make-up

Chapter 101

Feng Lichen repulsed Jun Huai's intimate actions.

Jun Huai knew the reason.

Because of retching, a few more tears oozed from the corners of Feng Lichen's eyes, and I saw his weak and pitiful appearance.Jun Huai waited for him to recover, poured him a cup of hot tea, and handed it over, "I was the one who was abrupt, take it easy."

The hands that took the tea were trembling.Feng Lichen took a deep breath, and slowly said: "I thought I was strong enough, but I didn't expect that I still overestimated myself, just like the previous life."

He thought it would be good not to mention the past.But when you touch the scene, the love buried in dust in your heart will still be hurt.

"If you want to start over, why do you like me?" Feng Lichen asked with a smile, his face was still pale, and his purple eyes were also dull.

Where do you like him?Jun Huai really didn't think about this question, "I don't know. In the last life, I knew that I lost you, and I regretted it very much. I wish I could get back all the words you said, and then answer you one by one. , I want to be by your side, from sunrise to sunset, from black hair to white hair, I just want you to come back to my side, whatever you want to do, whatever you want, I will give you.”

Hearing this, Feng Lichen smiled softly, "In the previous life, I would have been ecstatic when I heard these words, and I would hug you and refuse to let go..." But now, his eyes are calm, and his expression has never changed. Because Jun Huai's words changed by more than half.

Jun Huai lowered his eyes, his back was facing the candlelight, his whole body seemed to be shrouded in shadow, his figure looked thin and pitiful.

Feeling sorry for someone for a long time will become a habit.Even if it is deliberately suppressed, this kind of emotion will still inadvertently devour the reason in the bottom of my heart.

Feng Lichen took his outer garment from the chair on one side, and put it on Jun's arms and shoulders.Jun Huai didn't move, his eyes were full of emotions, he looked at him without saying a word.

Feng Lichen sighed, fastened his clothes, and said: "If you have nothing to do, go back."

"I won't go back, the bed is too wide, I'm cold, I'm here," he quickly grabbed Feng Lichen's hand and pressed it to his heart, "It's empty, no one is with me."

What you feel under your palm is the slightly cool silk and satin. If you pay attention, you can feel the unusual beating.

"If you don't want to, I won't touch you. But please allow me to stay by your side. You also know that I'm stubborn. Once I'm convinced, it's hard to turn back. I can do the same thing you could do at the beginning."

Feng Lichen looked at him, he had imagined the scene of Jun Huai talking to him seriously many times, and he had imagined Jun Huai's gentleness to him countless times in his mind, just thinking about it, he felt happy in his heart, hazy It will be swept away, and even emotional.

But now, Jun Huai was standing in front of him, saying the same thing, but there was no wavering in his heart.

"Since we have lived a new life, let's not live so ugly between us."

After Feng Lichen finished speaking, he broke free from his hand, no longer caring what Jun Huai said behind him, and walked straight towards the inner hall, Jun Huai also followed him.

He got on the bed, Jun Huai talked to him, but he made up his mind to ignore it.Afterwards, he felt the movement around him, frowned, turned around, and saw that half of Jun Huai's body was already lying on the bed.

Seeing him turn around, Jun Huai smiled slightly with his lips curled up, and said "go to bed early".

How could Feng Lichen go to bed early, he still has a lot of government affairs waiting for him to deal with.The reason why I went to bed was just to avoid Jun Huai.

However, he didn't know that Jun Huai could do such a thing.

He frowned, and turned his back to Jun Huai again.He shrank towards the corner, extinguished the candle in front of the bed, and closed his eyes.

Maybe he was too tired during the day, even though there is a king sleeping next to him, he would feel a little nervous at first, but later, he fell into a deep sleep.

Listening to his shallow breathing, Jun Huai moved her somewhat stiff body, changed her posture, and moved a little closer to Feng Lichen's direction.

What came from the side was Feng Lichen's temperature and the faint scent of flowers on his body.

In the previous life, Feng Lichen also had it, and the fragrance was stronger when he was in love.Every time Jun Huai was close to his body, he could always smell this fragrance. It was like a medicine that made Jun Huai even more crazy.

Thinking about it now, what he deliberately suppressed and ignored in the past is what he wants to get now.

For example, now, Feng Lichen is right in front of him, as long as he stretches out his hand slightly, he can hook this person's waist. He knows that Feng Lichen's skin is delicate and smooth, and feels very good, so he is even more itchy and unbearable.He seemed to be able to understand that when Feng Lichen approached him in his previous life, he must have been so cautious, with hesitation and fear in his heart that could be discovered at any time.

There was a wry smile on the corner of his mouth, he felt uncomfortable, Feng Lichen must have felt more uncomfortable than him, because he was still hiding a knife at that time, waiting for Feng Lichen to approach at any time, and then hurt him.

He wouldn't let Feng Lichen get close to him, he didn't even let Feng Lichen get on his bed.Even if he did that, he was still lying sideways with someone.

Feng Lichen was not willing to treat him like this, even now that he didn't have the courage to face his liking, he still didn't want him to be cold and would put clothes on him.

Feng Lichen was forced to that point by him, and she never thought of hurting him.

Jun Huai was stunned for a long time, and tears came to his eyes unconsciously.He felt uncomfortable, he thought, if he had treated Feng Lichen a little better back then, or if Feng Lichen had treated him a little worse now, he wouldn't feel so uncomfortable in his heart.

He suppressed his thoughts, stretched out his fingers to carefully wrap Feng Lichen's long hair that fell on his side, and closed his eyes.

He is satisfied.

As long as this person is still around.

Jun Huai's sleep has always been very shallow, and he can wake up with the slightest movement.In the middle of the night, he sensed something was wrong, opened his eyes and saw a person standing outside the bed curtain.

By the dim moonlight, he vaguely knew who it was, so he walked down lightly.Feng Er was very surprised when she saw him, but she didn't say anything and walked outside the hall.

Jun Huai followed behind him, his head was a little heavy, and his steps were weak, the first thing Feng Er said to him was "Are you sick?"

"Maybe." Jun Huai said indifferently, he remembered Feng Er's feelings for Feng Lichen, and then asked in a low voice: "What are you doing here so late?"

Feng Er didn't speak, but looked in Feng Lichen's direction.

In Jun Huai's eyes, he was trying to plot something wrong, so his tone was a little heavy, "You should recognize your identity."

Feng Er took out a small jade bottle from her bosom, stuffed it into Jun Huai's hand, and said: "Although I hate you, but he likes you very much, I can listen to his words and not oppose you. This is Anshen Pill, After a while, he will wake up with a start, and then you don't need to say anything, just feed him the pills."

"Woke up?" Jun Huai thought of the scene where Feng Lichen woke up crying from a nightmare in his previous life.

Feng Er didn't say much to him, she took a look at Feng Lichen and left.