Chapter 252
Chapter 252
I deliberately killed a person without any process of justice or trial.
For many years, the status of a princess has brought me countless conveniences, but only at this moment, I truly feel the taste of power in my hands.
It's no wonder so many people are crazy about power. It's a wonderful feeling to be on top and in control, and once something starts, it never stops.But just because this feeling is so wonderful, I have a little fear for no reason-no one is really a fool, and what everyone is chasing is naturally excellent. The problem is that there are so many smart and hardworking people in this world. People, everyone is red-eyed and eager to chase and scramble. For someone like me who is neither smart nor hardworking, it is almost impossible to compete with them.
What's more, although it was my order to kill Wei Tuan'er, it's hard to tell whose will it was.
I tried my best to recall my mother's expression and deliberate her every move. She knew that A Huan was wronged a long time ago, but she didn't make a decision right away. Instead, she called me and asked me slowly.I don't know how many people she has questioned in this way besides me, and I don't know whether she has already decided to trust A Huan and depose Wei Tuan'er, or is she just trying to take advantage of the situation and control A Huan?She prepared the imperial doctor early, did she really feel sorry for me, or was she trying to test my sincerity?Apart from Cui Er and Dugu Shao, is anyone else aware of the matter between me and A Huan?Wei Tuan'er didn't have a definite job at first, but he just performed his job with an honorary title. He was transferred to the Dianzhong Province and became a sixth-rank Siwei. She is placed under me, should she be handed over to me to deal with, or should I examine my thoughts about my mother?Did I kill her according to my mother's wishes, or would I offend her Ni Lin?
I don't know anything, but I can only plunge into it, like a blind man groping along the edge of a cliff. No one can tell whether the road ahead is an abyss or a smooth road.
I didn't sleep well or badly that night, I seemed to be asleep, but I didn't feel like I was asleep. When I got up, I didn't feel any discomfort, but I didn't have any energy after sleeping for a long time. I was like a puppet, dumbfounded. I let others dress up and fiddle with me, and then I went out stupidly, playing the role I should play.The sun in the early morning of summer is already very dazzling, piercing people's face and hurting slightly, but I am willing to squint my eyes, look up at the sun in the distance, and let the sun shine on every part of my body, as if it can dispel the pain in this way. The haze in my heart.
The door of the main hall of Lichun Terrace was opened, and the envoys from all over the place were waiting there early to report the recent events in detail——the harem is just like the previous dynasty, there is only one Yan Ji every three or five days, today should not be On the day of the gathering, the people in the palace chose this morning to come to me in unanimous agreement. No matter what happened or not, they always wanted to say a few words to me, so as not to touch my bad luck at this critical time. .
I ascended the palace numbly, and looked down at the flattering faces of these people from a distance from my seat.A few days ago, they had a peaceful face in front of me, and they were half subordinates and half colleagues with me. After a few days, their peace has turned into awe. In short, all I can see is this kind of face—even Cui Mingde is no exception.
I don't know if my mother saw the same face when she looked down from the throne?
After lunch, I went to Shangyang Palace, added a few more things that everyone had searched for, pretended to reply to my mother, and finally said casually: "Wei Tuan'er went to the provincial newspaper yesterday. Bei Shi was very arrogant, and my son accidentally beat her to death with a hundred sticks."
My mother smiled indifferently, took my hand and put it in her palm, and gently covered it with the other hand: "The green plum drink you bought yesterday was very good, and today I asked them to make some. I added some plum blossoms to it, come and taste it, does it suit your taste?" As he said that, he led me to the courtyard of the Xianju Hall, where it has now turned into a small garden surrounded by dwarf trees and fragrant flowers. A zigzag path, around the flower bushes, into the depths of the garden.Turning along the path, I saw another open woods, where the most luxuriant trees left a place, with a wooden frame inside, and a rattan hanging basket like A Huan's residence, with a screen on one side of the hanging basket On the other side, there are low tables, couches, screens, etc., and a row of bottles and jars are placed on the table. They are not gold, silver and jade commonly used in the palace, but they are all Blue and white porcelain utensils, a stove is placed on the side of the long case, and a small palace official knelt to watch over the tea. When he saw us coming, he picked up the kettle and walked gracefully to the side. With the other hand, he took out the whole piece of tea leaves from the tea pot, gently lifted them into the celadon cup, then reached out to take the kettle, stood up and poured water, and waited for the tea fragrance to overflow along the wall of the cup, then took the tea net and filtered it off. Drain the water and then pour it. After the tea is made, take a few green plums and a few spoons of plum juice with a small spoon, add them to the cup one by one, shake the porcelain cup with your hand, and add a handful of dried plums to it. Plum blossoms, poured honey, put them in a sea bowl full of crushed ice, calmed down for a while, got up again, and brought a glass of green plum drink to mother: "Your Majesty."
My mother had already taken me to sit in the hanging basket, put one hand on my shoulder, and turned her head slightly to watch Wan'er pour tea. He turned around and took a cup for me, then watched me take a sip, and after taking a sip himself, Fang smiled slightly and said, "How is it better than what you drank yesterday?"
I respectfully said: "The color and fragrance are complete, a hundred times better than yesterday." Taking another sip, I said to Wan'er: "It's still Wan'er's skill."
Wan'er smiled just right, and saluted me. Just after the flute played a song, the person behind the screen stepped forward to salute, and I realized it was A Huan——I have known her for several years, but I never knew her. I don't know that she can play the flute so well.
I don't know what mood I should be in. Everything in front of me is so strange, it is a bit desperate, but my current mood is not important, the most important thing is my mother's mood.
I turned my head to look at my mother, and saw that she took another sip of tea, handed the cup into the hands of the palace servants, and nodded as a signal. It casts many colorful lights and shadows on the people, and the cool breeze blows from the forest and blows over the body, relieving the summer heat, and there are birds singing high and low in the distance, the sound is crisp, Heart-pleasing.
For a moment, I couldn't tell whether I was awake or dreaming. If I was dreaming, it must be back to a very long time when I was a child, so far away that nothing happened.
I closed my eyes, holding back the tears that were about to fill my eyes, and when I opened my eyes again, I held my mother's arms with a smile on my face. Waiting there, she held a small package in her hand and handed it to me personally: "The lady said, some things need to be sent to our king. It is inconvenient for her to be outside the city, so I ask the princess to forward it on her behalf. Don't lose it."
After speaking, he left without staying for a moment.
I boarded the car alone, opened the package, and inside were all my old things as expected: an old handkerchief, a dew bag, a pair of concentric squares, and a lock of two long hair knotted together.
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