Chapter 82 Finally
Chapter 82 Finally
"Mom!" Yun Shu exclaimed, kneeling on the ground, holding Yun Xiwei's skinny hand, tears welled up in an instant.
"It's Xiaoshu." Yun Xiwei had blood stains on her nose and mouth, but there was a smile on her lips. It was great that the most important people were by her side.
Gu Weiran quickly twisted a hot towel and handed it over, "Auntie..." She gently wiped the corners of Yun Xi's mouth, tears blurred her eyes.
"Weiran..." Yun Xiwei's chest was heaving and unsteady, every breath felt as if she was about to tear herself apart, the pain was so painful that she couldn't speak, she put Yun Shu's hand on Gu Weiran's slowly, "You Young and in good health, help me... take good care of Xiaoshu in the future."
Gu Weiran nodded repeatedly, and when she nodded and lowered her eyes, tears dripped down like pearls, anyone who saw Yun Xiwei like this would be heartbroken.
"You..." She didn't know who she was going to talk to, so she first looked at Yun Shu with a slight smile, and then turned to Gu Weiran: "You should... change your name to me..."
Yun Xiwei's every sentence was intermittent, and every word he uttered was very difficult.
Hearing her words, Gu Weiran burst into tears. She held Yun Shu, put it on the back of Yun Xiwei's hand, and whispered: "Mom~"
This mother made Yun Xi burst into tears like rain, and finally fulfilled another wish.
"Mom..." Silent tears ran across Yun Shu's cheeks, and the blood from the corner of Yun Xiwei's mouth hurt her heart.
"Han Yue..."
"Huh? I'm here."
Shen Hanyue wiped away the remaining tears from the corners of her eyes, her voice was so steady that no waves could be heard.
"I don't want to die in the hospital, take me away."
"Okay, where do you want to go?"
Yun Xiwei looked at Gu Weiran again, and said weakly, "I want...to see your mother."
"But your body..." Gu Weiran was about to express her worries, but Shen Hanyue shook her head at her, and said softly, "You can go, but it's too late today, and it takes time to arrange a special plane. How about leaving tomorrow?"
Yun Xi nodded tiredly, and slowly closed her eyes. She was not sleepy, but she didn't have the strength to open them.
She leaned against Shen Hanyue's arms, breathing carefully, for fear of falling down in one breath and never being able to lift it up again.
Yun Xi was so thin that she was only over 80 jins, and Shen Hanyue could easily lift her up.
After Yun Xiwei settled down, Shen Hanyue called Yun Shu and Gu Weiran outside the door.
"Tomorrow's board meeting, Xiao Shu, you must attend, I will not go, you can rest assured, I have already said hello to those shareholders, I sent you an encrypted file, it is the shortcoming of those people, you use it reasonably .”
"But mother..." Yun Shu couldn't let Yun Xiwei go.
"It's okay. Yanyan was planning to come back tomorrow. I told her not to move. They will take care of her when she arrives in Xuan'an. You and Weiran will come back after you finish your work. Qifei will follow up on Wang Sen's case. Now I just want to finish it." Xi Wei's last wish."
Hearing this sentence, the tears that Gu Weiran had finally put in came out again, how did Shen Hanyue manage to be so calm?It is impossible for her to reach such a state, even if she is prepared, even if she knows that bad luck is coming, it will make people collapse.
Love for so many years, reunion only four years, too short, really too short.
She couldn't bear Yun Xiwei, and even more regretted their short time together.
"I'll arrange a special plane first, and my mother will notify me in time if there is any situation."
Shen Hanyue nodded and made a gesture to let them go, she seemed too speechless, not even a sigh.
She walked back to the ward with heavy steps, every step was weak.
Yun Shu asked someone to arrange a special plane to fly to Xuan'an overnight, and called the accompanying doctor.Yun Xiwei was already having difficulty walking, and Shen Hanyue used a wheelchair to push her when she went out. Sometimes the pain was unbearable and the doctor needed to give her a painkiller injection.
Only those who have experienced the horror of the disease can understand, even if Yun Xiwei can bear it, there will be times when she bows to the pain.When she couldn't take it anymore, she would ask for an injection. She was very peaceful, unlike other patients who leaned forward and back in pain and groaned/groaned in pain.
The doctor was amazed at her forbearance, and admired her tenacity even more.
The late autumn in Xuan'an is colorful and gorgeous, just like a picture scroll. The fallen leaves in the cemetery are colorful, which is a bit more bleak than the city.
Cen Shuya and Ming Yan were accompanying the grave sweeper. They stayed behind after receiving a call from Shen Hanyue before boarding the plane.
In front of Lin Yun's tomb
Cen Shuya and Ming Yan put the flowers over, bowed deeply, Yun Xi stared at the tombstone in a daze, and said after a long time: "Han Yue, take the children to the side and wait for me, I want to be alone with Ayun Say a few words."
"Okay, don't take too long, it's very cold here."
Yun Xi nodded slightly.
At this time, Shen Hanyue would not say no to Yun Xiwei, she would be satisfied with whatever she said.
When her life was dying, all wishes were worth being fulfilled, and she didn't want Yun Xiwei to leave with regrets.
She can guess what she wants to say to Lin Yun.
Coincidentally, I also have something to say to Cen Shuya.
"Yan Yan, go and discuss with the security guards if you can bring the car in. I think it's going to rain this day. Xi Wei can't catch the cold. If you can't, spend some money on it."
"It's a bit far to walk in from the door, I'll ask." Mingyan didn't suspect that she was sent away at all.
Cen Shuya's heart was like a mirror, and she waited until Ming Yan walked away before she asked, "Do you have something to tell me?"
"Have you come out yet?"
Shen Hanyue asked lightly, with a faint sense of compulsion.
"Not yet," she replied.
"I heard that you were born into a scholarly family, and your parents are both college teachers. Such a family does not know whether their daughter is gay."
Cen Shuya frowned and remained silent, she did not expect Shen Hanyue to suddenly pay attention to this matter.
"Sorry, I'm only Yanyan, a daughter, so I asked someone to inquire about your family, I hope you won't be offended."
"I understand, and I don't blame you, but you are eager to confirm this matter, do you want to let her go?" Cen Shuya felt that Shen Hanyue seemed to be in a hurry.
"It's really unusual for a psychological professional to think about problems. You don't need to think about it. I just don't want my daughter's relationship to be in the dark, and I have to hide it from your parents. I have left a lot of regrets in my life. , I don't want her to repeat the same mistakes, although coming out depends on the family, but I always have trust and gratitude to you, without you, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to accompany Xiwei wholeheartedly."
"I understand, but I can only answer you. I'm already preparing and plan to implement it next year." Coming out must be done step by step. She has been guiding her parents for the past two years, injecting new ideas into their conservative thinking bit by bit. Things, she almost used what she had learned all her life, researched and formulated a meticulous plan to come out, she would do it even if Shen Hanyue didn't ask.
Mingyan never made demands on her, but it was only fair for her to give Mingyan a legitimate identity, and when the time was right, she would naturally bring it to her parents.
What she wants is forever, not overnight.
"With your words, I'm relieved. I'll leave Yanyan to you."
This was Shen Hanyue's last wish, and there was nothing to worry about after confessing.
Cen Shuya always felt a feeling of dying alone, based on Shen Hanyue's personality, if Yun Xiwei left, what would happen to her?Cen Shuya dare not think...
She just replied firmly: "As long as Yan Yan lives up to me, I will not leave her."
Cen Shuya's promise gave Shen Hanyue a reassurance. She nodded and smiled, and stopped talking, her heart and eyes were full of Yun Xiwei.
Yun Xi looked at the tombstone slightly, and didn't speak for a long time. She couldn't remember how many years Lin Yun had been gone.
"Ayun, I'm going to find you. A lot of things have happened over the years, so I'll talk to you when I go." She rubbed her hands together, smiling like an old friend chatting: "You don't know Han Yue yet. Right? She's in good health, so I won't bring her with me this time, and after another 30 or [-] years, she will come too, and I'll introduce you to each other."
When Shen Hanyue was mentioned, the smile on Yun Xiwei's mouth gradually disappeared.
"She cut off her favorite hair for me. Fortunately, it has grown out in the past few years. I can leave with her most beautiful appearance. But I am old, skinny like a skeleton, and my face is not the same as before. Don't you don't recognize me."
"Ayun, I owe you my apologies and kindness. I will tell you when I go. From now on, we will bless the children and my Han Yue together in the sky. This is the last time I will see you. Anyway, we will be going soon." Reunion, thinking of this, I'm actually a little happy." Yun Xi sighed slightly, turned to look at Shen Hanyue, the two looked at each other and smiled, she said helplessly: "Actually, I know that Hanyue wants me to leave early, sir Suffering a little bit, but I can't let her go, thinking that she will spend the rest of her life alone, I feel like a knife is piercing my heart, I can't procrastinate any longer, if I procrastinate, I will become a burden, don't you think?"
Yun Xiwei chatted with Lin Yun a lot, she was exhausted after talking about it, her head drooped weakly, Shen Hanyue hurried over when she saw this.
"Xiwei, are you done talking?"
"almost."
"Where else do you want to go?" Shen Hanyue squatted by the wheelchair and looked up at her.
"Well... what do you think?"
"I don't know, I can only think about you now, and I can't go anywhere else."
Yun Xi caressed her face with a slight smile, and her fingertips fell between Shen Hanyue's soft long hair, feeling nostalgic in her heart.Every time she told herself to give up, to leave earlier, she would let Han Yue go, but she was still too greedy after all, whenever she was warmed by Shen Hanyue, she couldn't bear to let it go.
Yun Xiwei didn't speak, and Shen Hanyue just waited.
Shen Hanyue probably knew what she was thinking, but she never disturbed Yun Xiwei's thinking.
She can stare at Yun Xiwei quietly until the end of time.
"Han Yue..."
"Ok?"
"I want to go to Star State Natural Valley, isn't that the cultural tourism project of your company, Weiran also bought a house there."
"Okay? It's quiet there. We lived in the past and lived a secluded life as a fairy couple."
"Wherever you are with me is fine."
Shen Hanyue leaned against her arms, said with a smile: "Me too, Xi Wei, actually Xuan An also has my memories."
"Huh? What memories?"
"This is where I found myself liking you."
"It seems that we haven't been to Xuan'an together?" Yun Xiwei had never heard her say these things.
"Did you forget that you came to Xuan'an University Law School for academic exchanges? You also came to attend the court several times. At that time, you only had your studies and career in your mind. Every time you left Xuan'an, even if it was only for a few days, my My heart feels like it has been hollowed out. I couldn’t help but come to you a few times, and I passed you every time. When I arrived, either the court session was over, or you went back by car, isn’t it bad? "
"How come I never heard you say it?"
"I used to save face in the early years. I was afraid that you would think that I was too crazy and would scare you, so I didn't say anything." Shen Hanyue looked up at her. To this day, she can still think of those moments when she was young and her heart was throbbing.
"Then how did you fall in love with me? I used to always wonder how could you like me?" Yun Xiwei asked like a child full of curiosity, listening to these would make her satisfied and happy.
The smile on the corner of Shen Hanyue's mouth deepened: "You want to hear this? Go back and tell you slowly, it's cold here."
"Ok."
She also wanted to listen to some more, to make her memory more profound. She was afraid that she would forget what happened in her previous life when she went to another world.She always thought that if she didn't drink Mengpo tea, she would never touch anything that erased the memory of her previous life.
It's agreed, in the next life, she will go to find Shen Hanyue.
The author has something to say: Well, I didn’t write the ending
Hey, the elderly group is really bitter, I choked up when I wrote it
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