Same crime

Chapter 107

Qin Zhengzheng seemed to be frightened by Gong Yuechao's gesture, his eyes widened, his movements stopped, his heart was filled with joy, he just looked at the person standing in front of him with naked eyes, with an expression of disbelief.

He almost forgot the time and place, and even the surrounding things were blurred, and only Gong Yuezhao's handsome, but slightly thin face was in his sight.

"I..." He wanted to say something, but all the words stuck in his throat, because at that moment, he seemed to understand the deep meaning hidden in Gong Yuechao's words, that is, his sincerity was recognized, and Gong Yuechao didn't blame him from the beginning to the end. over him.

But Gong Yuechao took back the towel at this time, hung it on the shelf casually, put his arm on his shoulder, and said softly: "Let's go out, it's time to eat."

"Oh, good." Qin Zhengzheng helped Gong Yuechao out in a panic.

Everyone didn't seem to care why the two of them stayed in the bathroom for so long. They defaulted that Gong Yuechao was a person with limited mobility, and no one urged them. They only washed their hands one after another after they came out.

The dinner was sumptuous. Qin's mother and Chen Yusheng matched their swords perfectly, and they cooperated seamlessly. The people at the table were full of praise for the taste of the dish.

Gong Yuechao's appetite is relatively average, and he can't even raise his interest. It's not that he is hypocritical. It's just that this incident has happened for so long. Laughing, watching their bustle, he seemed to be an outsider isolated from the world.

If it wasn't for Qin Zhengzheng who picked up food for him from time to time, and occasionally squeezed his hand under the dining table to let his soul return, maybe he would have ended the meal in such a trance.

In the middle of the dinner, Gong Yuechao's cell phone rang suddenly, Qin Zhengzheng ran to get his cell phone, handed it to him and said, "It's your mother."

"Oh." Gong Yuechao was a little surprised. After he was released from prison, he had already told there that he might not plan to go back in the future. Except for calling and greeting during the holidays as a courtesy, he really didn't step into the door.In fact, other things are fine, the main reason is that his younger sister Xie Juan has always had a hurdle in her heart, and she simply put the fact that she doesn't like him on the bright side. Prison really brought a lot of trouble to their family, so why did he go back to make fun of himself and make their family unhappy?

He had an accident this time, and he didn't even say a word to them.

He picked up the phone and called Mom into the receiver, but the voice on the other end was a male voice, who said to him gently: "Yue Chao, tomorrow is the Chinese New Year, I thought you were busy so I didn't ask you, This should be too busy, do you have time to come back for a new year?"

Gong Yuechao held up his mobile phone, thinking that he had indeed been negligent, and he was somewhat apologetic, so he made an excuse and said, "Uncle Xie, I really planned to go back to see you and mom, but I twisted my foot a while ago. , is not fully recovered yet, and may not be able to go back."

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a long time, so long that Gong Yuechao thought the other party had hung up the phone and said "Hello" again, only then did he hear a disappointed "um" sound from the other end.

Gong Yuechao couldn't bear it when he heard it, and said: "I said some time ago that I would send some money to you and my mother, but then I twisted my foot and forgot about it. I was negligent. I will eat later. Just do it."

"I didn't mean that." The other party hurriedly explained, as if he was afraid that Gong Yuechao might misunderstand, "Your mother and I miss you quite a bit, and we also know that you were afraid of disturbing us when you were young, so you stayed far away. , Hey, who knows that we are farther away now, we still hope that you will come back more often."

Gong Yuechao's heart suddenly felt sour, he was most afraid of such words, because he would soften his heart when he heard it, and the complicated emotions in his heart would also be relieved, but because the childhood experience was implicated in the present things happened one after another , he is also very contradictory, thinking that only by staying away can he be freed.

"There's nothing I can do about Chinese New Year this year. I have to wait until my legs and feet get better." He gritted his teeth and said these cruel words. When he was struggling, a harsh female voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Dad, why do you beg him so lowly that you can't return it if you love it? Do you think it's great to have money now? What do you think of yourself? We were looked down upon after being in prison for several years. It wasn't you who took 10 One yuan to buy him a house, otherwise he wouldn't have a place to live, he really doesn't know how to be grateful."

"Xie Juan! How are you talking?" The man shouted angrily, then turned his head and changed his kind attitude to let him not mind.

Gong Yuechao just smiled, and said it's okay, but his heart was inevitably bitter, "Uncle Xie, I'm eating here, and my friends are waiting for me, so let's not talk about it."

The man said "um", and hung up the phone without even saying goodbye.

A table of people stared at him, as if everyone wanted to comfort him, so Gong Yuechao could only pretend to be indifferent, and looked at them innocently with his mobile phone, "Eat, the food won't taste good when it's cold."

Everyone lowered their heads to eat, but it seemed as if the atmosphere was suddenly destroyed, and the excitement before disappeared all of a sudden.

Gong Yuechao wanted to say something to change it, but he swallowed it again.His younger sister, who is still related by blood, is no longer the girl who dragged him into the house wagging her ponytail and coquettishly wanted to see Erbing's photos. Now she has become so bitter and indifferent, It's like a complete change of person, presumably the image of him as a big brother in her heart has collapsed too completely.

In fact, who can be blamed?Gong Yuechao didn't have an answer either.

He was also dazed, but Qin Zhengzheng squeezed his hand again from under the table, exchanged a comforting look with him, and gave him another piece of fried lotus root, and said, "Teacher, eat more of yours." .”

"En." Gong Yuechao responded, and put the fragrant and crispy fried lotus root into her mouth with chopsticks.

After eating, everyone was about to leave. Shi Mucheng had already arranged accommodation for Chen Yusheng's father and daughter. Qin's mother saw that she was on the way, so she begged Chen Yusheng to send her home, and Gong Yuechao still kept her here. , to avoid the trouble of running around, but she glanced at her son who was busy in the kitchen and said, "You two have a good chat, and I won't bother you here." Change, and specifically asked Gong Yuechao to say: "Zhengzheng has been in a bad mood recently, and he is busy with work. You have been discharged from the hospital. Please persuade him carefully. He is very strong and can't get out by himself."

Gong Yuechao nodded heavily, and said to her, "Don't worry, I'll ask Yusheng to pick you up tomorrow."

"Row."

The originally bustling house became extremely quiet in a blink of an eye with only two people and a cat left. He even wondered whether the bustle just now was real or not.

Qin Zhengzheng was still washing the dishes, and the sound of water came from the kitchen. Gong Yuechao fell down on the sofa and rubbed the cat for a while. Thinking of the phone call just now, he couldn't get around it, and then he still took the phone to his mother. Some money was deposited in my bank card account.Even if others don't plan to go back, etiquette should always be followed, and what you promise must be kept. After all, there is no reason to be talked about by others.

Seeing that Qin Zhengzheng was done, he asked him to help pour a glass of water. After a while, Qin Zhengzheng brought the water in front of him and handed it to him, while he sat on the coffee table opposite him and stared at him as he drank it.

Holding the cup in his hand, he asked Qin Zhengzheng, "Why do you always look at me?"

Qin Zhengzheng didn't answer his words, took the empty cup and put it on the coffee table, stood up, took a step forward, and pulled him into his arms.

Gong Yuechao froze for a moment, and wrapped his arms around Qin Zhengzheng's waist.He buried his head in the young man's chest, breathed in the clean and fresh smell, and listened to the strong heartbeat, all of which made him feel at ease.

Qin Zhengzheng hugged him for a while without saying a word before letting go.

Gong Yuechao said: "Help me take a bath, I've been in the hospital for so long, it's almost smelly." He said in a self-deprecating tone, and then added, "Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, Chinese New Year."

"Okay." Qin Zhengzheng nodded, covering up his uneasiness just now, and then supported Gong Yuechao to get up.

The bathroom was filled with moist mist, Gong Yuechao's sad legs were covered with waterproof stickers, he was sitting on a plastic chair, warm water poured down his hair, at that moment, he breathed out comfortably Come.

As if guarding a treasure, Qin Zhengzheng rubbed his long hair very gently, then rubbed his back meticulously, helped him bathe him, and the sound of splashing water covered up the noise around him. Everything, including their emotions.

After the young man finished all this, he half-kneeled in front of him, and carefully touched his lips with a very low posture. Gong Yuechao responded, and then the kiss became more and more fervent.

Qin Zhengzheng held his face, and the two of them were very close, probably because of the fumigation of the heat, his eyes looked red.Gong Yuechao wiped the water off his face and smiled at him.

"Is this not a dream?" Qin Zhengzheng asked a silly question.

Gong Yuechao shook his head and replied, "No."

Qin Zhengzheng smiled foolishly, and went to kiss Gong Yuechao again. The two of them stuck together again, with the kind of joy and warmth that was lost and found again.

After taking a bath, Gong Yuechao was sent back to the room by Qin Zhengzheng. He skillfully helped him change the medicine and switch on the soft lighting. Gong Yuechao originally wanted to wait for Qin Zhengzheng to clean up the bathroom and talk to him before going to sleep. Yes, after all, this was specially confessed by his mother before leaving, but sleepiness came uninvited, and soon he fell asleep.

Qin Zhengzheng, who had packed everything up, came in from the outside, looked at Gong Yuechao's demure sleeping face, leaned over to kiss him, then got into the quilt, turned around and turned off the night light, put his arms around his waist from behind, and leaned towards him depend on.

Gong Yuezhao slept soundly and soundly. He felt that his movements were very light, so he shouldn't wake him up.

This warm back, at this moment, gave him a sense of security.

During the ten or so days that Gong Yuechao was hospitalized, he ran back and forth between the hospital and the unit every day, like a robot.

Because Zhang Mingfeng's interrogation didn't go smoothly, Li Wen was like a powder keg, he would explode at any point, and he would collapse if he caught someone who didn't go his way.When he arrived at the hospital, he had to face Gong Yuechao's recovery and his inner torment.

Fortunately, Zhang Mingfeng confessed everything, and Gong Yuechao was discharged from the hospital. Many things seemed to be getting smoother, but he still had a lump in his mind.

During this period of time, he has never hugged the person he likes so firmly. Today, he finally has space, but he feels unreal, and even wonders if he is dreaming.

Gong Yuechao's body was very warm, but he was a little too thin. The so-called gaining a little flesh was only a relative term.The adventures and blows again and again made him cherish his hard-won lover very much. Today's "thank you" seemed to tell him that all the sacrifices were worthwhile, and it seemed to tell him again: Gong Yuechao loves him too of.

He thought a lot, and fell asleep in a daze. During this period of time, the nightmare that haunted him attacked him again. He dreamed of the scene where he broke into the door again, and dreamed of Gong Yuechao who was covered in blood. He couldn't help being shocked. Covered in cold sweat, he was awakened like this, opened his eyes and gasped for several breaths, then went to hold Gong Yuechao's hand, fortunately, he fell asleep peacefully beside him.

At this moment, Gong Yuechao turned over and held him in her arms, that warm hand patted his back, and a sleepy voice rang in his ears: "Have a nightmare? "

"...Well." Qin Zhengzheng admitted, and stuffed himself into this arms that made him feel at ease, and his heart rate returned to normal.

Gong Yuechao's hand comforted him from top to bottom, and his lazy voice was extremely sexy, "Go to sleep, I'm still here."

Qin Zhengzheng opened his eyes wide in the dark, and suddenly his nose became sore again.

He actually knows everything, his own thoughts, he knows everything.

"You don't have to blame yourself at all. I was negligent and didn't protect myself. If you didn't save me, I might..."

"Teacher, stop talking." He interrupted Gong Yuechao's voice with a sob.

"Zhengzheng." Gong Yuechao rubbed the back of Qin Zhengzheng's head, running his fluffy hair through his fingertips. "I used to feel that feelings were a burden. My heart was always filled with hatred. I just wanted those who bullied me to pay the corresponding price, so I ignored many things, including Your liking for me, Yusheng's friendship for me... When I was tied up and locked up in that small warehouse by Zhang Mingfeng, I was thinking, let everything die with this hatred, but at this time you appeared Already." Gong Yuechao muttered softly, "With the light of hope."

Listening to his self-analysis, Qin Zhengzheng didn't know where he was hit, so he burst into tears, his shoulders twitching.

"So I want to thank you for lighting up my life. Thank you also for always loving me and taking care of me. I didn't express anything before, but I remember it."

"Zhengzheng, I love you too."