no appointment

Chapter 43

When Ruan Mu got home, it was already around 2 o'clock in the morning. Because she was in a bad mood, she drank a little too much, her seductive face was slightly drunk, "..." Although Ruan Mu was still awake, She felt a little uncomfortable in her stomach again, and she was still thinking about Jing Han, but she was a little tired, so she wanted to talk about it tomorrow.

Ruan Mu stepped on his high heels and walked to the door. Ruan Mu looked at his apartment, the lights inside were dark, obviously no one was there, but the light was still on at Jing Han next door, "Are you still asleep?" Ruan Mu Frowning, not thinking too much.

She asked Jing Han to put the keys at the door, but she searched under the pots of hydrangea for a while, but couldn't find any keys.

Ruan Mu caressed her forehead, it just rained in London today, and the cold wind made her head hurt even more, "..." She stood there, with Jing Han's cold eyes again inexplicably, Jing Han's performance today made her feel even more painful. She was very annoying, she said she wanted to be alone, why did she hang up the phone without saying anything, as if she should be the one who was angry.

Ruan Mu didn't really want to go to Jing Han's room to get the keys after such a fuss, but now there seemed to be no other way, she frowned, stood there for a while, and finally locked the car, Ring the doorbell next door.

Ruan Mu boarded in front of the door for about a minute, and Jing Han finally came down.

Jing Han always likes to have a regular schedule, but today she didn't sleep at nearly two o'clock.She was wearing a white bathrobe that reached to her knees, and she looked like she had been in the shower for a while, but her long hair was not completely dry.

She saw Ruan Mu standing at the door, looking at herself with deep eyes. She saw some unconscious emotions in those eyes, and frowned, "..." Ruan Mu knew that she didn't like to see her drinking too much or smoking. Jing Han wanted to say something for a few moments, but he still held back.

Ruan Mu leaned against the door, saw her thoughts thoroughly, but didn't care, "..." The bewitching eyes raised, and he said, "Where's my key? You forgot to put the key It's the door."

Today, Ruan Mu was not very happy when she heard the words that I wanted to be alone. She originally thought that after seeing Jing Han, there would be a difference, whether it was a fight or reconciliation, she had to choose the same.

But at this time, she suddenly had no desire to speak, and felt extremely tired, "Give me the key." Ruan Mu looked straight at her, and said in a flat tone, "You need personal space, and I need it now too. , I took the key and went back to bed."

When she said this, she wanted to stimulate the other party, only she knew it in her heart.

But Ruan Mu obviously underestimated the woman's endurance again, seeing Jing Han raised his hand and put the key in his palm, then looked at himself, "Rest early."

Ruan Mu looked at the key in his palm, then looked up at Jing Han's forbearance, and suddenly felt very upset, "..." She didn't know why, and suddenly said a second before the door opened again, "So you plan to Have you been thinking like this and not saying anything?"

She stared straight at Jing Han, and stared into those indifferent eyes, "It's been a day, I thought I should be the one who was unhappy." She felt that these things were simply inexplicable, "So what are you angry about?"

Those words made the scene a few hours ago come back to my mind. Jing Han has been waiting silently at Ruan Mu's house without any previous eager harassment: saying that she misses herself again and wants to go back immediately.

She didn't want to talk, and Jing Han herself didn't want to say a word.

"I'm not angry,"

Jing Han glanced at Ruan Mu, but looked away the next second, "You and I are both free, and many things can be chosen by ourselves, I have nothing to say," she lowered her eyes and repeated in a low voice, "These things There's no need to say it."

After hearing that, Ruan Mu suddenly smiled.

There was a tinge of sarcasm in that smile, she shook the key a little, the crisp sound of the collision seemed a bit harsh in this atmosphere, "It's not necessary?" She repeated Jing Han's words, the more ridiculous she thought about it.

……

After a long time, Ruan Mu finally spoke again, "Jing Han," she rarely pronounced that name so bluntly.

Ruan Mu looked at her with a cold voice, "You know, I don't like to sleep on a hard bed. I never like to get up early on weekend mornings, and I don't like to be quiet at night. I want to drink whiskey, smoke, and go to bed late."

"...In the past few months, I would accompany you to work overtime until late at night when I had nothing to do all day long, but you were afraid to make a decision at the time. I would never force you with these trivial matters."

"A few years ago you said that you couldn't stand me laughing too flirtatiously with strangers, and didn't like me staring into their eyes. I always remember that now I rarely even go to parties."

……

"What you said, what you didn't say, you don't know how much I have changed for you."

Ruan Mu looked straight at Jing Han, but after saying so much, she just felt ridiculous, "Since I met you, I have been doing things that I would never do before, but have you changed anything for me? "

"I don't know what you're thinking, what else do you want from me?"

Ruan Mu was also tired at the end, she stroked her forehead, "Forget it, it's too late, my head hurts, let's go to rest early." She wanted to leave, and there would be no result if she continued talking like this .

But when Ruan Mu turned around, Jing Han finally said, "Ruan Mu..." Her emotions sounded a little shaken.

Ruan Mu raised her eyes in response, but saw Jing Han looking at her with red eyes. She seemed to be twisted in her heart, but her mood was much more complicated than last time, "...you cried again," Ruan Mu knew clearly in his heart. It's because of Jing Han's reaction that I feel distressed, but I can't get rid of that feeling of powerlessness.

"Why is it like this every time?"

There was a complicated smile on her lips, "It's like this every time, I think there is a problem between us, and then you cry, and I coax you again, these problems will never be brought up, Jing Han, tell me Why am I?"

"..." Jing Han seemed to want to say something, but for some reason he couldn't speak, and could only keep red-eyed.

"But I'm really tired today, honey," Ruan Mu wanted to kiss her to comfort her, but she couldn't wrap her arms around her waist after looking into those eyes several times. After a long time, she whispered, "I want to go to the company tomorrow. It's better for us to calm down."

Jing Han didn't speak, probably feeling tired, and finally didn't stop her, "..." But Ruan Mu lowered his eyes, and kissed her ear before leaving, "Good night, don't cry."

……

After Ruan Mu left, Jing Han had insomnia for several hours that night, and finally fell asleep until very late.

In fact, this is not what she thought in her heart. She didn't expect Ruan Mu to care so much and wanted to explain, but she felt powerless because the other party couldn't understand what she thought in her heart, so she couldn't speak.

The next day, Jing Han sat naked on the bed in a daze for a while, and slowly remembered Ruan Mu's words, "Let's all calm down," she lowered her eyes, changed her clothes and went to the art exhibition alone.

The National Art Museum held a soundscapes event today that attracted many art lovers. In addition, there were some tourists in the past, but today there are many people.Jing Han woke up in the morning and found that her eyes were slightly swollen, so she wore sunglasses from beginning to end.

Because she had something on her mind, she was a little absent-minded from beginning to end.

Jing Han was standing in front of a huge sound device in a daze, and faintly heard a familiar English voice behind her, but she didn't pay attention to it until the voice got closer and closer, and she glanced back.

"..."

I saw a tall Chinese man standing behind him, holding the hand of a beautiful girl. It was Su Yuan and Zhong Ning. Su Yuan seemed to be following Zhong Ning in a bit of broken Chinese, and Zhong Ning was holding her hands. Smiling, correcting her pronunciation.

Su Yuan frowned every time she was corrected. Although she looked patient, Zhong Ning finally couldn't help but tugged her hand because she had repeated it too many times, "Anna, let's forget it." But Su Yuan Yuan seemed a little dissatisfied, and grabbed her with narrowed eyes, "You despise me, don't you?"

Zhong Ning blushed, and hurriedly opened her mouth to deny, "No, I don't."

The two talked for a while, and finally noticed Jing Han standing in front.

They looked at Jing Han's casual makeup, shirt, trousers, high heels, soft hair pulled back, and his cold eyes blocked by sunglasses, making it even more unfriendly to strangers.

Su Yuan was slightly taken aback, then smiled at Jinghan, "Long time no see."

Su Yuan and Jing Han not only knew each other, before Jing Han was transferred back to the China region, Su Yuan was an analyst she brought in. Jing Han always praised Su Yuan very well, smart and hardworking, but she did know at that time Su Yuan liked Ruan Mu, and after she returned to China, Ruan Mu soon got together with Su Yuan.

Many things in this world are hard to predict. For example, Ruan Mu chose Su Yuan soon after he returned to China. For example, Ruan Mu broke up with Su Yuan immediately after he returned to London.

She doesn't know how Su Yuan sees her now, but most likely, this is not a matter under the control of the two of them.

But Jing Han also knew that for a well-educated person like Su Yuan, even if he complained about himself, he would always face it, so she felt that the kindness she received at this time was much more friendly than common sense.

Jing Han nodded to her, "Long time no see."

On the other side, Zhong Ning was much more cordial when she saw Jing Han, "Hello, sister," she actually greeted Jing Han like this.

Su Yuan didn't understand Mandarin very well, but she always knew the word 'sister'. She glanced at Zhong Ning, "You call her sister?"

Zhong Ning felt that Su Yuan was overreacting, "What's wrong?" She felt strange, "She is Jing Yang's older sister, Jing Yang can be called older sister, can't I?"

Su Yuan opened his mouth, but couldn't tell where he felt awkward.

"It doesn't matter," Jing Han said lightly, "You can also call me by my name."