Criminal Psychology

Chapter 249 Yes

Lin Chen was lying on the hospital bed, as if he was already in a deep sleep or in a semi-comatose state.

Xing Conglian was wrapped in a thin quilt and lay on his side, one hand wrapped around Lin Chen's armpit, and the other hand clasped Lin Chen's waist. Delicate sweat covered Lin Chen's entire skin from neck to shoulder, They are tightly pressed together, sticky and slippery to the touch, warm and warm, very real.

The same is true of sweat and blood and smell in the air.

He parted Lin Chen's black hair, bowed his body, rested his chin on Lin Chen's neck, and kissed Lin Chen's side face again and again, from the back of the ears to the temples, from the neck to the top of the hair.To be honest, none of them had a shower today, so the smell was not good, but this mess of imperfections and imperfections felt real.

Xing Conglian was baffled, thinking of the first time he cried in memory, he was heartbroken.

He couldn't remember the specific reason why the incident broke out. The reason was that his parents felt that he had to be separated from the plush duck toy he had held since he was a child.

Because the duck was very dirty and old, the cotton wool was exposed, and it had been mended many times.

But he felt that he could only feel safe if he slept with that dirty and broken duck in his arms.

For this reason, the parents read many books about children's attachment, tried many methods mentioned in the books, and even took him to see a psychologist, but none of them could solve his attachment to a broken duck .

As time went by, one day, it was always because he beat up his classmates again or went to the house to expose the tiles, and his father finally couldn't bear it and made him have to throw the duck away.

This is of course irrelevant, but for the angry parent, find something that is the most important thing to punish the son

It was a very dark evening, and his father took him directly to the lake, and his mother was there, and they rowed to the middle of the lake, and his mother hugged him, and his father threw the duck into the lake.

It was a heart-piercing scene for him, the cold wind in autumn and winter, the blue and gloomy lake water, his beloved things submerged in the water, and he still remembers every ripple at that time.

Losing safety is extremely painful for every child, especially the most beloved toy. At that time, he can't wait to jump into the river together. If it wasn't for his mother to hold him, he would probably have died there.

What's more, when they got back to the shore, his father slapped him and told him something like——

"You'll have a lot of things you love and people you love in your life, but one day they'll all be gone!"

"Even your parents will die, so you have to learn to take responsibility for your mistakes!"

"Don't rely on anything but yourself!"

My father said a lot of words that were spliced ​​together indiscriminately and forced to be educated. For a six or seven-year-old child, this is simply a huge philosophical problem. He scratched his nose and tears, and didn't understand it at all. For a long period of time afterwards, he was immersed in this pain.

The recovery was very slow, but finally recovered.My father later apologized for the outburst, and my mother said she had wanted to do it.

He later told Lin Chen about this matter. At that time, he and Lin Chen hadn't fallen in love yet. Of course, he wanted to hear Consultant Lin help him solve his knots, or give him a correct psychological analysis of this matter.

However, Lin Chen was silent for a long time, and finally said that there are not so many reasons in the world, but for the human mind, there is no growth that does not manifest as pain.

This is Lin Chen's consistent theory, sweetness makes people numb, and pain makes people feel real.

In fact, Xing Conglian has long felt that he no longer needs to grow up. After all, he is a retiree, and society should not demand too much from the elderly.

But right now, he thought of Lin Chen's words again, and couldn't help but hug him even tighter in his arms.

Just now, after enjoying a long, sweet and happy love, he finally experienced the unbearable pain of ordinary people.

Parting is suffering, understanding is suffering, and even epiphany is painful.

But all the unbearable things are also constantly expanding the boundaries of the soul. This matter is meaningless, but it is full of meaning.Xing Conglian thought, if Lin Chen was sober and they chatted, Consultant Lin would definitely teach him this way.Boring, pedantic, and so clear-eyed that it's tempting to kiss him.

Xing Conglian kissed Lin Chen's chapped lips that still smelled of blood, turned over and got up, and began to dress him.

Lin Chen was obedient like a dummy, Xing Conglian hugged him, and then couldn't help laughing helplessly at himself. In fact, there are so many fallacies, all chicken soup for the soul is for people in despair hope.

It's hard to hold on, but you have to hold on.

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Taxi driver Xiao Zhang received a strange order at the gate of Tzu Chi Hospital late at night.

The other party stood on the side of the road and stopped the car. After getting in the car, he said that he was going to the seaside of the neighboring province.

For any driver, the first feeling of hearing this kind of work is happiness, and the second reaction is that they can't take it.

Long distance means high income, but at the gate of the mental hospital, it is very abnormal to meet a man hugging another person.

But his carelessness was to let the other party get in the car first, and then ask for the address. The time difference gave the other party a chance to quote, and he couldn't refuse the prepaid deposit alone.

All in all, I have seen a lot in the rental industry, and I am not very courageous, and I can't go on a night road. Xiao Zhang collected the money and decided that if the other party pointed to some remote trails, then he would definitely not go.

But along the way, no one in the back seat caused any trouble. Except for reporting the address, the shaved gentleman seemed to be immersed in his own world, dark and withdrawn, except for bowing his head and kissing the person in his arms from time to time, there was nothing wrong with him. Looking out of the window aimlessly, there is hidden worry, uncertainty and inexplicable calmness in his eyes.

Night roads are getting darker and there are fewer and fewer vehicles.

Xiao Zhang even suspected for a moment that the gentleman was holding a corpse in his arms, because the human figure wrapped in the sheet was almost motionless.

But he clearly heard the small and painful moans coming from the back seat. He couldn't tell the difference between male and female, but he was as desperate as the alternative music played on the radio station at midnight. Whenever the person in that gentleman's arms started to struggle, he always It's hugging each other, almost helplessly comforting with kisses, other than that, it seems that there is nothing to do.

The weird situation in the backseat continued all the way.

When getting off the expressway to Louhai City, Xiao Zhang also thought about whether it would be better to stop the taxi directly at the police station, but when they passed the police station, the gentleman in the back seat seemed to have sensed his purpose in advance and told him Light up the badge.

The moment he saw the police badge, Xiao Zhang finally let go of what he had raised along the way. The police can always give people a sense of security, and they can also explain all the strange phenomena of silence.

He couldn't help but talk to the other party first, asking why he had to travel in the middle of the night and not use official vehicles?

"Nothing to do with you."

The gentleman replied like this, which is really cool.

Xiao Zhang lowered the car window, and outside the window was the dark sea on one side, and all kinds of dazzling resort hotels on the other side. He blew the sea breeze and whistled.

But suddenly heard a low voice from the back seat: "Please close the window."

He subconsciously looked in the rearview mirror, only to find that the quilt in the back seat was blown up by the night wind. Taking this opportunity, he finally saw that the person that the police officer had been holding was a man.

Xiao Zhang almost wanted to blow the whistle again. After three and a half hours of driving, he actually drove a same-sex couple from the gate of the mentally ill to the seaside through hundreds of kilometers. Goofy stories like martyrdom, will he save or not?

Xiao Zhang thought boredly, according to the navigation instructions, he turned seven times and eight times, and finally reached an area without street lights, the wind became more and more vast, covering the waves, and he could hardly see anything except the road in front of the lights arrive.

But according to his assumption, this must not be considered a remote path, because there are almost no roads here.

Xiao Zhang couldn't help turning his head back: "Customer, this road is too far away, are you sure you want to go on, I'm afraid I'm going to run out of gas?"

The other party seemed to see through his thoughts in an instant, and only said: "Don't worry, you can cheer wherever you go."

The ghost knows which gas company still has a station in the wilderness!But it was too timid to turn back, so he had no choice but to bite the bullet and continue...

Not long after driving again, Xiao Zhang suddenly realized that his mobile phone navigation hadn't rang for a long time.

He was horrified and looked down, but there was no signal in the upper right corner of the mobile phone. He secretly complained, which was so ineffective every day.

Xiao Zhang broke out in cold sweat and said, "Sir, I have seniors and juniors, what can't you figure out..."

Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted.

"The front is a nursing home." The gentleman in the back seat said, "it's special, and has a corresponding security level, so the mobile phone signal in this area will be blocked."

Xiao Zhang was dumbfounded: "This, this... must be at the level of a big leader!" After he finished speaking, he felt that it was wrong. No one would reveal the secret location as soon as they came up. Thinking, carefully probing, "Then can I go home, will I be..."

The gentleman in the back seat frowned, Xiao Zhang also felt that his question was a bit nonsensical, but the other party was still very well-mannered, and answered him patiently: "No, no."

Although there were only two words, the solemn tone really made people feel a lot more relaxed.The tension in Xiao Zhang’s mind was loosened, and the taxi driver’s chattering talents were held back all the way. He stepped on the gas pedal, found a cigarette, put it in his mouth, and put another one behind his ear, fearing that the back seat would not be full. So I didn’t dare to light a cigarette: “You frightened me so late at night, are you taking your lover to see a doctor? What’s the matter? There must be a master of traditional Chinese medicine in that place, the kind in the novel?”

He looked in the rearview mirror, and the gentleman in the back seat shook his head, denying his speculation.Then naturally reached out to him.He subconsciously handed out the one behind his ear, and then he was afraid that the other party would dislike him.

But the other party didn't care, just took out a cigarette and lit it.

The sparks flickered, and the man's side face was set off by the flames, making him look extremely lonely.Xiao Zhang noticed that his other hand had been clasped tightly on the quilt, which turned white and even trembled.

"Then why did you go there?" Xiao Zhang repeated the question just now.

"Because I can go."