don't like me

Chapter 101

"Not reconciled yet?"

Pushing open the door, Zhou Zhi walked in, and saw Yang Xiao sitting in the smoky room.

He has been like this for several days, and Zhou Zhi also heard some rumors and knew what happened.

He sat on the table opposite Yang Xiao.

"Stop smoking." Zhou Zhi snatched the cigarette from Yang Xiao's hand and smashed it into pieces. The smell was smoky. After a while, the boss came in and saw them and would scold them again.

"Can you get out?" Yang Xiao raised his eyes impatiently, he had nothing at hand, otherwise he would definitely give Zhou Zhi a hard blow.

He can't calm down. It's been four days. During the four days, he looked like neither a man nor a ghost. He didn't go home or go to school. He stayed in Bolai and didn't touch the ball. He just slumped here and smoked. .

"Love is a glass of wine, and anyone who drinks it will get drunk." Zhou Zhi said jokingly, "But you, Yang Xiao, can get so drunk, I didn't expect that the big cadres really have the means to turn your fans around."

Yang Xiao leaned back and didn't express his opinion, Zhou Zhixiang was talking to himself.

"Have you not seen him for a few days?" Zhou Zhi asked, of course, he was answered by silence.

"Okay, I won't ask, but I want to say something," Zhou Zhi said, "I have a close relationship with our cadre, but I don't believe the rumors in the school."

Yang Xiao still lowered his eyes and did not raise his head.

Zhou Zhi continued: "I'm not trying to speak nicely for Wen Zhixing, you know I'm not against him, I'm just saying something fair, Wen Zhixing is a very upright person."

Yang Xiao raised his eyes, as if he heard something interesting.

Zhou Zhi said: "Don't look at me, I'm talking about being upright, not how upright he looks."

"He doesn't look right?" Yang Xiao asked sharply, his eyes were full of viciousness that if you dare deny it, I will strangle you to death.

"It's okay." Zhou Zhi rubbed his nose and said unnaturally. He said that his boyfriend was uncomfortable, and he was uncomfortable if he was not. Zhou Zhi didn't want to be targeted. Now Yang Xiao's temper is very irritable. indefinite.

"Things in the bones," Zhou Zhi thought of something, "some people you can feel, the magnetic field, the awe-inspiring righteousness when he looks at me, I don't think he is capable of such a thing."

Yang Xiao has calmed down a little these days, and he also knows that his behavior was too aggressive. His eyes were so hurt that day, and he hid a lot of grievances, but he was too impulsive and stubborn in front of his eyes, so he didn't care at all. Now he thinks about it There is also a trace of regret.

"As someone's boyfriend, you are the one who should trust him the most. Do you need me to say this?" Zhou Zhi said, "Is it so hard to figure it out?"

"No," Yang Xiao answered, his tone was terribly frustrated, the worry in his eyes was undisguised, and he didn't know whether Zhou Zhi could understand him, but he still couldn't help confiding: "It's not that I don't believe him, I just I feel... if there is someone better, someone who is spiritually attracted to him, can I really catch him?"

He was not worthy in the first place, the feelings he begged for could not stand the test, but whenever Wen Zhixing stood beside someone who seemed to be able to match him, Yang Xiao would feel uneasy.

"Why do you think so?" Zhou Zhi didn't understand, "I only know that you are together now, he chose you, then you should manage this relationship well, he did that for you, Yang Xiao, he and Gu Ming Almost breaking up, announcing that you are his boyfriend in front of so many people, I don’t think it’s something ordinary people can do.”

Yang Xiao closed his eyes, his mind was full of him standing in the crowd that day, proclaiming the firmness of the relationship.

He was repelled at the beginning, he was not gay, it was because of him that he could be.

He has reached that point, why is he so uneasy?

Zhou Zhi glanced at him, rarely being so serious, he said in a big brother's tone: "Okay, let's talk about it, a better person, in your opinion, who in our school is better than Gu Ming?"

In terms of family background, in terms of looks, Gu Ming dumped them eight blocks away. He was a legitimate rich young master, a man of prestige, someone who even coveted would question whether he was worthy or not.

"Gu Ming has been forced by his side for so long. To put it bluntly, why can't he give Wen Zhixing? But if this Wen Zhixing has a little brain and a little bad water in his stomach, even if he uses some unclean methods, he and Gu Ming have been together for many years. Just a friend relationship? Do you believe it?" Zhou Zhidi asked forcefully, and Yang Xiao suddenly opened his eyes.

Zhou Zhi knew that this guy had listened to him, and chased after the victory: "Isn't it right? Although Gu Ming has a dark heart, he is good-looking and rich, isn't he? He surrounds Wen Zhixing every day, and he still needs others to seduce Wen Zhixing ? This beast is enough."

Yang Xiao stared at the emotional Zhou Zhi: "You have a lot of opinions on Gu Ming."

As soon as Zhou Zhi said it, he became angry: "Who told him to mess with me? Damn it, don't mention him to me."

"It was you who kept mentioning it."

Zhou Zhi slapped himself, "Yes, yes, why am I so cheap? I just love mentioning that bastard so much?"

Yang Xiao stared at him impatiently.

Zhou Zhi received this look from him, and became even more energetic: "Do you fucking have a conscience? I'm not here to enlighten you? I'm going to die or live. People who watch it are angry and want me to say buy something and apologize to them properly. This matter will be settled, you have suffered a lot, and you have been bored here for four days, and you are really promising."

Zhou Zhi really doesn't want to complain about Yang Xiao anymore. Others are afraid of Yang Xiao, but he is not afraid. Except for that bastard Gu Ming, there are still many normal people in this world. No matter how violent Yang Xiao is, he can't kill him. It's not a human thing that forced him to dare not even go to school.

"I'm afraid he doesn't want to see me." Yang Xiao didn't know that Zhou Zhi's heart was full of emotions, so he just lowered his eyelids and stared at the table where Zhou Zhi was sitting.

"Do you care if he is willing or not? The cadre is so thin, he can run if you force him?" Zhou Zhi has a big heart, and his method is also simple and rude. He looked up and down, "show the momentum of making an appointment with Gu Ming."

"It's not that simple." Although Yang Xiao doubted the practicality, he still stood up and planned to do it this way.

"Say more good things to coax them, although it may not be useful, but it's okay to make people feel better." Zhou Zhi made suggestions, and it was rare that he had such a conscience for a while. He even despised himself, and said to the two most difficult people he had to deal with. Good thing, no one is worse than him.

Is there any way?Who made Yang Xiao feel so overwhelmed that he fell in love with that positive person.

Looking at Yang Xiao's lonely back, Zhou Zhi didn't know how many words he heard.

Yang Xiao came out of Bolai, he was bored in Bolai for four days, he didn't go home, he didn't even see the sun, he slept and smoked, this was his way of relief.

But today's weather is not good, there is no sunshine outside, dark clouds overwhelm the top, the strong wind destroys the young leaves, and the dust is rolled up and rushed to the distance.

The sky is rotten, making people feel more depressed.

Yang Xiao walked towards the school against the cloudy sky.

He didn't come for a few days, and there were rumors in the school, all about him, the music teacher, and Wen Zhixing.

The music teacher is still in the hospital.

Yang Xiao came today, and many students were quite surprised. After he entered the class, the noisy room suddenly became quiet, which was more intimidating than the class teacher standing at the window.

"Are you all right?" Friends who played better came over to care about him.

Yang Xiao shook his head.

The friend patted him on the shoulder, "Let's have a good class, and the next session is physical education."

Yang Xiao didn't come to study well, he just wanted to meet people, he hadn't seen him for a few days.

In physical education class, Yang Xiao wanted to seize the opportunity to talk to him. Their physical education class was a collision course. It is reasonable to say that he would see Wen Zhixing, but he didn't. He searched the entire playground, but he was nowhere to be seen. .

Yang Xiao asked his classmates, and they said that Wen Zhixing asked for leave.

"How long, please?" Yang Xiao asked.

"Half a day, he should come in the afternoon." The classmate said.

"Thank you." Yang Xiao said.

The classmate waved his hand and said you're welcome.

Yang Xiao learned from other people that Wen Zhixing hadn't come in the past two mornings. Some people speculated that he went to the hospital to see a teacher. Some said he was afraid of embarrassment and wanted to avoid the limelight. There were different opinions. No matter what the conclusion was, this afternoon, Yang Xiao still saw him.

It wasn't a coincidence, it was a deliberate approach. Yang Xiao was waiting on the way to the high school. At ten o'clock, a thin figure walked in from the gate. Wen Zhixing carried a schoolbag on one shoulder. I saw him in an instant.

But he just glanced at it briefly, and didn't give him a second's gaze. He quickly retracted his gaze, and continued to walk forward as if he hadn't seen anything.

Yang Xiao was sitting by the edge of the flower bed. He hadn't tidied up properly in the past two days, and sat there with a dejected look. After waiting from 12 noon until now, he finally saw his person.

He hurriedly stood up, since that night, he hadn't seen him again, and the two of them had become estranged a lot, Wen Zhixing walked past him without saying a word, which already showed his attitude.

Yang Xiao quickly chased after him, he didn't dare to pull his wrist, Wen Zhixing walked very fast, just like when he first met him, he moved forward firmly, not giving the noise around him a second to stare at him.

Yang Xiao followed behind him in embarrassment. He hadn't seen Wen Zhixing get angry very much. Back then when he was exposed for chasing him by tricks, that anger would have responded, but this time it was different, he acted like nothing happened. Yang Xiao's expression made Yang Xiao extremely uneasy.

On that face as if nothing had happened, it was as if he and Yang Xiao didn't know each other.

"Brother Xing..." Yang Xiao grabbed his wrist and mustered up his courage. Several students around him were secretly watching.

Wen Zhixing turned his head, the coldness in his eyes was too hurtful, Yang Xiao didn't dare to be presumptuous, before he had time to say anything, the other party didn't give him this chance, Wen Zhixing glanced at him, didn't say a word, just like this Vigorously twitching his wrist.

Yang Xiao wanted to hold on tight, but he didn't dare to do so. Wen Zhixing's eyes were too cold, and he didn't respond, so he tried his best to break free. If Yang Xiao didn't let go, he might still have a chance to force him to say a word, even if it was a sentence. "roll".

But he loosened his strength, allowing Wen Zhixing's wrist to escape successfully.

The other party left, turned around and left.

This time Yang Xiao didn't follow, he stared at his back, the residual heat in his palm was still there, he could control him, but a stubborn person was controlled, he would only hurt him if he held on desperately.

Light rain flew from the sky, hitting the embarrassed figure, Yang Xiao felt very cold, and the warmth in his palm had already dissipated.

He didn't attend the afternoon class.

He went out, walked aimlessly on the street, and walked alone for most of the day, until it rained heavily, and until it got dark, he walked into a toy store like a lost dog with nowhere to go.

Not many people came in to hide from the rain.

Yang Xiao raised his head, he didn't want to make himself too pessimistic, he did something wrong, right?He knows, he knows that he won't fall in love, he was so fierce that day, he should be angry with him like that, he should be angry, he is already angry, how can he not be allowed to be angry?

What should I do if I am angry?Coax him, coax him until he recovers, his attitude today is a little cold, but it doesn't matter, he has hurt him, why do you expect him to smile at you?Yang Xiao, whether it is good to correct your own attitude is your problem.

He stood under the eaves and looked at the dark rainy night. It was getting worse and worse. Some people called their relatives and friends to ask for help. Few people who took shelter from the rain were picked up one after another. There were fewer and fewer people in the store. .

Yang Xiao squatted in front of a doll, he didn't know why he was here, he should have gone to find him, but now the rain hadn't stopped, he was trapped here.

Yang Xiao reached out and picked up a pink and tender shark doll, which was soft like a piece of cotton candy. He rubbed it in his hand and fiddled with the dorsal fin on it. The shark doll with its big mouth open is not scary, but rather delightful. Cute, the main feeling is very good, it is good to use it as a pillow for sleeping or hold it in your arms while watching TV.

"Hello," the shop assistant's voice came from behind, Yang Xiao turned around, and the other party reminded: "Sorry, we are about to close."

Yang Xiao said in a daze, "Oh, I'm fine."

He stood up, just about to go out, when he suddenly felt a little strange, and looked down at the doll in his hand, this thing... It didn't seem appropriate to give him.

"What's wrong?" the clerk asked.

Yang Xiao squeezed the shark doll in his hand, and asked the clerk for help: "I want to ask, what do you think is better for boys?"

The clerk was stunned, she glanced at the things in Yang Xiao's hand, and said, "Boys... something like lighters, for boys' birthdays, what we sell the most in our store are lighters, models and so on."

Yang Xiao shook his head: "He doesn't like those."

Compared with those, a shark doll is more practical. What he is struggling with now is not what to give him, but an excuse to give him something, to meet him, to talk to him, to apologize to him, and to reconcile.

The clerk showed a embarrassed look, "Then... I don't know."

Yang Xiao was very disappointed. Wen Zhixing didn't seem to lack anything, and he didn't like anything very much. It seemed a little strange that he gave him this doll, but he always wanted to buy something for him, and he had to be correct in apologizing. Well, this doll is not something that will surprise people. The reason why he holds it in his hand is because he feels that it is very similar to Wen Zhixing.

Soft, looking as if no one is high and unattainable, in fact, the ears are soft, of course, he can't say that to him.

"Forget it, let's just have this." Yang Xiao squeezed the doll tightly, he thought, if Wen Zhixing didn't like it, he would say that he bought it for Xuxu...Let's just say that.

Walking to the cash register, Yang Xiao wanted to pay, and he touched his pocket, but he didn't have any cash on him, nor did he have his mobile phone, so he paused and frowned.

The clerk looked at him, wondering what's the matter, and her tone was a little anxious. She was in a hurry to get off work, and asked as calmly as possible: "What's the matter?"

Yang Xiao urgently needs to see him now, he finally found a reason, although it is bad, but seeing him and apologizing to him is the ultimate goal, he doesn't care if the reason is bad, Yang Xiao embarrassedly Said: "I didn't bring my mobile phone, can you wait for me for a while? I'll go back and get it."

"Ah, but I'm already off work..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, just wait for me, soon, 10 minutes will be enough." After speaking, Yang Xiao ran out with the doll in his arms.

The clerk was dumbfounded, hurriedly followed and said, "Hey! Don't take your things away!"

The people had already run out, the clerk looked at the rainy night foolishly, looked at the figure worriedly, and said to himself: "It's raining so much, are you crazy? Can't I buy it tomorrow?"

Although the immunity of young people is high, it's not such a toss.

Yang Xiao was so anxious that he didn't notice it himself, and he didn't notice anything wrong when the heavy rain poured on him. He put the doll under his clothes and ran all the way back to Bolai.

Zhou Zhi just came out and was startled when he saw him.

"Fuck, what did you do?"

Yang Xiao walked into the room, and said in a flustered tone, "Mobile phone."

Zhou Zhi followed him and reminded behind him, "Here, your cell phone."

Yang Xiao hurriedly turned back.

Zhou Zhi said: "I put it aside for this afternoon, I thought you didn't want it."

Yang Xiao wiped his hands dry. He took out something from his arms and held it in his arms. Zhou Zhi's eyes lit up, and he leaned over to it cheaply, and Yang Xiao knocked it off before he even touched it.

"Get out." Yang Xiao even scolded him with a look of impatience.

Looking at the shark doll, Zhou Zhi couldn't hold back his smile and said, "I asked you to buy something, and you bought this? You coaxed a three-year-old?"

Yang Xiao's hands were too wet, and the fingerprint unlocking was not working well. He dried his hands with his clothes and tried several times.

Zhou Zhi stopped teasing him, and folded his arms and said, "Someone called you, I don't know who it is, and I can't unlock the lock screen."

Yang Xiao glanced at him and unlocked the phone smoothly.

The call was made 10 minutes ago, it was from Wen Zhixing.

He was as excited as a mental patient, and the expression on his face changed immediately, with joy in his anxiety, no need to guess, Zhou Zhi already knew who it was.

Yang Xiao called back according to the number, holding the doll in one hand and the phone in the other, pacing back and forth.

But the phone is always unanswered.

He had already called himself, how could he miss it?Yang Xiao has suicidal thoughts, he is very irritable now, and he can't convince himself to calm down at all.

"Don't be so excited, okay, maybe people are already asleep. It's raining so heavily, so we can talk about it tomorrow." Zhou Zhi said to the anxious people while sitting on the pool table.

Yang Xiao called one after another, but the result was the same, and his joy faded away.

"No one answered..." His eyes were gray, and the excitement and depression were only a momentary thing.

Zhou Zhi looked at him, as if the person in front of him was a stray dog ​​who was not liked or taken in.

"I've already told you that everyone might be asleep this late at night. Aren't you harassing them at this time?" Zhou Zhi said, "Besides, he has already called you, which means that he intends to forgive you. Let's do it again tomorrow." Wouldn't it be good to go to him and apologize?"

Yang Xiao looked at Zhou Zhi, and Zhou Zhi nodded to him. He sat down on the sofa at one side, with a doll in his arms, his eyes wandering, and he clutched the phone tightly, waiting for it to ring again.

Zhou Zhi said: "You wait slowly, I'm going back, it's so late."

"Pay for me, it's a doll shop next to the Internet cafe." Yang Xiao said disappointedly.

Zhou Zhi said generously, "Okay, go back early."

Zhou Zhi didn't wait with him, and he thought that Yang Xiao would go back later, but he didn't know that he was here, sitting here, just waiting all night.

Nothing.

The phone didn't ring again, and the anxiously awaited tomorrow didn't happen as expected.

If he knew that this class was a matter of ten years, no matter what Wen Zhixing was doing that night, Yang Xiao would definitely disturb him, because he liked it, so he couldn't wait for ten years.

But he waited.

In the process of waiting, he was suffering, questioning, struggling, resenting, awakening, and growing up. The answer he got in ten years was not exciting at all, and it didn't even surprise him. He could finally use time to tell all the bystanders of their relationship:

Since he was 17 years old, he has liked Wen Zhixing far more than simply.

He was poisoned, the poison of a poppy flower with great lethality, invaded from youth, spread to the internal organs, followed the pace of time, successfully strangled the indifferent adults, made the addicts lose their minds, uncontrollable, After being physically and mentally exhausted, he still willingly chooses to sink into this deep-rooted temptation that cannot be escaped.

He resented Wen Zhixing too much, and his relationship was no longer pure liking. He had so many complicated emotions in the past ten years, in the final analysis, he couldn't escape the word love.

Yes, he loves him.

Wang Mei quenches his thirst, and has been waiting for that tomorrow. His name is the only pillar that has supported Yang Xiao through the past ten years.

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