Long time no see (GL)

Chapter 46 Sad

Yun Xiwei's sudden appearance made everyone's mood worse. Shen Hanyue couldn't think of her, and Yun Shu couldn't act as if nothing happened. They always thought of Yun Xiwei subconsciously in the torment of waiting.

She shows up so out of place, turning surprise into heaviness.

As the night fell and the temperature plummeted, Yun Shu began to shiver with chills.Her lips were dark purple, as if she was walking in a world of ice and snow, frozen stiff.

Yun Shu would consider everyone, but would not take care of her own mood.

She rested her forehead with her hands, feeling a little weak. This feeling of heavy head and dizziness should be due to a fever.

But at this time, she was unwilling to leave for a moment.

Ming Yan's operation touched everyone's heart.

After the consultation of Chinese and foreign experts, coupled with the assistance of the magic hand intelligent robot, the operation was very successful.At about nine o'clock in the evening, Mingyan was pushed out of the operating room. Her right hand was saved, but a section of her right leg was amputated. She could only rely on artificial limbs for the rest of her life.

How to deal with the crippled body after waking up?

If your life is saved, what will you do with the rest of your life?Any healthy person can't accept it, everyone is afraid of waking up brightly.

The body and mind may never be the same again.

Mingyan was arranged in a luxury ward like a star hotel, and there would be two nurses, two surgical directors, and two nurses taking care of her in turn 24 hours a day. In order to facilitate her daughter, Shen Hanyue stayed in the ward.

After Mingyan's condition stabilized, Yun Shu was finally willing to go home to wash and rest.

Abrasions on fingers and arms are fine after a doctor's examination, just be careful not to cause infection.

After finally bringing Yun Shu home, Gu Weiran went to the kitchen non-stop to cook noodles, no matter what, he wanted to let her eat something.

Yun Shu was so tired that she seemed to have peeled off a layer of skin. She took the antipyretic medicine behind Gu Weiran's back, and then went to the bathroom alone.

Gu Weiran was bored in the kitchen, poking her head out to look at Yun Shu from time to time. At this time, she wished that she would be a shadow clone, one to take care of her and one to cook.

Hearing the sound of splashing water coming from the bathroom, Gu Weiran let out a long sigh of relief, "It's okay if I can still know that I'm going to take a bath."

She was really worried that Yun Shu would collapse, her sister's amputation, and her mother who had been missing for more than ten years suddenly appeared. Any of these two things would be enough to make people collapse.

Ke Yunshu still habitually swallowed all her emotions without showing them.Gu Weiran wished so much that he could become her to let go of all her reliance, but it was too far away, there was too little she could do and give Yun Shu.

Xuan'an Hotel 605, will Yun Shu go?

In the bathroom, Yun Shu's fingers were dripping with blood. She peeled off the bandage, and didn't listen to the doctor's advice, letting the hot water wash away the solidified wound.

As if only pain could make her feel better, Yun Shu squatted under the shower with her arms folded, her body swaying slightly, and the strong discomfort made her unable to stand normally.

Her mind is filled with the image of Mingyan pushing her away, bloody and bloody, and she will also think of Yun Xiwei inexplicably.The things stuck in my mind are like inflated balloons, getting bigger and bigger, as if they will burst at any time.

Who is to blame for all this?Blame her, she is the murderer of Mingyan, she is like an unfortunate person, Teacher Lin is like this, Mingyan is like this, will Weiran be troubled one day?

Blind self-confidence, heavy price, is Yun Shu's life.

She is really a failure, and the achievements in the workplace are so insignificant in front of this kind of failure.She yearns for light and warmth, and longs for love, but it is these that she often loses.

If it was a dream, it would be great. If she could close her eyes and realize that it was a dream, Yun Shu would be willing to fall down.

But she couldn't, even if she fled to the desert and hid in the sky, she couldn't escape the cruelty of reality.

But what to do, she was in pain, this despair suffocated her, it was like going through the torment of Teacher Lin's death again, it really took her a long time to go from deceiving herself to recognizing the reality.

Yun Shu didn't cry, and the hot water didn't reduce her chills, so she masochistically turned it into cold water.The biting cold water pierced her body like thousands of ice needles. She closed her eyes tightly and let the cold water invade.

It's been half an hour since I went in, the noodles are already on the table, and Yun Shu hasn't come out yet.Gu Weiran was so worried that he paced back and forth, and finally couldn't hold back, walked carefully to the bathroom, knocked on the door, "Sister Yun, are you okay?"

She put her ear on the door and didn't hear anyone answering, Gu Weiran couldn't help being startled, something happened, right?Without thinking about it, she pushed open the door and saw Yun Shu just turned off the faucet and came out of the shower naked.

Gu Weiran's eyes froze, and she felt a surge of blood rushing into her head, and then a turbulent sea rose in her heart. She stared blankly at Yun Shu, speechless.

"What's wrong?" Yun Shu took the bath towel calmly, wiped the water stains between her eyebrows and eyes lightly, looked up and found that Gu Weiran's whole body was red as if dyed, she seemed to realize something, and wrapped the key parts with the bath towel.

"I'm sorry, I thought you had something to do, I'm going out first." Gu Weiran ran away in a panic, her face was as hot as a frying pan, she swallowed unconsciously, and slapped her cheek, "Be sober, don't worry about it." When is it, do you still think about these things?"

She took a few deep breaths, sat at the dining table, clicked on the cloud work group on her mobile phone, and tried to divert herself with work.

After a while, Yun Shu put on her nightgown and came out.

Gu Weiran put down the phone awkwardly, standing restlessly, "I made noodles, you can eat some."

"Yeah." Yun Shu didn't refuse, she walked to the dining table and looked at the noodles with dull eyes.

The wound on Qianqian's ten fingers was so red that Gu Weiran noticed that she had touched the water, "Why... hey, I told you not to touch the water, why did I forget it."

While blaming herself, she brought a medicine box to treat Yun Shu's wound. At this time, she couldn't be sloppy. Yun Shu was in a daze, maybe even lost consciousness of the injury, but she couldn't be numb.

"Your fingers are covered with a pinch stick. The scratches are so serious that you don't even notice." Gu Weiran said that his nose was sore, and Yun Shu's scratches were more serious, and a layer of elbow was peeled off The skin was bleeding continuously.

Gu Weiran's worry and distress are beyond words, Yun Shu can clearly feel this concern, but compared to Yanyan's disability, what is this bit of physical suffering?

Yun Shu didn't answer, she was already so angry that she could only sit still by propping her forehead with her hands.She can't fall down, she has to wait for Yan Yan to wake up.

She picked up the chopsticks and ate the noodles earnestly, like a chewing machine without emotion. She only had one belief, to fill her stomach to maintain her physical fitness, and to take care of Mingyan only when her body was healthy.

"It's great to be able to eat." Gu Weiran was afraid that Yun Shu would go on a hunger strike. She didn't sleep well, and if she didn't eat, how could she survive? She only felt that Yun Shu was in a bad mood, and she didn't notice that she had a fever.

The finger injury, coupled with the soreness and weakness caused by the fever, made Yun Shu's hand holding the chopsticks tremble all the time.

She really wanted to hide this kind of herself, she didn't want Gu Weiran to see it, and she didn't want to magnify her worries.

Just face it yourself, why bother others.

"Does it hurt? Or..." Gu Weiran was about to cry, she couldn't say "I'll feed you", could she?

"No problem."

Does she have to be this strong?Why can't you let yourself be weaker? People who don't know how to call pain always make people feel so painful.

Yun Shu reluctantly ate half a bowl, which was already her limit.

"I'm going to wash the dishes." Gu Weiran just stood up when Yun Shu stopped him, "Weiran, I have something to tell you, please sit down first."

While she was still awake, Yun Shu wanted to speak clearly.

"I haven't responded to your confession, I think it's time to give you an answer, Weiran..."

Seeing that Yun Shu was about to blurt out, Gu Weiran hurriedly waved his hands, "Don't say it!"

Yun Shu looked at her deeply.

"I know what you want to say, and I also know why you choose to say it now. In the current situation, even if we have an affair, it will be a kind of harm to Mingyan. I like you, and I didn't expect any response when I confessed to you impulsively. I I also know that it is because of Mingyan, you are afraid that this hurt will happen to me again, I respect all your decisions, but I beg you not to say it, I have imagined countless possibilities, I have said what you want to say to myself, and it is already uncomfortable It's too bad, give me some way to survive." Gu Weiran's tone was very helpless, knowing that this day would come, he thought he was fully prepared, but he didn't want to still feel heartache so hard to breathe.

"Miran..."

"Also." Gu Weiran didn't dare to give Yun Shu a chance to speak, who would want to hear the person he likes reject him?She was even more afraid of Yun Shu's sarcasm that she couldn't bear, she would rather be the first to fight, "I hope you don't mind because of this relationship, I hope we can live here like before and take care of each other, oh no, it used to be You take care of me, give me a chance, take care of you."

Yun Shu remained silent, just looking at her with tears in his eyes.

"I'm sorry." She could only say these three words.

"Only others are sorry for you, you have never been sorry for anyone." Gu Weiran only felt that the corners of his eyes were sour and wanted to cry, but he held back.

Yun Shu smiled feebly. She was always letting others down and hurting others.Perhaps being alone is the best for her.

She got up and walked slowly to the bedroom, not daring to look back, and Gu Weiran didn't dare to look up at her either.

At night, Yun Shu shivered in bed half asleep and half awake. Muran seemed to hear Teacher Lin singing, it was still the song "moonriver", but soon the singer became Yun Xiwei. Listen carefully, the two The human voice is a bit similar.

"Sister Yun, let me play a song for you." Ming Yan suddenly jumped out again, playing the piano for herself.

"Xiao Shu, you took good care of Wei Ran, thank you." Lin Yun looked at her with a smile.

"Mom won't leave this time, okay?" Yun Xiwei was gentle and amiable, with long black hair like a waterfall, and her face changed back to before.

Immediately afterwards, there was Gu Weiran's sad and tearful face, "I like you, and I must be you in this life."

She couldn't tell whether she was in a dream or in reality, and she didn't know who was talking to her, those voices came and went, disturbing her.

All the burdens turned into a nightmare, and she was bound inside and could not escape.

Yun Shu clutched the quilt tightly, struggling in pain, but couldn't wake up, silent tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

Outside the door, Gu Weiran sat on the ground and dozed off. She was afraid that something happened to Yun Shu and she would not know in time, so she simply stood guard by the wall.

Accompanied by her, there is only moonlight outside the window and a somewhat cold night.

At three o'clock in the morning, after sweating all over, Yun Shu woke up suddenly.

There was silence all around, those voices no longer existed, it turned out to be a dream.It would be great if it was true, because Yan Yan in the dream still had healthy limbs, Teacher Lin was there, and her mother never left.

But it's a dream after all.

She wiped the sweat off her forehead, feeling sticky on her body, and wanted to take a shower, but when she opened the door, she found that Gu Weiran had fallen asleep leaning against the wall.

Yun Shu's heart hurt, she knelt down and stared at Gu Weiran for a long time, like a frozen painting, she fell asleep while watching.

She wanted to touch Gu Weiran's face, but she took it back when she was about to touch it, and she couldn't be greedy, once greed and love get in touch, it will be forever.

She quietly retreated to the room, and slowly closed the door, which sealed her heart and blocked her own thoughts.

Hearing the light closing sound of the door, Gu Weiran slowly opened his eyes, lowered his head and smiled wryly, and shed tears while smiling.

Shen Hanyue also suffered from insomnia. She stayed up all night and stayed by Mingyan's bedside. The doctor would check on her condition every hour. The use of prosthetics has been considered.

"We have two options. One is a prosthetic limb made by simulating the human body, and the other is a more common type of brace in the market. Ms. Ming cut the knee down. Normally speaking, it will take 3-6 months to recover smoothly. It takes time for us to customize, and Chairman Shen can make a decision first."

For a mother, it is so painful for her daughter to have her prosthetics fixed before she wakes up. Shen Hanyue doesn't want to choose. Seeing the pictures of those prosthetics is shocking. As long as she thinks that this kind of thing will be installed on her daughter in the future, Shen Hanyue's heart will be pierced.

But she had to steady herself, what if she collapsed and the child woke up?

"Using human body simulation, I want the best and most advanced one, and it doesn't matter how much money it costs. I hope she can wear pants or even skirts in the future, and she can buy her favorite limited-edition sneakers, and she can wear everything she likes." Shen Hanyue She communicated with Boer people in English without barriers throughout the whole process, and she was not troubled by all medical terminology.

This is jaw-dropping. Even Ming Shangdong didn't know when she mastered English. He always thought that the full-time translator Shen Hanyue used was actually himself.

"OK, we will report to Mrs. Ball and start preparing."

"Wait, what is Mrs. Pole?" Shen Hanyue grasped the key words, she had never heard of such a person as Mrs. Pole.

The two doctors looked at each other and said with a smile: "Didn't you hear that Ruixi (Yun Xiwei English) is going to marry our boss? From now on, she will be our Mrs. Ball, and she will be the heir of Ball's property one."

"how is this possible?!"

"It's true."

Shen Hanyue was dumbfounded, in order not to let others see her gaffe, she walked outside quickly, blowing the cold wind to calm herself down.

She walked around the garden, repeating in her mind: Xiwei is going to marry that old man, she is going to marry that old man Pole.

Shen Hanyue is going crazy, and what they get for their reunion is that she wants to get married? ?

Bohr is already 80 years old, what exactly does Yun Xiwei want to do? !

She won't allow it, she won't allow it!

Shen Hanyue took a few deep breaths, remembering what Yun Xiwei said to Yun Shu before leaving: Xuan'an Hotel, 605

You crazy woman!She trotted toward the parking lot.