finally, Feng Lichen said: "Do you really want me to stay by your side?"

Jun Huai nodded without hesitation, "I thought about it, we can live a good life, I will treat you well, I will find the most powerful doctor in the world to treat you, and I will..."

He spoke seriously as if swearing, his appearance was extremely charming, and so were his words.However, before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Feng Lichen.

"Jun Huai," Feng Lichen said indifferently, the corners of his mouth were icy cold like never before, "It's fine if you want me to stay by your side."

Jun Huai was a little surprised, and before he had time to rejoice, he heard Feng Lichen ask, "Your Majesty, is this your own child?"

"Yes." Speaking of Jun Zhi, Jun Huai suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart.

"If you kill him, I will stay by your side, and Feng Yu's Feng Ming is also yours." Feng Lichen said lightly.

What he gave was what Jun Huai wanted now; but what he wanted was what Jun Huai was absolutely unwilling to part with.

So he asked Feng Lichen why he made such a cruel request...

Feng Lichen answered irrelevantly, "If you don't want to, then let me go..."

"Why are you forcing me like this?" Jun Huai frowned, his eyes turned cold, "If you are upset, you can just vent it on me. Zhi'er is still young and doesn't understand anything, so he shouldn't be involved Come in."

"Willing, or not..." Feng Lichen asked stubbornly.

Jun Huai looked at him, frowning deeper and deeper.Feng Lichen is still as stubborn as before, once he admits it, he refuses to take half a step back, he is well aware of his temperament, and also understands that at this time, besides following him, he has no choice but to use methods he doesn't want.

He stepped forward and gently brushed away the broken hair on Feng Lichen's forehead, and said softly: "I will not agree to your request, and you don't even think about leaving here. As for Feng Er and Feng Ming, I will also send someone to take them They came to the mansion. You can take good care of your illness and don't have to worry about anything."

Feng Lichen listened to him quietly, lowered her eyelids, and didn't say much.However, when Jun Huai stepped out of the door with one foot, he said softly: "Nine years ago, I wanted to die."

Jun Huai stopped, but did not turn around.

Feng Lichen said: "Back then, I thought you would kill me in anger. What I thought was that it would be better for you to kill me and the child in my stomach than myself. After all, you don't care about us." His eyes were cold, and his words were cold. There was no warmth in the room, "Sometimes I often think, if you were more ruthless before, and killed me directly without looking forward and backward, I wouldn't have to suffer so much..."

Jun Huai was silent for a long time, then turned his head slightly and said, "Now that I've changed places, I shouldn't think about it, let's just give up."

Feng Lichen looked at his leaving back and sneered.

The reason why Jun Huai kept him was because he sympathized with himself and wanted to use the present to make up for the mistakes he made to himself before.He felt guilty, so he needed someone to share it with him.

Feng Lichen's heart is like a mirror, and it is also the time when his heart really dies.