Same crime

Chapter 109

When Chen Yusheng heard what Wei Jiangyuan said, his originally vague consciousness suddenly became clear. At that moment, it was as if a basin of cold water was poured down from head to toe, which was icy cold.

Once upon a time, it seemed that this person had said similar things, perhaps when they had a relationship for the first time, Wei Jiangyuan saw that he was reluctant, so he confessed, "Yusheng, just this time, if you promise me, I will I am satisfied..." Chen Yusheng still remembers that he was moved by Wei Jiangyuan's words and expression, and that kind of sincere and unrequited love enveloped him, making him warm again in the frustrated unrequited love.

Memories are the most hurtful, those words mixed with today's, like a sharp sword, pierced straight through his heart, excruciating pain.

Chen Yusheng forcefully broke Wei Jiangyuan's grip, turned around under his staring gaze, and said to him: "Jiang Yuan, we have broken up now, can the problems you were concerned about and faced before be resolved? Now it It still exists. Even if it is a dream, there is a time when you wake up from the dream. You originally abandoned me, and you suddenly came back today. I am not ready to face it together, and I have no way to give you the answer. "

"Yusheng... I, I didn't mean that... I just..." Wei Jiangyuan put his hands on his arms, and wanted to explain something, but Chen Yusheng refused.

"If you miss it, you miss it. At the beginning, you didn't believe that I could accompany you through the most difficult days, so do you believe it now? I may be the person you think in your heart, who can share joys and sorrows." He smiled jokingly, turned and left.

He said these words, and made himself a little suffocated. He didn't want to look at Wei Jiangyuan anymore, so he went into the bathroom under his gaze, locked the door behind him, and stared at the cold and slightly unfamiliar self in the mirror. .

He himself feels that he has changed. Chen Yusheng, who used to be cynical and "not serious" in Gong Yuechao's mouth, is now so indecisive because of a relationship, even his eyes are no longer as ambitious as before.

What the hell is going on here?Maybe a love can really turn a person into another person who doesn't even know himself?

He sighed, rubbed his face, took off his clothes, and stepped into the shower.

The warm water gradually extinguished the slightly ignited anger in his heart, and he calmed down.That's good, at least he can face Wei Jiangyuan well when he walks out through this door.

Between lovers, the most magnanimous approach is not to keep hating each other all the time, but to reason with each other tolerantly, especially if they have broken up, at least for now there is no way to go back.

They are lawyers, and they are best at this.

Chen Yusheng took a shower, wiped his hair and walked out of the bathroom. He turned his head to look at Wei Jiangyuan's room, but found that he was no longer there. He thought he was in the living room, but he didn't see anyone in the living room. He put it on the cabinet The package also disappeared.Is this someone who left without saying hello?Chen Yusheng was wondering.

Lowering his head, he saw the familiar velvet box on the coffee table, with a piece of paper pressed under the box.

He put the towel around his neck, moved the box away, and picked up the piece of paper, which was written by Wei Jiangyuan. He wrote on the paper: "Yusheng, I'm leaving first. I know it's very presumptuous to come here this time. I’m bothering you, I’m really sorry. You’re right. I’m impulsive, and it’s because I didn’t think carefully from the beginning to the end. It’s because I never cared about your feelings, your thoughts, and selfishness. I thought 'I'm doing this for your own good', but I was wrong.

Two people who love each other need to face many things together, not only the good ones, but also the bad ones.

But I still selfishly hope that you can give me another chance, wait for me, wait for me to properly solve all the problems, come back with a brand new attitude, and pursue you again.

Of course, in the days to come, if you have a new relationship, although I feel sorry, I will also bless you.

Love you Wei Jiangyuan forever. "

After reading it, Chen Yusheng smiled wryly, crumpled up the paper and threw the box of rings into the trash can.

Why is this person always like this, coming and leaving on his own.

From the very beginning, I said that I liked him. After graduation, I ran all the way to Suijiang to chase him. I caught up with him. After a few years, I said I wanted to break up. I regretted breaking up and came back to chase him. Seeing that he refused, I ran away again. .

In Wei Jiangyuan's heart, did he take him seriously?

Chen Yusheng turned off the light in the living room, went back to the room, lay on the bed, tossed and turned a few times, finally got up, went back to the living room, picked up the piece of paper and the ring box from the trash can in the dark, and stuffed them all into the In his bag, he thought in his heart, such a precious ring, it must not be cheap, and the cleaner who tidies up the room will return it to him if he has a chance.

When he lay back on the bed again, he felt sleepy when the door was pushed open. Chen Yusheng stood up and turned on the light. It was Chen Miao.

"Miao Miao, what's the matter?" Chen Yusheng asked.

Chen Miao sat beside him, opened her arms, gave a big hug, and then whispered in his ear, "Dad, I'm always here."

My daughter is sensible and caring. Over the years, my hard work has not been in vain.

He patted his daughter on the back and said, "Thank you Miao Miao, Dad is fine."

Chen Miao let go of him, and forced a smile on the corner of his mouth with his hand, "This is my handsome dad."

Chen Yusheng really laughed this time, hugged his daughter again, then stroked her long hair, and said, "Go, go to bed early, and go to your godfather's place tomorrow morning."

"Well, good." Chen Miao got up and went back to her room.

Chen Yusheng waited for her to go out, then sat on the bed in a daze for a while, then turned and turned off the light.

It was already very late, and there was no flight back to Shanghai at this time. Fortunately, there were still train tickets. Wei Jiangyuan bought a sleeper ticket that drove in the early morning and took nearly [-] hours to go directly to his hometown. He sat in the brightly lit waiting room Lobby, waiting for ticket check.

The so-called hometown, to put it bluntly, is just the ancestral home - it is a village with beautiful mountains and rivers in Zhejiang Province, but since his great-grandfather left his hometown and came to Shanghai, he has always settled in this metropolis.Now there is an ancestral house in my hometown, and there are some distant relatives who are very close, but because they are so busy, the family will go back to visit occasionally.

Wei Jiangyuan has very few memories of living in the countryside, only the cicadas and frogs in summer, the ponds everywhere, and the bamboo forest on the mountain behind the house.

This time, my mother took my father back because his distant cousin heard that his father was ill, so he said he might as well go back to his hometown, take advantage of the Chinese New Year, and rest for a while, the hometown is beautiful, and maybe his condition will be better.The mother thought it made sense, so she took the man back, so that he had the opportunity to go to Suijiang to find Chen Yusheng.

He also knows that his impulsiveness will disturb the other party, and he is even ready to be rejected, but at least he can feel at ease when he sees someone.

Not surprisingly, that person was decisive enough. When facing him, he was only a little moved, and pushed him away without giving him a chance.

Yes, he understood Chen Yusheng's mood very well, after all, all this was caused by himself.

Before he left, he stood at the door of the bathroom and thought for a while, but he still didn't knock on the door to say hello, and fled away secretly like a turtle, but he knew what he should do, because the scene in front of him was full of people. On the foggy road, suddenly because of this meeting, it seemed as if a ray of sunshine had shone in, and I was no longer confused.

He will definitely chase after Chen Yusheng again with a new attitude.

Unless...unless he has a new relationship.Wei Jiangyuan thought of this sadly, and lowered his head again.Chen Yusheng is a very charismatic person, handsome and wealthy. During the years they have been together, there has never been a lack of suitors, which makes him feel a sense of crisis.

Wei Jiangyuan got into the car, and the time had already entered the last day of the year. The lights in the sleeper car were dark. He found his position, lay flat on his back, looked at the ceiling, and listened to the crashing sound, his heart was filled with It was full of Chen Yusheng, without any sleepiness.

I really hope he can wait for me, but maybe this is just a delusion.

This may be the most fulfilling year for Gong Yuechao in these years.

The house was full of people, and it was more lively than yesterday, because Qin Zhengzheng got up early, and put up the window grilles and spring couplets before everyone came. ——These things should be done in the new year, because Gong Yuechao's hospitalization was postponed until today.There are some festive colors everywhere, and even Erbing has been changed into a set of red satin clothes. It seems that it is not used to it. After struggling for a long time, seeing that the opposition is invalid, I had to give up. Anyway, it looks unhappy .But the more unhappy it was, the happier Qin Zhengzheng was. He hugged the cat with a look of hatred towards him and laughed for a long time.

Gong Yuechao finished washing up, and ate the delicious breakfast cooked at home after a long absence, with a satisfied expression on her face.

After a while, Chen Yusheng picked up Qin Zhengzheng's mother and came to the door. When it was almost noon, Shi Mucheng and Gu Ming also came.

Chen Yusheng talked about playing mahjong, Shi Mucheng responded positively, and dragged Gu Ming and Gong Yuechao to the poker table, so the team got together.

"Wow, wow!" The sound of mahjong tiles colliding came and went. Although Chen Yusheng was very happy, he played the tiles with a rare serious face, as if he had something on his mind.While it was convenient for him to go to the toilet, Gong Yuechao called Chen Miao over and asked what was going on.

Chen Miao said: "Brother Jiang Yuan came yesterday, and then left again, and then my father was like that." The little girl pursed her lips and frowned, a little worried.

"What did you say?" Gong Yuechao asked again.

Chen Miao shook her head, "I don't know either."

Gong Yue looked in the direction of the bathroom, somewhat understood the meaning of this, and sighed.

Now that Chen Yu was born, seeing everyone looking at him, he asked, "What are you looking at me for? Is there something on my face?"

Under Chen Yusheng's suspicious gaze, the three people at the poker table shook their heads at the same time.

In the evening, the New Year's Eve dinner was served, the game of cards was over, and everyone got together to eat and drink.

During the process, Chen Yusheng said: "Xiao Chao, it seems that you are almost in good health. Miao Miao and I will return to Suijiang tomorrow."

"He's in the first year of junior high school." It was Qin's mother who spoke. Before Gong Yuechao could speak, she kept people around, which shows how popular Chen Yusheng is. "Just one more day."

Chen Yusheng shook his head and said, "We have to go back to see my parents. After all, it's Chinese New Year, and I'm usually too busy. If I don't go back after Chinese New Year, that's not the case. And I've been in In Zhangzhou, some food and clothing parents are sent to pay New Year's greetings, so we can't delay."

"That's true."

Gong Yuechao originally wanted to comfort his friend, but there were too many people at the table, so he didn't say that, he just said: "Then you help to bring a good one to your uncle and aunt, the presents should be the same as in previous years, I have bad legs and I can't go back Look at them."

Chen Yusheng waved his hand and said, "They won't mind."

After eating, Chen Yusheng seemed to have lost interest in playing mahjong. He sat on the sofa sleepily, and didn't even respond to Erbing who jumped onto his lap and meowed.

Gong Yuechao sat next to him and asked, "Yusheng, would you like to chat?"

Chen Yusheng looked at him, nodded, and started talking, "Wei Jiangyuan came from Shanghai to look for me yesterday."

"Oh? It's so far away, why didn't you let him come over today?" Gong Yuechao pretended not to know anything, and asked.

"I originally wanted him to come over, but then the conversation broke down and I left."

Gong Yuechao patted his friend on the shoulder and said: "When I met him that time, he acted regretful and in great pain. After all, my father had that disease."

Chen Yusheng said: "I sympathize with him, but sympathy cannot be used as a way to maintain our relationship. It's not that I don't give us opportunities, but I just think that the problems he mentioned will always exist. It is impossible for him to abandon his family and ignore his father. It's not fair to his family to come to be with me impulsively like back then."

Gong Yuechao sighed and agreed with Chen Yusheng's thoughts, "Yes, this is indeed a very important issue, and there is no solution unless it is resolved."

Chen Yusheng waved his hand and said, "Forget it, forget it." Then he stood up and came to the mahjong table again, gearing up, "Xiao Chao, come again, you beat me just now, you have to vomit!" come out."

Gong Yuechao didn't move, he sat on the sofa and looked at his friend.The change in his friend really surprised him. It was as if the previous state and traits had been completely stripped from him, but because of the accumulation of some emotional factors, he had more melancholic traits and a heavier mind.

Seeing that he was not moving, Chen Yusheng thought his leg was hurting, so he wanted to step forward to help him, but Gong Yuechao said, "Yusheng, I still hope you will be happier. Did I say something I shouldn't have said when I went to Shanghai before? Are you causing trouble?"

Chen Yusheng was stunned for a while, and returned to his long-lost indecency, smiled and said: "What nonsense are you talking about? I don't care at all. I'm still thinking about falling in love again after the next year. Why don't you dump the brat? Are we getting along?"

Chen Yusheng from many years ago is back now, he is not serious, he is in a mess.But Gong Yuezhao knew that there were many emotions hidden under his indifferent expression.

He didn't want to say more, he stood up with the strength of his friend, Chen Yusheng supported him with one hand, and called the other two poker players, "Come on, let's play mahjong, I want to win money, I am frustrated in love, and proud in the casino. "

Shi Mucheng was summoned and rubbed his hands, "I'm lucky recently, Mr. Chen, it's time for a decisive battle!"