such as mans

Chapter 38

Xie Zhongnan didn't hesitate at the moment, and immediately replied,

"Have."

Bu Fan felt a little depressed, and then asked again,

"A lot?"

"Not many, a few." Xie Zhongnan's voice improved a lot, and it sounded as nice as before. When Bu Fan was immersed in the shock of how few were not many, Xie Zhongnan again said,

"There are many boys."

What?She didn't say how many girls there were, but she also took the initiative to say that there are more boys, so how many boys should there be in one class?Bu Fan's heart was beating a little fast, and she was a little stuffed, but she didn't know what to say. She thought that Xie Zhongnan, who could scare people a few kilometers away with a look like Xie Zhongnan, must have no competitive pressure, but she didn't expect Xie Zhongnan is so scary, if Xie Zhongnan had such gentle eyes and such a beautiful smile today and yesterday, he would sit in the classroom with him.

Forget about it, Bu Fan was so poor that he couldn't touch a corner of her all his life. After a long silence, Bu Fan felt that he should answer her out of politeness,

"Then you are still very attractive."

"En." Xie Zhongnan nodded almost habitually.

Bu Fan felt that he was about to explode, his whole body was covered with □□, the kind of explosion that exploded all at once, um, a woolen huh, so Xie Zhongnan felt that what she said made sense?

"Hi, thank you Zhongnan!"

"Ok?"

Listening to Xie Zhongnan's calm and usual answer, Bu Fan actually felt that her own thoughts were dirty, and her tone softened a little.

"Then have you taken a fancy to it?"

Bu Fan was very satisfied with Xie Zhongnan's answer this time, she shook her head,

"No."

Bu Fan gave a light oh, and then the two of them fell into a long silence, but she knew that Xie Zhongnan was still awake, and from the corner of her eye, she could see Xie Zhongnan still looking at the sky with his eyes open.

"Xie Zhongnan, do you think we will stay together forever?" Bu Fan said looking at the sky.

There was no response from Xie Zhongnan, and then Bu Fan persistently poked the back of Xie Zhongnan's hand, as if to force her to answer.But Xie Zhongnan still didn't respond.

Bu Fan snorted softly from his nose, then crossed his hands on his chest,

"Xie Zhongnan, you are the least interesting person I have ever met,"

"But there is no way, you are the most beautiful person I have ever seen, so ah,"

"Even if it's just for your face, whether you like it or not, I will always be with you. At least, I have to supervise you to eat well for these three years."

Then Bu Fan suddenly dropped his hands on both sides, but the back of his hand just brushed against Xie Zhongnan's hand placed aside.The bed was not big, just enough for the two of them to lie on it. If a wider man came, there might be a teddy on the bed.

The back of her hand was lightly attached to the back of Xie Zhongnan's, and the cold air flowed upwards along the back of her hand.Obviously the heating in this room is so high, but Xie Zhongnan's hands are still so cold.Her mother told Bu Fan that it was anemia caused by cold body, that was because the blood was not circulating enough, so her hands and feet were cold.

Then Xie Zhongnan's blood was so little that his hands were so cold in such a warm room.

When she touched the coldness, she just felt very comfortable, as comfortable as jade, soft and slippery, but such a cold person was lying next to her, but Bu Fan felt hot in his heart, as if there was something She scratched her heart lightly, then thought of Xie Zhongnan, and then some unharmonious pictures appeared.

Bu Fan felt that she was lying next to Xie Zhongnan and thinking about it was a little disgusting, and she felt a little uncomfortable. Just when she was about to get up and go to the window to get some air, Xie Zhongnan whispered next to her,

"Bu Fan, don't keep going,"

Xie Zhongnan turned his head and stared into Bu Fan's eyes, which made Bu Fan's heart tremble for a while, just because Xie Zhongnan's eyes were too serious, so serious that he gave in to Bu Fan's sadness and wanted to cry.

She turned her head, with incomprehensible doubts in her eyes, and continued to listen to Xie Zhongnan's words,

"Stay with me all the time."

Bu Fan just wanted to refute, but was interrupted by Xie Zhongnan,

"I am, Abyss."

"You are, sky."

"Stay with me, you will be dark and sad."

Bu Fan looked at Xie Zhongnan's eyes with a flash of panic, and she said almost subconsciously,

"Nonsense, Xie Zhongnan, you are talking nonsense."

"I'm just a small ditch. It took me too long to see you like the sea, and then I realized that there are such beautiful seas in the world. Xie Zhongnan, listen to me, I really want to be you for the past three years." If it is possible, I still want to be your deskmate in college, didn’t you also promise to be my deskmate all the time? Xie Zhongnan, you are not Abyss, really not.”

Why would someone compare themselves to an abyss?This person is still Xie Zhongnan. At this age when everyone regards himself as warm as a little sun, under the environment, such a beautiful Xie Zhongnan compares himself to an ugly bottomless abyss.

Xie Zhongnan looked at her and smiled,

"Bu Fan,"

Bu Fan looked at her, Xie Zhongnan still smiled so beautifully, the dimple was deeply imprinted on her face, but what she said made Bu Fan feel that his whole body was frozen,

"stay away from me."

The back of her hand was still stuck to Xie Zhongnan's, it was still so cold.Her hands, her words, all put out the heat in her own heart.Those feelings seemed to be blown far away with a whoosh, maybe it was really time to give up, she couldn't walk anymore.

Bu Fan didn't speak anymore, he looked at the sky with his big eyes, blinking only once in a long, long time.

There is nothing in my head, only the phrase 'stay away from me. 'The sarcasm is too much, she tried her best to get a little closer to Xie Zhongnan, but she was completely dismissed by the sentence "Stay away from me."

Perhaps the most valuable thing about human beings is that when death is approaching, they will reach out to grab the remaining hope. This kind of thing called thought penetrates deeply into Bufan's bone marrow.If one day she really chooses to give up Xie Zhongnan, then she must be dead.

"Xie Zhongnan."

Bu Fan was still looking at the ceiling, and she didn't dare to look back at Xie Zhongnan's desperate eyes that were more terrifying than hostility. She made her tone sound as normal as possible, trying to make herself Both Xie Zhongnan and Xie Zhongnan thought that the sentence just now was a joke.

Xie Zhongnan didn't turn his head again, didn't raise his eyebrows, and didn't say the questionable um.Bu Fan didn't care if she answered or not, and continued to talk on his own,

"Xie Zhongnan, let me leave you unless I die."

This is a non-mainstream quotation from a primary school student that makes others laugh when it is recorded, but Bu Fan only discovered today that this sentence might have been inspired by a literary brother or sister of a primary school student, because it can really express it just right. What she wants to say now comes.

"I'm serious, I don't feel sorry for the years of higher education I've received when I say this, I'm serious, I said it, no matter what you think of me or how you treat me, I Bufan said it to myself , I swore to every plush toy in my house, as long as you, Xie Zhongnan, are still by my side for a day, I will never run away from you."

"I don't care if you are the abyss or the sky, I have decided so."

Regardless of whether Xie Zhongnan will get up and punch her until her bones are broken, she has decided so.

After a long time, Bu Fan heard Xie Zhongnan let out a long sigh, and she finally calmed down.This is Xie Zhongnan's agreement. Last time when she pestered Xie Zhongnan to accompany her and Yu Yao to go shopping, Xie Zhongnan still let out a long sigh after lobbying for three classes. The two of them picked up the clothes with their bags.

Bu Fan suddenly grinned, she leaned her head towards Xie Zhongnan, and then tilted her head slightly on her shoulder, but she didn't dare to lean on it, no matter how much courage she was given.

But she wanted the stars in the sky to see this scene, hoping that the nearsighted stars would think that she was looking at them leaning on Xie Zhongnan's shoulder.

39,

After a while, from the corner of Bu Fan's eyes, Xie Zhongnan seemed to have closed her eyes. She turned her head to look at Xie Zhongnan, just like when she turned her head to peek when Xie Zhongnan was sleeping in school.

It's just that she didn't want to be discovered by others at that time, and she always pretended that she was sleeping and peeked out one eye secretly. Now the only one besides herself is Xie Zhongnan. If you want to see those stars, let them look at them. After so many years, it is not a species of an era.

Xie Zhongnan's breathing was very steady. She used to frown when she was sleeping at school, unlike now, she is completely relaxed, her long eyelashes can hang down to her lower eyelids, and she trembles slightly Yes, Bu Fan will always make Xie Zhongnan into a person with thin lips, but in fact Xie Zhongnan's lips are not thin, and her mouth is more beautiful than her eyes.

The back of Bu Fan's hand was still attached to Xie Zhongnan, it didn't get warmer because of the passage of time, it was still so cold.Bu Fan looked at Xie Zhongnan's hand with the ring in a daze, and suddenly felt a strange feeling in his heart.

I don't know, what would it be like if she held this hand?Will you feel Xie Zhongnan's joints, will you let the warmth of your palm pass to Xie Zhongnan?

But if Xie Zhongnan woke up and found out, it would be so embarrassing, but who cares, Xie Zhongnan seems to be sleeping very hard now, Zhou Yang took the blackboard brush and knocked his soul out on the iron desk without thinking Xie Zhongnan woke up.

So why don't you just try it, in fact, if Bu Fan could have known earlier that Xie Zhongnan had been knocked awake and just kept lying on the table and couldn't get up, then she wouldn't be so desperate to try Xie Zhong tonight The touch of the southern hand is gone.

Bu Fan took a deep breath, first adjusted his mood, then turned his head and glanced at Xie Zhongnan, seeing that she was still sleeping very soundly, she freed her free hand, and gently touched Xie Zhongnan's body. Hand poked down.

While Xie Zhongnan's hand was falling down, the hand next to her quickly turned up, and Xie Zhongnan's palm happened to cover her hand.

Xie Zhongnan's hands usually look pretty delicate, but this comparison is much longer than Bu Fan's slender hands.Bu Fan looked back at Xie Zhongnan, and after making sure that she was still awake, he took another deep breath,

Come on Bufan, what a great opportunity this is, believe in yourself, you will succeed.Bu Fan thought to himself.

Bu Fan slightly staggered his hand under Xie Zhongnan's, maybe he was too serious to notice that Xie Zhongnan's eyelashes were trembling.Until he saw that his fingers were successfully aligned with Xie Zhongnan's, Bu Fan didn't rush to make the next move, but turned his head to look at Xie Zhongnan again, but there was still no movement.

Bu Fan was secretly happy in his heart, thinking that Xie Zhongnan would not wake up, so at a lightning speed, he suddenly inserted his fingers through Xie Zhongnan's fingers, then gently bent his fingers, and took a nap. On the back of Xie Zhongnan's hand.

Xie Zhongnan's fingers were naturally bent, and the fingertips lightly pressed against the back of Bu Fan's hand, and the coolness rushed in.Her hands are really cold, if possible, Bu Fante would like to hold Xie Zhongnan's hand directly to see if it can be warmer.

She kept this posture without moving, breathing steadily with Xie Zhongnan's breathing ups and downs, and the corners of Bu Fan's mouth gradually rose up little by little. Now this mood is like her mother saw the bear she had admired for a year Like hugging her in front of her, I don't know how to express my joy, so I can only hug the bear all the time.

She still doesn't know how to express her joy, so she can only hold Xie Zhongnan all the time, hoping that this moment will be recorded in the annals of history or something. She decided to slow down this moment and express it in words, and lock it into the special Inside Xie Zhongnan's small box.

Bu Fan's head was empty, and sleepiness soon surfaced. Just when he was about to fall asleep, the ghostly weather came, and there was a sudden thunder that was loud enough to split Bu Fan in half.

Bu Fan habitually wanted to pull the quilt with her hands to cover her ears, but in a daze, she seemed to see that her hand was stuck by the door and she couldn't pull it out, so she pushed the door angrily , this push woke her up.

Xie Zhongnan has been looking at her from the side. The moment Bu Fan opened his eyes, he met Xie Zhongnan's eyes, his eyes were still peaceful, the hostility seemed to have completely dissipated, and the despair seemed to be a lot less .

Bu Fan was in a daze at first, and then he looked down to see what was stuck on his hand, but saw that his hand was maintaining the position where he had just broken free, and Xie Zhongnan's fingers tightly clasped her hand .

ah!Bu Fan screamed in his heart, and then he remembered what he had done to Xie Zhongnan's hand before going to sleep, thinking that the door that pressed her hand just now was Xie Zhongnan's hand.

The blush on her face suddenly extended to her ears, thankfully it was still dark and the lights were not on, Xie Zhongnan couldn't see it.Bu Fan felt like he was in embarrassment when his father caught him stealing snacks.Xie Zhongnan probably thought she was having a nightmare just now, so he grabbed her hand so tightly.

But when Xie Zhongnan woke up and found that Bu Fan's hand was clasping her tightly like that, how would he react in his heart! ! !

Bu Fan didn't dare to think about it and didn't want to think about it, it was so embarrassing, she coughed lightly, lowered her eyes, wanted to pull her hand out, and then explained to Xie Zhongnan that she was afraid of thunder, and subconsciously went back to grab the people next to her hands, as for why she can clasp them into interlocking fingers, she will ask the self in the dream.

But just as Bu Fan was about to take out his hand, he felt Xie Zhongnan's hand tightened again.

This, this, this, what Xie Zhongnan means, does this mean that she doesn't want her to let go? ?

Bu Fan turned to look at Xie Zhongnan, but saw that Xie Zhongnan was still looking at her as usual, but the corners of his mouth seemed to be slightly raised again.Bu Fan could even hear his own rapid heartbeat clearly.

She quickly turned her head back and stopped looking at Xie Zhongnan, and the strength in her hand also decreased. Bu Fan relaxed her hand, and gently bent her fingers, putting them on the back of Xie Zhongnan's hand.The strength of Xie Zhongnan's hands also decreased, and they finally relaxed, as if they were holding hands, they interlaced their hands lightly and placed them on the bed.

Bu Fan suddenly wanted to cry at that moment, as if he had experienced some earth-shattering event, but Xie Zhongnan just held her hand. If Xie Zhongnan took the initiative to hug her or something in the future, then Bu Fan Don't you just faint on the ground?

She slept deeply that night and had a beautiful dream. She was in the clouds and danced with the angels, but if there was no phone call, maybe she could dance longer.

At about six o'clock, Xie Zhongnan's cell phone rang, and Bu Fan vaguely felt that Xie Zhongnan let go of her hand, got out of bed, and went outside the balcony to answer the phone.

When Xie Zhongnan came back, he happened to see Bu Fan sitting on the bed drinking water, his expression was very bad.Bu Fan could tell that something was not good from the phone, because Xie Zhongnan frowned again, and the refusal in his eyes revealed it unreservedly.

She looked at Bu Fan for a while, then said,

"Going back, sorry."

Bu Fan didn't think there was anything wrong. What they experienced and said from the time they started to now was enough to excite her for a while, so she didn't want to add any more trouble to Xie Zhongnan, so she nodded and said good.

Then they set off to the airport, from Tibet Airport to City A Airport, and then to Xie Zhongnan driving Bu Fan home, they didn't say a word.

Xie Zhongnan frowned all the time, and Bu Fan didn't know what to say when he looked at her expression, so he simply fell silent all the way.Until the last time when Bu Fan said goodbye to her through the car window, Xie Zhongnan didn't seem to be able to see, turned the car around roughly, and drove out very quickly.

How fast, anyway, it must be speeding, Bu Fan can feel the gust of wind passing by the car, Xie Zhongnan's appearance, and the sudden concession Bu Fan thought of Xie Zhongnan throwing his schoolbag directly in the bookcase .

At that moment just now, Bu Fan became scared, Xie Zhongnan changed back again, and she didn't know her anymore.