don't like me

Chapter 14

If it wasn't for Yang Xiao, there would be no one else.

I have seen all kinds of people around Gu Ming, although I have never had any experience in love, but looking at the way Gu Ming gets along with them, I probably know what is going on, but I have no feeling of heartbeat, nor have I expected it What, even thought about who would come into my life.

I didn't invite Yang Xiao to come into my daily life. He broke in without any explanation. He didn't negotiate with me, and regardless of whether I agreed or not, he just got involved with me so bluntly.

Today between classes, he came to me again.

He always came to me with a very bad excuse, asking me for advice, picking up my things, the teacher asked him to bring me a message, etc. These are all reasons for him to fool others. A reckless person like him, It's hard to even find an excuse, this is already the third time, he came to me.

Yang Xiao has stood under the national flag many times to receive warnings and criticisms. No one in the school does not know him. Every time he stands at the door of our class, the commotion is bigger than Gu Ming’s coming. I am very afraid of him appearing, and I am praying He didn't want to come over today, he really disappointed me and came into my sight.

Because in the past few times, everyone knew what he was here for, needless to say, they all looked at me, I pretended not to see him, lowered my head, and casually pulled out a book and spread it by my hand.

But there are always people who want to fight against me. Han Yizhou poked me in the back and reminded me over and over again: "Chairman, I'm looking for you."

I can't even pretend I don't know, but Han Yizhou's finger slapped, and it was hard for his kindness to send me to the execution platform.

I stood up sadly, Yang Xiao was still waiting for me, put down what I was doing, and I went to meet him.

Standing at the door, Yang Xiao saw my expression and said, "Then you don't want to see me?"

Some students came in, Yang Xiao stepped aside, and the students who passed by were also looking back at us. Many people thought that this freshman who was well-known in the third-year group was looking for trouble.

Indeed, they came to see me.

Gu Ming never taught me how to face a person who has feelings of admiration for you, so I can only confront him in my own way, very bluntly, "Why are you here again?"

My good temper and patience are almost consumed by this person in front of me.

Yang Xiao didn't express any dissatisfaction with my attitude, and still rationally explained his reason for coming: "There is a new small restaurant on the high street, I tried it yesterday, don't leave after school, I will take you to eat. "

I had a question mark in my head, and looked at him puzzled. I hadn't faced such a situation very much, and I was a little at a loss, "Why should I go with you?"

I must be stupid for saying this, I know what he is thinking and still ask him, what would he think of me?

Yang Xiao was obviously taken aback for a moment, but he quickly recovered his foolish attitude, and patiently explained to me: "Because I want to invite you."

The school bell rang.

I didn't agree to him, nor did I refuse him.

Yang Xiao took it as my acquiescence. Before he left, he reminded me not to forget that the only connection between the two of us was relying on him to find the door. I walked back to my seat with a lot of complicated thoughts. Come up and ask: "What are you doing? Why does he keep looking for you recently?"

I didn't answer him.

If this continues, my relationship with Yang Xiao will be made public.In the past two days, Gu Ming has been looking for me a lot. He thought that Yang Xiao was looking for something about me, and he has been walking around in our class lately.

I explained to Han Yizhou the same as Gu Ming's, just a friend, Han Yizhou believed it, but Gu Ming didn't seem to.

I really didn't leave after school in the afternoon, I didn't promise Yang Xiao, but I was embarrassed to leave like this, I didn't know what I was expecting in my heart, was it the newly opened restaurant?No, that doesn't interest me.

I didn't wait for Yang Xiao in the classroom, but at the gate. I didn't tell Yang Xiao, which made him take a long time to find me. He thought I was gone, and thought about smashing the door of our house later. I asked him if he knew where our home was, and he said he didn't know, but he had the mouth to ask.

I didn't talk to him about other topics, and asked him: "Why did you invite me to dinner all of a sudden?"

Yang Xiao grabbed my wrist and left, "I want to invite you, why are there so many?"

He always strikes at me without warning, I was taken aback, no matter how many times he played hooligans, I would not get used to it, I was about to pull away, this time Yang Xiao was unprepared, I managed to break free.

He looked back at me, and I looked at him in embarrassment, what kind of eyes did others give?I dare not know.

"You reject me that much?" Yang Xiao asked.

He should know what exactly I'm rejecting, but he can't figure out the main point. It's not that I haven't been confessed before. It's nothing more than some very serious and well-educated girls. After I express my attitude, I will If you leave, you won't pester me, but Yang Xiao...he is different.

And just the opposite.

"You should know." I hugged my arm defensively.

"what do you know?"

He wasn't pretending, which made it even harder for me to tell.

Yang Xiao saw that I didn't say anything, so he didn't ask any more. He didn't care about this at all, so he didn't waste time with me, and said, "I won't touch you, you follow me."

I went with him.

Silently following him, I knew from the corner of my eye that he kept looking back at me, as if he was afraid that I would run away, but in fact I would not, I just stared at his tall back, admiring a man who was obviously a few years younger than me, But the figure of a fierce boy is developed.

"I'm not used to people walking behind me." Yang Xiao stopped a few steps and said, "Are you in line?"

I hesitated for two seconds, then took two steps forward, on the same level as him.

He is satisfied.

"Can you eat spicy food?" he asked me.

"No." I replied.

"sick stomach?"

"I don't like to eat."

Yang Xiao paused and said, "I can't stand the excitement."

Where did you come to such a conclusion?Nonsense.

Gradually, I got used to Yang Xiao's way of speaking.

Not long after arriving at the place, Yang Xiao knew that I don't eat spicy food, so I ordered a lot of light food, but it was too much. I was still watching this newly opened restaurant, and Yang Xiao had already drawn one after another on the menu. Circled.

When I saw that he had ordered several servings, I quickly stopped him and said, "Why are you ordering so much, you can't finish it."

"Appreciate." Yang Xiao said without raising his head, and continued to order.

I put the heavy schoolbag on the chair, looked around, Yang Xiao asked me: "Do you go home with your schoolbag every day?"

"Correct."

"what?"

I also imitated him and said: "Appreciate."

Yang Xiao smiled, "I have learned how to joke."

That was the first time I saw such a kind smile on his face. His previous smile was always insincere and tinged with falsehood, so even a natural arc would become eye-catching.

His precocity lies in his face, not his immaturity at this age, because his jaw line is very clear and straight, which makes his movements of raising his head and turning his head all the more attractive, and his cheekbones are well positioned, protruding his eyes The eyelashes are thick and deep, and the eyelashes are dense and long when you look closely. Looking at it from such a close distance, I suddenly have a vague impression of Gu Ming.

"Eat what you can eat, and leave it if you can't finish it. I ordered a lot, so I'll tell you first."

"I didn't ask you to order that much."

"Yes, I want to waste it myself." Yang Xiao said without a formality.

While waiting for the food, the atmosphere gradually became a little strange. Yang Xiao's eyes were too enthusiastic, and he was coming towards me. I was forced to lower my head and touch my face.

"What are you looking at?" My ears started to feel hot, and his eyes were too hot.

"I want to see it." Yang Xiao was always so independent.

"Don't come to me again," I said suddenly, looking up to see the fleeting displeasure of the other party, I added something I didn't intend, "When I was in school."

Yang Xiao's face looked much better, and I didn't want to pay attention to his face, but he was sitting opposite me, so I couldn't ignore him.

"How can I chase you if I don't look for you?"

Why did the topic get brought up here again?I looked around in a panic, Yang Xiao noticed my cautiousness, frowned and asked, "Are you afraid?"

I panicked and said, "I'm not..."

"You will be." He said firmly, knowing what I was going to say next.

Yang Xiao wasn't joking, his eyes were full of the seriousness I wanted, he could see me, he could only see me, "Wen Zhixing, you will be, I want to chase you, I will definitely catch you."

will i beStart with a guy?To be gay that I don't object to, but I myself don't think about accepting?

I never expected in my life that there would be such a day when I was sitting here and having a love affair with a boy, and he was still such a rude junior. If this matter got to Gu Ming or someone else, I would really feel ashamed .

Why aren't Yang Xiao and the others afraid?Don't you think it's strange?Although I have no objection to homosexuality, I have never thought of accepting same-sex love in the past.

"Why me?" This is what I have always wanted to ask him. I hope he can answer me directly and tell me sincerely that I really don't know. I don't have such a person in my memory. I have never met him. On the other hand, he already liked me and planned for it.

"Because I like it, because my heart trembles, all kinds of reasons that make me just want to watch you." Yang Xiao didn't avoid anything, and sincerely told the reason why he stared at me as I wished, "I told you last time gone."

Last time in Bole, he blocked me in the box, locked the door behind him, and told me about his evil deeds.

He said that he already knew me, liked me unilaterally, and noticed me not long after he entered the school. I often appeared in front of the public or gave speeches on stage because of some things. It was not surprising that he knew me.

This is nothing worth mentioning. The strange thing is his next series of behaviors. He knew me but didn’t tell me. He fought until he was in the third year of high school and ran into me by accident. This is my most naive idea. He knew me clearly. He will not turn a blind eye to the incident of fighting and brawling, and come to the third year of high school to find trouble. Is he planning to let me and him meet smoothly and naturally? Is it what I think? I can’t ask .

Later, I caught him in all kinds of situations, and he did it on purpose. He had conflicts with others and it was true, but Ding Wenfei came to report to me. I asked him why he did this, and his explanation was that he wanted to see I.

He wanted to get more involved with me.

He didn't think that he would be exposed so quickly, and I didn't tell him that it was thanks to Gu Ming. Gu Ming's words woke me up, otherwise I really wouldn't have doubted that these were Yang Xiao's deliberate arrangements.

Thinking about it today, I still can’t believe it. The person in front of me, he spent so much effort and energy to create opportunities and create our acquaintance. He is not such a delicate and gentle person. Understand, it should be more reckless to break into my world, not so cautious, step by step.

In this regard, my soft heart, which is easily moved, began to be unsteady. I thought, maybe I don’t know him well enough, and I am too meager.

"What the hell do you... see in me?" The question I asked has been circling in my mind. Taking advantage of today's atmosphere, I want to hear what the person in front of me has to say about me, what is good about me, what is worth it He did all these tricks to let me know him.

Before this person appeared, I had never had a moving love experience. Those girls said they loved me, but left me in a hurry, and they were never firmly chosen.

Is the feeling of leaving if you refuse, is the other party too cruel, or am I too glass-hearted?I always don't like that kind of pursuit. In fact, I may not be so hard to chase, but the wind they blow in my ears is not strong enough, and they are not firm enough in my choice.

Maybe I'm too difficult.

But my difficulty became the reason why Yang Xiao won.

He said to me eloquently, full of enthusiasm and affirmation: "Maybe because I walked around this huge world and found that there is only such a Wen Zhixing."