[Reaper Hirako Mako fan] Yesterday is not today

Chapter 250 Extra Story Kisuke Urahara

Since when did you realize that I like you?

Probably because I never knew which morning, Ye Yisan poked out a furry head from the half-open window, and the deep and weird bass came out without warning: "Little Xisuke, do you have someone you like?" people?"

So I also emerged from the bathroom, with a toothbrush stuck in my head, and I froze behind the sliding door. The words in my throat greeted my childhood sweetheart, whose stomach was beginning to open in another dimension, to have breakfast. Swallowing down the throat with a mouthful of foam, the cool and slightly spicy bitterness of mint spreads on the base of the tongue without warning.

At that time, although the relationship between Hirako-senpai and Aizen had not been made public, it was already an open secret among close friends and partners.

"What, your face is wrinkled more like a bitter gourd than Ross's. Could it be that you like a married woman? I can't tell, your hobbies are really crazy. Xiaoxisuke~~" The black cat's small head Open the gap of the window, and land on the tatami mat elegantly and deftly along the table under the window. The slender and flexible tail circles around the squatting hind legs and gently pats the instep of my ****.I took out my toothbrush and slowly squatted down, hugging the soft and warm body at my feet. The soft, smooth and warm touch of fur slipped across my fingers, which in itself is a great comfort to calm my mind.

I didn't say anything, but for the acquaintances who get along day and night and can read each other's most hidden thoughts from each other's casual eyes and casual movements, my silence only means silent acquiescence.

The black cat lying peacefully in my arms straightened up when my fingertips brushed the end of the cat's flexible bones unconsciously again. The curved claws popped out from the soft pads and hooked the skirt of the snow-white coat, leaning on me The black cat's chest straightened and its hind legs were fully erected. The wet nose tip of the black cat touched the tip of my nose as if comforting and sure. Patting my skirt, Ye Yisang's voice was soft and deep: "Loving each other is a very difficult thing, and it deserves everyone's blessing and cherishment, so we must not despicably destroy such a beautiful relationship."

"I thought you would say that it doesn't matter who he is, if you like him, you have to tell him, Ye Yisang." I rubbed the black cat's round head, which was close at hand, and habitually scratched the base of the cat's ears with my fingertips , the golden cat pupils narrowed into two comfortable straight lines, and the black cat, which made a soft and sweet guttural sound like a baby, couldn't help but opened its golden eyes and stared at me fiercely, its tone full of hatred Unsatisfactory dissatisfaction: "I really want to say that, but have you already decided that you can listen to other people's good advice? And you just said 'him'?"

For the first time in my life, I began to hate the pronunciation of Japanese. If it was the western continent across the sea, let alone I like men, I like people who can't hear it!

"Ahahaha..." I let go of the palm that was rubbing the back of the cat's head and pressed it on the back of the cat's head in embarrassment, and began to hide a smirk, "How is this possible, it must be Ye Yisang, you got it wrong, you got it wrong It's..."

Then, Ye Yisang successfully silenced me with only one sentence, less than ten words: "You like Mako, right?"

Now that I think about it, my childhood sweetheart can take the lead in the list of natural nemesis that makes all successful people feel like a formidable enemy, and it really has an inevitable reason for throwing away the second-ranked confidant and caring cotton-padded jacket Santiaojie.

The shortness of breath and guilty laughter stopped abruptly, I dropped my shoulders weakly, and put my hand on my forehead: "...Is it that obvious?"

"Isn't it obvious enough?" The black cat rolled its eyes on its knees, stroked its beard with its front paws and crossed its beard in front of its chest like a human, "Which idiot is it every time I come back from Captain Hikko's laboratory? When you wake up, your idiot smile will be extra stupid! Since you have just been proven that you don’t have an Oedipus plot, it is obvious that the main culprit for this short-term decline in your IQ is Mako.”

"Ah, that, actually...Ye Yisan," I tentatively touched the black cat's soft cheek, and in exchange for the white-eyed man who was a childhood sweetheart but obviously lacks the love of his classmates, I said to myself that you are now Put on this expression, I will speak out later, what else can you do? "I just found out about liking Senior Hirako."

As I finished speaking, Yoichi-san's expressive cat face showed an indescribable distortion as I expected: "Kisuke Urahara, are your nerves thicker than the combined waistlines of the Omaeda family? Even if this mood is not completely If you notice it, at least you should feel that something is wrong! And since you just noticed it, how can you so easily accept that the person you like is a man, or a strange man like Mako Hirako that makes me completely despair of your mate selection!"

"I don't know either, Ye Yi-san." Putting his hands under the black cat's armpits, he lifted his flexible and light body in front of him. The moment his eyes met, an uncontrollable wry smile gradually spread from the corners of his lips, "I even I don't know when I got this emotion, but when I found it, it seemed to be there, for granted."

I don't know the origin of the love, and it goes deeper and deeper.

Secret love is a nostalgic word, it will remind people of green youth, ignorant mood, green longing, and hazy longing, it is the inevitable process of youth turning into youth, from immaturity to maturity will definitely pass The journey is fleeting but unforgettable.But the feelings for Senior Pingzi are a protracted persistence, an endless dream that winds from a youthful fantasy to an adult reality and stubbornness.Long, silent, distant, endless, and never thought of exiting.

To use Ye Yisang's words, my character is sometimes too casual.

And when it comes to dealing with Hirako-senpai, it can be said that the casualness of my character has been brought into full play.

At that time, the relationship between Hirako-senpai and Aizan was gradually becoming clear. Whether it was from the perspective of strategy or tactics, or a purely third party intervening to destroy the moral aspect of lovers getting married and being struck by lightning, it was not the right time to express their emotions. From an outsider's point of view, at that time, senior Pingzi was flamboyant and unruly, and the vice-captain was calm, introverted, respectful, modest and courteous. Both in terms of personality and appearance, they complemented each other. I would like to be Lian Lizhi. Since then, Qin Se and Ming's husband and wife have been deeply in love with each other forever. ——To be honest, falling in love with any of them at that time, the feeling was not hopeless but hopeless from beginning to end.

So in my own opinion, the most proud thing in my life is not that I accidentally opened Pandora's box when I went to see the secrets, and created the later disaster-making machine and professional collapser-Bengyu, but in the Under such circumstances, I stubbornly kept the spark of love, and persistently coveted Senior Pingzi for so many years, yet I didn't give up!

In fact, how could it be so easy to give up seeing his thin and thin body lying in the pipeline that almost completely buried him but still smiling fearlessly? How could it be so easy to give up seeing his back surrounded by his partners and friends How can he give up so easily when he sees his clear eyes and open arms when the girl is sad and her friend is confused?

Since childhood, the soul has been burdened with wounds that may not be healed throughout its life, and may be killed at any time, but step by step it has reached the current state, more confident and proud than anyone, stronger and more determined than anyone, stronger than anyone. Free and open-minded, clearer than anyone else, more gentle and tolerant than anyone else, more dazzling than anyone else, like sunshine, gems, like all the light sources in this world that can dispel the haze and darkness, unscrupulously squandering warmth in a luxurious gesture The light of the heart.

That is the king who is born to control himself and do whatever he wants. He disdains the self-satisfaction of playing with his whole life in the palm of his hand, but at the moment he walks among all living beings, he gains a partner who is willing to follow life and death.And I'm just one of them.It's a desperate fact, compared to the fact that I love you.However, I have been unable to let go, no, to be more precise, I never had the idea of ​​letting go.

So I began to bury myself in the endless research more desperately, pushed open one unknown door after another in a rampage, fascinated by the new world and the unknown world behind the door, and finally in the infinite expansion of curiosity Driven by the thirst for knowledge, he disregarded Captain Yizhou's tireless warnings over and over again, and quietly got involved in the so-called taboo research outside the boundaries when everyone was ignorant.And the first person who noticed that he was walking on the edge of the cliff was not Ye Yisan, who grew up with me and knew each other, but...Senior Hirako.

"Have you really thought about it? Xiaoxisuke." It's rare to see the bold face of the blond man when he looks serious, but what's even rarer to see is the keenness that is hidden under the willful laziness of the usual willful mischief Hole.

How did I answer at that time?It's nothing more than a childish stubbornness who thinks he can pay any price for his obsession but never understands the irreparable consequences of his decision, and gives an affirmative answer without thinking.

And what did this answer do?This answer led to the birth of Bengyu, attracted Aizen's covetousness, led to everyone's hypocrisy, and even forced Senior Pingzi to send Aizen to an underground prison. I let him fall short at the last moment. I made him make a gamble decision that he would not hesitate to risk his life in vain, and it was I who made him leave home and wander with me as a loser.It wasn't Aizen who ruined his pride, self-esteem, piety, and status, but my Urahara Kisuke's youthful arrogance ruined everything about Mako Hirako, including his most cherished partner.

I created the source of the turmoil with my own hands, and then I fell off the cliff the moment I crossed that taboo boundary, together with my innocent companions who were harmed by the fish in the pond.

I will never forget that at the moment when the treatment is over, Bengyu is not a omnipotent wish-making machine. It can save lives but cannot restore the dignity of death.A pale mask covered the sleeping face, and the ubiquitous ice froze the silence of the dark room.The palm that was holding Bengyu was powerless, and the sphere glistening with ambiguous luster rolled farther and farther on the wooden floor until a pair of clean white sock bags stepped on the straw sandals. Picking up the source of all misfortunes and disasters at my feet, my eyes can't help but follow the owner of the fingers. The dead bully outfit mixed with dust and blood stains shows the tragedy of the past, but there is only calmness and peace on the upright and handsome face : "Put it away, either as your finest invention or as a danger of restlessness."

The moment my fingertips touched, the guilt and remorse accumulated to the peak finally broke through the limit. I almost lost control and grabbed the palm of the man in front of me, lowered my head and repeated the futile apology over and over again: "I'm sorry, Hirako-senpai. I should listen to you My advice, stay away from that boundary from the very beginning, if I gave up those dangerous research earlier, I wouldn't..."

"Raise your head! Kisuke Urahara!" Hirako-senpai's Kansai accent was unprecedentedly cold and severe, like an invisible but powerful palm lifting my drooping head, "None of us want things to turn out like this. This is what it looks like now, but the thing that has come to this point should be considered how to evacuate as quickly as possible. The price already paid is irreversible, so unnecessary losses should be avoided. What's more, if I really want to pursue it, I will also bear half of it If I had been more resolute in stopping you, you might not have created Bengyu. If I hadn't been so lazy and hesitant, I would have dealt with Aizen earlier before the trouble you created was too much to deal with. Even if you created These things will not happen when you come out of Bengyu."

"But Senior Hirako, things have already..."

"Yes, it has happened. Everything I said is meaningless." The warm chest approached without warning, the slender arms opened and closed on the trembling back, and the palms pressed on the back of the neck were warm Stable, soft whispers in the Kansai accent penetrated into the hesitant heart to dispel all the chaos and anxiety, "What's more, the world of scholars is full of various taboos, and Xiao Xisuke is working so hard to study the soul of the god of death. The limit is actually for me, right? How can I criticize you for working so hard?"

It turns out...he has always known, always understood, that's why he chose gentle and indulgent pampering when the mistake started, and that's why he chose to cut everything apart when Bengyu was born.Oh my god, my god, Kisuke Urahara, what have you done? !

"You should really apologize to Hiyori and the others, but don't feel sorry for me." The hug on the back of the neck became tighter, and this keen man once again noticed the turning point of my mood, "There must always be a relationship between Soyousuke and me." It’s a life-and-death decision, which has nothing to do with Bengyu’s appearance. In fact, even if it’s not to test Bengyu’s true ability, one day I will face swords with him because of the fierce confrontation, you are just unlucky.”

I am powerless to refute, and I am even more greedy for the warmth in his embrace, even if it is stained by dust and soaked in blood, it still feels fresh and unique to the sun.

"Would you like me to say something that will cheer you up and make you happy? Xiao Xisuke." Kansai's accent jumped out of the air, because he was used to the unrestrained and slippery tone.

"Senior Hirako, no joke can make people feel relaxed at a time like this, right?" After a brief waver, I regained my composure and left Senior Hirako's arms.

"I'm not kidding, I'm serious now, if you don't believe me, please look at my really orange eyes~~~"

Faced with Senior Pingzi's habitual nonsense, I couldn't laugh or cry and just wanted to hold my forehead and sigh. Who was it that said in a serious manner just now that time is running out and we need to transfer as soon as possible? "Ah, I'm sorry, Senior Pingzi, I only saw the bags under your eyes, you didn't have a good rest all night."

"If you want to talk about eye bags, the two of us should be each other, right?" The blond man frivolously bared his white teeth, pointed to the tip of my nose with his raised index finger, then turned back and tapped his chest, "Since After you decided to call me Senior Hirako, I never forced you to change your words, do you know why?"

"why?"

"The entire Jinglingting Court, on the surface, respect my authority and call me Captain Hirako, those who know my identity and are afraid of my family call me Your Excellency Hirako, and all the friends who are close to and love me call me Mako, only you, Urahara Kisuke, you are the only one who calls me Hirako-senpai in the entire soul world. I allow you to use a different title because you have a unique status with me, and it belongs to you alone, the only one, and will never be the same as others Confusing privileges." The blond man proudly slapped his chest, his light gray pupils stared intently at my head, which was completely stunned by the Nine Heavens Profound Lightning, I would bet a dozen Bengyu that my expression at that time was absolutely Mental retardation is even more brain-dead, "So, in the days to come, don't let me down, Xiaoxisuke."

……

"Using such disgusting words to boost morale... So, that bastard already knew everything, right?" Ye Yi-san squatted in front of the milk plate outside the Urahara store, raised his head while licking the milky white liquid Come, express your feelings.

The swinging folding fan in my hand slowly stopped, slowly closed, and finally slowly knocked on my knees. The sky in this world is far more changeable than the world of corpses and souls. Capricious, but after getting used to it, people will gradually fall in love with the fun of going with the flow, just like the love that is getting calmer and stronger in the chest.Don't be confused because of alienation, don't resent because of separation, don't be sad because of ruthlessness, don't escape because of unintentional, don't be unwilling to be lonely because you can't get what you want, toss and turn, sad and haggard, you must live well in order to love him well.

"I said when will you be together?" The flaming black cat, the soul of gossip, jumped up to my knees, and its paws that stepped on the muddy road unceremoniously left a few plum blossoms on the snow-white fan and trousers.

"I don't know about this kind of thing, Ye Yisang." I lazily touched the still soft head of the black cat, squinted my eyes and looked at the sky, the sky and the earth, where the clouds were calm and the wind was breezy. Weather, that person must be staying in a sunny place to enjoy the warm sunshine like me, right?Just thinking of that figure and calling that name makes me feel at ease like never before. When I look up at the blue sky and flowing clouds, I know that that person must be living well under this sky, enjoying the same good weather, and I feel at peace like never before. Satisfied, then it doesn't matter if we are together or not, right?Well, I have to admit that I still have a little bit of regret, but compared to what I got from loving him, this little disappointment can be ignored.

"Okay, let me ask a more practical question, when are you going to tell him?" The black cat rounded up and made persistent efforts.

I lowered my head, grabbed the extra soft and loose fur of the back of the cat's neck, and put Ye Yisang back on the side of the plate, curled up the corners of my eyes and smiled mysteriously: "Well, of course it's when he needs this kind of affection."

The moment the voice fell, I was relieved.

I know that even if I say this late confession, I have already missed the opportunity to get a response, so I don't want to get any response, just like when Senior Pingzi said those words back then, he didn't mean to abduct me ——Although I got an unexpected surprise in the end?

I just wanted to tell him...

The light gray eyes slightly curved up, and the clear and bright smile softened the sharp corners of the eyes: "In this case, if I really fall, I will put you at the bottom first."

Heh... As expected, no matter what time it is, you, Senior Pingzi, really understand my intentions.

So I covered my chest, and exclaimed in shock: "Ah, ah, senior Pingzi, isn't this kind of response too ruthless?"

"Heaven has a way, if you don't go, there is no way to hell, Xiao Xizhu, you can be bullied by me for the rest of your life with peace of mind."

"Hey, hey, senior Pingzi, what I said just now was really a sincere confession, not a contract of selling one's body to lose power and humiliate the country?"

"I regret it now, don't you think it's a bit late?"

……

The sun was shining outside the window, and it was a good weather for basking in the sun, and the blond man who had swept away the haze was lazily lying in the gorgeous sunshine. His jaw-length blond hair was more dazzling than the sun, but he was so close that he could touch it.