mousepad-d2 Chapter 90 The most important thing is that I can't bear to make him sad
Chapter 90 The most important thing is that I can't bear to make him sad
Wen Qingmian finally felt relieved, as long as nothing happened.
Ji Huanqing had already sent that man back to Beijing overnight, and Wen Qingmian could only see him after the filming was over if he wanted to see him.
Such a big accident happened to the crew, it is a sure thing to be on the hot search.
The crew has already issued a statement that this incident was definitely not an accident, and it will definitely be thoroughly investigated.
Since the beginning of filming, nothing has happened.Now that the filming is almost approaching, but such a big thing happened, any director would have to get angry.
It was already a month after Wen Qingmian finished filming all the scenes.
During this month, he hadn't seen Gu Juan, not even Qi Yan, but he didn't dare to ask Ji Huanqing about Gu Juan.
In fact, it's good not to meet each other, Ji Huanqing's words touched Wen Qingmian deeply.
He has thought a lot these days, if he really had to choose between Ji Huanqing and Gu Juan, he would definitely choose Ji Huanqing.
Ji Huanqing didn't leave during this time, and personally took care of Wen Qingmian's diet and daily life.
"So preoccupied, what are you thinking?" Ji Huanqing suddenly shook his body, looking at Wen Qingmian worriedly.
He yelled several times, but Wen Qingmian didn't respond.
Wen Qingmian lied as soon as she opened her mouth: "It's nothing, it's just a little sad that it's over."
Ji Huanqing seemed to want to say something else, but Zhang Ziyi suddenly ran over from a short distance and interrupted their conversation, "Brother Wen, I have a gift for you before we part."
Ji Huanqing took the initiative to let him go: "Go and come back quickly."
It's not that Ji Huanqing likes to watch Wen Qingmian so closely, it's just that this is a special period and He Jingchen hasn't caught it yet, so it's best for Wen Qingmian to watch him closely.
After receiving the answer, Zhang Ziyi dragged Wen Qingmian and ran away, without giving Wen Qingmian a chance to refuse.
"What did you bring me here for?"
This is the location where the filming was done before, but it is deserted now, and few people set foot here.
Zhang Ziyi blinked, and said with a smirk: "I said it was a gift, just wait a little longer, and I'll leave first."
"Oh, you..."
Wen Qingmian frowned and looked in the direction Zhang Ziyi was leaving, and was hesitating whether to leave or stay, when a voice suddenly sounded behind him.
"Wen Qingmian."
He didn't turn around to look, he knew who it was just by hearing the voice.
"It seems that Ji Huanqing really took good care of you, and you have gained a lot of weight."
Gu Juan approached Wen Qingmian step by step, and finally hugged him gently in his arms.
"I miss you so much." Gu Juan whispered in Wen Qingmian's ear
However, Ji Huanqing took Wen Qingmian very closely, and Wen Qingmian was very obedient, Gu Juan squatted for a month, and Zhang Ziyi finally brought him out.
Wen Qingmian suddenly withdrew her strength, and she fell into Gu Juan's arms, and said with a smile, "So the gift Zhang Ziyi was talking about is you."
He dared to offend Ji's family, even if he had Gu Juan behind him to back him up, Ji Huanqing still had thousands of ways to deal with Zhang Ziyi.
After all, no one cares about tiredness.
As soon as Gu Juan exerted force on his hands, Wen Qingmian felt his world spinning for a while, and what he saw was Gu Juan's thin face.
"Mianmian, would you like to give me another chance?" Gu Juan was tall and tall, a head taller than Wen Qingmian.
When a pair of eyes were fixed on him, Wen Qingmian still felt a sense of oppression.
"Can you stand on your own?" Gu Juan asked slowly.
Wen Qingmian nodded subconsciously.
In the next second, Gu Juan let go of Wen Qingmian's waist, took a few steps back, and took out a small black velvet box from his pocket.
"I swear on my life, I will not let you suffer any more after marrying you home in this life."
All the vows are false, but Gu Juan still feels that this step is necessary.
He knelt down on one knee, opened the box, and inside was a ring inlaid with red diamonds.
Red diamonds are always rare, and Gu Juan took a lot of time to get this diamond. Later, he used it to cut a diamond ring, and some leftovers were used as watches.
"Are you willing to accept my marriage proposal again?" Gu Juan looked hopefully.
Gu Juan knew that such a venue was rough, but he only had this one chance.
It is said that it is to accept another marriage proposal, but in fact there is no first time at all.
Wen Qingmian and Gu Juan's first marriage was begged by Wen Qingmian's hot face against the cold bench.
Leaving aside the issue of marriage proposal, Gu Juan only mentioned that he wanted to marry him, which made Wen Qingmian so happy that she wanted to go around in circles.
Wen Qingmian stood up straight, looking at Gu Juan with a dazed look.Frankly speaking, he couldn't let go of Gu Juan, but he didn't want to disappoint Ji Huanqing even more.
"Gu Juan, I'm sorry, I can't accept your marriage proposal." Wen Qingmian's mood was very calm, his face was also very cold, and the words he said were cold and piercing.
It's not that he doesn't want to, it's just that he can't.
Before meeting Wen Qingmian, Gu Juan knew that all this would be fruitless today, but he still mustered up his courage and chose to propose with a diamond ring.
Gu Juan would no longer force Wen Qingmian to do anything, after being rejected, he stood up from the ground in embarrassment.
"We never have to see each other again."
Meeting each other will inevitably increase sadness.
Wen Qingmian refused to propose, but Gu Juan could accept it, but Wen Qingmian made this request, but Gu Juan couldn't accept it.
During this period of time, he could clearly feel Wen Qingmian's softening. It was only a matter of time before the door came to fruition, and Ji Huanqing's few words destroyed all of this.
Gu Juan walked 99 steps, Wen Qingmian was only needed for the last step, and they were about to be together, but Ji Huanqing opened the distance between them by a hundred steps.
"Is Ji Huanqing really that important to you?" Gu Juan couldn't understand, even though he had known Wen Qingmian for a longer time, Wen Qingmian wanted to unconditionally favor Ji Huanqing.
Wen Qingmian is also complicated.
"I have the same appearance as my elder brother, and the blood in my bones is indelible." Wen Qingmian paused, although his words were hurtful, but Gu Juan had to accept: "The most important thing is that I don't want to make him sad."
The most difficult moment in his life should be the recovery period in country y.
After the training, Wen Qingmian was in so much pain that she couldn't sleep day and night, the pain from the bones could drive people crazy.
Every night, Ji Huanqing hugged Wen Qingmian, stroking his back with his hands, coaxing him over and over again: "Mianmian, it doesn't hurt."
Wen Qingmian's willingness to return to Ji's family is also because of Ji Huanqing, he is so kind to Wen Qingmian, if not, Qi Yan would not be envious.
As long as Wen Qingmian said what he wanted, Ji Huanqing would do his best to satisfy it.
Even if Wen Qingmian said he wanted Ji's family, Ji Huanqing would not hesitate to give it up.
When Wen Qingmian returned to Ji's house, it was Ji Huanqing who suffered the most damage. Many people persuaded Ji Huanqing to get rid of Wen Qingmian, but Ji Huanqing dealt with him instead.
This series of actions finally let others see Wen Qingmian's status clearly.That's why Wen Qingmian obviously has no real power, but speaking in Ji's house is still very useful.
Standing there, he represented Ji Huanqing himself.
With Ji Huanqing like this, how could Wen Qingmian be willing to make him sad.
"Since you don't want him to be sad, then you have the heart to watch him separate from Qi Yan?" Originally, Gu Juan was not going to talk about this matter, but looking at it now, he had to say it.
This is also Gu Juan's last trump card.
Sure enough, Wen Qingmian was aroused with suspicion, frowned and asked, "What did you say?"
"On the night you were hospitalized, Ji Huan's manifest and Qi Yan broke up. Qi Yan has been trying to make it up these days, but he can't even see Ji Huanqing face to face."
He was not the only poor person, there was another Qi Yan who had the same experience as him, and the two could comfort each other and hug each other to keep warm.
No wonder.
Wen Qingmian finally understood why Qi Yan was not seen these days.
Qi Yan has always been inseparable from Ji Huanqing, even if he had to leave for some reason, he would send countless messages a day, and Wen Qingmian has hardly seen Ji Huanqing contact Qi Yan these days.
"You help me contact Qi Yan, I want to see him."
He definitely can't contact Qi Yan from his side, Ji Huanqing will definitely find out, and he and Gu Juan had too many ways to contact secretly before.
It's just that he was the one who clearly said he wanted to sever the relationship, and he is also the one who is using Gu Juan now.
Ji Huanqing and Qi Yan have been inseparable for so long, and they can't be separated because of some misunderstandings with him. This is unfair to Qi Yan.
Using the relationship between Wen Qingmian, Qiyan and Ji Huanqing as a breakthrough point for them is the best way Gu Juan can think of.
"You don't have to think that you are using me, on the contrary, I am also using you." Gu Juan seemed to hear Wen Qingmian's innermost thoughts.
The marriage proposal was not successful, but the goal was achieved, and it was enough to complete at least one item, so that Gu Juan would not lose any hope.
"Go back quickly, your elder brother should worry."
Wen Qingmian nodded: "Okay."
Seeing Wen Qingmian's back disappear, Ah Juan's eyes gradually darkened.After all, country y is the territory of the Ji family, and Gu Juan didn't find much information. He wanted to know the details of Wen Qingmian's situation in country y in recent years, especially during Wen Qingmian's treatment.
And all this, someone can tell him.
Gu Juan found Qi Yan at Lu Yigui's bar, and he was already drunk when he passed by.
"Gu Juan, this way." Seeing Gu Juan appear from a distance, Lu Yigui hurriedly greeted him with a handsome face as black as ink.
"This person is your friend, take him away quickly!" Lu Yigui had a stinking face, he wished he could throw this person out.
I've been here for three days, I drink when I wake up, and I get drunk again after drinking, the good thing is that I don't get drunk, otherwise Lu Yigui wouldn't tolerate him until now.
Gu Juan helped Qi Yan up, "I have troubled you during this time."
"This is what old friends talk about." Lu Yigui's expression turned brighter after all, "I really want to thank me. I've been thinking about that bottle of wine at your house for a long time, so I took the time to bring it to me."
Gu Juan answered straight away: "Okay, besides that, I'll pick a few more good bottles for you."
Hearing this, Lu Yigui turned his face faster than turning a book, and immediately smiled.
She didn't even dislike the strange smell on Qi Yan's body at all, so she helped Qi Yan and sent the two of them to the car.
Gu Juan drove the car himself, while Qi Yan sat in the back seat.
As soon as he started the car, Gu Juan heard Qi Yan's voice coming from behind.
"Did Wen Qingmian see me?" Although he was in the bar these days, Qi Yan never let go of the news that should be grasped.
Gu Juan could see through the rearview mirror that Qi Yan didn't even open his eyes, nor did his voice sound drunk.
Obviously not drunk, just pretending not to wake up.
Gu Juan: "Yes."
It's not like Gu Juan would do such a thing that is beneficial to Qi Yan, Gu Juan must have ulterior motives.
Qi Yan knew very well that he and Gu Juan were the same kind of people, they just had a cool nature.
"What do you want, or what news do you want from me?" Gu Juan knew Qi Yan, and Qi Yan also knew Qi and Gu Juan.
Gu Juan: "I want to have information about Wen Qingmian's time in Country Y, the more detailed the better."
He really wanted to know what Ji Huanqing did in such a short time to make Wen Qingmian miss him so much.
Finally, Qi Yan opened his eyes a little, showing a gloating smile.
"I thought my experience was bad enough, but I didn't expect someone to be worse than me."
"Trust me, you don't want to know about Wen Qingmian's stay in Country Y."
Wen Qingmian seems to be living well in country y, but only he knows the actual suffering.
Over the past few years, treatment and rehabilitation have always been major events in Wen Qingmian's life.
Wen Qingmian suffered a lot from drinking Chinese medicine until he vomited, and taking Western medicine because of the side effects and adverse reactions.Coupled with the boring rehabilitation training day after day.
The later stage of treatment also required blood draws. If the blood could not be drawn from Wen Qingmian's arms, he had to draw blood from his thighs. The body's self-healing ability was getting worse and worse, causing the place where the blood was drawn to be bruised and purple. In the end, even the blood vessels could not be found.
The love of Ji's family is not expected from Wen Qingmian, on the contrary, it is more like a shackle, forcing Wen Qingmian not to give up.
Qi Yan's words did not seem to be persuading, but provocative.
"I must know."
This is his crime, and Wen Qingmian just bears it for him.
Qi Yan immediately sent someone to clean it up: "If you don't listen to the old man, you will suffer in front of your eyes."
Qi Yan's subordinates act very quickly.
Gu Juan sent Qi Yan to the hotel before returning to his home.
While adding cat food to Sticky, Qi Yan sent the information to Cha mailbox.
"I hope you enjoy watching it."
The file was too big, Gu Juan took a while to download it, took a few deep breaths in front of the computer, and dared to open the file with trembling hands.
Gu Juan quickly read the text at the beginning, and then clicked on the first video.
In the first second, Wen Qingmian's tragic scream came from the stereo.
The sense of despair revealed in his voice made Gu Juan tremble subconsciously
……
After he read them all, it was already the next morning.
Gu Juan sat in front of the computer with a pale face, Wen Qingmian's screams were heard over and over again from the earphones hanging on his ears.
He hardly dared to imagine how long Wen Qingmian would have lived without Ji Huanqing by his side, even if Wen Qingmian escaped from the unfinished building.
All these years, his self-punishment was like a joke, he couldn't move anyone but himself.
During the more than two months when the two were lingering on the set, Wen Qingmian didn't mention any of the sufferings of those years in Country Y, but instead rubbed the deep or shallow scars on his body over and over again.
Knowing that the scar no longer hurts, I still can't help asking over and over again: "Does it hurt?"
His sleep...
Even I still have the idea that I never want Wen Qingmian to meet Ji's family.
A strong sense of suffocation and despair enveloped the whole body, and Gu Juan felt that even his breathing was being cut by countless knives.
fortunately!
Fortunately, during the most difficult time, Ji Huanqing was by his side to accompany Wen Qingmian.
Gu Juan took off his earphones and contacted Qi Yan.
Two hours later, Gu Juan saw Qi Yan at the entrance of the hospital.
"Today is Mianmian's follow-up visit, and Qingbao will definitely bring him here." Qi Yan explained.
In Ji's private hospital, the biggest customers are Ji's family.
"You didn't close your eyes all night, too." Qi Yan saw Gu Juan's expression with a clear face.
My wife is gone, how can I sleep well?
Gu Juan was not in the mood to deal with Qi Yan's sarcasm, as long as his mind was empty now, Wen Qingmian's screams would resound in his mind.
Every time I think about it, it is another Ling Chi towards Gu Juan.This kind of almost self-abuse method can make Gu Juan feel that he is still alive, and he can still recover Wen Qingmian.
Gu Juan's eyes were scarlet and scary, and his voice was hoarse and hoarse: "You will pester Ji Huanqing later, I will take Mianmian to check."
Qi Yan is naturally fine.
Since the two of them dared to block people here aboveboard, it meant that they were fully prepared.
And their efforts were not in vain, as soon as Ji Huanqing took Wen Qingmian out of the car, Qi Yan immediately took someone to copy it.
The bodyguard brought by Ji Huanqing saw that it was Qi Yan who came to rob people, but before he could react, Ji Huanqing was taken away.
Do rich people like to play such exciting games now?
Wen Qingmian stood there blankly until Gu Juan's hand took Wen Qingmian's hand.
"Why are your hands still so cold?" Gu Juan took Wen Qingmian's hand with distressed hands and rubbed it slightly in his palm.
Even though it was summer, my hands were always cold.
It's not that Gu Juan didn't notice this problem before, it's just that he mistook it for Wen Qingmian's physical weakness, but now Gu Juan realizes that it's actually the root cause of the disease left by the medicine.
Wen Qingmian did as he wished if he couldn't pull out his hand: "Okay, I'm fine, it's not like you don't know, it's always been like this."
No wonder!
In the past, he really didn't know, so he didn't pay too much attention to Wen Qingmian's cold hands.
"What will happen to my brother and Qi Yan?" Wen Qingmian was a little worried.
The main thing was Qi Yan, but Wen Qingmian wasn't too worried about Ji Huanqing's safety.
Ji Huanqing doesn't like to talk about big things with others. He has always flattered the principle of not pushing if you can do it. It's not the first time Qi Yan has been beaten by him.
Gu Juan didn't like Wen Qingmian's attention being drawn to others, but when he thought that that person was Ji Huanqing, he seemed to be able to accept it.
"Relax, Qi Yan is not a person without measure." Gu Juan comforted.
no!
He also knew that Qi Yan had a measure, but Ji Huanqing had no measure when he was extremely angry!
Gu Juan squeezed Wen Qingmian's chubby little finger: "Okay, go in quickly, the doctor has to wait."
Only then did Wen Qingmian remember the business of coming to the hospital today.
The process was exactly the same as before, Wen Qingmian went to see the attending doctor first, and after Wen Qingmian got Wen Qingmian's pulse, he asked some other questions.
"Besides old problems, is there anything you don't feel comfortable with?"
"No more." Wen Qingmian honestly shook her head.
The doctor nodded, and finally showed a little smile: "It's almost autumn recently, and there is a lot of rain in autumn, remember to pay attention to the maintenance of your wrists."
Wen Qingmian: "Okay, thank you."
Gu Juan, who had been standing silently behind Wen Qingmian, flashed a killing intent in his eyes.
He understood why the doctor reminded Wen Qingmian to pay more attention to wrist maintenance.
It was when He Jingchen saw Wen Qingmian running away that he kicked Wen Qingmian's wrist and missed the best treatment period for the fracture. As a result, Wen Qingmian's wrist would suffer severe pain when it was not rainy.
Neither the doctor nor Wen Qingmian noticed Gu Juan's abnormality, and the doctor said again: "Let's go for the previous examination."
Wen Qingmian pulled Gu Juan out of the consultation room together, and the first thing to do in each follow-up visit was to draw blood.
At the same time, it was the review that Wen Qingmian was most afraid of.
The cotton swab dipped in iodine gave Wen Qingmian a jolt, and before he could get scared, Gu Juan hugged him.
"Mianmian, don't be afraid, just bear with it for a while."
The head nurse who drew blood tried several times in a row but did not dare to insert the needle. The staff who checked Wen Qingmian all had rich experience.
This was the first person the head nurse met who dared not get a needle. If anything went wrong, her job would be lost.
"Mr. Wen, don't shake, I dare not give you a needle." The head nurse was very troubled.
No matter how much fear she had before, Wen Qingmian couldn't be afraid now: "I'm not shaking, I'm sorry to waste your time for a while."
"Gu Juan, I'm drawing blood, what are you shaking?" Wen Qingmian really couldn't laugh or cry.
Gu Juan put his head on Wen Qingmian's neck in aggrieved way: "Mianmian, I'm so scared."
This time it was really not an act, even Wen Qingmian could feel his fear.
"Okay, darling, it will be fine in a while, it won't hurt." Wen Qingmian couldn't understand at all, he was the one who drew blood, he was the one who was afraid before, why now he is the one who comforts Gu Juan.
Wen Qingmian couldn't believe that Gu Juan cried because of the blood drawn!
"Okay, baby, don't cry, I'll coax you." Wen Qingmian coaxed Gu Juan as if he was a child.
Gu Juan asked even more aggressively: "Can I not draw blood?"
That's definitely not possible!
There is no way to delay this any longer, Wen Qingmian hugged Gu Juan's head with one hand, and pressed him into her arms.
"You can start drawing blood now." Wen Qingmian said to the head nurse next to her.
Wen Qingmian made Gu Juan bury his head in his arms, and he didn't dare to watch the blood drawing process himself.
Both of them breathed a sigh of relief when the head nurse said 'OK'.
"I don't dare to trouble you to check with me in the future." Wen Qingmian looked at Gu Juan with a smile, "You are really hard to serve."
Although he said so, this was the first time in recent years that Wen Qingmian had such a relaxed blood draw.
Gu Juan was unwilling to agree: "I will accompany you every time you have an inspection in the future."
Even if I can't stay by your side openly and aboveboard in the future, I will show up at the door of the hospital every time you have a follow-up visit and secretly watch you finish your examination.