do you have a crush on me

Chapter 97

Child = man = marriage = break up with her.

A strange equation appeared in Lin Qiqi's mind, and the expression on her face immediately became ferocious. She rushed forward, "No! Sister Xiaoxiao can't break up with me! I won't agree!"

Aunt Lin, who was about to laugh at her awe-inspiring righteousness, turned out to be repentant: "..."

She twitched the corner of her mouth, and suddenly doubted the child's IQ, "I heard that you graduated from a good university in Beijing? How did your brain circuit pass the exam? Did you cheat?"

"Ah, it's impossible to cheat. It's just that the sophomore got a good result in an international competition and got a little extra points." Lin Qiqi suddenly realized after explaining, "That aunt? The child you're talking about... didn't let Sister Xiaoxiao married someone else?"

"Huh? Didn't I say that I agree with you and my family Lin Xiao? How could I introduce a man to her?" Aunt Lin looked at her contemptuously, "Is this a fraudulent marriage?! How could I do such a thing?" thing?"

"Ah, although I had the idea of ​​letting her be with Qin Zhao before, isn't the engagement broken? It's rare for her to be so tough, what else can I do?" Suppress anger.

Lin Qiqi, who was caught off guard and found out about the past: "Marriage?! Sister Xiaoxiao once had a marriage contract with that wimp named Qin?!! Why didn't I know?!"

"It seems that Lin Xiao didn't tell you." Aunt Lin put down her teacup, not surprised at all, "That's why I object to you so much, you are really not suitable at all, there is such a big age difference, there is no pressure She carries it alone, and public opinion will only blame her, as for you? It's just an excuse for being young and ignorant, so innocent."

"Heh." She sneered, "But I don't even think about it. Is it a slap in the face about love? What's more, it's between the same sex. It's just a matter of your love and my wish. Why should I have a bad reputation? Children? So you can go to your school obediently and live without any pressure?"

"It's really unfair." She looked at Lin Qiqi indifferently, and spit out these words.

The latter was still a little dazed, but the focus was a bit off, "You, you understand everything?" So the objection to them was not because of this unacceptable relationship?

Aunt Lin glanced at her, "Understand? Understand what?"

"Do you understand that you are a fool with a love brain, or do you understand that Lin Xiao is facing the dilemma of sexuality and family?" She curled her lips and nodded, "Yes, I understand all these, so what?"

"You want to ask, why do I still want to be a villain to tear you apart when I know it all? Create those difficulties and embarrass Lin Xiao?" She saw through Lin Qiqi's angry face in an instant, and couldn't help Laughing at her naivety, "Children are indeed children, their ideas are so childish."

"Do you know how difficult the road of homosexuality is? Do you think that only love is enough? You like the whole world and give way to you? Holding flowers and wishing your lover a happy marriage?"

She sneered, "There are so many lovers in the world, most of them are together because of their heartbeat, and they have been together for several years. Which one has never been obsessed with him? But in the end, they still parted ways?"

"Heterosexuality is still like this. How do you think homosexuality is so good? It's even very bad, and the bad ones are even more ridiculous."

"Isn't the reason why you were able to say shitty love in front of me presumptuously because Lin Xiao blocked the maliciousness for you? What did you go through when you came out in the first year of high school? Do you know about Lin Xiao's situation? Is it more difficult than you?"

She looked at her hands, as if she was caught in the memories, and her eyes showed forbearable distress, "Because she is older than you, and because you are underage, after the incident, the relatives and friends in the neighborhood did not say that she led you to death. ? You came out of the closet in a graceful and unrestrained way. You don’t know what the hell is being so proud of yourself, and you know how much Lin Xiao has suffered?”

"At her school, I don't know who said the good thing. The classmates kept pointing fingers, and the teacher deliberately found fault. When I came back that year, I lost a lot of weight and almost dropped out of school..."

Aunt Lin choked up several times when she said this, and finally shook her head, "She is my own daughter, do you think I don't feel sad?"

She laughed again when she said this, "Of course I hope she and Qin Zhao get along well, why not? Er Shao Qin's family conditions are good, and his personality is not difficult to get along with. He likes her very much and can help her no matter in life or work. , they are about the same age and have similar interests, regardless of gender, they are more suitable than you."

"... But she refused." Aunt Lin let out a deep breath, her face could not hide the tiredness, she pulled the corners of her mouth, "I don't even know how you fell in love with her, you have been so My obedient daughter disobeyed me time and time again, she didn't even want her family, she didn't want anything, she didn't want her parents."

"I'm chilling!" She pointed to the position of her heart, looked at Lin Qiqi, the sadness in her eyes was almost overflowing, she shed a tear, and shouted angrily, "I'm chilling! Son, I ran away with you in the end, I didn’t care about anything, my parents were asses, I’m heartbroken! Do you know?!”

She took a few deep breaths, and finally clutched her dizzy forehead, and fell powerlessly onto the sofa, murmuring in a trembling voice, "I'm really deceived by lard, why don't you just refuse to turn around..."

"..." Lin Qiqi knelt on the ground slowly, lowered her head, not knowing what to say.

Aunt Lin ignored her movements and gritted her teeth in a grinning smile, "What? Do you feel guilty now? Regret it?"

Lin Qiqi nodded without any hesitation, and admitted, "Yes, I am guilty, I feel guilty for my willful actions and the burden and pressure I have brought to Sister Xiaoxiao and your family, but I don't regret it."

She raised her eyes and said firmly, "It's not my fault that I like to smile. There's nothing wrong with liking someone, right? I'm not stalking or self-righteous. I know our mutual intentions very well. We just like each other. After all What's wrong?"

Aunt Lin was slightly taken aback, opened her mouth, and couldn't say anything to the child's wronged questioning.

The corners of Lin Qiqi's mouth were pulled down, she was really unwilling, "From the beginning, I didn't understand who a person likes, whether she is male or female, and who is her age? treat?"

"I like Sister Xiaoxiao just because she is good enough and she is worthy of my liking." She paused, and smiled weakly, "You are right, I am an idiot with a love brain, I don't think so. Knowing so many things, I still can't empathize with other people's accusations."

"I don't think they are right, so I don't listen. It doesn't matter if they bully me or scold me behind my back. As long as I still have Sister Xiaoxiao, I don't care. They all say that I have a big heart, but it's not that I don't care. I just thought after getting angry, could it be that I gave up on her because of these worldly ideas?"

"Give up Lin Xiao?" She asked herself, shaking her head with a disdainful smile, "As soon as this idea came up, I immediately rejected it, and I was clamoring all over my body, why not reconciled! It is absolutely impossible to give up Sister Xiaoxiao!"

After she finished speaking, she looked up at Aunt Lin seriously, and bent her eyes slightly, "I know, what I said now seems very childish to you, but I still have to say it."

"Maybe we have been hit into the dust by rumors and gossips. We lack the courage to even raise our heads. We are afraid of being thrown away when we stretch out our hands. The colored glasses around us are so thick that it seems that breathing is unnecessary. But when you see that person , I lost the tone of saying regret."

"I can't remember, and I'm too lazy to remember." She laughed slowly and repeated, "I like Sister Xiaoxiao, I love her, and I will never regret it in my life."

"Absolutely." She was extremely resolute without leaving any retreat.

Just like a wayward child, grabbing his favorite toy and refusing to let it go, after being beaten fatly, he also cried and wanted it.

Annoying, childish, irritating.

But when he saw that he got the toy and burst into tears, he felt relieved, with a lingering smile.

Aunt Lin was silent for a long time, and then stood up amidst Lin Qiqi's anxiety. She gathered her clothes, looked back before leaving, and said, "Get ready, let's be a surrogate."

"Ah?" Lin Qiqi didn't react when she was jumping and waiting for my topic. Seeing that she was about to leave, she was about to stand up immediately, but because she knelt for too long, her legs were so weak that she almost didn't knock on the coffee table.

"Okay, stay here, I'm leaving, no need to send it off." Aunt Lin said goodbye to Silian, turned around and left here.

The room fell into silence, and it took her a long time to sit on the carpet and lean against the sofa to let out a long breath.

Lin Xiao's phone call came just before eleven o'clock. He explained his situation first, and after learning that his mother had come to visit him, he immediately worriedly asked Lin Qiqi if she was okay.

The latter nodded with a smile, and suddenly suggested, "Sister Xiaoxiao, let's do surrogacy."

"Surrogate pregnancy? But..." She is a bit too old, not the right age for pregnancy, and she just wants to pass the job title test recently, and she is going to graduate school in psychology by the way, so she really doesn't have time to get pregnant.

Thinking about it, she suddenly realized that it must be her mother who came to the door and said something, she immediately smiled and comforted, "You don't have to worry about that, my mother is just making things difficult for you, there is no need to force yourself."

"I didn't force it, Sister Xiaoxiao, I'm telling the truth." Lin Qiqi laughed at the other end, and said slowly, "I want a child, Sister Xiaoxiao's mine, born together, if it's inconvenient for you, you can let it go into my tummy so it would be like twins."

She said softly, "Sister Xiaoxiao, let's have two children."

Sometimes life is like this. When facing things, you should insist on being yourself and never back down when you should be tough. But if one party compromises, you must take a proper step back.

It's just a child, it's not too difficult, you can do it.

……

Later, after ten months of pregnancy, Lin Qiqi gave birth to twins under pain and pain. She wanted to go back to the past countless times, and slapped herself at that time hard.

Go as far as you can!

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She had severe reactions during pregnancy, couldn’t eat well, couldn’t sleep well, her back was sore, her legs ached, her legs were cramping, and she wanted to commit suicide because of the pain during childbirth. Can't sleep all night, harder than before pregnancy!

When I get older, I can let go, and I feel safe. The children compete with each other, and they can only kiss one when they have time. The world of two people is completely nonsense!

Although occasionally I am heartwarmed and moved by the unexpected words of these two little ghosts, but!

Lin Qiqi: This is the decision I regret the most in my life, bar none.