do you have a crush on me

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Mu Qing took a taxi at the door, stuffed Su Ran who was still in a daze, and went in by herself. After reporting the address of Su Ran's home, she sat there and looked at the people around her worriedly. He tried to appease her, but was avoided.

She paused, and silently withdrew her hand.

Su Ran's situation is very bad now, she leans against the car door, trembling all over, lowering her head, not allowing others to approach, only big tears are falling down, Mu Qing is both worried and distressed, He didn't dare to provoke her casually, so he could only sit there helplessly.

The car arrived at the destination silently all the way, Mu Qing got out of the car, stood at the door of the car, stretched out her hand to Su Ran inside, "Here we are."

Su Ran quickly raised her head and glanced at her, she was red and swollen from crying, then lowered her head, but couldn't come out.

Mu Qing stood at the door of the car for a while, because the fare was enough and the driver didn't rush her, she finally chose to give in and backed away, and Su Ran came out.

She stood with her head down and bowed deeply, "Senior sister, goodbye." She turned around and was about to run up.

"Wait!" Mu Qing held her hand anxiously, looked at her trembling back, felt extremely distressed, and finally respected her heart, opened her hands and hugged her from behind.

Su Ran's eyes were wide open, and tears fell from her sockets uncontrollably. She cried silently, and the grief overwhelmed the two of them.

Mu Qing closed her eyes, tightened the embrace, buried her head in her hair, it didn't smell good, it smelled like rotten wine, but it made her frown in distress, and after a while she said in a muffled voice , "I'm sorry." I didn't protect you well.

Su Ran shook her head, but she couldn't say a word, only choked up crying, which made people feel extremely uncomfortable in the dark night.

Mu Qing felt like a big rock was blocked in her heart, which made her unable to breathe, and made her want to cry too.

Hot tears fell from the hair, hit the skin, and became warm again in an instant, Su Ran opened her eyes slightly: "Senior sister... are you crying?"This is the second time, crying for her.

The tears that were finally stopped fell down again in her eyes, she blinked, and the tears stuck to her eyelashes, trembling, she asked in a hoarse voice, "Sister, why are you so kind to me?"

"...I treat you badly." If I had been kind to you, I wouldn't have let you suffer the kind of thing just now.Thinking of this, Mu Qing's self-blame and guilt reached its peak.

"...Senior sister." Su Ran was silent for a long time, then suddenly sighed, she pulled Mu Qing's hand away, and stood facing her, she tilted her head and smiled with red eyes, and slowly shook her head, "Senior sister , if I like me, don't be so nice to me."

"I..." Mu Qing panicked, subconsciously reached out to grab her, but she took a step back.

"I know, I am very despicable right now, but senior sister——Mu Qing, I need an answer." This was the first time Su Ran called her by her full name, but under such circumstances, she said firmly , "I want an answer."

"I..." She avoided the question again, she looked away in some embarrassment, "I can't give an answer."

Su Ran was disappointed, but felt relieved, nodded, "I understand—then goodbye." She said, turned and left without any regrets.

This time when Mu Qing called her, no one turned her head. She watched her run upstairs and stayed there silently for several minutes before turning around and leaving. Looking from her back, she was inexplicably lonely.

Su Ran was standing at the window of the stairs, watching her slowly leave, feeling as if a piece of her heart had been hollowed out, it hurt so much, she squatted down against the wall, covered her mouth, and cried silently.

Some people we love very much, but sometimes we have to let go.It's for her own good, and it's for my own good too. —— Su Ran

Su Ran lay on the bed without sleeping all night, she closed her eyes, her body was obviously very tired, but her mind couldn't fall asleep at all, she kept replaying all kinds of things that night, which made her uncomfortable, and secretly covered herself under the quilt in the middle of the night, crying wet up the pillow.

She didn't fall asleep vaguely until after four o'clock in the morning, but at 06:30... the alarm clock for getting up rang.

"Ran Ran?" The alarm clock has been ringing for several minutes today, but she still hasn't woken up. Mother Su felt a little strange, knocked on the door, and shouted worriedly, "Get up."

"I got up." Su Ran hurriedly got up from the bed, and replied twice to express that she was fine.

Due to lack of sleep, she was groggy. She even wore her school uniform backwards when she went out. When washing the dishes and brushing her teeth, she deliberately patted her face with cold water, trying to clear her mind, but this trick was too short-lived, but Just a few minutes after eating, it failed, and I started fishing with my head propped up.

Mother Su looked at her daughter who fell asleep again, and frowned worriedly, "Ran Ran? How about... you still ask for leave today?"

"Ah? No need!" Su Ran quickly shook her hand, quickly grabbed a bun and stuffed it into her mouth, picked up a bottle of milk on the table and ran outside, "It's running out of time, I'm leaving first, Mom."

"Hey wait!" What you took is pure milk!However, the person had already run away, she sighed.

Su Ran ran out of the community in one breath, and was blown by the cold wind, sobering up a lot in an instant, she patted her face, pulled herself together and started to fix her breakfast, but when she looked in her hand, it turned out that what she was holding was not Wangzai milk , but pure milk.

This is the least she likes to drink... She frowned, but she took off the straw and inserted it in. The tasteless milk slipped from the tip of her tongue into her mouth, which made her feel cold.

Arriving at school just like that, Su Ran sat down in her seat, opened the backpack, and was stunned suddenly, only to see a variety of snacks inside, as well as her favorite Wangzai milk...

Only today...they have no master.She sighed in frustration, pulled up her backpack, stuffed it into a drawer, and emptied everything in her mind. From now on, she would forget about Mu Qing.

Because of her permission and her own reasons, Su Ran didn't go to the music club today. The snacks in her backpack were distributed to Wen Le and Xie Jingyun. There was no club activities at noon. After the meal, she had a long-lost meeting with Chen Utai sat together, feeling at a loss for a moment.

That feeling of something being hollowed out.

Chen Yan was playing a game, and suddenly asked, "Hey, by the way, I saw Mu Qing today."

"...Well." At this moment, when she least wanted to hear this name, this name appeared in her ears. She was silent, not knowing what expression she should put on.

While playing games, Chen Yao reported the situation of the battle, "I went to the roof to play games, and saw her seem to be fighting."

"Fight?!" Su Ran suddenly opened her eyes wide and straightened her back, looking at her in shock.

"Yeah, I don't know what happened, anyway, she bet a few people in the corner and beat them up, some men and some women, but to be honest-she's really good at it." She said and nodded, " By the way, after Mu Qing finished the fight, I also saw the student council president, and they have a really good relationship." The legendary student council president, who is said to be stern and selfless, is just a spectator in the face of campus violence?

Su Ran fell silent, and felt relieved again, fortunately...it's okay.She found sadly that the current self really couldn't treat her as a stranger, no matter what happened, she just read an anecdote.

After Chen Yao finished speaking, she turned her head bewildered after a while, and she frowned, "You today?"

Su Ran naturally knew what she was going to say, lowered her eyelids, "...I'm going to give up on her."

"Oh, give up...Wait, who to give up?" Chen Yao turned her head in surprise, and ignored the game, and roared from the headset, "Hey, hey! Xiao Yaoyao, why are you not moving? The network card What are you say? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Annoyed, Chen Yan pulled off the earphones directly. She looked Su Ran up and down several times, and said hesitantly, "You... Seriously?" Why doesn't it look so different?

Embarrassed by her look, Su Ran tilted her head and scratched her face. Out of the corner of her eye, she glanced at her grayed out game interface. The countdown on it was almost over, "You...you are going to be resurrected."

"Damn..." Chen Yan turned her head abruptly, immediately put on the earphones and manipulated the game characters to go out. Someone in the team channel was already scolding, asking her if she would play, but she just glanced at it and didn't take those swear words to heart at all. superior.

"Ouch~ are you back?" Yan Zhao asked from the other end, "Come here quickly, there are two people in the middle."

"En." Chen Yao casually responded, and passed as he wished.

She had a class today and got drunk again yesterday. Su Ran tried her best to sit in the classroom for a whole day. When it was time for the self-study class, she finally lost her mind. She was relieved and felt like she had nothing to do.

Bored, she reached into the drawer and took out the can of Wangzai milk.

My favorite thing in the past, but now I don't seem to have any desire to eat it.

Senior sister Mu Qing...do you really hate me that much?She lowered her eyes, and couldn't help showing the sadness in her heart. Wen Le was eating a lollipop while doing a test, but the pen refill ran out of water. She shook the pen and couldn't write at all.

She took out the refill box from the table, opened it, and found that it was empty, and was about to ask Su Ran to borrow it, but she turned her head and saw that the person was staring at a can of milk in a daze.

"...Hey!" She pushed Su Ran, "Wangzai milk? It's delicious."

"Ah, um." Su Ran nodded, thought for a while, and put the can of milk in front of her, "Then you can eat."

"...Give it to me?" Wen Le looked at her strangely.

"Well, you can eat." Su Ran smiled, turned her head and picked up a pen to start doing the questions.

Wen Le turned her head to look at her, shrugged her shoulders incomprehensibly, opened the can, took a sip, it was really delicious, she picked up the pen without ink with a satisfied face, and then looked at that she couldn't write a word Only then did I suddenly remember what I was going to do.

At this moment, someone suddenly knocked on the classroom door, everyone turned their heads to look, and someone shouted in surprise, "Ban Zhu?"

Su Ran looked at Mu Qing who came in, and was in a daze, almost unable to hold his pen.

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The next chapter of Daqing is coming~

She still can't be ruthless, everyone don't hate her~