Husband Xie An

Chapter 61 Xie Junlang

Since he closed his eyes, Lin Abao seemed to be in a trance, as if he was being blown by the wind for a long, long distance, and he was dizzy, not knowing where he was or where he was going, and he woke up like a dream After a long time, when I tried to open my eyelids, I saw the brightly lit world in front of me.

Where am I?Lin Abao was thinking in a trance, looked up and looked around, looking for the trace of memory in a trance, walked through the crowds, walked through the busy streets, and drifted three steps to one of the villas in a villa area that is either rich or expensive forward.

The three-story villa is located in an exquisitely manicured garden, and a piece of fiery red roses bloomed on the top of the Western-style iron gate fence. The fragments in memory were so vivid that Lin Abao, who was in a trance, remembered it.This is his home!Here is his family.

"Dad, Mom, Lang Lang, Shuo Shuo! I'm back!" Passing through the doors and walls, and ignoring any obstacles to enter the villa, the dizzy Lin Abao only felt joy in his heart but didn't feel abnormal. He ran towards Lin Junji and wanted to hug him, but he only hugged the air. "……dad?"

Lin Abao shook his lips only to realize that he is like invisible air, no one can see him, no one can hear his voice, and no one can even feel him.No matter how he shouts or greets him, it is in vain.

What's wrong with me?Lin Abao looked at his transparent fingertips and thought.

In the luxuriously decorated villa combining Chinese and Western styles, Lin Junji sent a hot cup of milk to the master bedroom on the second floor. Zhou Yi got up from the bed and held the cup with a disgusted expression. "...I don't know if Ah Bao and the others have returned safely."

Lin Junji comforted him: "A Bao has been blessed with auspicious stars since he was a child, even if he encounters troubles, he will definitely turn bad luck into good fortune, so you can relax."

"How can I relax?" Zhou Yi burst into tears again, wiped it with a tissue and said, "I wouldn't worry if it was the third and fourth child, but why is it Ah Bao? Ah Bao has a soft personality Mian remembers not to eat but not to be beaten, if he is wronged or bullied, he will be happy after being coaxed by others, and if he is sold, he will count the money for others, how can he be at ease?"

Green Junji is also aware of his son's nature, but the matter has come to an end, so he can only persuade: "Isn't there still his father and mother over there? Let alone Xie An, who loves him like an eyeball, he must be reluctant to part with it." Bao was wronged, "

Zhou Yi interrupted him: "Don't mention Xie An to me. He Xie An is a well-known big man in the Eastern Jin Dynasty in history, but so what? Listen to those things, don't you just bully A Bao who doesn't know anything and start first Is it strong? There are so-called fathers and mothers, why should a good Bao make a contract and cut off his offspring? In ancient times, women were said to be virtuous, so it was so difficult to find a woman who could take care of Bao?"

Everyone's different standpoint means that they look at things differently, and the standpoint follows the humanistic trend.In the Eastern Jin Dynasty, there was nothing wrong with Lin Zunwen's decision with Mrs. Ji, and such a choice was not harmful to Lin Abao, did Zhou Yi understand?She understands, but femininity is not so rational. Even if she knows that Mrs. Ji's position is correct, it will inevitably lead to anger when sensibility prevails.

Thinking of this, Zhou Yi became sad again, her tears fell and she choked up and said, "Why is this child, A Bao, so heartless, he abandoned us for the sake of Xie An and those people in Dongjin? Aren't we his parents, old man?" Are the three and four not blood relatives?"

Lin Abao huddled in the corner of the bed and cried into tears. The reason is not that his parents didn't care, but because he was worried about his feelings and wronged himself.

Mom, I'm sorry...

On the third floor, Lin Lang couldn't help finding out the video that Lin Abao had recorded before, curled up on the sofa and cried while watching, when Lin Shuo kicked him unbearably: "Have you cried enough? Is it right?"

Lin Lang sniffed: "I didn't dare to cry when the idiot Po was around, for fear that he would be sad when he saw it, and I didn't dare to cry in front of my parents. Now that there is no one else, why don't I cry?"

Lin Shuo kicked him: "What about me?"

"You don't count, our mother and fetus are twins, and the head counts as half!"

Lin Lang's righteous and confident Lin Shuo patted the pillow angrily, cursing as he patted, "I'll beat you to death, 'at most half', I'm a living individual, how come it's a small number in your mouth? !"

"We twins, am I not doing this to show my closeness?"

"roll!"

After this operation, the previous sad atmosphere dissipated a lot. Lin Lang looked at Lin Abao in the video, and after a long silence, he suddenly pointed to the TV and scolded: "Lin Abao! If you don't take good care of yourself, you will suffer If you feel wronged, do I know you all the time?!"

Lin Shuo kicked him again because of his sudden nervousness, "Take medicine as soon as possible, don't infect me!"

"We are twins!" Lin Lang yelled angrily.

Lin Shuo yelled back, "fraternal!"

Lin Junji happened to open the door, and frowned: "What's going on?"

The two brothers got up immediately, and Lin Shuo straightened his hair: "It's okay, Lang Lang was crying just now, and I comforted him."

Lin Lang curled his lips: "What's the name 'Lang Lang', you're not cute, call me brother!"

Lin Shuo wanted to kick again, but Lin Junji frowned, "It's done. People in their twenties who haven't stopped all day, can't they learn from Ah Bao and be quiet?" The twins have been arguing non-stop since they were young, and Lin Junji sometimes I really like how well-behaved and quiet the eldest son is, he takes a box of paintbrushes for a piece of drawing paper, without worrying at all.

When it comes to A Bao father and son, Lin Lang scratches his hair: "Dad, how is Mom?"

Lin Junji nodded: "It's much better, I'm going to sleep now. You put things off these few days and stay with her at home."

"Okay Dad." Lin Shuo nodded, and then persuaded: "Dad, don't think too much, don't stay up late, you used to want to make more money for Abao, but now that Abao has gone to the Eastern Jin Dynasty, we earn money by ourselves." I can’t run out of money, and if I have too much, it’s just a string of numbers.”

Hearing this, Lin Junji was both angry and funny: "What are you talking about. It's done, go to rest early, don't play too late."

"Yes. Good night, Dad."

The two brothers put down the pillows and went back to their room. Lin Junji waved his hand: "Good night." Finally, he was alone in the silent air. Lin Junji closed the door and tidied up the random pillows. He lit a cigarette and watched quietly in the video. Lin Abao. "...idiot son."

Lin Junji is the head of the family. He has to take care of his wife and his son. Only when he is alone in the dead of night can he express his true thoughts, just like a wild beast licking its wounds alone and refusing others to explore the fragile heart. one side.

In a space invisible to others, Lin Abao hugged his knees and curled up at Lin Junji's feet, buried his face in his knees and sobbed silently.

Dad, I'm sorry...

Lang Lang Shuo Shuo I'm sorry...

Perhaps Lin Abao's guilt was too deep, Zhou Yi woke up from sleep somewhere, and pushed Lin Junji next to him: "I seem to have heard Abao's cry..."

The first reaction of Lin Junji who was pushed awake was that Zhou Yi thought about it every day and dreamed at night, but when he listened carefully, it seemed that there were intermittent cries.The couple's first reaction was not fear, but worry. They turned on the light and searched for the sound. Lin Lang and Lin Shuo also came down in pajamas on the third floor. Seeing the expressions of their parents, they probably heard it. The family of four looked at each other. Searching for the sound, I found the lobby on the first floor, under the floor-to-ceiling windows, Lin Abao curled up and cried out of breath.

"A Bao?"

Zhou Yi was afraid that what was in front of her was just her own fantasy.

Lin Abao sobbed and looked back: "...Mom?" From day to night, he returned home in a trance, but his family couldn't touch him, couldn't see him, and couldn't hear him. He saw that they didn't want to show it to him. Lin Abao almost fainted from crying several times.

"It's really Abao, Abao!" Zhou Yi's expression touched and she was about to rush over, but Lin Junji held her tightly.

"Don't go there. Be careful of hurting Abao." Lin Abao's condition can be seen as the so-called soul state, not because he is afraid that the other party will harm them, but because he is afraid that other troubles will happen if his soul is touched by someone's anger.After all, they don't know anything about the current situation, so no matter how careful they are, they can't be called exaggerated.Thinking of this, Lin Junji was only worried about Lin Abao: "Abao, why are you here? You and Xie An haven't returned to the Eastern Jin Dynasty?"

Lin Lang and Lin Shuo were extremely angry: "Did something happen? Is Xie An not protecting you well? You...what is the situation now?!"

Lin Abao wiped his face indiscriminately, but was also at a loss: "I, I don't know."

Hearing this, Lin Lang and Lin Shuo were so angry that they almost lost their breath.Brother idiot, can you be more stupid? !

Lin Junji stared at the twin sons, turned his head and guided Lin Abao softly: "Then Abao think about it, have you returned to the Eastern Jin Dynasty?"

Lin Abao thought about it according to his words, and said happily for a while: "Oh, I remembered! We have returned to the Eastern Jin Dynasty, and we have been here for two months in the Eastern Jin Dynasty, but only a quarter of an hour has passed, but, but the third master doesn't remember." Speaking of this, Lin Abao pursed his lips, playing with his fingers sullenly, very unhappy.

Lin Junji keenly felt that something was wrong with Lin Abao, and his reaction was extremely slow. "Then Ah Bao, do you remember how you got here?"

"How did you get here?" Lin Abao thought hard, and after thinking for a while, he said, "I, I just looked very tired, I fell asleep all of a sudden, I just felt like I was floating for a long time, and then, Then... I can't remember..."

"Okay, if you can't remember it, don't think about it. Does Abao know how to go back?"

"I don't know," Lin Abao pouted, playing with his fingers, and said, "I'm not going back, I want to stay here with you."

heard the words.Zhou Yi felt her heart was about to cry, Lin Junji's eyes were red, Lin Lang and Lin Shuo were crying and laughing, cursing, "What are you doing now, talking about this?"

"I'm sorry..." Lin Abao would only say sorry over and over again.

Lin Junji endured the soreness in his eyes: "Don't talk nonsense, Abao, you haven't been sorry to us, no matter where you are, you are always our son, as parents, we don't have anything to ask for, we just hope you are well, even if we can't see you, can't we see you?" We will meet, but as long as you are well, we will rest assured. So be good, Bao is obedient, do you hear me when you go back the way you used to go? Don’t worry about us, father, mother, third child and fourth child will be fine, nothing will happen .”

There is only one body, leaving the soul here is the real harm to him.

Zhou Yi also realized this, wiped away tears and persuaded: "Yes, Ah Bao is obedient, you know?" Paying the price to repay this bit of grievance, not to mention just now hearing Lin Abao personally say that he is willing to stay, this bit of grievance will dissipate and only worry about his son will remain.

Lin Abao, who had always been obedient, became stubborn at this time, and flattened his mouth: "I won't go back, I saw you crying, mom, and Lang Langshuo, dad secretly smoked, and he smoked a lot."

Lin Junji was confused by Lin Abao's sudden complaint, feeling embarrassed and helpless: "There are not many, but three."

Zhou Yi couldn't laugh or cry, she glared at her husband, and said to Lin Abao, "Don't worry, I'll take care of your dad later."

"We will also watch, and we won't let Dad become an old bacon. Brother, don't worry." Lin Lang patted his chest to assure that Lin Shuo had no hope for his idiot brother, and said bluntly, "Go back quickly, sir. Wordy!"

Lin Abao blinked with a dazed expression on his face. Lin Junji asked Lin Shuo to get the photo Xie An left before, pointing to the Zhilan Yushu Xie An in the photo and asked, "Abao, do you still remember? You said that you can't bear Xie An's lovesickness, longing for sickness and death. , I can no longer show my face for the rest of my life. Ah Bao, do you still remember?"

Looking at Xie An's eyes in the photo, Lin Abao took a breath, and suddenly a heartache hit him, "The ends of the earth, the end of the world, will never change until death; the yellow spring and the blue fall, I dare not forget each other", how could he forget?Looking back through layers of darkness, I seem to see a person kneeling in three steps on the stone steps, drenched in the rain, going up the steps step by step...

"A Bao." Lin Junji joined hands with Zhou Yi, although he couldn't bear it, but he was relieved: "Go back. Go to the Eastern Jin Dynasty, where you should go."

Lin Lang and Lin Shuo twitched the corners of his mouth: "Hurry up, and remember not to look back. If you lose your soul after being a fool, I'm afraid you will become even more stupid if you don't."

The reason why a relative is called a relative is because he will treat you well for no reason, without asking for anything in return, but only asking you to be well, even if he can't meet again, he will send you away with a smile.

"Dad. Mom. Son is not filial, take care."

"Lang Lang. Shuo Shuo. Take care. Take good care of my parents for me."

There is light in the darkness, Lin Abao finally looked back and deeply reflected the figure of his dear ones to the bottom of his heart, turned around and floated into the little starlight, accompanied by the darkness and the sea of ​​stars, Lin Abao walked step by step to the place where the light came from, in a trance It seems to hear the ringing of a ringing bell, with the cloud and mist clearing away, the Jiankang City of the Eastern Jin Dynasty is already in front of me, and Mrs. Ji's cry of suppressing tears seems to be in my ears...

In front of the Daxiong Hall in the mountains, Xie Anshi, who took three steps and one bow, staggered into the hall, knelt down in front of the pitiful Buddha with his knees stained with blood, and kowtowed.

Buddha is above.I, Xie An, would like to devote my entire life to saving the common people, bringing peace to all people, and restoring peace to the world, without seeking merit, fame, or happiness in the afterlife.I just ask the Buddha to give me the white head of Lin Abao I, so that I will not be separated from each other!