Why are you in such a hurry

Chapter 104

Chen Jing only brought very little luggage, and did not disturb anyone when she left. By the time Gu Jianyin and Cheng Lili found out that someone had gone to the empty building, it was already the third night that Chen Jing had left.

Cheng Lili called Zhong Xuan, and she hated iron for nothing, and said: "Chen Jing is gone. She quit Gu's job and returned the upstairs house. She probably won't come back again. Are you happy?"

How could Zhong Xuan be happy? For a moment, he only felt that there was a thunderbolt from the blue sky, the sun and the moon were dark, and the world was crumbling.

"Gone...? Where are you going?" Zhong Xuan's questioning was only out of instinct. In fact, she was in a state of confusion at the moment, only Cheng Lili's words "Chen Jing is gone" echoed in her mind.

Chen Jing said that she likes this city. Although it is not as good as the bustling metropolis, she has lived here since she was a child. She is familiar with the streets and scenery here, and is used to the food and climate here. She also plans to save more money , I will buy a house here in the future.

The plan was so beautiful, how could it be possible to just leave?

Cheng Lili couldn't see Zhong Xuan's frightened expression, and she didn't have much sympathy for her. She committed a crime on her own, and she couldn't live. Since she was the first to break up, she should be mentally prepared to lose Chen Jing completely.

"How do I know where to go? The sky is big and the earth is big. The point is that she has money, so she can go far away if she buys a plane ticket."

Zhong Xuan moved her lips, and let out an "oh" for a long time, her chest was congested in panic, as if a lump was stuck in her throat, and she couldn't say more words.

Cheng Lili sighed, knowing that it would be useless to say anything at this point, the two of them were afraid that their fate would end in this life, and they had really reached the end of their lives, and wanted to comfort them, but they didn't know how to comfort them, so they could only stay silent .

But Ms. Gu couldn't stand it anymore, she snatched Cheng Lili's phone, and ended the call all at once.

"Waste of phone bills!"

Cheng Lili: "..."

Zhong Xuan listened to the empty mechanical busy tone on the phone, her eyes were blank, and she couldn't recover for a long time.

I don't know how long she was in a daze, until her colleague walked into the lounge and patted her heavily on the shoulder, and she woke up like a dream.

"What's the matter with you? You look out of your mind and feel unwell?" The colleague walked around her to his locker and began to change clothes.

Zhong Xuan shook her head and said, "It's okay."

"Get off work if you have nothing to do, don't you only have one class tonight?"

"En." Zhong Xuan absently opened her locker, only to find that she had already changed her clothes.

The sharp-eyed colleague saw an unopened small package in her cabinet, and couldn't help asking curiously, "I bought something online? Where did it come from?"

Zhong Xuan took out the package casually, looked at it casually, and recognized that it was a courier he had received earlier, but it had been left in the locker and forgot to open it.

"I don't know who sent it, and I don't know what it is." Zhong Xuan said while tearing off the sealant, and reached out to take out the contents. It turned out to be a very delicate white jade wine glass.

"It's so beautiful." The colleague's eyes lit up immediately, and he couldn't stop praising her.

Zhong Xuan held up the cup and looked closely under the lamp, but she didn't see anything special. She didn't know how to appreciate jade, but she just felt that the cup was pure white and flawless, and it was cool and comfortable to hold in her hand.

Colleague said: "Isn't this going to be expensive?"

Zhong Xuan put the cup back into the cabinet, shook her head and said, "I don't know."

"A gift from a friend? It's such a generous cup." The colleague laughed and teased.

Zhong Xuan twitched the corners of her mouth and didn't answer, she didn't bother to guess who sent the cup.

But it's fitting.

When I got home, I lay down on the bed with all my clothes on, and lay there for a long time, until the dead of night, Zhong Xuan still had a question that I couldn't figure out.

Chen Jing left and left. Before and after they broke up, they had rarely seen each other. If Cheng Lili hadn't called to tell her, she would have always thought that Chen Jing was still living in the house where they used to live together, with a regular schedule. Going to and from work on the ground, day after day, month after month, year after year.

Just knowing that she's okay is enough.

Zhong Xuan suddenly sat up from the bed, and punched the mattress, the dull impact sound was especially clear at midnight.

How could it be possible that "enough is enough" is just a self-deceiving lie. If you love someone, of course you can't wait to watch and watch every second, and never leave.

However, there was no such opportunity again.

Chen Jing didn't even want to give her the chance to meet her by chance, so she walked away gracefully and freely.

Zhong Xuan stared blankly at the boundless darkness outside the open window, her world was like the indelible night in front of her eyes, rich, deep and boundless, Chen Jing left, taking all the light in her life away. They took them all away together.

From now on, even the idea of ​​guarding silently has been banned, and even the extravagant desire to take a peek has been stifled. There is no longer Chen Jing in this city. Chen Jing left, but she was trapped in it, calling for help. no way.

Cheng Lili has been in love before, and she knows what it feels like, so she is a little worried about Zhong Xuan, and always invites her out for lunch, dinner, shopping, and relaxation to prevent her from thinking wildly.

Ms. Gu is rare and magnanimous. She didn't care about Zhong Xuan taking up most of Cheng Lili's thoughts and time. She has been so busy with company affairs recently. Since ancient times, she first got married and then started a business. Pounce on business.

Zhong Xuan was getting haggard day by day, Cheng Lili couldn't help but persuade her: "If you really can't let go, bring Chen Jing back."

"Where can I find it?" Zhong Xuan asked indifferently.

Cheng Lili wanted to pierce her forehead with her fingers: "Of course I went to her hometown to look for it. Even if she is not in her hometown, she will always write letters or call back regularly."

Of course Zhong Xuan thought about this move, but I was afraid that Chen Jing would be even more disgusted and disgusted with her.And since she chose to let go and let Chen Jing do whatever she wanted, she should not bother or pester her now.

"Didn't she leave here just to avoid me? If I don't know how to be interesting, I should be annoying." Zhong Xuan seldom smiled since breaking up with Chen Jing. She always had cold eyes and cold lips. He doesn't care about anything, he doesn't care about anything.

Cheng Lili couldn't bear her attitude, so she asked, "Have you ever thought about why Chen Jing avoids you?"

Zhong Xuan didn't want to think about it at all, and when she thought about it, her heart ached like twists and turns, and longing and despair would surge out, obliterating her in an instant.

"Can we not talk about her?" Zhong Xuan took out a pack of cigarettes from his trouser pocket, took one out and put it in his mouth.

In just one week, she learned to smoke, and she felt good. The depression in her heart seemed to dissipate a little between the hesitation and puffing.

Cheng Lili snatched her lighter with one hand, frowned and warned: "Don't smoke in front of me."

Zhong Xuan shrugged her shoulders and said nothing, which was her agreement.

Cheng Lili angrily pulled the cigarette out of her mouth, threw it on the ground and stomped her feet: "Chen Jing is not here, who will show such a depraved appearance?"

Zhong Xuan couldn't help laughing: "Where did I fall? I go to and from get off work on time every day, go home to help with housework, have regular meals, and get enough sleep. I just smoke a cigarette, not marijuana."

Cheng Lili was almost pissed off by her: "I now understand why Chen Jing left, and it was because of you. You kept saying that you liked her, but you said one thing and did another. "

Zhong Xuan finally felt that she had been wronged and had to defend herself. Her infatuation with Chen Jing was absolutely obvious, and the world could learn from it.

"Before I met her, I never liked anyone. After I met her, I only liked her. How can I not be special?"

Cheng Lili said two words slowly: "Lin Jie."

Zhong Xuan didn't bother to explain too much: "She's just my friend."

"Others value sex over friends, and you value friends over sex. Should it be said that you are not righteous?" Cheng Lili smiled and sarcastically.

"Tsk, I can't tell you about this."

"I really don't understand. Lin Jie's conspiracy has been exposed, so why can't you explain it to Chen Jing and get her back?"

"Her heart is not with me, how can I chase her back!"

Cheng Lili's eyes widened in surprise, and she asked in surprise, "Did she move on so quickly?"

Zhong Xuan felt a twinge of pain in her heart, she turned her face away, unwilling to say any more.

"Wan Li really took advantage of it?" Cheng Lili said to herself.

Zhong Xuan's whole body was tense immediately, his gaze was like a torch, he turned his head to stare at Cheng Lili and asked, "What's going on, please tell me clearly!"

So Cheng Lili roughly talked about what happened that morning.

"You said Xiao Jing was ill for a while?" Zhong Xuan knew very well that Chen Jing's physique was definitely a golden branch and a jade leaf's life. If she was overworked for a while, she would have a headache and even a fever.

When they were together, Zhong Xuan tried his best to restore her body, and managed to keep her healthy and fat. Unexpectedly, when she turned around, she actually made herself sick.

"It's not because of you that she's sick. Wan Li said that she works desperately every day, but the employees in the same office get off work on time. It can be seen that there is no urgent order to hand in at all. What she did was just to continue working to numb herself. .”

Zhong Xuan couldn't believe that Chen Jing would also feel sad because of the breakup?She gave Chen Jing the best she could. She worked hard without complaint or regret. How could she break down her body so easily?

"Xiaojing...she likes me too?"

Cheng Lili looked at her like she was watching the Loch Ness Monster: "Why are you with me if I don't like you?"

"I'm good to her." Zhong Xuan took it for granted.

"There are a lot of people who treat her well. Miss Gu can form two football teams just because she knows about it. You are just the most inconspicuous of them." Cheng Lili thought for a while, and felt that it was necessary to crack down on her again, and then Said, "And choosing you is the most unwise decision, and the pressure is the greatest. If you don't like it, you don't have to dump you from the beginning."

Listening to Cheng Lili's words, Zhong Xuan felt enlightened and instantly sobered up.

Why didn't she think of these obvious things, and she had to wait until she lost them to understand?

Chen Jing likes her, even if not much, just a little bit, it can make her ecstatic.It's just that if you know it too late, joy will become regret.

I don't know if it's too late to recover now?

Zhong Xuan said, "I'm going to find Wan Li."

The author has something to say: I know this level of abuse will not satisfy you, so this is just the beginning. (Once again, she is a real mother (╯▽╰))